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사랑하는 소년 #1
사랑하는 소년 1
"형 좋아해요." 라고 고백해왔던 아랫집 동생 은호. 어린 마음이라 무시하고 모른 척 과거로만 묻어두려 했지만... 세월이 흘러 재하 앞에 다시 나타나 맴도는 그 녀석. 여전히 귀여운 동생이기만 할까?
Eunho, the little neighbor boy that always asked Jaeha to marry him is all grown up now. Jaeha never gave little Eunho a second thought until one day, years later, Eunho suddenly reinserts himself into Jaeha’s life. Will Eunho forever be the little neighbor boy to Jaeha? Or will Jaeha finally see Eunho for the man he’s now become?
Original Webcomic
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Eunho, the little neighbor boy that always asked Jaeha to marry him is all grown up now. Jaeha never gave little Eunho a second thought until one day, years later, Eunho suddenly reinserts himself into Jaeha’s life. Will Eunho forever be the little neighbor boy to Jaeha? Or will Jaeha finally see Eunho for the man he’s now become?
Original Webcomic
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376 pages, Paperback
First published January 1, 2016
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November 11, 2017
Nov 2017. Me está gustando bastante, aunque me cuesta conciliar cómo se intercambian los papeles Jaeha y Eunho -que es un amor- dentro y fuera de la cama.
Actualizado a 9 de abril 2018 y leído hasta el capítulo 47. Buaaaaaaaaaa, no puedo con la decisión de Hyung, me ha dejado hecha polvo. Aún así, maravilloso de principio a fin.
20 de julio de 2018. Por fin he conseguido leer los capítulos que me faltaban y no puedo ser más feliz. Precioso, lo recomiendo encarecidamente.
Actualizado a 9 de abril 2018 y leído hasta el capítulo 47. Buaaaaaaaaaa, no puedo con la decisión de Hyung, me ha dejado hecha polvo. Aún así, maravilloso de principio a fin.
20 de julio de 2018. Por fin he conseguido leer los capítulos que me faltaban y no puedo ser más feliz. Precioso, lo recomiendo encarecidamente.
September 15, 2017
Y para mi desgracia, esta historia ha tocado a su fin.
¿¿¿¿¿¿¿Qué voy a hacer yo sin mi ración semanal de Eunho y Jaeha?????¿¿¿¿Qué????
Fácil:
1- Rezar para que Zec lo publique en papel
2- Buscar desesperadamente un proxy en Corea para que cuando llegue el ansiado momento solo tenga que dar click en comprar y pa'casa
3- Sentarme con la vista perdida en el infinito mirando el Ipad
4- Releer, obviamente. No me puedo quedar con el expediente Jeju en el paladar
5- Mirar los pantallazos que tengo guardados y llorar
6- Aprender coreano para si alguna vez se publica en papel, poder leerlo
Ha sido un viaje largo, pero ha merecido la pena sólo por esos últimos paneles. Jaeha I will always love you *llorando en coreano*
Reseñas temporales:
Capítulo 65
Venga, que esto lo tenemos hecho *se frota las manos*
Capítulo 55
Cabreo supino
Capítulo 52
Obsesionada, es un hecho.
Final del la side story Deep in a Dream
My body is ready para más Jaeha+Eunho
Capítulo 47
¿Final del arco así???????????????????
Reseña original
Gracias Lucy por la rec ;)
Esperar los updates me va a matar, mucho, lentamente *suspira*
Desde luego, si este webtoon se editase en papel lo compraría a ojos cerrados, he tenido un flechazo con el estilo de Zec y por supuesto, con nuestros protagonistas.
Maravilloso uke lleno de dudas y miedos, uke que no se perdona a si mismo y que se niega la posibilidad de un amor hasta que por fin cae en las redes de su "lover boy".
Equilibrio perfecto entre emociones y sexo (OMGGGGG) que me han hecho disfrutar como hacía tiempo que no disfrutaba.
¿¿¿¿¿¿¿Qué voy a hacer yo sin mi ración semanal de Eunho y Jaeha?????¿¿¿¿Qué????
Fácil:
1- Rezar para que Zec lo publique en papel
2- Buscar desesperadamente un proxy en Corea para que cuando llegue el ansiado momento solo tenga que dar click en comprar y pa'casa
3- Sentarme con la vista perdida en el infinito mirando el Ipad
4- Releer, obviamente. No me puedo quedar con el expediente Jeju en el paladar
5- Mirar los pantallazos que tengo guardados y llorar
6- Aprender coreano para si alguna vez se publica en papel, poder leerlo
Ha sido un viaje largo, pero ha merecido la pena sólo por esos últimos paneles. Jaeha I will always love you *llorando en coreano*
Reseñas temporales:
Capítulo 65
Venga, que esto lo tenemos hecho *se frota las manos*
Capítulo 55
Cabreo supino
Capítulo 52
Obsesionada, es un hecho.
Final del la side story Deep in a Dream
My body is ready para más Jaeha+Eunho
Capítulo 47
¿Final del arco así???????????????????
Reseña original
Gracias Lucy por la rec ;)
Esperar los updates me va a matar, mucho, lentamente *suspira*
Desde luego, si este webtoon se editase en papel lo compraría a ojos cerrados, he tenido un flechazo con el estilo de Zec y por supuesto, con nuestros protagonistas.
Maravilloso uke lleno de dudas y miedos, uke que no se perdona a si mismo y que se niega la posibilidad de un amor hasta que por fin cae en las redes de su "lover boy".
Equilibrio perfecto entre emociones y sexo (OMGGGGG) que me han hecho disfrutar como hacía tiempo que no disfrutaba.
April 13, 2017
Yes hi my name is Silvia and I love this manhwa.
(review up until chapter 16)
(read it here)
I didn't know anything about it and I was honestly blown away.
The story is very simple, there aren't many characters (two MCs, one secondary character and...well that's about it), but its simplicity is one of its best features imo.
Actually, I lied, its best features are all the ones that set it apart from most yaoi:
•open communication, both inside and outside of the sex scenes. It honestly shouldn't even feel refreshing or something to commend, but alas that's not what happens in many BLs.
