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Never Leave: The Story Of Knowledge Toussaint

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You have to ‘know’ the ‘ledge’, so you don’t fall off of it. Knowledge is power.

Knowledge Toussaint was exposed to a fast life of grittiness. Being forced to maneuver through a life based on survival at the tender age of ten years old, he depended on a mother whose life was driven by addiction. All it took were two bullets to change Knowledge’s life forever. When he’s forced to leave his mother behind, he’s taken in by one of the most prestigious hit men in the city of Miami, Booney. As Booney leads Knowledge through an underworld of darkness, he also shines light by teaching him how to play the game of life called ‘Chess’. Confident, yet reserved. Alluring, yet monstrous to some; the power of Knowledge couldn’t be denied. For the first time in his life, he shares his story through his lens, however, with a motive. Knowledge allows us to get deep into his mind as we follow the different seasons of his journey, his battles, his ruthlessness, and his women. Not being the one to allow many to get close to him, when he did reserve a spot in the black hole in his heart, he had one most absolute Never Leave.

156 pages, Kindle Edition

Published September 15, 2023

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1,861 reviews
October 3, 2023
babbyyyy listen!

That Knowledge is a whole man out here in these streets! 🤤🥰😝Now, Miss S. Yvonne, this was a lot to unpack and I need book two!! I think the story was intriguing and such a mystery. Slowly, Knowledge showed parts of his past and how it shaped him to be the man that he grew to be. He unfortunately had to grow up early and witnessed things a child should not have seen but it was his reality. He had a strong man backing him and I loved that for him! When he decided to tell his counselor about his past, it appeared that he was wanting help— but, that is not the case at all! He was so calculated that by the time i followed the breadcrumbs things had already hit the fan! 😱the storytelling abilities by this author continues to blow me away!! I am so curious to see how Knowledge avenges his mothers death and how things will turn out for him and Suga..! Soo good and unexpectedly refreshing to read!
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199 reviews5 followers
January 11, 2024
Next Level Urban & so much more!

Knowledge Toussaint’s story takes us on a journey through multiple stages of his life from an interesting angle… The way he chooses to tell his story is unique though one thing is certain he relishes being in control of every situation & having the upper hand. Too bad life doesn’t give us the upper hand from birth…Read with an open mind & you’re sure to see the imperfect perfection & depth in everyone that plays a role in his life & decisions, whether major or minor…. Next up part 2 😅
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1,699 reviews17 followers
October 10, 2023
S.Yvonne

This book was everything from the beginning to the end. I can’t wait until the next book drops. Baby because Knowledge Toussaint wasn’t nothing to play with.
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796 reviews3 followers
November 17, 2023
When It Comes Full Circle!!

Knowledge has seen too much in his early and adolescent years. Especially seeing his mama gun down right in front of him. All this time he knew his name and he didn't tell Booney because that was going to be his revenge for him and his mama. That's why he's so cold and ruthless now. Suga seems sneaky to me. How is she going act when Knowledge tell her, he killed her God father and her father. I don't why Knowledge continue to put with her knowing she did coke. Booney is stubborn by not going to the doctor. Sasha was so bothered Trice and Knowledge it was ridiculous. I don't think Sasha did a d.n.a test on Knowledge. She just said that to get under Booney's skin. Booney taught Knowledge how to play chess and that's why he's so good at what he does. Knowledge sought out Mrs. Rini for therapy because he knew who she was married too. Mrs Rini is going to choose her heart because she's intrigued by Knowledge and she claims she loves him, but where would that leave Suga and their baby. What did Trice take from Courtney?
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371 reviews11 followers
September 23, 2023
Mr. Toussiant….. whew!

Calculating… passionate…seductive… intentional …this book was perfectly written in a way I can’t explain. Each page pulled me in more and MORE. The build up of scenes and the way the story unfolded left me speechless. I haven’t read a book quite like this one. What I loved most was how the author got out of her comfort zone and truly ZONED out. Knowledge Toussaint is unlike ANY character she’s written about and this story’s development, pacing, word play and raw emotions told a bigger story…Patience!! I wholeheartedly appreciate this form of art and I can’t wait to read part 2!

S.Yvonne….

Take a bow!
Profile Image for Shahtia Gay-hairston.
3,446 reviews26 followers
September 18, 2023
Never Leave 1

I was definitely drawn into the story from the very beginning. They was we went back and forth from past to present had me really interested in Knowledge’s story. Curious about what will happen next.
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698 reviews3 followers
July 7, 2024
omfg

Sorry to say I don’t like Suga Smdh Knowledge is ruthless but I just love him, please don’t let Booney die I don’t think Knowledge can handle that.
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40 reviews16 followers
December 3, 2023
This was a fucking masterpiece. The story telling was so TOP tier!
I think it’s best going blind into this because it such an experience!!!
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1,070 reviews32 followers
May 27, 2024
wild and Crazy

This was a wild ride and I will be reading book 2 because I need to know how this ends.
Profile Image for Ashanti Burton.
654 reviews13 followers
October 7, 2024
4.5⭐️. Not sure what I was expecting from this but I’ve been enjoying the storyline. I’m invested and can’t wait to read what happens next.
3 reviews
October 3, 2023
Part 2🤔

Knowledge is mysterious mischievous and appears to be calculated. He’s playing chess but there may be another player that’s lying dormant.. hopefully book 2 will reveal all secrets and test loyalty.

