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Shaking in the Forest: Finding Light in the Darkness
What do you do when faced with trauma?
Shaking in the Forest opens with a plane crash and ends with a life-threatening illness. At the age of twenty-five, Lori Hodges chose to make a career helping people during the worst days of their lives. She has spent the last thirty years in emergency services-first as a firefighter and paramedic and later as an emergency manager, helping to coordinate the response and recovery to disasters. It is through this work that she has come to see the beauty in tragedy.
The most difficult times often teach us the greatest lessons, and our connections to others give us the power to face the unknown. It is through these relationships - whether brief or long-lasting - that we are able to step forward confidently into a new day. Bridging the lessons Lori learned as a paramedic with her own personal trauma, Shaking in the Forest brings light to the darkness to help each of us find a way to thrive even during our most difficult days.
Shaking in the Forest opens with a plane crash and ends with a life-threatening illness. At the age of twenty-five, Lori Hodges chose to make a career helping people during the worst days of their lives. She has spent the last thirty years in emergency services-first as a firefighter and paramedic and later as an emergency manager, helping to coordinate the response and recovery to disasters. It is through this work that she has come to see the beauty in tragedy.
The most difficult times often teach us the greatest lessons, and our connections to others give us the power to face the unknown. It is through these relationships - whether brief or long-lasting - that we are able to step forward confidently into a new day. Bridging the lessons Lori learned as a paramedic with her own personal trauma, Shaking in the Forest brings light to the darkness to help each of us find a way to thrive even during our most difficult days.
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Lori Hodges has spent the last 30 years in the emergency services and emergency management fields. She began her career as a firefighter and a paramedic in Summit County, Colorado, and later worked at both the local and state levels in emergency management, dedicating her life to assisting people on their worst days. Lori has multiple articles published in industry journals and magazines on emergency management, leadership, chaos theory and lessons learned from disaster. She is also the author of the historical fiction novel, Sweet Twisted Pine, an award finalist in western fiction.
Lori’s education includes a Master’s Degree in Security Studies from the Naval Postgraduate School, a Master’s Degree in Political Science and Public Policy from CU Denver, and a Bachelor’s Degree in Emergency Management and Planning. She is currently completing a PhD in Business Strategy and Innovation, writing a dissertation on ways in which to transform emergency management for tomorrow’s challenges.
www.lorihodges.com
Lori Hodges has spent the last 30 years in the emergency services and emergency management fields. She began her career as a firefighter and a paramedic in Summit County, Colorado, and later worked at both the local and state levels in emergency management, dedicating her life to assisting people on their worst days. Lori has multiple articles published in industry journals and magazines on emergency management, leadership, chaos theory and lessons learned from disaster. She is also the author of the historical fiction novel, Sweet Twisted Pine, an award finalist in western fiction.
Lori’s education includes a Master’s Degree in Security Studies from the Naval Postgraduate School, a Master’s Degree in Political Science and Public Policy from CU Denver, and a Bachelor’s Degree in Emergency Management and Planning. She is currently completing a PhD in Business Strategy and Innovation, writing a dissertation on ways in which to transform emergency management for tomorrow’s challenges.
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May 27, 2024
A series of stories and lessons in the beauty of tragedy made up the invigorating memoir, “Shaking in the Forest.”
Lori R. Hodges’s “Shaking in the Forest: Finding Light in the Darkness” reminisces about beautiful experiences out of catastrophic encounters.
Raised in an alcoholic’s home, Lori mastered the flight and freeze trauma responses from her unpredictable father, who subconsciously taught her fear. Having a father who’s addicted to drugs and alcohol, Lori and the rest of the family became hypervigilant, which landed her a job that requires such ability. At twenty-five, Lori “chose a career out of terrible days in people’s lives.” She works first as a firefighter, a paramedic, and later as an emergency manager, spending 30 years of her life in emergency services. The book, along with the life lessons, highlights some patients’ inspiring stories that made her appreciate the beauty in tragedy.
Anecdotal chapters enliven the book, as when Lori responded to a young, injured man who showed how to turn pain into peace by smiling despite his broken back. By studying Buddhism, he indeed fulfills his homework—to smile—for the weekend.
Many life events Lori encounters change her perception of life: “There’s always a side that is hidden from others; no one truly knows what is going on in someone else’s life.” This truth is what she learned after the shocking suicide of the incident commander, Marc, a kind man she once worked with.
Through the course of her career, she met people who had an impact on her life. Tammie is such a kind friend who teaches Lori to stay connected to people who truly love her. “She is the only person in her entire life that would not allow her to run.”
Throughout, Lori reveals self-realizations from the tragic events she experienced and witnessed. She ends up stating that “she must live a life of honor, character, and generosity—a life that is worthy.” Once extroverted, the path she took made her introverted; she became a watcher and an empath who studied human behavior.
Divided into four phases, the book dissects the narrative in the growing, learning, becoming, and accepting stages, providing personal and professional anecdotes from the author.
Forthright and tidy, the book portrays an act of heroism, serving, helping, and saving people’s lives. Indeed, Lori’s noble acts leave a mark in the hearts of various people to whom she lends a helping hand.
Seamless and reader-friendly, “Shaking in the Forest” is relatable to people who gave their lives in service to others. Behind a deeply flawed individual, Lori Hodges is truly an image of a hero.
Lori R. Hodges’s “Shaking in the Forest: Finding Light in the Darkness” reminisces about beautiful experiences out of catastrophic encounters.
Raised in an alcoholic’s home, Lori mastered the flight and freeze trauma responses from her unpredictable father, who subconsciously taught her fear. Having a father who’s addicted to drugs and alcohol, Lori and the rest of the family became hypervigilant, which landed her a job that requires such ability. At twenty-five, Lori “chose a career out of terrible days in people’s lives.” She works first as a firefighter, a paramedic, and later as an emergency manager, spending 30 years of her life in emergency services. The book, along with the life lessons, highlights some patients’ inspiring stories that made her appreciate the beauty in tragedy.
Anecdotal chapters enliven the book, as when Lori responded to a young, injured man who showed how to turn pain into peace by smiling despite his broken back. By studying Buddhism, he indeed fulfills his homework—to smile—for the weekend.
Many life events Lori encounters change her perception of life: “There’s always a side that is hidden from others; no one truly knows what is going on in someone else’s life.” This truth is what she learned after the shocking suicide of the incident commander, Marc, a kind man she once worked with.
Through the course of her career, she met people who had an impact on her life. Tammie is such a kind friend who teaches Lori to stay connected to people who truly love her. “She is the only person in her entire life that would not allow her to run.”
Throughout, Lori reveals self-realizations from the tragic events she experienced and witnessed. She ends up stating that “she must live a life of honor, character, and generosity—a life that is worthy.” Once extroverted, the path she took made her introverted; she became a watcher and an empath who studied human behavior.