•explicit consent! Shocker, right? This falls under the "open communication" category, but I wanted to stress it out.
•I don't know how to summarize this in a few words, but basically each character is given space when they need it, for whatever reason.
•there was no situation that made me think any of the characters were somewhat abusive, not even the secondary character (I don't want to give spoilers so this is really vague)
•no unnecessary drama, I repeat: no unnecessary drama. Can I get an amen pls
Other random things: I really like the art (it's black and white but I'd love to see it colored), it's very easy to read, the characters didn't feel like copies of other characters or like simple stereotypes.
I don't see many people reading this, even among the ones who love this genre, which is a shame really. Highly recommend!
(review up until chapter 16)
(read it here)
I didn't know anything about it and I was honestly blown away.
The story is very simple, there aren't many characters (two MCs, one secondary character and...well that's about it), but its simplicity is one of its best features imo.
Actually, I lied, its best features are all the ones that set it apart from most yaoi:
•open communication, both inside and outside of the sex scenes. It honestly shouldn't even feel refreshing or something to commend, but alas that's not what happens in many BLs.
•explicit consent! Shocker, right? This falls under the "open communication" category, but I wanted to stress it out.
•I don't know how to summarize this in a few words, but basically each character is given space when they need it, for whatever reason.
•there was no situation that made me think any of the characters were somewhat abusive, not even the secondary character (I don't want to give spoilers so this is really vague)
•no unnecessary drama, I repeat: no unnecessary drama. Can I get an amen pls
Other random things: I really like the art (it's black and white but I'd love to see it colored), it's very easy to read, the characters didn't feel like copies of other characters or like simple stereotypes.
I don't see many people reading this, even among the ones who love this genre, which is a shame really. Highly recommend!
April 18, 2020
Took me 3 days to read cos it was getting so repetitive but liked it. There's nothing much regarding the story.
November 23, 2018
This story was so good and realistic and I wish more mangas were like this. I wasn't a fan of seeing the uke with his previous lovers but these scenes only made the manga feel more real, and I loved the seme. He was so devoted and in love and never gave up on his feelings. The part when they were separated for 2 years, was so damn sad, but the fact that both of them never stopped loving each other and didn't sleep with someone else, but stayed loyal also if they had broken-up, made me smile. From the start we could see that they loved each other, and maybe the seme fell in love for first, but that was normal since he was 8 years younger and for the uke it was harder to see him as more than the baby "brother", the kid that lived near his house. Beautiful love story with a marriage as HEA.
4.5 stars.
4.5 stars.
October 20, 2021
[First reread: May 16, 2022]
I think I cried more this time than my initial reread because my heart just felt and fell for Jaeha so much, I want to treasure for the rest of his days and I'm so happy Eunho never gave up on fighting for him 💗
original review:
This. Was. So. GOOD!!! 😭😭😭😭
This jumped to my Top 2 Favorite BL Manhwa !
Everything about this book, the level of depth in the story, the progression of intimacy and watching unrequired love blossom, the way I sobbed at the back story of Jaeha.
I was completely caught in awe and was smitten and hung over these two characters.
I was shocked at how the younger and inexperienced Eunho was our dominant little baby and OMG, Jaeha Hyung is such a bottom, I was simping! 🤧🤭
This was only the second Webtoon that made me cry. For maybe, the only one that made me cry? Hell, all I remember if feeling so overwhelmed over the story and crying for the characters.
Also, I think from all of the webtoons I've read, this manga has the best smut. The depth and intimacy of their connection made it even better.
I feel like for a lot of other people, they might portray Eunho as naive, pushover, and just a stupid little kid.
But I thought he was brave. I thought he was fearless, and strong. What so many people glanced over and let go off, Eunho never gave up on Jaeha. Even when the pain was unbearable, his love for Jaeha never wavered.
That's a special kind of unconditional love.
But after all, the Webtoon was named after him, for the unconditional love lover boy has for his lover.
I think I cried more this time than my initial reread because my heart just felt and fell for Jaeha so much, I want to treasure for the rest of his days and I'm so happy Eunho never gave up on fighting for him 💗
original review:
This. Was. So. GOOD!!! 😭😭😭😭
This jumped to my Top 2 Favorite BL Manhwa !
Everything about this book, the level of depth in the story, the progression of intimacy and watching unrequired love blossom, the way I sobbed at the back story of Jaeha.
"... From the first moment I can remember since I was born until now, there's not a single memory of me not liking you. Your skin, your nails, your silky black hair, your warmth, the smell of your cologne, and your cold hands whenever you hug me...
Liking you felt very natural to me. In my life, the blindingly beautiful you has always existed."
I was completely caught in awe and was smitten and hung over these two characters.
I was shocked at how the younger and inexperienced Eunho was our dominant little baby and OMG, Jaeha Hyung is such a bottom, I was simping! 🤧🤭
This was only the second Webtoon that made me cry. For maybe, the only one that made me cry? Hell, all I remember if feeling so overwhelmed over the story and crying for the characters.
Also, I think from all of the webtoons I've read, this manga has the best smut. The depth and intimacy of their connection made it even better.
I feel like for a lot of other people, they might portray Eunho as naive, pushover, and just a stupid little kid.
But I thought he was brave. I thought he was fearless, and strong. What so many people glanced over and let go off, Eunho never gave up on Jaeha. Even when the pain was unbearable, his love for Jaeha never wavered.
That's a special kind of unconditional love.
But after all, the Webtoon was named after him, for the unconditional love lover boy has for his lover.
“I want to keep that bright and beautiful smile on your face. That's the Eunho I fell for.”
September 25, 2017
My goodness. So much feels. Angsty as f*ck.
June 1, 2017
4.5 stars
You were already my everything before I realized what it really means to like someone...
I know. I'm just a younger brother to you. You know, I can't even remember my childhood memories without including you in it?
From the first moment I can remember since I was born until now, there's no single memory of me not ever liking you. Your face, your voice, your silky black hair, your warmth, the smell of your cologne, and your cold hands whenever you hug me. Liking you felt very natural for me.
In my life, the blindingly beautiful you, has always existed.
