Wow! Just, "wow!" This is such a fantastic tale - fantastic in the sense of being the stuff of fantasy though it was and is oh so real and a tale in a similar sense of being so incredible and unique that it seems like fiction but cannot be in the spirit of the expression "You can't make this stuff up!" - and one that is lovingly, movingly and beautifully told by its author, erstwhile college roommate, friend and admirer of the singular individual who was and is Robert DeShaun Peace.
And yet it's a horrifying story, a journey during which a reader will find him- or herself trying not to scream at the pages to forestall its inevitable and known conclusion. It's a hauntingly human experience: a story of a unique person, an incredible journey and a reminder that, as noted in the moving moving picture A Bronx Tale, the greatest tragedy in life is indeed wasted talent. Or, perhaps more accurately put, unrealized potential is that greatest tragedy: for Rob or Shawn - depending upon how/in what context you knew him - didn't so much squander his talent as fail to leverage some of the advantages of his life - especially his Yale education - as fully as he seemed destined to do. Yet, during his too-brief time on earth he surely made an indelible impression on the lives of many of the people who were blessed to know him.
And yet Rob Peace died at 30, a victim of his inability to realize his promise fully, to extricate himself from a past that propelled him and in effect defined him because it constrained, and ultimately ended, his future. He was in a sense a victim of his upbringing - never fully able to leave the decaying and often violent neighborhood of his youth - and yet he clearly grew beyond this in meaningful ways, as his multi-faceted and idiosyncratic adult life demonstrates. In the end, I suspect that what happened with Rob Peace is similar to what happens with many preternaturally and precociously intelligent people: his confidence in his genius grew to arrogance, so he finally found himself in a situation that he couldn't control, influence or extricate himself from with his intellect, his will, his loquaciousness or his perspicacity.
Yet the story of his life reads both like a(n ultimately sad) fable and cautionary tale. He was born and grew up in and around Newark, NJ, and some of its less affluent suburbs that decayed greatly in the last quarter of the last century. From an early age, he demonstrated a precocious intelligence and a way with people, the last (and possibly the first) an inheritance from his hustler father whom his devoted mother consciously chose not to marry. He lived the hard life of the son of a struggling single mother, especially after his father was convicted of a double murder (though 'Skeet' Douglas had had no previous history of violent crime). Yet school turned out to be a sanctuary for him and his beloved mother scrimped and sacrificed to send her beloved son and only child to private/Catholic schools. His high school was the venerable St. Benedict's in Newark, an environment in which he excelled to the point of becoming one of its most impressive students and then alumni. He ended up at Yale, a secondary choice of colleges in fact, because he was offered a scholarship by a successful businessman who was a fellow St. B's alum and taken with the young man of seemingly unlimited potential. While at Yale, he majored and earned honors in molecular biophysics and biochemistry (one of its most challenging majors, of course). In sum, at his graduation in 2002, it seemed that the world would truly be Rob Peace's oyster ... and yet it was not destined to be....
Instead of using Yale as a platform to get up and out of his initial lowly station in life, Rob Peace was drawn back to the 'hood that had molded him, which sometimes played out positively but most often not so. For example, he ended up teaching and coaching at his high school alma mater for four years after his collegiate career and, in that time, made significant and meaningful contributions to the next generation of young men of potential like him. After this time, he seemed to begin to drift, unable to make his ever-changing plans seem like or manifest themselves as more than schemes. And, eventually, he was betrayed by his own intellect, undone by the arrogance of his confidence in his (umpteenth) plan, while not fully being able to control the minor circumstances that coalesced virally into his denouement. This is the tragic story of Rob Peace's life....
But it's only half of the story, because, in reality, Rob Peace was effectively a practicing and functional schizophrenic, especially because throughout his life he nurtured an alter ego who was a self-styled master of the streets. People who knew him in this context called him "Shawn," the nickname truncated from his middle name, and saw and experienced a different person than the straight-A all-star and Ivy League grad. The Shawn they knew was a generous, peripatetic hustler and aficionado(/addict) and small-time dealer of marijuana, a supposedly harmless drug. (Whatever view one takes of cannabis, there is no gainsaying that the [illegal] networks by which it's distributed are anything but benign, as Shawn Peace's death attests.)
And therein lies a fascinating aspect of a fascinating person and life: Rob Peace was Shawn Peace and these two very different personae were, in his adult experience, increasingly hard and ultimately impossible to reconcile. It's these contours, juxtapositions, paradoxes and conflicts of his personality(-/ies) that make him such a fascinating - and, again, ultimately tragic - character. (And, when the story of this singular life is told so elegantly, thoroughly and clearly lovingly by his college roommate-cum-novelist/writer, it's a powerful, haunting experience.)
I can't possibly do Rob's/Shawn's story justice in this review - which, as I review it, I realize doesn't yet contain a mention of his core group of high school and college friends who shared his love and whom he inspired and influenced or his love for travel or his aspiration to be an affordable housing tycoon or... - and that's the point, to experience something resembling an appreciation for this unique life and story, you must read this book ... and try, as hard as this may be, not to hope against hope that the ending changes before you get to it. (Having finished the book now - after having felt drawn and compelled to read it during every moment of my personal time in the past week - I have to admit that, in the back of my mind, there's some part of me that hopes for an addendum that reveals a different result, a happier ending, an inspiring and eternal tale of triumph in the realization of abundant gifts. Even now the book and story haunt me and I wish for a different resolution, one that I know rationally can never be....)
So I recommend this book highly, both as an incredibly crafted biography of a singular individual and as a cautionary tale about the choices that we make and the environments that we choose that may choose us in ways that we can't fully appreciate. It's a page-turner of a tragedy, but a most enriching read. Sometimes life is sad/tragic, as the story of Mr. Peace's is. At least the reader can be reminded of this in a beautiful, moving and inspirational way as Mr. Hobbs has done in this expose and tribute to his late, beloved friend....