ぜんぶ壊して地獄で愛して 1

ぜんぶ壊して地獄で愛して [Zenbu Kowashite Jigoku de Aishite] #1

by Kuwabara Tamotsu, くわばら たもつ

吉沢来未は生徒会長も務める優等生だが、母の束縛などのストレスで破滅的な願望を募らせていた。ある日、教師の頼みで不登校気味なクラスメイト・直井と話をするが、上辺だけの言葉で話す吉沢を直井は蔑み、更には「ある動画」で脅してきた。その動画には、万引きをしようとする吉沢が映っていて…。逃げ場のない毎日でもがく少女たちの、バイオレンス青春ストーリー。

Genres: Manga, Yuri, Lesbian, LGBT, Fiction

180 pages, Comic

Published August 18, 2023

Reviews

[rowan · Rating 3 out of 5]

3.5⭐️

thought about how to rate this one the whole day and still not entirely sure

[Mia · Rating 2 out of 5]

Gorgeous art but I feel like it's nowhere near as psychologically complex as I hoped - it's just scenes of abuse and the simplistic indication that the protagonist is only playing at being good and respectable.

[cooper · Rating 3 out of 5]

i’m here for it and all, but like at the same time i’m not. make it make sense!

[James DeSantis · Rating 3 out of 5]

Well, this was decent. I think Kurumi is an interesting character. On the surface, she is the perfect student council president trying to be happy-go-lucky and help everyone, but underneath she hates a lot of people. She thinks they are scum and they should all just fuck off. She is so stressed out by her abusive, controlling mom that she actually starts shoplifting just to feel something. It is all going fine until this delinquent girl named Naoi catches her on video and hears her talking shit. Then the torment begins.

This is a lot of bullying, but it is twisted. Naoi isn't just messing with her for fun; she is using that blackmail to basically dismantle Kurumi’s entire fake life. She pushes Kurumi to the brink to make her show her real, ugly self, forcing her into rebellious shit she would never do otherwise. But even with all that, this is a slow burn somehow. There is a lot of internal thinking, a lot of not wanting to be yourself, and some masturbating thrown in to show how repressed and messy Kurumi actually is.

The dynamic with her friend Kokoro adds another layer of pressure, since she just wants Kurumi to stay a perfect little doll. It is a dark, toxic spiral where being destroyed by Naoi starts to feel like the only way Kurumi can actually be free. Overall, it is entertaining and the psychological stuff is solid, but I don't think it does much new. Least not yet.

A 3 out of 5.

[cami · Rating 4 out of 5]

strong opening, didn’t really care too much about the side characters though.

it’s a weird exploration of how much they both can take until they crack, imo. interesting use of their diametric differences to be able to show where they meet the middle ground (which, imo, is sadomasochism) that eventually solidifies both their desires to escape or reenact the same cycle of abuse/assault that’s been imposed onto them

by the end of it there’s a bit more intimate introspection into their situationship such as yoshizawa’s abandonment issues and naoi’s hate rooted out of a need to be seen after experiencing years of severe abuse and neglect. cool nuance that yoshizawa’s issues stem from a fear of hurting others through the self harm her mother purposely shows her as a way to guilt trip

[★ · Rating 2 out of 5]

ok. listen. i love my toxic yuri and all but this is just one sided abuse. looks like a lot of shocking scenes smashed together to make it seem deep. and it makes me frustrated because i had a lot of potential

[Aud · Rating 4 out of 5]

toxic yuri…

[Alexandra · Rating 5 out of 5]

please read this it is PEAK

[Liv · Rating 2 out of 5]

esperaba mas