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278 pages, Paperback
First published January 26, 2006
Everything made me want to cry. But I couldn't; tears wouldn't come out. It was stuck inside me, this nasty, monsterish feeling, of something so uncomfortable I couldn't stand it, but I couldn't get rid of it, either. All I could do was hunker down around it, feeling it grow and grow as memories collected, and feeling myself turn into a troll, something surly and mean and snarling, my dank skin growing burls and warts, hoping nobody would come near me because my voice would flare out of me like a welder's fire.It's a great description of teen angst and grief, and I love that And I love the fairy-tale logic Sylvia employs, and the ambiguity of the fairy queen's actions.
Memory didn't fade in her world, nor did she really understand our habit of dying. It seemed more a matter of choice to her; she wouldn't assume that a two-hundred-year-old Rowan wouldn't find his way eventually back into her company.This is the second instance in quick succession of me revisiting the world of fantasy that so enthralled my youth. I am a great deal more wizened in the realms of both knowledge and fatigue, and it has been an exercise in endurance to discover what still works and what does not. I have little memory of the first McKillip work that convinced me of the worth of the sequel, and even rereading the review didn't do me much good beyond registering the general gushes of enthusiasm. Upon finishing this, I acknowledge the author's mastery of language in conjunction with her choice of genre, but the conservative conventions of standard US fantasy stand clearer to me than ever before. Not enough to tank the rating too much, but in terms of the author's catalog, this is likely where the buck stops.
But it doesn't stop me. Or any of us. She is our moon. Our tidal pull. She is the rich deep beneath the sea, the buried treasure, the expression in the owl's eye, the perfume in the wild rose. She is what the water says when it moves. She is what humans remember when they step into the wood: a glimpse of her, memory receding faster and faster, itno the sunlight and scent and shadow, of what once they saw, once they knew.
“Women hold their councils of war in kitchens: the knives are there, and the cups of coffee, and the towels to dry the tears.”
“She is the rich deep beneath the sea, the buried treasure, the expression in the owl's eye, the perfume in the wild rose. She is what the water says when it moves. She is what humans remember when they step into the wood: a glimpse of her, memory receding faster and faster, into sunlight and scent and shadow, of what once they saw, once they knew.”
“Maybe. Maybe not. But maybe.”
I thought about that, how she used to have long, curly, dark hair, and glasses like me, and she wore jeans all the time. When we came to visit, she would hug me and let me follow her around, show her bugs and old nests, stuff. Now she wore tight skirts and cool boots. Her hair was like a golden bell; I could see her face. She wore contacts; I could see her eyes. She had grown out of herself into someone else, who drove and carried a cell phone, who had a job in a big city on the other side of the country.