I need answers.
what did Trice mean “I made some pretty babies.” Are the twins Knowledge siblings?

What more did Trice take from Courtney that was so BIG?

Is Suga really pregnant by Knowledge? Can the nurse be trusted? Something tells me Suga ain’t sweet… Paris and Courtney my be out of obligation.. Booney is a real one and I don’t think his story is over. So many ???s
1,914 reviews5 followers
September 18, 2023
Fire

Knowledge has been through so much at a young age. I am so glad that he caught Courtney that it's not funny. I wonder if Suga would forgive him when she finds out all the secrets he has been holding. I wonder if him and Paris will cross the line. It's so many questions that I need answers to. I bet he is going to be a match to help his father. His ex wife was so jealous that she would say anything to get him out the way. Jokes on her, because he is still in his life and she has nothing. I love the way his mother lived her son even though she was fighting her own demons. I can't wait for part 2.
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2,028 reviews40 followers
September 22, 2023
When Your Given Lemons You Make Lemonade

S. Yvonne. Good read. Knowledge took his hard knocks and turned them into a way of life. I love Knowledge he took care of people that loved him, it wasn't many but he was loyal to the few. Thank God for Booney. He allowed Knowledge a second chance. Knowledge took off running and hasn't stopped yet. What will come of Paris? Will Booney get his situation together on his own or will it be another surprise? Will Suga be ok? Will all the love, care and understanding Rooney gave Knowledge keep him on the path? I can't wait until the next part🤗🤗🤗🤗
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434 reviews15 followers
October 25, 2023
This was a good read. I'm not feeling Knowledge and the way he used Paris. That was fucked up. Especially since she caught feelings. I don't understand how though 🤔 he basically told her his life story and she fell in love from that? Knowing he had Suga? Make it make sense!! I gave the book 4 stars because it was great entertainment, but idk if I'm reading the next book. I thought this was a romance... between who, though? 🤔
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1,082 reviews4 followers
January 7, 2024
🔥🔥🔥

At a young age Knowledge had to over come so much but he was indeed his mother's protector. When he took the life of those men protecting her may have cause trauma to some people but not him. Now when she reached out to Booney for help I knew that she was ready to change if not for herself at least for him because not what he did. Booney took him in because of the love he had for Treece and he felt that Know I was his son. When Courtney took his mother's life in front of him at that moment a demon was made and his nickname truly became a reality. Once he kept his word and graduated from high school Booney wife crossed the line once again instead of keeping her mouth shut even though Treece may have had his heart she had the ring but that wasn't good enough she wanted to get rid of Knowledge but only screwed herself out of a world of luxury.
When Knowledge was putting his plan for revenge into play I don't think he had planned to develop feelings for Paris but they slowly started to fall for each other while he poured out his life story. Now his heart was with Suga but he had secrets that would destroy her if ahe ever found out and now he has to keep in mind that she is pregnant something he never wanted so his fear once again is losing someone he loved. Since he's finally face to face with Courtney what will be his next step because he showed him that Paris was in love with him even though she was his wife and him bringing her to an orgasim in front of his eyes was betrayal so he had to die if not I'm sure he would kill his wife once he was freed, can't wait to see what's going to happen now that Knowledge has given her a choice.
190 reviews4 followers
October 15, 2023
⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐

This Was A Great Read. I Wonder What Choice Mrs. Rini Gone Make. I Don't Think Knowledge Is Really In Love With Suga. Sure I Believe He Cares For Her...Hell, Even May Love Her But He's Not In Love With Her. I Think He's With Her More Out Of Guilt. He Won't Just Up And Leave Her Cause The Guilt Won't Allow Him To. I Hope Booney Turns Out To Be His Father And That Knowledge Is Able To Save Him. I'm Glad Booney Left Sasha Alone But I Hate He Lost His One True Love...Which Was Knowledge Mom. Knowledge Went Thru So Much With Seeing His Mother Die & I Can't Wait Til He Makes Courtney Pay. Wrong As It May Be But I'm Rooting For Knowledge & Mrs. Rini. I Loved This Read & I Look Forward To Part 2. ♥️♥️♥️
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1,583 reviews7 followers
December 30, 2023
Payback is not ALWAYS SWEET

What is going to become of Suga once she finds out what part Knowledge played in her life dynamics!!!…
I know Courtney was seething when he realized who Knowledge was and to beg and expl that he was a different man, so he doesn’t deserve the punishment he knows is coming!!!…Same thing Knowledge’s momma said and it meant nothing!!!…
My heart is breaking for Booney and I truly hope he opens his heart and mind up to get the answers so he can be around with Knowledge!!!…
This book gave soooo much insight, but left you with many questions too!!!…Very well written and kept me trying to get the next page to see what happened next!!!…
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69 reviews3 followers
September 17, 2023
Knowledge

