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This year my reading list has focused on the Second World War. While there are many histories, biographies, and memoirs out there, I found that this memoir by Collette Brull-Ulmann not only ties together many themes that one can find in WWII pieces, but also provides a unique window into life during the German occupation of France. It is certainly worth a read for anyone interested in WWII and specifically the French Resistance and Holocaust.
THINGS I ENJOYED
1. Genuine Narration. One thing I found very profound is the frankness of the author's voice throughout this book. Her memoir does not get overly editorialized or packaged up into witty and profound prose. Her story is not as eloquent as perhaps that of Eli Wiesel in Night, but what I appreciated about it was how genuine it all felt. She explicitly recognizes her memory limitations and doesn’t embellish. Additionally, and perhaps more a sign of her humility like many of the helpers of WWII, she doesn’t boast of her role in the Rothschild network as being some grand heroic endeavor; it was simply the right thing to do. Throughout her memoir we see her growth from her childhood naiveté while living in Tunisia, to her somber dedication to stay the course during the course of the occupation. She is frank about what things ended happily, and the many more things that did not.
2. A Window into Life In Occupied Paris. Much in the same way that Anne Frank’s diary is so valuable, this memoir provides great detail into what life was like in occupied Paris. She recounts the transition of the French government from positions of treating Jews as Frenchmen first to ultimately collaborating with the Nazis for the exportation of Jews to the East. We also see the hardships faced in the forms of transportation limits, food rations, employment segregation, etc. Like Frank, Brull-Ulmann also has a story of hiding. Like Frank’s family, she and her siblings in particular had to “[build] for themselves a world of dreams, of boredom, and fear.” However, quite different from the Franks, Brull-Ulmann, was often hiding in plain sight traversing the city via metro and working at the hospital. I think her work is important because it helps readers better understand the fear and anxieties that people were living with, even if they weren’t yet caught and sent to concentration camps.
3. Symbolism of the Hospital. Perhaps one of the more literary aspects of the work is the physical transformation of the hospital, which “outwardly, nothing had changed […] except for the bared wire […] but it had been transformed into something hideous, as if the horror that had begun in Poland […] had reached here and was seeping into our buildings, into our souls.”
4. An Insider View of Lesser Known Resistance Activities. Before reading this memoir I was not familiar with more than maybe 2 other concerted efforts to save children from deportation to concentration camps. Brull-Ulman’s memoir is fascinating and provides an insider perspective into how ordinary people did what they could to make a difference. The members of the hospital staff would “[invent] new ways to lie to [the Germans], to rob them of the men and women they wanted to deport, to devour.” They “altered diagnoses, found complications where there were none, detected tuberculosis… [and even had] an abnormally high number of stillborns [reported]” to help keep children off of the trains bound for the East. Interestingly as she points out, as the hospital becomes more confined, it also inadvertently kept a lot of their activities from prying eyes. The author also recognizes that many of the guards were likely complicit because had they had an ounce of curiosity, they would have noticed that somethings were not adding up. In this way, we can see that the lines between “good” and “bad” get blurred. Throughout she also points out the numerous reasons people acted or did not act in various circumstances. It definitely helps give depth and nuance to our understanding of the Holocaust.
5. First Hand Account of Rescue Missions. This portion of the memoir is actually much shorter than I expected. However, the account is riveting and profound. The author recounts her work escorting children out of the hospital and into safe houses to help get them to safety. We get to see her bravery, and its interesting to note what of that experience still impresses on her mind many years later.
6. The Burden of Memory. Another thing I really enjoyed was reading how the author dealt with the memory of these events. For years she, like many other helpers, would not speak about her work to aid those in need. More than just modesty though, we see that a lot of her silence is tied to wanting to avoid the pain of recollection; the sorrow of seeing the faces of those who they were not successful in saving from deportation and death.
CRITICISMS
Readers looking for something more like a spy thriller like A Woman of No Importance or Madame Fourcade’s Secret War may not find the same kind of experience here. The author’s activity with the resistance and her personal involvement on missions to accompany children to safety are a relatively shorter segment of the memoir.
One thing that I found myself thinking while reading was that the author spent a lot of time on her childhood and the years proceeding WWII. However, in the end, I think this was ultimately a good decision. It helps us as readers see her character arc so to say and her growth from an innocent child to a war time doctor and spy.
OVERALL
Overall, this memoir is a great read. It is an important contribution to the works on WWII in France, life under the Petin/Vichy France, the Occupation of Paris, and the Holocaust. The author's genuine voice, harrowing account, and personal reflection offer readers an incredible journey into history, memory, and loss.