Divided into four phases, the book dissects the narrative in the growing, learning, becoming, and accepting stages, providing personal and professional anecdotes from the author.
Forthright and tidy, the book portrays an act of heroism, serving, helping, and saving people’s lives. Indeed, Lori’s noble acts leave a mark in the hearts of various people to whom she lends a helping hand.
Seamless and reader-friendly, “Shaking in the Forest” is relatable to people who gave their lives in service to others. Behind a deeply flawed individual, Lori Hodges is truly an image of a hero.
June 27, 2024
Shaking in the Forest is a memoir by ex paramedic, firefighter and emergency manager, Lori.
Lori takes us through her service sharing her experiences on the job, both serious and lighthearted. She explains how important her gut instinct is, how her spirituality guides her and she tells of her past family and health traumas.
This was an interesting read. I found the non linear timeline a little confusing at times though and it felt a bit jumpy in places. The section about hope was very thought provoking for me, and probably my favourite part along with the suspenseful skiing accident chapter.
I found the author lacking a little in emotion though, I thought this book would be more moving than it was.
Thank you to NetGalley and Koehler Publishing for my advanced copy.
Lori takes us through her service sharing her experiences on the job, both serious and lighthearted. She explains how important her gut instinct is, how her spirituality guides her and she tells of her past family and health traumas.
This was an interesting read. I found the non linear timeline a little confusing at times though and it felt a bit jumpy in places. The section about hope was very thought provoking for me, and probably my favourite part along with the suspenseful skiing accident chapter.
I found the author lacking a little in emotion though, I thought this book would be more moving than it was.
Thank you to NetGalley and Koehler Publishing for my advanced copy.
May 29, 2024
When Lori Hodges wondered what to do with her life, all it took was to see an ambulance en route. Thus sets the stage for “Shaking in the Forest: Finding Light in the Darkness,” her gripping and emotional memoir of her years as a firefighter, paramedic, and emergency management service worker. Before becoming an official firefighter, however, Lori did the logical thing and worked as a volunteer firefighter. After her experiences as a firefighter, she had that, “Where do I go from here?” moment. She felt the call to move on to something else and that something else appeared as an ambulance.
But it took some time for her to get on the right path. She grew up with a father who was first an alcoholic, then an abusive alcoholic. Working in a detox center helped her to see what long-term alcoholism can do to a body.
Alcohol is a poison to the body; it dulls your senses and keeps you from being able to see life clearly. My work in emergency services also helped me to better understand my father and what he was going through much later in his life. (Page 50)
In spite of the bad experiences Lori faced in growing up, and learning about the tragedies in her family’s history, she ultimately transforms into an empathic and well-rounded adult. Her work in the detox center, plus as an emergency responder, coupled with her life experiences, all helped her to become the person that she is today. It is refreshing to see that Lori took everything she went through in life and used it as part of her job training to heal and grow.
Her experiences as a paramedic also helped her to stay true to finding the good in humanity, without losing faith in it – even after everything she has been through.
While paramedicine showed me the dark side of human nature at times, it also showed me the light. Disasters start with a horrible act but always—always—end with the absolute best of humanity. Communities come together to help their fellow neighbors, those unaffected donate their money or volunteer their time to help strangers, and multiple agencies work together to ensure a swift and complete recovery. In the difficult work of emergency response and emergency management, the lesson here is to see beyond the challenge or the call in front of you. Look for the beauty that comes after that call. Look for the good in the bad. It is always there. (Page 72)
Reading about her being gaslighted by doctors due to her chest pain was frustrating. I am so glad she eventually found a doctor who noticed something was wrong and that she took action to get answers for her long-term chest pain. But here again, we see how her training in paramedicine helped her. She knew you don’t mess around with chest pain, and she also knew that she had to stand up for herself just as she would for her patient.
Some readers may question if it’s right for someone in a line of work to share stories about their clients or patients. However, it does help to have these stories back up what the author is saying. In this case, readers get to experience different situations Lori had while working as a paramedic and then in emergency services. All the experiences she had helped shape her ultimate views about people, humanity, and the world. She shares the good and the bad, the ups and the downs. And in doing so, she is able to create her own views about people in this world. As she writes on page 100,
I know now that there is no such thing as a good person or a bad person. Instead, we are all shades of gray. It is our choices that lead us to one side or the other. Every single person is both a hero and a deeply flawed individual. Each day we are tested and given a chance to start fresh, to right wrongs from the past, to possibly be the hero in someone’s story.
While some of her stories are humorous or frightening, they are also enlightening. Her stories made me have a deeper appreciation for the hundreds of people working in emergency services and as first responders.
The big thing that I liked about reading this book is how the author shares life lessons she learned not just on the job but also in life. There’s even a teachable moment she gleaned from playing pool with a cocky college student. There are just so many things that she went through and experienced that shaped her into the person she grew to be and nurtured her perspectives on life and humanity. Hers is such an inspiring life story. It is incredible and impressive how she broke through so many barriers and persevered despite the odds stacked against her.
By far, this is my favorite quote from the book:
Make plans now. Go on that trip, see the family members you wish to see, paint that picture, take that walk. Don’t wait until retirement to make all your dreams come true—you may not ever get there. Instead of living each day as if it were your last, use each day wisely in the pursuit of your dreams. (Page 160)
Out of everything the author has experienced, seen, lived through, and learned in her life, this right here is the ultimate lesson everyone should pay attention to.
“Shaking in the Forest” by Lori R. Hodges is an inspirational memoir full of pain, progress, trauma, humor, and hope. It is a story of one person treading through the storms of life and coming out of it all with her feet still firmly planted on the ground.
But it took some time for her to get on the right path. She grew up with a father who was first an alcoholic, then an abusive alcoholic. Working in a detox center helped her to see what long-term alcoholism can do to a body.
Alcohol is a poison to the body; it dulls your senses and keeps you from being able to see life clearly. My work in emergency services also helped me to better understand my father and what he was going through much later in his life. (Page 50)
In spite of the bad experiences Lori faced in growing up, and learning about the tragedies in her family’s history, she ultimately transforms into an empathic and well-rounded adult. Her work in the detox center, plus as an emergency responder, coupled with her life experiences, all helped her to become the person that she is today. It is refreshing to see that Lori took everything she went through in life and used it as part of her job training to heal and grow.
Her experiences as a paramedic also helped her to stay true to finding the good in humanity, without losing faith in it – even after everything she has been through.
While paramedicine showed me the dark side of human nature at times, it also showed me the light. Disasters start with a horrible act but always—always—end with the absolute best of humanity. Communities come together to help their fellow neighbors, those unaffected donate their money or volunteer their time to help strangers, and multiple agencies work together to ensure a swift and complete recovery. In the difficult work of emergency response and emergency management, the lesson here is to see beyond the challenge or the call in front of you. Look for the beauty that comes after that call. Look for the good in the bad. It is always there. (Page 72)
Reading about her being gaslighted by doctors due to her chest pain was frustrating. I am so glad she eventually found a doctor who noticed something was wrong and that she took action to get answers for her long-term chest pain. But here again, we see how her training in paramedicine helped her. She knew you don’t mess around with chest pain, and she also knew that she had to stand up for herself just as she would for her patient.