6 June 2017
Chap 29-50 (RAWS)
UPDATED. I just found this photo yesterday, I think Lee Seo Won (LSW) does look like Jaeha in this pic with this haircut minus the mole under right eye. I don't think LSW is really handsome, his look is quite okay to me, but definitely not beautiful too while Eunho always said his hyungnim is so beautiful and I don't agree with him. Jaeha is not beautiful, not handsome, just like LSW, just okay, not really cute too, sorry to the fans of LSW. A true gorgeous man for me is Kim Jaejoong. Best visual ever, and depends on the haircuts, he can look handsome and manly or breathtakingly beautiful or sexy AF if he wants it.
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Huff, I need several days to finished cropping every chapter of the raws to smaller pics so the Google Translate could detect the tiny Hangul characters on it. Well, each chapter has 35-53 pics after the chop chop, I don't have any energy left right now to translate each picture using Google Translate on my phone, very time-and-battery-consuming, however just looking through all the raw chapters here I could somewhat understand what has happened between these two guys, like some pivotal events.
Well, to summarize it,
So, after I finished 'looking' at the raws, I'm more sympathized with Jaeha our uke here. Yes he's slutty, yes he's heartbreaker, but it's not like he still sleeps with Hanjun after he slept with Eunho. It's not like he had romantic relationship with Hanjun all this time, if Hanjun wanted more than a fuck buddy, Hanjun could try harder to escalate the relationship, but I guessed Hanjun gave up easily after his first try and just content with what he could get, the body.
And during the time Jaeha slept with Hanjun, he's not cheating anyone, he's not dating anyone, all of this is what I had already notice from chapter 1-28, I know that, but it's still painful to saw Jaeha's being so needy of 'creams', honestly I really hope he could tone down a bit his sex drive, like, can you please not so often to spread your legs for Hanjun pretty please? Everytime Hanjun appeared in the scene, I was dreading the forthcoming of their mating scenes, I refuse to use 'love making' here, I Just couldn't bear to watch it. And that's why you'll see why there are so many readers slut-shaming him. It's his body, he's free to sleep with anyone he wants if he's not dating anyone, but dear author I don't need to see him getting thrusted with his fuck buddy's dick in such details for 15 chaps, a few times let's say not more than 3 times fucking and faded to black scene are enough to emphasize his loneliness and his need for body warmth, even me could sympathized with him after all of that episodes just like I said in previous review several days ago. Well, the porn sells, so yeah...
Ah, anyway, just a few days ago, there's another scanlation group retook this webtoon which was dropped due to Twitter drama, the best part is they even redrew the dicks and butt holes in chapter 29, bless those angels, I had had enough of lightsaber dicks and light bulbs in this webtoon, lol.
1 June 2017
Chap 1-28
Hhhh.. I should hate the slutty hyungnim here... And I should not read this manhwa to begin with.
I'm not really sure why I don't hate the sex-addict uke here, he's treating everyone like his sex dolls, he's breaking hearts left and right... Might be because I pity him... Some people just can't endure the loneliness while there are others prefer to be loner.
The first 15 chaps is heartbreaking, the uke is a cruel bastard, there's this one particular scene that he casually requested poor Eunho to not avoid him after he rejected Eunho and he wanted Eunho to treat him like his brother. And me, reading the damn lines, broke my heart instantly, the tears just burst out of me hard and fast. :'( He kept hurting Eunho like this for 15 chaps. And his mating episodes with the other guy, Hanjun, is so painful to watch, this guy just need his 'creams with protein' periodically because if not he couldn't cope with the loneliness.
Honestly, I didn't expect angst from this webtoon, and certainly the explicit scenes too, like WOWWW, the characters fucked like bunnies in heat, lol.
So, this was dropped by translator because of Twitter drama (you can read the full story of it in Mangago's comments section). Rest assured, you can still read the official translation on Lezhin but you have to pay for that.
I just read chap 29 Korean raw, of course it's frustrated me that I don't understand anything at all. Usually, I can pretty much guess the Kanji in Japanese raws, well because the Kanji is Chinese characters so of course it has same meaning so more or less I get the context in one sentence.
You were already my everything before I realized what it really means to like someone...
I know. I'm just a younger brother to you. You know, I can't even remember my childhood memories without including you in it?
From the first moment I can remember since I was born until now, there's no single memory of me not ever liking you. Your face, your voice, your silky black hair, your warmth, the smell of your cologne, and your cold hands whenever you hug me. Liking you felt very natural for me.
In my life, the blindingly beautiful you, has always existed.
6 June 2017
Chap 29-50 (RAWS)
UPDATED. I just found this photo yesterday, I think Lee Seo Won (LSW) does look like Jaeha in this pic with this haircut minus the mole under right eye. I don't think LSW is really handsome, his look is quite okay to me, but definitely not beautiful too while Eunho always said his hyungnim is so beautiful and I don't agree with him. Jaeha is not beautiful, not handsome, just like LSW, just okay, not really cute too, sorry to the fans of LSW. A true gorgeous man for me is Kim Jaejoong. Best visual ever, and depends on the haircuts, he can look handsome and manly or breathtakingly beautiful or sexy AF if he wants it.
------------------------
Huff, I need several days to finished cropping every chapter of the raws to smaller pics so the Google Translate could detect the tiny Hangul characters on it. Well, each chapter has 35-53 pics after the chop chop, I don't have any energy left right now to translate each picture using Google Translate on my phone, very time-and-battery-consuming, however just looking through all the raw chapters here I could somewhat understand what has happened between these two guys, like some pivotal events.
Well, to summarize it,
So, after I finished 'looking' at the raws, I'm more sympathized with Jaeha our uke here. Yes he's slutty, yes he's heartbreaker, but it's not like he still sleeps with Hanjun after he slept with Eunho. It's not like he had romantic relationship with Hanjun all this time, if Hanjun wanted more than a fuck buddy, Hanjun could try harder to escalate the relationship, but I guessed Hanjun gave up easily after his first try and just content with what he could get, the body.
