You've achieved your life's dream at age 33. Now what? It's a problem few of us even think about, let alone encounter. It's the problem Chef Marco White faced in 1995. The choices he made at that point were, like his life, unusual and courageous.
DEVIL IN THE KITCHEN is Marco White's memoir. It's the story of a boy from a financially strapped working class home in Leeds. It chronicles the distress of a boy who lost his mother at age 6, who feared the loss of his father from terminal cancer four years later, who was estranged from his father in late adolescence and who floundered through two unsuccessful marriages and nearly a dozen irretrievably damaged relationships in pursuit of his dream.
Much of his story follows an established template -- long hours, grueling work, physical discomfort, verbal abuse, sleep deprivation and unremitting pressure. Both physically and mentally, White focuses on his career as if waging a battle campaign. It is no accident that he gets his culinary training on the job, moving from one Michelin starred restaurant to the next. At his two star restaurant, Harvey's, he recounts cringe-worthy anecdotes which reflect a manic obsession for perfectionism that make Hell's Kitchen's Gordon Ramsay seem like he is on tranquilizers by comparison.
For a chef's memoir, the book touches on food in a cursory way. Chef White does, however, reflect on the grandeur of the Escoffier tradition. White got his start at the Hotel St. George, and his appreciation of the “Grand Hotel” era echos the admiration for Chef Paul Bocuse evident in KNIVES AT DAWN. White has a keen appreciation of history. He contrasts early on the differences between the era of his youth and the present. Diners then were much less sophisticated, and the experimentation we have come to take for granted grew out of a few gradual experiments by chefs considered radical in their day. This was especially true in Britain, where comfort food like Toad in the Hole was both expected and ubiquitous.
Chef White is not an introspective man. Behind all of his stories, we sense the pervasive influence of British class distinctions. When Prince Charles mistakenly believes he is French (his full name is Marco Pierre White) it is a social miscue that triggers red-faced embarrassment on the prince's part. It's hard for an American to think of such a situation as anything other than merely funny. While denying that he envied the rich and famous in his youth, one can't help but wonder if young Marco didn't envy their sense of belonging. The contrast between his ambitions and his upbringing constantly seemed to make him an outsider in any group. At Harvey's, Chef White's almost sadistic treatment of offending restaurant patrons seems not unlike summary evictions from the perfect-fit world he is attempting to create for himself.
As the book ends, Chef White has decided to give up his Michelin stars and leave the kitchen. The new chapter in his life anticipates business ventures and publicity stints – a less stressful route than his demanding kitchen routine. Hopefully, he declares: “The process of writing this book helped me to leave behind the baggage that was weighing me down and allowed me to move forward with my life. I like to think that I've developed, for the best.”
Despite recent setbacks, the reader hopes as much for him as well. Look at the portraits of him by Bob Carlos Clarke on the web and you will see a charismatic intensity that commands at least interest, if not admiration.