Some readers may question if it’s right for someone in a line of work to share stories about their clients or patients. However, it does help to have these stories back up what the author is saying. In this case, readers get to experience different situations Lori had while working as a paramedic and then in emergency services. All the experiences she had helped shape her ultimate views about people, humanity, and the world. She shares the good and the bad, the ups and the downs. And in doing so, she is able to create her own views about people in this world. As she writes on page 100,
I know now that there is no such thing as a good person or a bad person. Instead, we are all shades of gray. It is our choices that lead us to one side or the other. Every single person is both a hero and a deeply flawed individual. Each day we are tested and given a chance to start fresh, to right wrongs from the past, to possibly be the hero in someone’s story.
While some of her stories are humorous or frightening, they are also enlightening. Her stories made me have a deeper appreciation for the hundreds of people working in emergency services and as first responders.
The big thing that I liked about reading this book is how the author shares life lessons she learned not just on the job but also in life. There’s even a teachable moment she gleaned from playing pool with a cocky college student. There are just so many things that she went through and experienced that shaped her into the person she grew to be and nurtured her perspectives on life and humanity. Hers is such an inspiring life story. It is incredible and impressive how she broke through so many barriers and persevered despite the odds stacked against her.
By far, this is my favorite quote from the book:
Make plans now. Go on that trip, see the family members you wish to see, paint that picture, take that walk. Don’t wait until retirement to make all your dreams come true—you may not ever get there. Instead of living each day as if it were your last, use each day wisely in the pursuit of your dreams. (Page 160)
Out of everything the author has experienced, seen, lived through, and learned in her life, this right here is the ultimate lesson everyone should pay attention to.
“Shaking in the Forest” by Lori R. Hodges is an inspirational memoir full of pain, progress, trauma, humor, and hope. It is a story of one person treading through the storms of life and coming out of it all with her feet still firmly planted on the ground.
May 30, 2024
At the age of twenty-five, Lori Hodges chose to make a career out of helping people during the worst days of their lives. She has spent the last thirty years in emergency services, first as a firefighter and paramedic and later as an emergency manager. This story is just not about having a career in emergency service, it is a story about survival and tragedy, about a journey that exceeds the depths of despair to unearth the glimmering of hope.
From the first page, Hodges captivates readers with deep emotions that resonate long until the story ends. With exquisite vulnerability, she shares her own experiences of grappling with loss, grief, and uncertainty, inviting readers to bear witness to the raw, unfiltered truth of her journey. Yet, in the thick of the shadows, there is a steadfast refusal to succumb entirely to despair. Instead, she offers glimpses of light, tiny of hope that pierce through the darkness.
What makes "Shaking in the Forest" truly remarkable is its universality. While Hodges' story is undeniably her own, it speaks to the shared human experience of grappling with pain and searching for meaning amid chaos. I can find myself relating to her experiences and her emotions. Through her words, we—as the readers—are reminded that we are not alone in our struggles and that there are many ways to get through them. From her story, Hodges shows us her unwavering belief in the power of resilience. Despite the storms that rage around her, she emerges from the darkness with quiet strength. Her journey serves as a powerful reminder that even in our darkest moments, there is the potential for growth, transformation, for the emergence of something beautiful from despair.
In conclusion, "Shaking in the Forest: Finding Light in the Darkness" is a beautifully written book that speaks of what it means to be human. Through Hodges' unwavering honesty, readers are invited to confront their darkness and discover the light that lies within.
From the first page, Hodges captivates readers with deep emotions that resonate long until the story ends. With exquisite vulnerability, she shares her own experiences of grappling with loss, grief, and uncertainty, inviting readers to bear witness to the raw, unfiltered truth of her journey. Yet, in the thick of the shadows, there is a steadfast refusal to succumb entirely to despair. Instead, she offers glimpses of light, tiny of hope that pierce through the darkness.
What makes "Shaking in the Forest" truly remarkable is its universality. While Hodges' story is undeniably her own, it speaks to the shared human experience of grappling with pain and searching for meaning amid chaos. I can find myself relating to her experiences and her emotions. Through her words, we—as the readers—are reminded that we are not alone in our struggles and that there are many ways to get through them. From her story, Hodges shows us her unwavering belief in the power of resilience. Despite the storms that rage around her, she emerges from the darkness with quiet strength. Her journey serves as a powerful reminder that even in our darkest moments, there is the potential for growth, transformation, for the emergence of something beautiful from despair.
In conclusion, "Shaking in the Forest: Finding Light in the Darkness" is a beautifully written book that speaks of what it means to be human. Through Hodges' unwavering honesty, readers are invited to confront their darkness and discover the light that lies within.
April 27, 2024
Lori's story is about a personal journey that is a captivating and compelling read. Lori opens her guarded heart pouring her experiences, life's challenges, metaphysical learning, and philosophical insights onto every page. She provides a transformative journey into the depths of her consciousness. Her prose provides humorous yet profound insights that guide readers toward a state of inner peace and presence that is both liberating and empowering. This story reminds me of Eckart Tolle's "The Power of Now" in its delivery of embracing the present moment fully, without judgment or resistance.
This is not a story of Lori's work as a firefighter, paramedic, and emergency manager, although she weaves in experiences of calls and incidents, but a story of trauma, perseverance, resilience, and self-actualization at a time of another unwelcome affliction.
Each page is imbued with the pain and beauty of growth, making it not only a memoir but also a guide on how to confront one’s past and shape one’s future. I found Lori's story remarkably similar to my own making it easily relatable. I highly recommend it for anyone ready to embark on a journey of self-discovery and inner transformation.
This is not a story of Lori's work as a firefighter, paramedic, and emergency manager, although she weaves in experiences of calls and incidents, but a story of trauma, perseverance, resilience, and self-actualization at a time of another unwelcome affliction.
Each page is imbued with the pain and beauty of growth, making it not only a memoir but also a guide on how to confront one’s past and shape one’s future. I found Lori's story remarkably similar to my own making it easily relatable. I highly recommend it for anyone ready to embark on a journey of self-discovery and inner transformation.
June 23, 2024
How do we show up for others? How do we remain true to ourselves and learn from suffering? Lori’s thoughtful and deeply human memoir explains how she has answered these questions throughout her life and career.
I loved the brutal honesty and dark humor in this book. Lori is courageous in sharing her past trauma, and how it helped her grow. Her resilience and empathy shine through and lead her to a career as an EMT, a firefighter, and ultimately, a well-respected emergency manager.
It was an honor to learn Lori’s story and it is a privilege to work with her even in the most difficult times. I am continually inspired by her ability to make order out of chaos, but it seems like she has been doing this her entire life.