And during the time Jaeha slept with Hanjun, he's not cheating anyone, he's not dating anyone, all of this is what I had already notice from chapter 1-28, I know that, but it's still painful to saw Jaeha's being so needy of 'creams', honestly I really hope he could tone down a bit his sex drive, like, can you please not so often to spread your legs for Hanjun pretty please? Everytime Hanjun appeared in the scene, I was dreading the forthcoming of their mating scenes, I refuse to use 'love making' here, I Just couldn't bear to watch it. And that's why you'll see why there are so many readers slut-shaming him. It's his body, he's free to sleep with anyone he wants if he's not dating anyone, but dear author I don't need to see him getting thrusted with his fuck buddy's dick in such details for 15 chaps, a few times let's say not more than 3 times fucking and faded to black scene are enough to emphasize his loneliness and his need for body warmth, even me could sympathized with him after all of that episodes just like I said in previous review several days ago. Well, the porn sells, so yeah...
Ah, anyway, just a few days ago, there's another scanlation group retook this webtoon which was dropped due to Twitter drama, the best part is they even redrew the dicks and butt holes in chapter 29, bless those angels, I had had enough of lightsaber dicks and light bulbs in this webtoon, lol.
1 June 2017
Chap 1-28
Hhhh.. I should hate the slutty hyungnim here... And I should not read this manhwa to begin with.
I'm not really sure why I don't hate the sex-addict uke here, he's treating everyone like his sex dolls, he's breaking hearts left and right... Might be because I pity him... Some people just can't endure the loneliness while there are others prefer to be loner.
The first 15 chaps is heartbreaking, the uke is a cruel bastard, there's this one particular scene that he casually requested poor Eunho to not avoid him after he rejected Eunho and he wanted Eunho to treat him like his brother. And me, reading the damn lines, broke my heart instantly, the tears just burst out of me hard and fast. :'( He kept hurting Eunho like this for 15 chaps. And his mating episodes with the other guy, Hanjun, is so painful to watch, this guy just need his 'creams with protein' periodically because if not he couldn't cope with the loneliness.
Honestly, I didn't expect angst from this webtoon, and certainly the explicit scenes too, like WOWWW, the characters fucked like bunnies in heat, lol.
So, this was dropped by translator because of Twitter drama (you can read the full story of it in Mangago's comments section). Rest assured, you can still read the official translation on Lezhin but you have to pay for that.
I just read chap 29 Korean raw, of course it's frustrated me that I don't understand anything at all. Usually, I can pretty much guess the Kanji in Japanese raws, well because the Kanji is Chinese characters so of course it has same meaning so more or less I get the context in one sentence.
July 27, 2018
OH MY GOD I’M SO HAPPY I’M CRYING!!!!
I don’t know what to say... It has been a roller-coaster. I didn’t realize this until now, but I’m a sucker for childhood romance. There’s something so pure and genuine about it.
I’m so proud and happy for Eunho. He deserves every form of love out there. I can’t imagine loving someone— seeing them dating other people and getting married, I’d give up in a heartbeat.
“Have you ever been to the wedding of someone, whom you’d loved for more than 10 years? You’re about to go mad from jealousy, but you can’t really blame the person... So you shed tears all night long and reluctantly send your blessing in the end. Have you ever miraculously, run into that person again, and finally confessed your feelings... only to end up listening to him have sex with some other guy in the middle of the night? You’ve got a long way to go, Hyung... If you’re ever gonna be as jealous as I’ve been.”
Did you hear that Jeaha?
That was my heart breaking.
Anyway, what I loved the most about this manhwa, is the pacing. It wasn’t rushed, it wasn’t dragging either. I also loved the characters. I even liked Side dick Hanjun. And the women here are all strong. But let’s be honest, the sex scenes— the main reason why I love this. First sex, jealous sex, shower sex, make-up sex, break-up sex... Ugh they’ve spent so much time apart that their reunions are all magical, even if it hurts sometimes.
And it took 19 years for Jeaha to say yes on that marriage proposal so I think being single for so long isn’t that bad, huh? Who am I kidding? I need like 15 dicks, tbh.
So yeah. I really really loved this. I should’ve read this sooner. Oh and I love the art!!! So expressive and detailed ugh this’ll be in my fucking faves shelf!!!
I don’t know what to say... It has been a roller-coaster. I didn’t realize this until now, but I’m a sucker for childhood romance. There’s something so pure and genuine about it.
I’m so proud and happy for Eunho. He deserves every form of love out there. I can’t imagine loving someone— seeing them dating other people and getting married, I’d give up in a heartbeat.
“Have you ever been to the wedding of someone, whom you’d loved for more than 10 years? You’re about to go mad from jealousy, but you can’t really blame the person... So you shed tears all night long and reluctantly send your blessing in the end. Have you ever miraculously, run into that person again, and finally confessed your feelings... only to end up listening to him have sex with some other guy in the middle of the night? You’ve got a long way to go, Hyung... If you’re ever gonna be as jealous as I’ve been.”
Did you hear that Jeaha?
That was my heart breaking.
Anyway, what I loved the most about this manhwa, is the pacing. It wasn’t rushed, it wasn’t dragging either. I also loved the characters. I even liked Side dick Hanjun. And the women here are all strong. But let’s be honest, the sex scenes— the main reason why I love this. First sex, jealous sex, shower sex, make-up sex, break-up sex... Ugh they’ve spent so much time apart that their reunions are all magical, even if it hurts sometimes.
And it took 19 years for Jeaha to say yes on that marriage proposal so I think being single for so long isn’t that bad, huh? Who am I kidding? I need like 15 dicks, tbh.
So yeah. I really really loved this. I should’ve read this sooner. Oh and I love the art!!! So expressive and detailed ugh this’ll be in my fucking faves shelf!!!
October 13, 2017
*This review is only up to chapter 33*
I´m soooo in love with this Manhwa <3
I´ve only read up to chapter 33 because I run out of coins (yeah thanks to Lezhin comics i´m more broke than ever…) but so far the art is perfect, it´s beautiful. I can´t rave about this enough. It´s an amazing BL history and definitely i´m going to read the rest of the chapters as soon as I get my paycheck.
