This is such an interesting series. And actually really...tame, I guess? Considering its setup, with Shavonne knowing essentially from the start that Lewellyn is a serial killer.
The theme, repeated a few times in this volume, is that you can be a bad person but it depends on who you're bad to. Yeah, murdering people is 100% an evil thing to do, which makes Lewellyn a dangerous and very Not Good person...but even our society does actually accept killing people as a normal and just action under certain circumstances. War. Executions. Etc. And I admit I'm starting to wonder if Lewellyn has a specific reason for the executions he's carrying out, because he says himself at one point that he considers himself a "hunter," not a "butcher," and "hunters don't kill humans."
But unless this is just a big misunderstanding, like the whole stalking situation, Lewellyn has admitted to Shavonne that he was the serial killer, and the murders stopped when Shavonne told him he would break up with him if he didn't quit it.
Some of it's discomfort with the actions themselves...and some is self-preservation, because Shavonne is a survivor, no matter how bad his life has gotten, and does not want to be bundled in as an accomplice. He struggles with whether he can possibly date or fall in love with someone like Lewellyn...but the problem is that he already has.
The part I find the most oddly refreshing about all of this is that Lewellyn is somehow both intensely obsessive but also respectful of Shavonne's boundaries. He explicitly says: yeah, I could take whatever I wanted from you, no matter what you said. But I wouldn't do that, because I'm not an animal. Pretty basic behavior that...is not a particular rule of thumb for a lot of these BL relationships, including in a manga I just read and disliked earlier today.
So while Shavonne and I don't currently understand Lewellyn's moral compass or code of conduct, he is abiding by a certain set of rules he's set for himself. I'm interested to find out what those are.
There's also this weird part I didn't totally understand, but I think it must've been flashbacks to a point in their lives when the two of them knew each other - but Shavonne has somehow forgotten? Has his doctor "friend" been wiping his memories and brainwashing him this whole time?
It's incredibly disturbing to find out that Shavonne's only friend has spent the last eight years essentially controlling him, using his various boyfriends to spy on him. This most likely includes the handsome publisher who persistently shows up at his door and tells him his writing is incredible. I don't know what the game is here, but Shavonne appears to be some sort of strange experiment, and I'm not sure how much Lewellyn knows about it.
But for the first time in years, Shavonne has a boyfriend who would never betray him or be swayed by whatever bribery or threats had been employed against all the other exes.
August, the most recent ex whom we'd met in volume 1, turned out to be the stalker, spurred on by Fawkes. And the only letters Lewellyn had been writing Shavonne were those long, angsty love letters as the customer who wanted Shavonne to "edit them" for him.
I loved the letter Lewellyn wrote the night Shavonne rejected him. His love is so palpable and genuine. I want to find out more about it, and him.