I loved the brutal honesty and dark humor in this book. Lori is courageous in sharing her past trauma, and how it helped her grow. Her resilience and empathy shine through and lead her to a career as an EMT, a firefighter, and ultimately, a well-respected emergency manager.
It was an honor to learn Lori’s story and it is a privilege to work with her even in the most difficult times. I am continually inspired by her ability to make order out of chaos, but it seems like she has been doing this her entire life.
July 23, 2024
I must say that it takes a lot to volunteer for humanitarian aid of any kind especially when every individual has a lot to deal with personally, yet the author has done just that and more , especially in more ways than one. It's astonishing to imagine that a 13 year old girl would dive into the thick of the woods at such a young age to look for a plane and its missing pilots when kids at that age were thinking about more teenage activities. I also love how open about her experiences as a child dealing with issues at home she was as it only served to gutter show how levelheaded she was. The honest fact is that this memoir fills me with nothing short of admiration and sometimes contemplations, so I can't even think of a thing to find an issue with.
July 27, 2024
This is an amazing book. It teaches so much about life and how things can get better. The author did a great job.
August 25, 2024
Wow! This book was everything I needed and I didn’t know I did! This author shares her experiences as a paramedic and firefighter and her life lessons! Wow some of these stories were truly gripping and others had me chuckle a little some stories brought forth emotion! You never know what is behind the smile! This was an amazing memoir with so many life lessons and honorable mentions! Thank you for sharing these great stories and moments with the world! Thank you netgalley for allowing me to read it! Highly recommend this book and looking for to other works by this author!
July 8, 2024
The book highlights Lori R. Hodges' transformative decision to enter emergency services at the age of 25, chronicled in her book "Shaking in the Forest: Finding Light in the Darkness". Despite facing challenges growing up with an alcoholic father, she found strength and purpose in helping others during their darkest moments. The book vividly portrays the fragility of human life and resilience, weaving together stories of pain, growth, trauma, humor, and hope. It's a compelling read that I believe every adult should experience at least once for its profound insights and inspirational narrative.
June 29, 2024
"Shaking in the Forest: ”Finding Light in the Darkness” by Lori R. Hodges is a memoir that beautifully and truly depicts the thirty years of life in emergency services. From a brave and quite well-paid firefighter reducing numerous people’s losses as a paramedic to further becoming an emergency manager to save people’s lives again, Lori’s career reflects her passion and devotion to people when they are in their worst moments.
May 18, 2024
This a heart whelming story of one lady story of how she became a paramedic EMT LAST SHE HAD TO OVERCOME HER MASSIVE TUMOR SHE HAD AND HOW HARD IT WAS FOR HER TO TRAIN IN THE FIELD AND SHE WENT TO COLLEGE AND THIS AND THAT STORY TEACHES YOU WHY PARAMEDIC EMT DOES FOR A LIVING THIS BOOK IS SO GOOD YOU NEED TO READ IT WHEN IT COMES OUT!
June 17, 2024
Part essay, part memoir, part new age, part humor, part tragedy. Laughs and tears. Quick read, thoroughly enjoyable. I might be biased because I am mentioned in the book in a flattering light. However, reading this is exactly like sitting down for a meal with Lori. You're gonna cover a lot of ground in a short time and come away with a lot to think about. Well done Lori.
June 24, 2024
I found ‘Shaking in the ‘Forest’ to be engaging and inspiring. Through her personal experiences the author intertwines the realities of life with the underlying importance of self-belief, perspective, and intention that can make all the difference between living a life of hope and improvement or living in despair. The life lessons will resonate.
November 27, 2024
Lori Hodges’ Shaking in the Forest is an inspiring and deeply reflective memoir that explores trauma, resilience, and the profound lessons learned in the face of life’s darkest moments. With raw honesty and a compassionate lens, Hodges weaves together her professional experiences in emergency services and her personal journey through loss and adversity, creating a narrative that is equal parts heart-wrenching and hopeful.
Content Overview
The book opens with a harrowing plane crash and closes with the author’s confrontation with a life-threatening illness, framing Hodges’ thirty-year career as a firefighter, paramedic, and emergency manager. Throughout the memoir, she recounts the challenges of her profession—working with people at the worst moments of their lives—and how these experiences offered unexpected beauty and wisdom. Hodges also shares her own struggles with trauma, offering a deeply personal perspective on grief, healing, and finding meaning in chaos.
Strengths
Hodges’ writing is both candid and poignant, capturing the raw emotions of crisis and the quiet strength required to navigate through it. Her ability to connect professional lessons with personal growth makes the book deeply relatable, even for readers outside the field of emergency services. The memoir’s central message—that human connection and shared vulnerability help us overcome life’s trials—shines through in every chapter.
The anecdotes from Hodges’ career are gripping and thought-provoking, providing a behind-the-scenes look at the emotional toll of disaster response. From life-saving moments to heartbreaking losses, each story reveals not just the challenges of the job but also the resilience of the human spirit.
The book also excels in its exploration of trauma. Hodges doesn’t shy away from discussing the lasting impacts of her experiences, but she balances this with a hopeful narrative about finding light in the darkness. Her reflections are practical and empowering, offering tools for anyone struggling to cope with their own challenges.
Themes
Shaking in the Forest is a profound exploration of resilience, connection, and the power of perspective. It emphasises the importance of relationships—whether fleeting or enduring—in helping us endure trauma. The memoir also challenges readers to find meaning and beauty even in moments of tragedy, highlighting the strength that comes from embracing vulnerability.
Critique
While the memoir is undeniably powerful, some readers may wish for a more linear structure, as the timeline occasionally jumps between professional and personal stories. Additionally, the book’s focus on emergency services may feel niche to some, though its universal lessons about trauma and healing are accessible to all.
Conclusion
Lori Hodges’ Shaking in the Forest is a moving testament to the strength of the human spirit and the power of connection in the face of adversity. Blending gripping stories from a career in emergency services with vulnerable reflections on personal trauma, Hodges offers a guide for thriving through life’s toughest challenges. This book is a must-read for anyone seeking inspiration, comfort, or a deeper understanding of resilience in the face of tragedy.
Content Overview
The book opens with a harrowing plane crash and closes with the author’s confrontation with a life-threatening illness, framing Hodges’ thirty-year career as a firefighter, paramedic, and emergency manager. Throughout the memoir, she recounts the challenges of her profession—working with people at the worst moments of their lives—and how these experiences offered unexpected beauty and wisdom. Hodges also shares her own struggles with trauma, offering a deeply personal perspective on grief, healing, and finding meaning in chaos.
Strengths
Hodges’ writing is both candid and poignant, capturing the raw emotions of crisis and the quiet strength required to navigate through it. Her ability to connect professional lessons with personal growth makes the book deeply relatable, even for readers outside the field of emergency services. The memoir’s central message—that human connection and shared vulnerability help us overcome life’s trials—shines through in every chapter.
