I had the privilege of being an arc reader for "that's what love is" by Amy Rose.
The author had a story trigger warning list; abuse from a parent and death of a parent.
With a dedication like that, I feel like maybe the TW should be a little elaborate. Though reading that dedication, I started to question if I was in the right mental state to read this.
After seeing the short playlist recommendations, I definitely started to question if I could handle this story..especially since prior to this book I have heard those songs and know the theming of those song..
I feel like the love interest segwaying after the guilt from no contact dad falls flat. I could see what the author was trying to do but it feels like it's not working.
By the 12% mark, I felt like the story was repeating itself.
At the 12% mark I felt like this story was a therapy homework; something for a client and a therapist to read rather than the whole world, especially with the way it writes in grounding techniques without calling them grounding techniques.
At the 15% mark, I felt like there was too much information while too little information at the same time.
I found it a bit creepy that Eric meet Hailey once, than asked her out, now all of a sudden their on cloud 9 for each other. I feel the storyline between them should've been elaborated a bit more before dating was on the cards.
I don't understand the use of Itatlics used during present scenes. Bit of an odd creative choice there.
By the 31% mark, I felt like this story was too much of a wattpad story. Where it wanted to repeat itself, rush it self to "key details" while skimming over key details at the same time, the need to make the MC "not like other girls" and the drive to make her as depressing as possible until she meets a boy.
Like, I get this story was supposed to be about daddy issues and the affects of daughters.. as someone who told their dad to "get fked" when she was 13 and has only spoken to him 3 times since turning 18, I get what it's like to have a complicated relationship with her dad and how it may affect her own relationships towards men in general..and I get every daughter experiences a different relationship with their dad..
But this story almost felt like it was pushing the "bad dad" story for all the wrong reasons, almost like a gimmick to drive audiences to the story..similar to how a wattpad writer would do their story.
Unfortunately as I finished the story, I realised this doesn't focus on what the author thinks this story focuses on. I went in thinking it was a story of healing from bad parents instead it focused more on a chance encounter with a guy; who she's instantly smitten and in love with, even if they barely know each other.
The story glosses over the bad dad story elements, glosses over the step dad dying story element.
All the characters felt like they all spoke the voice, which meant reading the dialogue just felt the same..rather than individual.
My mental state was able to fully cope throughout this story, the TWs did their purpose but again, I felt like the author forgot what the brunt of their story was supposed to be.
I wish Amy Rose best of luck with their writing career, but their not an author for me.