I´m soooo in love with this Manhwa <3
I´ve only read up to chapter 33 because I run out of coins (yeah thanks to Lezhin comics i´m more broke than ever…) but so far the art is perfect, it´s beautiful. I can´t rave about this enough. It´s an amazing BL history and definitely i´m going to read the rest of the chapters as soon as I get my paycheck.
July 1, 2025
4.5 stars
This is the exact kind of messy angst that I love. It's filled with characters whose love hurts just as much as it heals, characters who make bad choices out of loneliness and confusion. This volume ends in a positive space, but given the length of this series and the wide expanse of issues these characters need to deal with, I know it's going to be a bumpy ride to that happy ending.
This is the exact kind of messy angst that I love. It's filled with characters whose love hurts just as much as it heals, characters who make bad choices out of loneliness and confusion. This volume ends in a positive space, but given the length of this series and the wide expanse of issues these characters need to deal with, I know it's going to be a bumpy ride to that happy ending.
September 12, 2019
I'm sorry, I can't do this anymore.
This is the most abusing relationship I have ever read about. It's disgusting.
This is the most abusing relationship I have ever read about. It's disgusting.
April 9, 2017
El manga aun esta sin terminar pero por ahora me gusta el dibujo y la historia.
June 15, 2025
put your penis away boy
March 21, 2020
Do you know the feeling when you finish reading something and you just feel this kind of inner peace and happiness? That's what happened after I finished reading this manhwa.
It's a piece of art - its storyline, its art style, everything about it is just real and beautiful. After I started reading it I couldn't stop myself and read it in one day. It was so full of overwhelming emotions that I just had to cry, laugh and even halt for a minute to appreciate the words the characters spoke to each other. It felt really great to read such a wonderful story! Thank you Zec for drawing and writing it and giving every one of us the chance to experience such an intense, believable, beautiful and heartwarming love story! Thank you!
As for you, future readers - if you like reading about real romace that shows how you have to work hard for the person you love to love you back and learn to appreciate the love for one another read this manhwa! You will understand once you've finished it.
It's a piece of art - its storyline, its art style, everything about it is just real and beautiful. After I started reading it I couldn't stop myself and read it in one day. It was so full of overwhelming emotions that I just had to cry, laugh and even halt for a minute to appreciate the words the characters spoke to each other. It felt really great to read such a wonderful story! Thank you Zec for drawing and writing it and giving every one of us the chance to experience such an intense, believable, beautiful and heartwarming love story! Thank you!
As for you, future readers - if you like reading about real romace that shows how you have to work hard for the person you love to love you back and learn to appreciate the love for one another read this manhwa! You will understand once you've finished it.
September 28, 2021
Still this was so beautiful💫💫💫
I can't remember how many times it made me cry... I didn't able to complete this in one sitting only bcoz of this...
But everythings well that ends well is what I am happy about this 😇😇
I can't remember how many times it made me cry... I didn't able to complete this in one sitting only bcoz of this...
But everythings well that ends well is what I am happy about this 😇😇
February 21, 2024
just reread the entire thing in french bc i've basically memorised the english translation. if i ever learn korean it's solely to read this masterpiece in its original language. live laugh love zec i will forever worship you for creating eunho
October 19, 2018
one of the most beautiful yet tortured love story. full of smut tho.
April 30, 2025
Two stars might be a little harsh, but it's also my projection of how I'd feel if I kept going with this story.
It's not that it's written badly...it's just very much not for me. I might need to cut back on manhwa, honestly, because so much of it seems a lot more...toxic? Dramatic? This one hits both of those elements, hard, and I just have no motivation to keep dragging through the sludge for an eventual happy ending.
The premise is interesting enough. Eunho and Jaeha knew each other when they were young, and Eunho has essentially been in love with Jaeha all his life. He asked Jaeha to marry him when he was three, then repeatedly after that, until he got old enough (teens) to confess to him a little more thoughtfully. Jaeha, throughout all of that, laughed it off or simply told him to quit it....Eunho was like his cute little brother, who tended to be way too clingy with him.
At the start of this volume, I think it's been about five years since they'd seen each other - Jaeha says two, but Eunho corrects him that it hasn't been since the wedding, and the math doesn't add up otherwise, since Eunho would've been 15 at the wedding and is 20 and in college now. Jaeha has been divorced for two months - a coincidental time for them to reunite, considering they've been in the same city/area all these years - and the reason for that is never explained.
Eunho does say something kind of snarky at one point, but he didn't know about the divorce, so I don't know if it could've been targeted to what it sounded like...an implication that Jaeha might've been cheating and that's why they ended things? The tone is weird throughout though, and there's so little true backstory for Jaeha. Most of it comes through connections with Eunho...like Eunho seeing Jaeha with his college (?) boyfriend, whom Jaeha is still sleeping with all these years later.
Hard to tell if that relationship was going on during the marriage, too, or if it just resumed after the divorce. All that's clear is that Jaeha is massively self-destructive...there are an absolute ton of graphic scenes of him having sex with his "ex" in this volume, which honestly is another major nope for me. Most of it seems alright - maybe that was the right relationship for him all along, instead of marrying a woman it's unclear if he was really ever in love with - but the guy gets pretty petty about Eunho and does a couple particularly nasty things, including putting Eunho on speakerphone while he's having sex with Jaeha.
And then. The result. Is Jaeha having sex with Eunho.
After rejecting him for years and talking about how he doesn't see him that way, and then going to Eunho for what feels like exactly the same kind of toxic, self-punishing physicality he'd been going back to his ex for, over and over again.
It doesn't feel like love. It doesn't feel like a good relationship for someone like Eunho, who's patient and thoughtful and really held a torch for this guy for all these years.
Just not into it, and even if they do reach a good, healthy dynamic by the end, I don't see the mess in the middle being worth slogging through.
It's not that it's written badly...it's just very much not for me. I might need to cut back on manhwa, honestly, because so much of it seems a lot more...toxic? Dramatic? This one hits both of those elements, hard, and I just have no motivation to keep dragging through the sludge for an eventual happy ending.
The premise is interesting enough. Eunho and Jaeha knew each other when they were young, and Eunho has essentially been in love with Jaeha all his life. He asked Jaeha to marry him when he was three, then repeatedly after that, until he got old enough (teens) to confess to him a little more thoughtfully. Jaeha, throughout all of that, laughed it off or simply told him to quit it....Eunho was like his cute little brother, who tended to be way too clingy with him.