The anecdotes from Hodges’ career are gripping and thought-provoking, providing a behind-the-scenes look at the emotional toll of disaster response. From life-saving moments to heartbreaking losses, each story reveals not just the challenges of the job but also the resilience of the human spirit.
The book also excels in its exploration of trauma. Hodges doesn’t shy away from discussing the lasting impacts of her experiences, but she balances this with a hopeful narrative about finding light in the darkness. Her reflections are practical and empowering, offering tools for anyone struggling to cope with their own challenges.
Themes
Shaking in the Forest is a profound exploration of resilience, connection, and the power of perspective. It emphasises the importance of relationships—whether fleeting or enduring—in helping us endure trauma. The memoir also challenges readers to find meaning and beauty even in moments of tragedy, highlighting the strength that comes from embracing vulnerability.
Critique
While the memoir is undeniably powerful, some readers may wish for a more linear structure, as the timeline occasionally jumps between professional and personal stories. Additionally, the book’s focus on emergency services may feel niche to some, though its universal lessons about trauma and healing are accessible to all.
Conclusion
Lori Hodges’ Shaking in the Forest is a moving testament to the strength of the human spirit and the power of connection in the face of adversity. Blending gripping stories from a career in emergency services with vulnerable reflections on personal trauma, Hodges offers a guide for thriving through life’s toughest challenges. This book is a must-read for anyone seeking inspiration, comfort, or a deeper understanding of resilience in the face of tragedy.
August 19, 2025
I’ve always admired Lori as a speaker, but getting to read her story in her own words hit in a whole new way.
Shaking in the Forest is part short story collection, part memoir, and at times it feels almost like reading through Lori’s personal journal. Some stories are just a few paragraphs, others stretch into full chapters. At first the way it jumped from one moment to another felt a little disjointed, but once I got used to the rhythm I found myself enjoying it—it felt almost like having a conversation with Lori.
I don’t know Lori personally, but as a fellow Emergency Manager I’ve heard her give many talks and always looked up to her. Reading her stories added a new layer of connection. I was fascinated to discover that we’re both from Parker, Colorado, and it was a little surreal to recognize places and settings I knew from my own life woven into her experiences.
I noticed recurring praise for the book’s honest life-lessons, and I felt the same: learning from tragedy, the importance of community, and the quiet strength of everyday courage are woven throughout her stories. These themes make the book resonate far beyond the emergency services world.
What I really appreciated was her style—plain language, straightforward, and told exactly as she saw it. There’s a lot of honesty here, mixed with moments of humor and moments of grief, and that balance felt true to life. Many readers have commented on how candid and conversational the writing feels, and I agree. She shares heavy experiences without sensationalism, and the life lessons come through in a way that’s natural rather than forced.
The non-linear structure does take some adjusting to, but it ultimately works in her favor. The shifts between personal trauma, career lessons, and moments of healing mirror how memory really works, and they kept me engaged. Other readers noted that this style might not be for everyone, but once you settle into it, the connections between the stories become clear and meaningful.
At times the narration has a certain emotional distance—Lori often tells events in a straightforward, matter-of-fact way rather than layering on emotion. Personally, I appreciated this honesty and clarity, though I can see how some readers might wish for more raw, personal reflection in certain moments. The book is also deeply rooted in the world of emergency services and trauma, which may feel a bit niche if you’re not familiar with that world. Still, the broader themes of resilience, growth, hope, and love come through strongly, making it meaningful well beyond the emergency management community.
What stayed with me most was the mix of resilience, vulnerability, and hope. Lori doesn’t shy away from the darkness she’s faced, but she also shows how beauty and light can coexist with struggle. That honesty makes the book relatable beyond just emergency services—it speaks to anyone who has faced loss, change, or challenge.
It’s easy to read, filled with life lessons. I’d especially recommend this to first responders, emergency managers, or anyone who knows Lori, but I think others would find it a worthwhile read as well. I can see myself coming back to it again.
⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️½
Shaking in the Forest is part short story collection, part memoir, and at times it feels almost like reading through Lori’s personal journal. Some stories are just a few paragraphs, others stretch into full chapters. At first the way it jumped from one moment to another felt a little disjointed, but once I got used to the rhythm I found myself enjoying it—it felt almost like having a conversation with Lori.
I don’t know Lori personally, but as a fellow Emergency Manager I’ve heard her give many talks and always looked up to her. Reading her stories added a new layer of connection. I was fascinated to discover that we’re both from Parker, Colorado, and it was a little surreal to recognize places and settings I knew from my own life woven into her experiences.
I noticed recurring praise for the book’s honest life-lessons, and I felt the same: learning from tragedy, the importance of community, and the quiet strength of everyday courage are woven throughout her stories. These themes make the book resonate far beyond the emergency services world.
What I really appreciated was her style—plain language, straightforward, and told exactly as she saw it. There’s a lot of honesty here, mixed with moments of humor and moments of grief, and that balance felt true to life. Many readers have commented on how candid and conversational the writing feels, and I agree. She shares heavy experiences without sensationalism, and the life lessons come through in a way that’s natural rather than forced.
The non-linear structure does take some adjusting to, but it ultimately works in her favor. The shifts between personal trauma, career lessons, and moments of healing mirror how memory really works, and they kept me engaged. Other readers noted that this style might not be for everyone, but once you settle into it, the connections between the stories become clear and meaningful.
At times the narration has a certain emotional distance—Lori often tells events in a straightforward, matter-of-fact way rather than layering on emotion. Personally, I appreciated this honesty and clarity, though I can see how some readers might wish for more raw, personal reflection in certain moments. The book is also deeply rooted in the world of emergency services and trauma, which may feel a bit niche if you’re not familiar with that world. Still, the broader themes of resilience, growth, hope, and love come through strongly, making it meaningful well beyond the emergency management community.
What stayed with me most was the mix of resilience, vulnerability, and hope. Lori doesn’t shy away from the darkness she’s faced, but she also shows how beauty and light can coexist with struggle. That honesty makes the book relatable beyond just emergency services—it speaks to anyone who has faced loss, change, or challenge.
It’s easy to read, filled with life lessons. I’d especially recommend this to first responders, emergency managers, or anyone who knows Lori, but I think others would find it a worthwhile read as well. I can see myself coming back to it again.
⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️½
June 17, 2024
In "Shaking in the Forest," Lori Hodges shares her poignant life story. She recounts her upbringing in a household initially filled with love and care from her parents. However, as time passes, she witnesses the gradual disintegration of her family's peace. Her father, succumbing to alcoholism and drug addiction, transforms from a loving figure to one who instills fear with his unpredictable and angry outbursts. This shift in his demeanor leads Lori to develop an aversion to returning home, where the atmosphere has become fraught with tension.
