This book, y'all!!! This book right here... it's a masterpiece. I have put off writing this review for 8 hours because I needed time to process it. After I finished it, I was in a daze for an hour. There is no possible way that I can write a review for this book that will give it the justice it deserves. I'm basically going to fangirl and gush over the book and DJ for the next little bit and it deserves more than that.
Stray and The Rowe Brothers Ranch Series is a spinoff of DJ's Hel's Ink Series. In the fourth book of Hels Ink "Derek" we met Jackson and Ozzy. Jackson is Derek's younger brother and Ozzy is a friend of Indy's. Derek flew back home to Rowe Ranch in Virginia because his dad was diagnosed with terminal cancer. They need a live in nurse that can handle all those ornery men, and Indy thinks Ozzy will be perfect for the job. Stray starts when Ozzy is on her way to the ranch.
I want to add a list of tropes and trigger warnings for this book. It's heavy, y'all, but gosh, it's so freaking beautiful.
⬇️ Tropes ⬇️
🤠 Small town
🤠 grumpy cowboy meets sassy nurse
🤠 Age Gap
🤠 Found family
🤠 hurt/comfort
🤠 Slow burn
🤠 Forced proximity
🤠 Curvy FMC
🤠 No 3rd act breakup
⚠️ Trigger warnings ⚠️
⚠️ SA flashbacks
⚠️ Death of a parent
⚠️ PTSD
⚠️ S*x trafficking
⚠️ Abu$e & A$sault
⚠️ Graphic v!olence
⚠️ Anxiety & Depression
*DJ lists all of this and more in the beginning of the book*
I immediately knew that I was going to love Ozzy. I can say with 100% certainty that Ozzy is my favorite FMC from any book that I have read. She is sassy, feisty, can banter for days, has cool hair, curvy, has tattoos and piercings, has a cool sense of style, is honest, vulnerable, and so freaking strong. This girl has been through hell and back. Watching her start to let her walls down with the Rowe family was truly beautiful. She has had to fight for so long. I don't know if her emotional wounds will ever fully heal, but I do know that taking that job to take care of Morris Rowe was the best decision she ever made.
Jackson... oh, that sweet man 😍 I'm getting teary-eyed just thinking about him. He is such an a$$, but his heart is pure gold. My weaknesses is a grumpy man and Jackson fit that description in every way possible, lol. He is all about the ranch. From sun up to sun down, that ranch is his number one priority. You can imagine how Ozzy turns his simple world upside down. Not only that, but she makes him face his denial about Morris. As a kid, your Daddy is Superman and seeing that man be anything but a super hero is very hard.
Morris has a very strong presence in Stray. He helps Ozzy and becomes so much more than her patient/job. He becomes a father figure to her. Morris had me cracking up! He is a hard man who is very proud... and is having a hard time coming to terms with the hand he's been dealt. I won't go into too much detail, but DJ did his story so well. I really loved where it went.
Watching Ozzy and Jackson fall in love was beautiful. Jackson is so patient with her. The trauma that Ozzy has had to go through.... I can't imagine it. She is so freaking strong. She doesn't realize how strong she is. Even in moments when she thought she was weak, I admired her strength. DJ did an amazing job telling her story.
DJ writes found family like no one else! I can't wait to read the rest of the Rowe brother's books. I'm crossing my fingers for a FF book for Theo 😁🤞🏻
I had every emotion reading this book. I laughed out load, I sobbed, my stomach hurt reading some scenes, I was giddy, I swooned so dang hard, I was angry, happy and sad. When I tell you this book gave me allllllll the feels, I truly mean it. Stray is heavy and it deals with very traumatic things, but DJ wrote it in such a way that it worked. We had light to balance out the dark. We had happy to balance out the sad. Trust her process.
Stray is in my top 10 books of the year and it's my favorite DJ Krimmer book, which is saying a lot because I'm obsessed with her Hel's Ink Series. Ozzy's story will stick with me forever. I know this is fiction, but I feel proud for "knowing" her. DJ, this is a masterpiece and I hope everyone loves this book as much as I do ❤️
Stars- ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️♾️
Spice- 🌶🌶½
🤠 Stray releases on 9/10/23 🤠
Here are some of my favorite quotes.
⚠️Some quotes may be spoilers⚠️
It’s funny, honestly, how two humans can take up the same space, and one can be drowning while the other has no idea.
“What the fuck was that,”I mutter, and my Mom sighs. “That is a soul that’s been shattered.”I snap my gaze from the stairs to my mother and raise a brow. “How so?”She shrugs her slim shoulders. “I saw it when I first saw her yesterday. But just now... someone hurt that girl. They left her broken, and she’s had to put herself back together.”My face softens as I look back at the rope on the wall. “No one, human or animal, deserves to be yanked around by a fucking chain.”What in the fuck happened to you, Tink?
After I escaped, I got a tattoo to cover up each scar they left on me.”I get halfway out the door before he asks. “How many tattoos did you get?”I turn back to him and force out a dry laugh. “I didn’t have a single tattoo before they took me. Now, relax and watch TV.”
“What am I going to do?” Carter groans, looking at the sleeping boy in my arms. “I don’t know what to do with kids. Does he still need breast milk? I’m not lactating!”
“If you’re stopping because you need consent, baby, I’m telling you right now, your pretty ass has the consent to do anything, always.”
“No, Tink, they didn’t break you. I’m just a fucking cocksucker, and I’m scared. I’m scared because I’m losing my dad… and because I’m feeling something for you.”“Jackson… don’t,” she pleads, unable to take a steady breath as her eyes begin to water. “Don’t say things like that.”“Why? It’s true.”“Because, when you say that, it makes it hard for me to remember why I should put the distance between us.” I press my lips in a hard line as I stare at her, and it’s like I’m staring into her beautifully tragic soul. It’s then that I see it. I feel it. She wants me to kiss her. “You know what,” I let out a small breath , “Fuck it.” I close the space, and she gasps when I capture her soft lips with mine .
You’ve got to be kidding me… NO! But it’s too late. I feel my body stiffen and then shudder as I lean against her. Oh my god , I just came from dry-humping like a teenager.
“Will you kiss me?” I whisper and watch the crooked grin appear beneath his beard. “Always,” he cups the side of my face,
“Just… I’m going to feel different,” I warn, and he kisses me. “I love the way you’ve felt so far. Every inch you’ve allowed me to touch has been a gift I don’t deserve.” If this asshole makes me cry while fingering me, I’m kicking him in the balls.
“This is actually the best date I’ve ever been on. I’m just… I can’t believe you did all of this for me.”“Tink,” he pulls my face toward his, and I feel my heart quickening. “Baby, there isn’t a fucking thing I wouldn’t do for you. Ask it, and it’s yours,”“Why?” I manage out over the lump growing in my throat. “I’m noth–”“Stop that,” he snaps, though his tone stays soft. “Ozzy, I would burn this fucking world to the ground for you, so don’t you dare say something hurtful about yourself.”
*DJ Krimmer kindly gave me an ARC of Stary. My review is my honest opinion*