At the start of this volume, I think it's been about five years since they'd seen each other - Jaeha says two, but Eunho corrects him that it hasn't been since the wedding, and the math doesn't add up otherwise, since Eunho would've been 15 at the wedding and is 20 and in college now. Jaeha has been divorced for two months - a coincidental time for them to reunite, considering they've been in the same city/area all these years - and the reason for that is never explained.
Eunho does say something kind of snarky at one point, but he didn't know about the divorce, so I don't know if it could've been targeted to what it sounded like...an implication that Jaeha might've been cheating and that's why they ended things? The tone is weird throughout though, and there's so little true backstory for Jaeha. Most of it comes through connections with Eunho...like Eunho seeing Jaeha with his college (?) boyfriend, whom Jaeha is still sleeping with all these years later.
Hard to tell if that relationship was going on during the marriage, too, or if it just resumed after the divorce. All that's clear is that Jaeha is massively self-destructive...there are an absolute ton of graphic scenes of him having sex with his "ex" in this volume, which honestly is another major nope for me. Most of it seems alright - maybe that was the right relationship for him all along, instead of marrying a woman it's unclear if he was really ever in love with - but the guy gets pretty petty about Eunho and does a couple particularly nasty things, including putting Eunho on speakerphone while he's having sex with Jaeha.
And then. The result. Is Jaeha having sex with Eunho.
After rejecting him for years and talking about how he doesn't see him that way, and then going to Eunho for what feels like exactly the same kind of toxic, self-punishing physicality he'd been going back to his ex for, over and over again.
It doesn't feel like love. It doesn't feel like a good relationship for someone like Eunho, who's patient and thoughtful and really held a torch for this guy for all these years.
Just not into it, and even if they do reach a good, healthy dynamic by the end, I don't see the mess in the middle being worth slogging through.
January 28, 2018
Ohhh my god someone needs to tell me where I can buy this because I NEED THIS in my library!!
OK, so I randomly picked this manhwa/webcomic up because the cover looked nice and WOW it has blown me away. It tells the story of Hyung (not his actual name), a bisexual man who has tried to find love with both men and a woman, only to find that things never seem to work out, and so he creates distance. In a way he's become jaded and even when he's presented with unwavering love, he doubts it and it frightens him. It also tell the story of Eunho, who has created his life around Hyung to the point that if he were to one day take him out, there would be little left that would be unaffected. He even went so far to date a woman who looked and reminded him of Hyung
Hyung is Eunho's senior by almost 10 years but they've been together since childhood (since Eunho was 3?) because of Hyung's family situation. Also, I call him Hyung but that's not his name. That's just what Eunho calls him and is apparently a name younger boys call older guys
The story can get pretty dark sometimes. As we come to learn, Hyung has had a pretty messed up upbringing/life, not just from his home but also via his peers. Because of that he's become hardened to affections and the closest he'll allow anyone is sex. And well, there's a lot of sex in this story but it's not your usual smut. It's like meaningful to the story if that makes sense
All of the characters in the story have a purpose, from Hyung's friend with benefits (wow I forgot his name) to Hyung's mom who only appeared like once. Even characters who are no longer there are there. It feels very realistic in how it shows the effects people leave in our lives
The art isn't AMAZING but it's also really unique so I'm just really drawn to it
Really if you like yaoi you have to read this. I feel like I can't say much without me gushing and crying and just spoiling everything Orz
OK, so I randomly picked this manhwa/webcomic up because the cover looked nice and WOW it has blown me away. It tells the story of Hyung (not his actual name), a bisexual man who has tried to find love with both men and a woman, only to find that things never seem to work out, and so he creates distance. In a way he's become jaded and even when he's presented with unwavering love, he doubts it and it frightens him. It also tell the story of Eunho, who has created his life around Hyung to the point that if he were to one day take him out, there would be little left that would be unaffected. He even went so far to date a woman who looked and reminded him of Hyung
Hyung is Eunho's senior by almost 10 years but they've been together since childhood (since Eunho was 3?) because of Hyung's family situation. Also, I call him Hyung but that's not his name. That's just what Eunho calls him and is apparently a name younger boys call older guys
The story can get pretty dark sometimes. As we come to learn, Hyung has had a pretty messed up upbringing/life, not just from his home but also via his peers. Because of that he's become hardened to affections and the closest he'll allow anyone is sex. And well, there's a lot of sex in this story but it's not your usual smut. It's like meaningful to the story if that makes sense
All of the characters in the story have a purpose, from Hyung's friend with benefits (wow I forgot his name) to Hyung's mom who only appeared like once. Even characters who are no longer there are there. It feels very realistic in how it shows the effects people leave in our lives
The art isn't AMAZING but it's also really unique so I'm just really drawn to it
Really if you like yaoi you have to read this. I feel like I can't say much without me gushing and crying and just spoiling everything Orz
November 19, 2018
This manhwa fucked me up.
I read this a few months ago (or was it last year? Idk, my memory is blurry) until chapter 61 and I can still remember how angsty I felt when I read the book. The book is very mature. Plot is realistic yet engaging. Conflicts are very believable. The characters are not without flaws, but I found them beautiful nonetheless. Artwork SUPER good.
I don't remember the details of this manhwa anymore, but to remember how it FELT reading them? I know that it's a damn good book.
A little bit of warning tho: this story is very realistically angsty and maybe it'll took a toll on you emotionally.
I read this a few months ago (or was it last year? Idk, my memory is blurry) until chapter 61 and I can still remember how angsty I felt when I read the book. The book is very mature. Plot is realistic yet engaging. Conflicts are very believable. The characters are not without flaws, but I found them beautiful nonetheless. Artwork SUPER good.
I don't remember the details of this manhwa anymore, but to remember how it FELT reading them? I know that it's a damn good book.
A little bit of warning tho: this story is very realistically angsty and maybe it'll took a toll on you emotionally.