Despite these challenges, Lori finds her calling in the fields of paramedics and firefighting. These professions, marked by tragedy and significance, allow her to channel her empathetic nature, cultivated through her familial struggles. Her intimate understanding of addiction's powerful hold enables her to approach addicts with patience and compassion, offering them solace and understanding.
However, the shadow of fear that looms over her childhood leaves its mark, influencing her ability to trust others and casting a pall over some of her personal relationships.
Through her narrative, Lori sheds light on the demanding and often overlooked roles of firefighters and paramedics. She highlights the critical importance of these professions in emergency situations, celebrating their dedication and resilience. While Lori's focus on her personal journey may result in some characters feeling underdeveloped, her story serves as an educational tool. It provides insight into the lives of those who serve on the front lines, offering readers a deeper appreciation for their contributions.
Overall, "Shaking in the Forest" is not just Lori Hodges' memoir; it is a tribute to the unsung heroes who risk their lives daily to save others. It is an educational and enlightening read that underscores the value of empathy and understanding in our society.
Despite these challenges, Lori finds her calling in the fields of paramedics and firefighting. These professions, marked by tragedy and significance, allow her to channel her empathetic nature, cultivated through her familial struggles. Her intimate understanding of addiction's powerful hold enables her to approach addicts with patience and compassion, offering them solace and understanding.
However, the shadow of fear that looms over her childhood leaves its mark, influencing her ability to trust others and casting a pall over some of her personal relationships.
Through her narrative, Lori sheds light on the demanding and often overlooked roles of firefighters and paramedics. She highlights the critical importance of these professions in emergency situations, celebrating their dedication and resilience. While Lori's focus on her personal journey may result in some characters feeling underdeveloped, her story serves as an educational tool. It provides insight into the lives of those who serve on the front lines, offering readers a deeper appreciation for their contributions.
Overall, "Shaking in the Forest" is not just Lori Hodges' memoir; it is a tribute to the unsung heroes who risk their lives daily to save others. It is an educational and enlightening read that underscores the value of empathy and understanding in our society.
July 10, 2024
The book "Shaking in the Forest: Finding Light in Darkness" by Lori R. Hodges delves deep into the life of the author who, despite facing significant challenges growing up with an alcoholic father, discovered strength and purpose in helping others. At the age of twenty-five, Lori Hodges made the life-altering decision to pursue a career centered around aiding people during their most trying times. For the past thirty years, she has dedicated herself to emergency services, first as a firefighter and paramedic, and later as an emergency manager. However, this story is not just about a career in emergency services; it's a narrative of survival and tragedy, a journey that traverses the depths of despair to unearth a glimmer of hope. Through her eloquent words, readers are reminded that they are not alone in their struggles and that there are numerous ways to navigate through them. Through her story, Hodges demonstrates an unwavering belief in the power of resilience. Despite the storms that engulf her, she emerges from the darkness with unwavering strength. Her journey serves as a poignant reminder that even in our darkest moments, there exists the potential for growth, transformation, and the emergence of something beautiful from despair.
I love that the book resonated from a real-life experience coupled with the fact that there were lessons to learn. It portrays the true story of human strength and the way people can find hope even in the most desperate situations, it is a a very interesting and compelling story and I enjoyed every bit of the book and I would give it a five-star rating. I would also recommend this book to readers who are interested in real-life and inspirational stories.
I love that the book resonated from a real-life experience coupled with the fact that there were lessons to learn. It portrays the true story of human strength and the way people can find hope even in the most desperate situations, it is a a very interesting and compelling story and I enjoyed every bit of the book and I would give it a five-star rating. I would also recommend this book to readers who are interested in real-life and inspirational stories.
July 14, 2024
"Shaking in the Forest” by Lori Renee Hodges is a memoir that talks about her journey and challenges of life she went through, and how she found light in darkness. The book covers Hodges' struggle with trauma and personal fear, and how she was able to overcome them. She talks about the value of intuition, empathy, and connection in her career and how these qualities got her through challenging circumstances. Hodges tells inspiring stories throughout the book to highlight the human spirit's resiliency and the transformative power of adversity. She highlights the importance of not letting your hope die, even in dark times, and that our connection to others will give us strength to face and overcome these challenges.
What struck me throughout this narrative was the authors honesty and vulnerability in narrating her personal experience. Her narration about her father's alcoholism, sexual assaults, and other experiences makes the book relatable and authentic. The perspective of the author gave insight into challenging situations and there was a powerful sense of connection was drawn from her narration. This will help readers who go through these same circumstances, knowing that it is coming from someone's experience and not just some random advice.
I disliked nothing about this book as the author has done a great job of creating an impactful and insightful narrative from her personal experience through her great storytelling ability. Hodges' narrative is a powerful example of the strength of tenacity, self-discovery, and the capacity to find hope even under the most hopeless circumstances. I will recommend it to readers seeking a transformative reading experience.
What struck me throughout this narrative was the authors honesty and vulnerability in narrating her personal experience. Her narration about her father's alcoholism, sexual assaults, and other experiences makes the book relatable and authentic. The perspective of the author gave insight into challenging situations and there was a powerful sense of connection was drawn from her narration. This will help readers who go through these same circumstances, knowing that it is coming from someone's experience and not just some random advice.
I disliked nothing about this book as the author has done a great job of creating an impactful and insightful narrative from her personal experience through her great storytelling ability. Hodges' narrative is a powerful example of the strength of tenacity, self-discovery, and the capacity to find hope even under the most hopeless circumstances. I will recommend it to readers seeking a transformative reading experience.
July 30, 2024
The book "Shaking in the Forest: Finding Light in Darkness" by Lori R. Hodges is a powerful exploration of the author's resilience and determination in the face of adversity. It delves deep into her personal experiences, particularly her challenges growing up with an alcoholic father, and how she found the strength to not only overcome her struggles but also to dedicate her life to helping others.
At the age of twenty-five, Lori Hodges made a defining choice to pursue a career focused on assisting individuals during their most challenging moments. Over the past thirty years, she has poured her heart and soul into emergency services, initially as a firefighter and paramedic, and later as an emergency manager. Her journey is one of survival, tragedy, and ultimately, hope.
Through Hodges' moving prose, readers are reminded that they are not alone in their struggles and that there are varied ways to navigate through difficulties. Her story encapsulates the unwavering power of resilience and the potential for growth and transformation, even in the darkest of times.
I was deeply moved by the book's authenticity and the valuable lessons it imparts. It portrays the true essence of human strength and resilience, illustrating how individuals can find hope even in the most desperate situations. The narrative is both compelling and thought-provoking, and I thoroughly enjoyed every aspect of the book. Without a doubt, I would give it a five-star rating. I wholeheartedly recommend this book to anyone who appreciates real-life and inspirational stories.
