I’m very bummed about this one. I had a lot of hope that we’d go in a good direction after the cliffhanger in the first book, which also had a ton of potential. However, this one just downright pissed me off. We spend nearly 60% of this book with Jersey being captive and then another 10-20% of it with them ignoring each other. If you’re going to do an enemies to LOVERS book, please give us time to see them as lovers too. I absolutely loathed how he treated Triss in this book even up until the very end, comparing her (not so nicely) to his deceased wife. That overtook so much of the storyline in this book it completely ruined any “lovers” aspect for me. Not to mention the addition of Triss crying ALL the time. Um, why? She wasn’t pregnant….it just felt like she was being pushed to be more like his wife. Over emotional. I get that Triss wasn’t used to being emotional (and this was absolutely due to trauma) and I wanted that for her in a healthy way, but this just felt forced. She cries and cries and it’s constantly mentioned but over weird tiny things? She doesn’t even process her mom dying, it’s completely glazed over, her losing her only other relative who DID help save Jersey. Jersey never tells her what her mom says. It just felt like this whole series Trista and her trauma was put last to him and Memphis.
Everything had been driven by intense hate and banter and connection in the first book. Then they spend the majority of this book apart and he ends up having so many issues he has to deal with in regard to his dead wife. It was incredibly awkward to read and nothing about it made me feel like they loved each other except for the fact that they clearly had good sex. If we had gotten way more time with them in a good place I could’ve seen the chemistry come back, because I DID really like them together (mainly because Triss). What I don’t like is feeling like we hardly got any of that. Trista deserved better. This poor woman who had never been loved or believed or had someone look out for her safety. I hated feeling like she was getting the short end of the stick by being with Jersey because I WANTED him to be good for her. But no, it was literally only good when they had spicy moments.
She did no healing of her own either, she was abused as a child and r*ped by her stepbrother for 13 years. I felt like she just supported and supported Jersey, even after he accidentally tries to kill her, but HER healing is never his priority. Even when he tells her he’d move somewhere to make her happy it’s counteracted with his inner thoughts about how he doesn’t want to leave Memphis and wouldn’t if she didn’t have Utah. Like…ok? Why even say that? That just ruined how special it was that he was willing to do it. It’s all about him and even up until the end of the book he still doesn’t treat Triss the way he should outside of sex in my opinion. Maybe if they were getting a third book I’d feel okay, but according to the ending they aren’t.
I still found his relationship with Memphis weird even if we do see her find her own love interest which I’m very intrigued about. I still hated that he called Triss Fancy Face even though he did switch to baby more often which was better. I still loved Trista. She’s without a doubt the best part of the book series. I came to like Memphis a bit more, but not as much as Utah. He’s a winner for sure. I almost wanted him to be with Triss instead to be honest. Like the Triss whisperer? Helping her through an anxiety attack? Shit like why didn’t we get ANYYYYY of that from Jersey!? I really don’t see what he brought to their relationship at all other than some nice spicy scenes. He was nice to her like a total of one time in two books and it lasted three seconds. That was it.
I’m giving it one star for Triss and one for Utah only. I’m hoping Memphis and Utah’s story is better, I guess, although I think I’ll still be mad about Triss and Jersey’s ending for a while so it’ll be hard to read. I’ll get to it when it comes out I’m sure just to see what happens next but for me it’ll be hard to read Memphis’s story when I really don’t feel like we got a good completed ending with Triss and Jersey.