May 16, 2022
Que embooole que fue leer esta historia, por dios. Drama por todos lados, a veces siendo completamente innecesario, teniendo en cuenta que las cosas se resolverían con un poco de comunicación. El dibujo fue lindo, pero tampoco la gran cosa. Creo que le habría puesto 3 estrellas si hubiera terminado con la primera temporada, porque la segunda fue cualquier cosa jsjsj cada vez que terminaba un capítulo me preguntaba a mi misma "wtf did I just read".
2 de 5 estrellas.
2 de 5 estrellas.
May 10, 2025
3.5🌟
I enjoyed this, but I didn’t love it. Mostly because of Jaeha’s messy relationship with Hanjoon.
Hanjoon is a toxic ass man. The sex scenes between him and Jaeha made me so uncomfortable. They all felt like Jaeha’s own way of self harm by having these sexual encounters with a man who seems to actually care very little about him and his wants. It was all the way worse when Hanjoon made it so that Eunho had to listen to them having sex once. Fucking gross freak!
Jaeha has a lot of stuff to work through, and I don’t know how much he’s going to by jumping into a relationship with Eunho. His sexual encounter with Eunho was also a bit sus because Jaeha kept pushing at this notion that Eunho isn’t “really” queer, and therefore not really interested in him. It seemed like yet again more self harm through sex. Of course, Eunho does actually love him, so he proved him wrong. But it’s all a very rocky start to a relationship
Anyway. My favorite character was Eunho. He seems so sweet and genuine 💖 His intentions have been clear from the start, and he seems to truly love Jaeha for who he is. He doesn’t need him to be anything more than just himself.
I’m still looking forward to continuing the series!
I enjoyed this, but I didn’t love it. Mostly because of Jaeha’s messy relationship with Hanjoon.
Hanjoon is a toxic ass man. The sex scenes between him and Jaeha made me so uncomfortable. They all felt like Jaeha’s own way of self harm by having these sexual encounters with a man who seems to actually care very little about him and his wants. It was all the way worse when Hanjoon made it so that Eunho had to listen to them having sex once. Fucking gross freak!
Jaeha has a lot of stuff to work through, and I don’t know how much he’s going to by jumping into a relationship with Eunho. His sexual encounter with Eunho was also a bit sus because Jaeha kept pushing at this notion that Eunho isn’t “really” queer, and therefore not really interested in him. It seemed like yet again more self harm through sex. Of course, Eunho does actually love him, so he proved him wrong. But it’s all a very rocky start to a relationship
Anyway. My favorite character was Eunho. He seems so sweet and genuine 💖 His intentions have been clear from the start, and he seems to truly love Jaeha for who he is. He doesn’t need him to be anything more than just himself.
I’m still looking forward to continuing the series!
January 24, 2020
¿Cómo calificar esta historia cuando tiene un alto contenido erotico y de drama, lo cual me encanta, pero a la vez tiene a los dos personajes más tóxicos que he leído últimamente? jajaj le pongo cuatro estrellas porque me lo tomaré como si fuera una teleserie erotica bien melodramática xD
¿Lo disfruté? Totalmente.
Sufrí, chillé, me peleé con los personajes, los llené de garabatos y luego me reí por el grado de patetismo al cual llegó cada uno.
Sonaré repetitiva, pero tengo que decirlo, esta no es una relación sana, se romantizan situaciones que no lo son. Y claramente ese final feliz no se ve posible en la vida real. No es realista que cambiaran mágicamente después de todo el daño que se hicieron mutuamente. Pueden haber conversado sus weas y todo, pero hay cosas que solo se trabajan después de mucho tiempo, incluso con ayuda de un terapeuta. Sorry not sorry por ser aguafiestas, pero no sería yo si no lo digo.
Los capítulos finales fueron una maravilla en todo caso, mejoró mucho en términos de ilustración y ¡OMG el porno!
Y ¡OMG el drama! Salían de una para meterse en otra jajaja en serio, me superaron con sus niveles de inmadurez xD
¿Lo disfruté? Totalmente.
Sufrí, chillé, me peleé con los personajes, los llené de garabatos y luego me reí por el grado de patetismo al cual llegó cada uno.
Sonaré repetitiva, pero tengo que decirlo, esta no es una relación sana, se romantizan situaciones que no lo son. Y claramente ese final feliz no se ve posible en la vida real. No es realista que cambiaran mágicamente después de todo el daño que se hicieron mutuamente. Pueden haber conversado sus weas y todo, pero hay cosas que solo se trabajan después de mucho tiempo, incluso con ayuda de un terapeuta. Sorry not sorry por ser aguafiestas, pero no sería yo si no lo digo.
Los capítulos finales fueron una maravilla en todo caso, mejoró mucho en términos de ilustración y ¡OMG el porno!
Y ¡OMG el drama! Salían de una para meterse en otra jajaja en serio, me superaron con sus niveles de inmadurez xD
June 5, 2020
Me ha encantado de principio a fin esta historia. Se ve un gran desarrollo en Jaeha y Eunho a lo largo de los capítulos. Jaeha pasa por mucho a lo largo de su vida por lo que tiene mucho dolor dentro y sufre mucho por esas experiencias hasta lograr pensar que el no merece amar ni merece ser amado por miedo a salir lastimado, pero con el tiempo y gracias a Eunho, él logra salir adelante para darse la oportunidad de amar y estar junto con el amor de su vida.
El estilo de dibujo es precioso, y también influyó que estuviera en blanco y negro porque en mi opinión, se sienten más las emociones que expresaban los personajes.
El estilo de dibujo es precioso, y también influyó que estuviera en blanco y negro porque en mi opinión, se sienten más las emociones que expresaban los personajes.
December 31, 2021
3⭐️ Review:
*This was my 2nd read of it*
I previously had this webtoon/manhwa as a five star read, but now that I’ve re-read it, I wasn’t blown away. I liked it, but it was overall pretty plain and got repetitive.
It was still super wholesome and I enjoyed reading it again.
*This was my 2nd read of it*
I previously had this webtoon/manhwa as a five star read, but now that I’ve re-read it, I wasn’t blown away. I liked it, but it was overall pretty plain and got repetitive.
It was still super wholesome and I enjoyed reading it again.