At the age of twenty-five, Lori Hodges made a defining choice to pursue a career focused on assisting individuals during their most challenging moments. Over the past thirty years, she has poured her heart and soul into emergency services, initially as a firefighter and paramedic, and later as an emergency manager. Her journey is one of survival, tragedy, and ultimately, hope.
Through Hodges' moving prose, readers are reminded that they are not alone in their struggles and that there are varied ways to navigate through difficulties. Her story encapsulates the unwavering power of resilience and the potential for growth and transformation, even in the darkest of times.
I was deeply moved by the book's authenticity and the valuable lessons it imparts. It portrays the true essence of human strength and resilience, illustrating how individuals can find hope even in the most desperate situations. The narrative is both compelling and thought-provoking, and I thoroughly enjoyed every aspect of the book. Without a doubt, I would give it a five-star rating. I wholeheartedly recommend this book to anyone who appreciates real-life and inspirational stories.
October 14, 2024
Moments that truly matter and make everything else worthwhile. These are the author’s own words describing what this memoir is about. ‘Shaking in the Forest – Finding Light in the Darkness’ by Lori R. Hodges is a quick read of 202 pages.
Lori shares her story from a difficult childhood and upbringing in a home with an abusive alcoholic in the US and how she recovered from trauma by building up mechanisms to survive and thrive and how she finally completed trauma therapy successfully to become a firefighter, a paramedic and later an emergency manager. What an impressive development.
I enjoyed reading this memoir so much because it has exactly the right measure of very interesting emergency cases and Lori’s own reflections on them and on her own life in general. It becomes perfectly clear to the reader why she did what she did. She says “It is through this work that I have come to see the beauty in tragedy.” Paramedicine allowed her to face may of her fears and taught her how to both brace for fear and face it at the same time. This and her ability to listen to her gut and follow her instincts helped her to not only recover but discover her strengths. “Paramedicine transformed me from a social creature with many friends and always an activity to attend to a student of human behavior. Paramedicine taught me to slow down and look around.”
I know this phase is overused, but this memoir is a truly inspiring read and cannot be recommended enough. The 5 stars are so deserved.
Lori shares her story from a difficult childhood and upbringing in a home with an abusive alcoholic in the US and how she recovered from trauma by building up mechanisms to survive and thrive and how she finally completed trauma therapy successfully to become a firefighter, a paramedic and later an emergency manager. What an impressive development.
I enjoyed reading this memoir so much because it has exactly the right measure of very interesting emergency cases and Lori’s own reflections on them and on her own life in general. It becomes perfectly clear to the reader why she did what she did. She says “It is through this work that I have come to see the beauty in tragedy.” Paramedicine allowed her to face may of her fears and taught her how to both brace for fear and face it at the same time. This and her ability to listen to her gut and follow her instincts helped her to not only recover but discover her strengths. “Paramedicine transformed me from a social creature with many friends and always an activity to attend to a student of human behavior. Paramedicine taught me to slow down and look around.”
I know this phase is overused, but this memoir is a truly inspiring read and cannot be recommended enough. The 5 stars are so deserved.
May 24, 2024
"Shaking in the Forest: Finding Light in the Darkness" talks about the critical events in life—a car accident and a pulmonary embolism—and reveals the essence of human emotion—suffering and hope.
One of the most important aspects of this novel that I like in terms of narrative work is the properly managed pace. Each chapter progresses to the next, creating a structure for the whole story.
While reading, I can easily shift between past and present and get a complete idea of the author and her mental state. I gain a more cognitive understanding of people’s minds, the possibilities of mourning, and the search for answers to the hardships they face from this novel, which I think any other reader will.
The character development is easily the best part of the story, as the protagonist transforms from being a young woman who was scared of death to a survivor who is ready to grab life with both hands. The description of the car accident that killed Kate’s father actually sets up a frightening note that keeps me engaged.
I would say that this novel is heartwarming. From my own experience, it provides genuine insight into the essential human experience. Through direct, natural style and meaningful narration, the book helps those who are mourning, afraid, or feeling lost. I recommend giving it a read.
One of the most important aspects of this novel that I like in terms of narrative work is the properly managed pace. Each chapter progresses to the next, creating a structure for the whole story.
While reading, I can easily shift between past and present and get a complete idea of the author and her mental state. I gain a more cognitive understanding of people’s minds, the possibilities of mourning, and the search for answers to the hardships they face from this novel, which I think any other reader will.
The character development is easily the best part of the story, as the protagonist transforms from being a young woman who was scared of death to a survivor who is ready to grab life with both hands. The description of the car accident that killed Kate’s father actually sets up a frightening note that keeps me engaged.
I would say that this novel is heartwarming. From my own experience, it provides genuine insight into the essential human experience. Through direct, natural style and meaningful narration, the book helps those who are mourning, afraid, or feeling lost. I recommend giving it a read.
May 24, 2024
This book is not just about having a career in emergency services; it is the author’s contemplation of the concepts of survival and ubiquitous tragedy as well.
Fans of inspirational biographies who adore real-life experience tales will find this book appealing. It is good for people who have never had much to do with the emergency services or are just in need of some inspiration.
The pace is well-maintained, and the suspense and emotional aspects are good enough to give readers a full thriller experience. The author is able to share personal stories while including professional opinion and information at the same time. Also, the storytelling is intense and personal, as the author shares not only dramatic incidents but also deep thoughts.
There are a lot of inspiring quotes and moments to ponder in the book that become memorable. One such quote that stands out is "In the darkest moments, we often find the strength to carry on." These are the words that reflect the gist of the book: finding hope in the worst conditions that others can use when they are in the worst of situations.
For those who appreciate compelling storytelling and heartfelt reflections on the human experience, add this book to their reading list. I had a wonderful time with it, and I hope so for you.
Fans of inspirational biographies who adore real-life experience tales will find this book appealing. It is good for people who have never had much to do with the emergency services or are just in need of some inspiration.
The pace is well-maintained, and the suspense and emotional aspects are good enough to give readers a full thriller experience. The author is able to share personal stories while including professional opinion and information at the same time. Also, the storytelling is intense and personal, as the author shares not only dramatic incidents but also deep thoughts.
There are a lot of inspiring quotes and moments to ponder in the book that become memorable. One such quote that stands out is "In the darkest moments, we often find the strength to carry on." These are the words that reflect the gist of the book: finding hope in the worst conditions that others can use when they are in the worst of situations.
For those who appreciate compelling storytelling and heartfelt reflections on the human experience, add this book to their reading list. I had a wonderful time with it, and I hope so for you.
June 1, 2024
This novel represents a truthful and true-to-life narration of the experiences of the human spirit in times of struggle. The writing is rather descriptive, making readers interested in the author’s life and the sense of danger the author must have felt.
The novel implements suspense as well as moments of contemplation and thus makes sure that the reader gets deep into the author’s soul. The author then captures the essence of time and how precious it is for anyone because the time that is given should be utilized to the maximum extent possible. Her words are a strong encouragement to live life to the fullest and do everything that we have always wanted.
