“I heard the whisper. I actually heard it. I turned to find its source and found myself face-to-face with malevolence. Pure evil had my face.”
Wow, what a wild ride this was. 4⭐ This is going to be a long review. I have so many emotions right now, and I don’t think I’ll ever forget this book.
Note: I received an ARC from NetGalley in exchange for honest feedback.
❤️ Atmosphere
❤️ Strong, resilient female lead
❤️ World-building and magic system
❤️ Character development
❤️ Vivid, evocative descriptions
❤️ Unpredictable plot twists
❌ Incomplete trigger warning list
❌ Anti-climactic ending
At first, I thought it would be *another* one of these books where triggering content is laid on thick just for the sake of shocking the reader. But as I read, I realized that Gibson perfectly described the way men graced with immortality could lose their humanity, their greed eventually turning to perversion. She showed us the very worst parts of mankind, with all sins laid bare. Thinking back on what I just read, I don’t think she could have done otherwise or toned it down: the cruelty and depravation were central to the plot. That being said, please please please, do read the list of trigger warnings provided by the author as well as the list below. Some warnings are minor spoilers, but I think it’s important to know what you’re getting into before you dive in this book.
● Trigger warning list provided by the author: graphic violence and gore, language, scenes of sexual nature, BDSM, SA, self harm, and child SA.
● My own additions: incest (lots of it), pedophilia, cannibalism, gang rape, animal cruelty, murder and mutilation (including of children), incest, human skin wearing, child birth and death (miscarriage, forced abortion), mental health issues, undead / reanimated corpses, drugs, and dismemberment.
Plot:
A highborn Victorian lady, Ramillia spends many years in an asylum after the gruesome murder of her parents. She endures years of torture and suffers from memory gaps until an arranged marriage to a very powerful man grants her freedom. Finally, everything seems just right. But the veil slowly lifts and Ramillia realizes that her idyllic life is a deception, and the horrors she now faces are far worse. Armed with skills she doesn’t know she has, Ramillia will stop at nothing to attain freedom for herself and all oppressed.
This book hooked me and intrigued me right from the start. It’s not an action novel, but there are so many twists and turns that it never gets slow. I usually smell plot twists and tropes for a mile away. But whenever I thought “Oh, I see where this is going,” Gibson would either go in a completely other direction, or she would go that way but add a totally unexpected twist (like killing off a main character behind the scenes and telling us about it later). My mind was blown many times. With first-person POV narrating and the early realization that the narrator is unreliable, in addition to never knowing if a character is in charge or is being controlled by another being, made it easy to suspect everyone and everything.
It was a difficult book to read, but the focus on female resilience and power in a deeply patriarchal setting was *chef’s kiss*. The social criticism was omnipresent, but not overpowering.
Characters:
There were many characters, and they were all memorable. The character development was on point, and characters were so complex and nuanced that even the ones that seemed most evil could evoke a sense of empathy. With the exception of the very few characters that I absolutely loved (*cough* Leon and Ed *cough*), I toggled between love and hate for most of the main characters, including Ramillia.
Writing:
Unpretentious and accessible, yet lavish. Biting. Sometimes the shortest and simplest of phrases forced me to reflect on uncomfortable topics. The descriptions (settings, characters, food, clothing, etc.) was vivid and evocative, and Gibson was amazing at describing human emotions. I loved her prose and is interested in reading more of her books.