This was a really good read. I'm so mad that it ended so fast because I needed more. Poor knowledge had it hard from the very beginning my heart broke for him. I'm so glad that he had booney because that man loved him. I really hope he pulls through. Suga, I'm not too sure how I feel about her to me she's kind of selfish by getting pregnant. Now Mrs. Rini, girlll, you done fell in love, but I can't even blame you, but what are you gonna do. Ready for part 2. Great job to S. Yvonne
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1,859 reviews
September 19, 2023
Gentle Giant!!!
Mr. Knowledge Toussaint is one for the record books. Baby, the way this man sat in his therapist office and told his darkest secrets the whole time knowing exactly who she is, GANGSTA!!! I have a feeling that Booney is his father, I hope Knowledge is a match for him. I felt so bad for the young Knowledge, he went through so much at such a young age. Just when he got his mother back Courtney came in and took her away again. NOW, the big question is will Suga forgive him once she finds out all of his secrets. YOU DID IT AGAIN MAMAS!!!
372 reviews
September 20, 2023
Great Read

I loved this story. You know how we as readers select a character that we wish we could be like or want in our life, well this time, I did not find one for my self. The writer words spilled onto the pages with power and emphasis. Most of the times, I felt like I was there actually witnessing the events that Knowledge shared with Dr. Rini. Great Read! An observation, in chapter 8, page 77, it says, “You’re fifteen years old.” But afterwards, the writer states several times Knowledge was thirteen when he witnessed his mom being killed.
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147 reviews5 followers
October 14, 2023
Knowledge is Power! I so enjoyed reading this book. Knowledge, went through a lot in his young life and it made him who he was. Booney, loved him because he love his mom to pieces. Trice, hurt Booney, but he still loved her regardless of the life she was dealt with as a child as well. I hated that Paris got caught up in Courtney (Patrick) bs, but hey that's the life her husband chose to have and it caught to him. I, don't think Knowledge will harm her ,because he had some strong feelings for Paris. S. Yvonne. Prt2 me pleaseeeee!!!!!!!😂😂
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1,662 reviews16 followers
February 2, 2024
Inescapable nightmare

Knowledge definitely knows how far it is go over the ledge. He has experienced so much and it makes your heart hurt for him. But it only made him a nightmare that you can't escape from and Paris and Courtney have found out this truth the hard way. I love his connection with Suga but I love his and Booney's bond. Booney took him in and never looked back and willing to let life life to preserve their father son bond. I wasn't expecting that ending but can't wait to get to book two. This is my first time reading this author's work and I'm glad that I did.
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865 reviews28 followers
March 26, 2025
okay book but intriguing

I thought the story was okay but definitely intriguing. Great storyline and I’m definitely invested but I’m not endeared to the characters. I find it very hard to believe that the therapist was actually falling in love. The book also alluded to the fact that Suga may not be the girl for him. There was good build up but it was predictable.

I don’t understand how he loved Suga by default. Honestly her or Booney. I’m not sure the author used the correct word to describe his love for them. There were also a few inconsistencies.
427 reviews3 followers
January 22, 2024
Wow... just WOW!!

This Book is so good...
It draws on your emotions. The intense story writing is phenomenal. Just like his "therapist" is intrigued, so is the reader. I love the past and present moments. Not every author can pull those off and have them flow with intense interest in both. This book does just that. You have violence, betrayal, suspense, love, heartbreak. Goodness gracious...
I can not wait until book 2!!
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1,141 reviews3 followers
September 19, 2024
Oooh that Knowledge is ruthless!

Booney is a stand up guy for the way he loves and cares for Knowledge and Trice. His wife had plans to not acknowledge his son from day one, but she should have played her cards better. Suga has Knowledge's heart but he may not be ready for a baby. Mrs. Rini should have been taught how to keep her guard up for her husband's enemies because sis was an easy mark.
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296 reviews2 followers
November 5, 2025
Amazing

This book is good from the beginners of the end. Knowledge was built to be a wonderful man. It's sad that he went through so much trauma at an early age, but it made him strong though he was what a man is supposed to be and Booney did amazing job raising him. Sugar was a girl that was really lost, but to me it seemed like when she was with Knowledge. She was whole and not in pieces.
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1,417 reviews11 followers
September 19, 2023
knowledge

This was a very interesting book I can’t wait for part two. Who will Paris choose either way her husband going to die. Crazy part is how do you tell your therapist your a hit man. What does he think will happen after he kills her husband. What will he do about Suga. He can’t have them both. Whew this was a lot
Profile Image for Monica Byrd.
435 reviews
October 14, 2023
crazy

I never expected it to end this way especially because he killed his mom in front of him at 13 years old. I would’ve just killed him and not given her an option to chose. It took me a minute to get into this book and I’m not sure if I will read part two after the way this ended
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