Not a cougar. Thank gawd. Had me worried there.
Loved them together.…Eventually. SPOILERS
Can a man love a woman more? Swoon…
First epilogue was welcomed but the second one not.
Romance to me should have a solid HEA.
Not up-in-the air like this one.
30 year old widow h meets almost 20 year old too-mature-for-his-age H.
Commanding and strong, beautiful, self assured and dominant.
Yet, oh, so vulnerable.
Instantaneous HEAVY sexual tension between Hxh💥
It never stops at any stage of the book.💥
He’s in hs because he’s been ill and his family didn’t want him to miss out on teenage stuff.
He loves them and wants to make them happy so he attends hs for them, even though he hates being there because he’s way more mature than his peers. And he’s a moody fucker…
Her teenage niece has a crush on him.
He’s not interested in anyone but the h.
She pushes, he pulls.
She changes her damn yo-yo mind so often; irritated me no end.
Her niece finds out, tears and drama ensue.
Then the truth: unbeknownst to either of them, he’s the recipient of her deceased husband’s heart.
He pushes, she pulls.
She pushes, he pulls.
Etc etc
The end up together and have a wonderful life and beautiful family.
But at age 44 he’s going into hospital for another heart transplant.
That’s where the book ends: just before he goes into theatre.
Sigh
Why
What I DO adore about how this book is written is that the Hxh actually talk/shout/hiss/scream/whisper in a way that other authors refuse to let their Hxhs communicate. I’ve been reading the most ridiculously long chapters of couples monologuing ad nauseam just so that the author can cover pages, I swear. One person will say something over 5 paragraphs and the other will reply with 2 sentences. And I’m the only one going what??? Why aren’t you addressing all the points she just made? Here’s you coming with your mere 2 lines to her 59. How do u move forward?
Slowly, is now 🙄
This couple actually SAY stuff to each other instead of blah blah bullshit paragraphs of nothingness. Of COURSE they go round and round with issues as would any new couple in the forbidden trope but at least they respond to the points each one makes.
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Some excerpts I liked:
Them about ow’s crush on him:
“I’m sleeping with someone not only younger than me, but the guy my niece is obsessed with. ”…..“He strode up to me. “I don’t want to be with her. I never did, nor am I going to. Stop treating me like her crush is somehow my fault. I have no control over her. But I know how I feel. What. I. Want.”
Him to ow:
“You can’t hate her (the h) for taking something that was never yours to begin with.” I tried to keep it soft, but she still flinched at my bluntness.”
He’s not an idiot:
“But we both know this can’t go anywhere.”
“Why?”
“Why?” I sputtered. “Because…” I motioned to him. “You’re too young—”
“What a bullshit excuse. How many men date women ten years younger, and no one gives a shit?”
“It’s not that. It’s how those ten years separate us. I’ve been married, widowed… you are still in high school.”
“Actually, I dropped out. I’m getting my GED.”
“What?” My mouth opened. “Did you do that because of me?”
“Seriously?” He tilted his head, his lids narrowing. “Stop making me out like some lovesick puppy following you around. I make my own fucking decisions. ”
Gorgeousness:
“Besides his large muscular frame and sexy looks, at twenty he brimmed with confidence and dripped with sexuality. He was the kind of man who walked in, and every woman instinctively understood… he knew how to fuck.”
Jealousy:
“Have a good time on your date with Dr. Douchebag?” He perched me on the “back of the sofa, my hips widening as he settled between them.
“Daniel is a decent man.”
“Decent.” Mason scoffed, our breaths mingling as we spoke between our desperate kisses, his fingers already tugging at my outfit. “You don’t want decent.”