I just finished reading "Chasing Secrets," which is the fifth book in the Pelican Bay series by Sloane Kennedy, and I have to say, I'm left deeply perplexed. Throughout this entire book, I found it to be disjointed and confusing, leaving me with countless unanswered questions. I'm not sure if this is the last book in the series or if there's more to come, possibly Riley's book, but let's talk about this one.
In "Chasing Secrets," we have Lincoln and Theo as the main characters. While we get to see Lincoln in previous books, we really don't know much about him. And as for Theo, we've caught glimpses of him in book three and four. He went through a traumatic experience, subjected to conversion therapy at a young age. However, the story doesn't quite add up as he spent an unusually long three years in this conversion therapy, which is puzzling in itself.
The major problem with this book is the overwhelming amount of trauma both characters endure. It feels like an excessive dumping of trauma and pain, creating characters who are essentially tortured souls. There's no relief or levity in this book, and it left me longing for something to hold onto.
What makes it worse is that we barely even get to see Newton in this book, the little kid we've come to adore from the previous books. Much like the previous book, this one also adheres to the Sloan Kennedy formula, and it felt like a tough and uncomfortable read.
The narrative features an instant and unexplained love between the characters, similar to book four, which leaves me wondering why these two characters are drawn together or what they like about each other. Sloan Kennedy's characters often seem to read each other's minds, and it comes across as lazy writing, a device that has never particularly appealed to me.
Throughout the book, there's a lot of miscommunication and moments where the characters don't understand each other's feelings, leading to dramatic exits and arguments. These difficulties are magically resolved through physical intimacy, which doesn't feel authentic.
The book is intense, with Theo's conversion therapy background being incredibly distressing and Lincoln's history involving assisted suicide being equally bleak. There's no room for romance in this story, and it feels like a relentless emotional onslaught.
One of the aspects that troubled me was how Theo, as a teenager in the conversion therapy, repeatedly stated that he was gay without attempting to protect himself. It feels unrealistic that he wouldn't try to hide his true identity to escape such a horrifying situation. Also, the circumstances surrounding his release from the facility and the subsequent interactions with his family are not convincing.
There's no genuine connection between Theo and Lincoln, and the book left me feeling unsatisfied. I can't help but give this book one star. It was an arduous read, and nothing seemed to make sense. It's disheartening to say this, but this book simply didn't meet the standards I expected from Sloane Kennedy.
The epilogue left me utterly bewildered. Instead of the expected happy ending, we're hit with yet another shocking confession from Theo. Frankly, this plot twist makes no sense and feels out of place in the story. According to the epilogue, Theo apparently did porn. This revelation left me scratching my head. How is it possible that he struggled to let Lincoln touch him intimately, yet he was involved in the adult film industry? It doesn't align with the rest of the narrative and feels like an unnecessary addition. I'm left wondering about the purpose of this confession and epilogue, and it's genuinely frustrating.