This book brought on all the feels!! I almost rated lower than a 4 because of some typos but I ended up crying a few times so 🥲 Anyway, Chance and Noah’s story was so sweet. I of course would’ve liked the book to be longer but that’s how I feel with all of her books. With this book, the timing was super fast but a part of me enjoyed that. Once Chance explained to Noah why he was fired it opened up a portal of vulnerability and safety between the two given there was nothing else they needed to hide from each other. The main theme of this series and Big Bend is how the town will feel about people’s sexualities but I just loved how Noah didn’t want to lie about what they had even if he was scared at first. Sometimes someone just comes into your life and rewrites the life you thought you already wrote for yourself, that was who Chance was for him. Our Assistant Coach brought a lifetime of happiness upon our Coach Asher and nothing is better than that. I was absolutely EMO over Noah’s conversation with his daughter and how she explained that she just wanted her dad to be happy and that was all that mattered 🥹 I’m very very happy for them and the life they now get to live without the judgement of anyone.
— quotes :)
“I just want this conversation over before I do or say something stupid. Like he may be the most beautiful person I’ve ever seen. That his eyes often distract me, not only because of the unique color but the spark they seem to have. That his smile—even when he’s being an arrogant shithead—seems to make my heart do this weird flutter thing.”
“Noah . . .” I love the sound of his name coming from my mouth. I want to say it over and over again. His eyes are locked on mine, intense and stormy. “You can trust me.”
“A relationship . . . One with Coach Noah Asher? Yeah, sign me the hell up.”
“But getting to date a super sexy although sometimes very grumpy Coach . . .” I kiss him again, releasing his chin and then kiss along his jaw. “Getting to kiss you . . .” I lean forward and nip at his neck. “And maybe more . . .” — “We can have more.”
“Now you’re here, and you may be the most beautiful human I’ve ever met. And I want you.” (Noah stop i’m crying)
“I’m just happy to be here.” — “”I’m happy you’re here too,” I say with honesty, my heart clenching in my chest, thinking about the short time I’ve known him. It feels like too much and not enough at the same time.”
“I’ve never felt anything like this. This need and desire to be near him as often as I can. To never leave the comfort of his arms. It’s addicting and scary and exciting all at once.”
“You want me, Coach?” — “So fucking bad. You have no idea.”
“I love you.” My words are said quietly, but it wasn’t an accident. It wasn’t a lie. It’s just the truth that came out, and when he looks into my eyes, I don’t see any fear there. — “I’m so in love with you, it scares the hell out of me.” — “That makes two of us.”
“The cold night air couldn’t have cooled the lust and love I felt for him. And there really is nothing like a country night sky. It was breathtaking. And he shared that with me.”
“I just want you happy, Dad.” Emotion clogs my throat as I nod and take Chance’s hand. “He makes me very happy.” (Yup crying!!!)
“It felt like just yesterday, I was lost in despair, thinking nothing would ever get better. Then, just like that, all of a sudden, life is really, really good.”
“If we walk into the diner—the one diner in town—for breakfast, hand in hand, everyone will know we’re a couple by lunch.” I smile, no longer afraid of that fact. No longer afraid at all. He’s my future. I know that now. Whether we live here or anywhere else in the world, he’s it for me. “I know. I want that.”
“I’m more than okay with this. This”—he gestures toward the diner and then at me—“ is all I ever wanted and never thought I’d have.”
“But here, I have Noah by my side, and he has me. We have each other, and that’s really all we need.”
“Who knew the place where I’ve always felt just a little bit trapped could eventually be the home I always wanted it to be? It just took a little bit of courage and a whole lot of Chance.”
“You okay?” — “Yes. I am. I have everything I ever wanted, right here with you.”
“I fucking love you, Coach Noah Asher.” — “I fucking love you too, Assistant Coach Chance Leighton.”