July 30, 2018
I absolutely loved this. I am so sad that it is over, but I am so happy Eunho finally gets his happy ending.
April 18, 2020
Took a me a minute to remember what this was about but oooooH boy oHHHH no
January 24, 2022
ลายเส้นสวยมากกก พระเอกคือเมะหมาคลั่งรัก รักพี่เขามาเป็นสิบปี หลงรักตั้งแต่ตัวเท่าเอวเขา
จริงๆ ชอบเคมีพระนายคู่นี้มากเลย แล้วก็เป็นเรื่องที่เขียนถึงอารมณ์แอบรักข้างเดียวมานานได้ลึกและเจ็บปวดดี อ่านแล้วมันบาดอารมณ์มาก รับรู้ถึงความรักและการรอคอยของคนๆ นึง พระเอกคือดีมาก มาสะดุดตรงนิสัยของนายเอกนี่แหละ เฮ้ออออ ไม่งั้นให้สิบดาวบวกๆ ไปเลย คือนายเอกนางมีปมเรื่องความรัก การถูกหักหลัง ก็เลยออกแนวไม่เชื่อใจใครอีก กับพระรองก็ให้เขาเป็นได้แค่คู่นอน กับพระเอกนายเอกก็ไม่ยอมเปิดใจให้แบบ 100% กั๊กๆ หน่วงๆ บอกไม่ถูก
เข้าใจว่าคนเรามีปมกันได้ แต่สิ่งที่นายเอกทำกับพระเอกมันเกินไปอ่ะ ยิ่งที่หนีไปช่วงท้ายๆ เรื่อง ทำเอาพระเอกเป๋เป็นหมาไปเลยหลายปี อาจจะเป็นเพราะนักเขียนนักวาดอยากหย่อนปมดราม่าให้เข้าสู่จุดพีคส่งท้ายเรื่องแหละมั้ง? เลยใส่ปมนี้เข้าไป แต่เหตุผลที่ทำให้นายเอกทิ้งพระเอกไปมันไม่มากพอให้เรารู้สึกเห็นใจหรือเข้าใจการกระทำของนายเอก เราเลยกลายเป็นเฟลแทน เพราะสิ่งที่นายเอกทำก็ไม่ต่างจากการหักหลังพระเอกอ่ะ
น้องแบบ...ไม่เข้าใจว่าทำไมตัวเองถึงโดนทิ้งอีกแล้ว แต่ถามว่าฮีเข็ดมั้ย!! ก็ต้องบอกเลยว่าไม่!! 5555555 โดนเทกี่รอบพระเอกเรื่องนี้ก็บ่ยั่นค่า สีทนได้ สีชอบกินเพ็ดดีกรี อร่อย สุดท้ายพระเอกก็ยังรอนายเอกกลับมาหาอยู่ดี กี่ปีก็รอ คนมันรักปักจิตปักใจอ่ะ!!!
เอาจริงเรื่องนี้สงสารทั้งพระรองทั้งพระเอกเลย เหมือนโดนนายเอกมาล้อเล่นกับความรู้สึกตั้งนาน แต่ไม่มีใครโกรธนายเอกเลย จนอีชั้นงง แต่ก็แบบ อ่ะเค นางสวย นางเริ่ด ผู้รักผู้หลงยิ่งกว่าโดนของ 5555555555
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จริงๆ ชอบเคมีพระนายคู่นี้มากเลย แล้วก็เป็นเรื่องที่เขียนถึงอารมณ์แอบรักข้างเดียวมานานได้ลึกและเจ็บปวดดี อ่านแล้วมันบาดอารมณ์มาก รับรู้ถึงความรักและการรอคอยของคนๆ นึง พระเอกคือดีมาก มาสะดุดตรงนิสัยของนายเอกนี่แหละ เฮ้ออออ ไม่งั้นให้สิบดาวบวกๆ ไปเลย คือนายเอกนางมีปมเรื่องความรัก การถูกหักหลัง ก็เลยออกแนวไม่เชื่อใจใครอีก กับพระรองก็ให้เขาเป็นได้แค่คู่นอน กับพระเอกนายเอกก็ไม่ยอมเปิดใจให้แบบ 100% กั๊กๆ หน่วงๆ บอกไม่ถูก
เข้าใจว่าคนเรามีปมกันได้ แต่สิ่งที่นายเอกทำกับพระเอกมันเกินไปอ่ะ ยิ่งที่หนีไปช่วงท้ายๆ เรื่อง ทำเอาพระเอกเป๋เป็นหมาไปเลยหลายปี อาจจะเป็นเพราะนักเขียนนักวาดอยากหย่อนปมดราม่าให้เข้าสู่จุดพีคส่งท้ายเรื่องแหละมั้ง? เลยใส่ปมนี้เข้าไป แต่เหตุผลที่ทำให้นายเอกทิ้งพระเอกไปมันไม่มากพอให้เรารู้สึกเห็นใจหรือเข้าใจการกระทำของนายเอก เราเลยกลายเป็นเฟลแทน เพราะสิ่งที่นายเอกทำก็ไม่ต่างจากการหักหลังพระเอกอ่ะ
น้องแบบ...ไม่เข้าใจว่าทำไมตัวเองถึงโดนทิ้งอีกแล้ว แต่ถามว่าฮีเข็ดมั้ย!! ก็ต้องบอกเลยว่าไม่!! 5555555 โดนเทกี่รอบพระเอกเรื่องนี้ก็บ่ยั่นค่า สีทนได้ สีชอบกินเพ็ดดีกรี อร่อย สุดท้ายพระเอกก็ยังรอนายเอกกลับมาหาอยู่ดี กี่ปีก็รอ คนมันรักปักจิตปักใจอ่ะ!!!
เอาจริงเรื่องนี้สงสารทั้งพระรองทั้งพระเอกเลย เหมือนโดนนายเอกมาล้อเล่นกับความรู้สึกตั้งนาน แต่ไม่มีใครโกรธนายเอกเลย จนอีชั้นงง แต่ก็แบบ อ่ะเค นางสวย นางเริ่ด ผู้รักผู้หลงยิ่งกว่าโดนของ 5555555555
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