Of all the novels, it can be regarded as one of the most truthful and graphic depictions of the topic of trauma and strength. Like most others, this novel talks of not only victory after suffering but also the mental consequences of trauma, including fear and anxiety. The author’s true narrative is a testimony of hope to those who are striving to survive in this world and find meaning after the tragedy.
In conclusion, “Shaking in the Forest” should be read by anyone interested in a moving and inspiring story. It is the true story of human strength and the way people can find hope even in the most desperate situations. I hope you find it engaging to read.
The novel implements suspense as well as moments of contemplation and thus makes sure that the reader gets deep into the author’s soul. The author then captures the essence of time and how precious it is for anyone because the time that is given should be utilized to the maximum extent possible. Her words are a strong encouragement to live life to the fullest and do everything that we have always wanted.
Of all the novels, it can be regarded as one of the most truthful and graphic depictions of the topic of trauma and strength. Like most others, this novel talks of not only victory after suffering but also the mental consequences of trauma, including fear and anxiety. The author’s true narrative is a testimony of hope to those who are striving to survive in this world and find meaning after the tragedy.
In conclusion, “Shaking in the Forest” should be read by anyone interested in a moving and inspiring story. It is the true story of human strength and the way people can find hope even in the most desperate situations. I hope you find it engaging to read.
June 24, 2024
Full disclosure, my dad worked with Lori when I was a kid. As such, I was familiar with many of the stories and people in this book, and my experience reading it was definitely influenced by my familiarity with the people and events. That said, I thought this was a compelling memoir about trauma, being a first responder, and coming to terms with illness and addiction. There were times when I wanted to linger longer in certain stories. And there were definitely anecdotes that probably hit me differently than would hit other people. For instance, when Lori talks about Siggy, I started bawling because I loved Siggy. Siggy was one of my favorite people as a kid. Siggy wore rainbow suspenders and babysat for me and my brother one Christmas when my mom was sick and my dad had to work. And sure, none of that's in Lori's book because that wasn't Lori's experience of Siggy, but it meant a lot to read about him from her perspective and to see a side of him I didn't get to see. And I think that's one of things I liked most about this book aside from Lori's personal story: the chance to see a side of people and events that I had a very narrow perspective of as a child.
November 5, 2024
Disappointed and Frustrated by Tone
Shaking in the Forest: Finding Light in the Darkness by Lori R. Hodges did not meet my expectations at all, and I ultimately had to put it down before finishing. I went in hoping for an insightful journey through hardship, but I found the author’s tone to be overwhelmingly negative—coming across as self-important, entitled, and overly focused on blame.
From the start, Hodges leans into a “poor me” narrative that overshadows any effort to inspire or uplift. Her approach felt less like finding light and more like wallowing in darkness, with extensive passages detailing her grievances. Instead of framing her experiences as lessons or opportunities for growth, she seemed to dwell on her personal struggles in a way that left me questioning if she actually wanted to move forward. Her tone often verges on blaming others, with little self-reflection or ownership, which made it hard to sympathize with her journey.
I had hoped this book would offer meaningful advice on resilience, but the constant self-pitying attitude made it impossible to connect. I believe readers looking for a story of courage and perseverance should look elsewhere.
Shaking in the Forest: Finding Light in the Darkness by Lori R. Hodges did not meet my expectations at all, and I ultimately had to put it down before finishing. I went in hoping for an insightful journey through hardship, but I found the author’s tone to be overwhelmingly negative—coming across as self-important, entitled, and overly focused on blame.
From the start, Hodges leans into a “poor me” narrative that overshadows any effort to inspire or uplift. Her approach felt less like finding light and more like wallowing in darkness, with extensive passages detailing her grievances. Instead of framing her experiences as lessons or opportunities for growth, she seemed to dwell on her personal struggles in a way that left me questioning if she actually wanted to move forward. Her tone often verges on blaming others, with little self-reflection or ownership, which made it hard to sympathize with her journey.
I had hoped this book would offer meaningful advice on resilience, but the constant self-pitying attitude made it impossible to connect. I believe readers looking for a story of courage and perseverance should look elsewhere.
December 5, 2024
4.5 stars
“This book started out as a series of stories I wanted to capture from my time as a paramedic, but as I wrote, it turned into a reminder about all the lessons I learned from the bad things that happen each day and the things we do to cope. This book is about the moments that truly matter—those that make everything else worthwhile. This is the collateral beauty of catastrophe.“
“I am going to find the good in every day. I am going to make some new mistakes. And I am going to continue learning about how chaos can make my life beautiful. I hope you do the same.”
Disclaimer**Thanks to the author and booksirens for the free ebook! Here is my honest review.
I read this book in two days because I just couldn’t stop reading! The author includes personal experiences, traumas, life lessons, and challenges as well as a couple of stories that have inspired her throughout her life and career as a front line worker.
I made so many highlights in this ebook of quotes and things that I want to go back to because I found it so inspiring and uplifting. I included two of those quotes at the beginning of my review that summarize the book.
If you haven’t already, add it to your TBR!
September 26, 2024
Lori Hodges wrote an inspiring memoir which included her personal experiences, challenges, and life lessons. There are four phases in the book and each phase provided an uplifting quote.
The book reflected how she was traumatized as a child due to her father’s addiction to alcohol. She also provided an honest look at her teenage years where she experimented with alcohol until she had an awakening. In her forties, Lori had many life-threatening illnesses which resulted in numerous hospital admissions.
I was captivated with her recollections of psychic occurrences which encouraged her to trust her gut. Lori shared many true stories of her life as a Firefighter, Paramedic, and Emergency Manager. These stories included many sincere incidents and also humorous situations. These experiences helped to shape Lori into a kind hearted and strong woman.
Lori provided an inside look at the hardships that came along with her career. Loved the book Lori!
July 27, 2024
There is little that puts one off about in this great book. The book is very honest, unfiltered, and bleeds the struggles of its author into the page, relating it to many. The enormous detail used in portraying traumatic events or emergency scenes seem to be too much for some readers, but they really are essential in putting into perspective just how much Hodges went through. The rawness and authenticity of the narrative are its strong points, as they provide a genuine account of the struggles and triumphs in the life of the author. The inclusion of her personal story with broader themes of resilience and hope makes this book special. Those who feel like giving up should ensure they get this book to get the needed strength they need.
September 17, 2025
I received an advance review copy for free, and I am leaving this review voluntarily. This book explores trauma from many different angles, from the trauma that Hodges herself faced while growing up to the traumas that are experienced by the people she helped through her different emergency service jobs she has had. The book itself isn’t really linear but that does help to give us an insight into the author's mind, as she mentions in the book that her brain works in a nonlinear fashion, which adds to the overall effect of the storytelling. I appreciated the glimpse into her emergency shouts at the beginning of each chapter with the comedic element of the cases to help bring some levity to the darker subjects in the book.
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