An outstanding memoir by the oldest surviving child of Yorkshire Ripper victim Emily Jackson. This traces Neil's entire life, from the earliest time he could remember to when it all started to go wrong through to when he came out the other end. If ever you thought it was easy to pick up the pieces and move on after a death in the family, try it with paparazzi gawking in your windows night and day for years. Try it when your mother's murder is only the second in a series of 13, each successive killing ripping off the scab all over again. Try it when the killing uncovers a series of awful, unsuspected family secrets. And this is the story of just one of the children in just one of the 13 families. Seriously, do not miss this one.