⭐☆☆☆☆ — 1 star / 5
(“Respect the intention, but… absolutely not for me.”)
“It is so hard to talk with people about the thing that haunts you.”
This line sums up my entire experience with this audiobook — haunting, claustrophobic, and absolutely dripping in chaotic energy… but also confusing enough that I finished it asking, “What did I just listen to?”
✦ My Feelings Going In
I knew it was a modern reimagining of the classic short story — I expected unsettling, psychological, suffocating.
What I didn’t expect was the level of pure disorientation. Not the good kind that pulls you deeper… the kind where you’re trying to piece things together but the book keeps slipping through your fingers.
✦ Premise (Short & Clear)
A woman is sent away to recover from emotional and physical exhaustion. Isolation becomes oppression, which becomes obsession. The wallpaper in her room starts feeling alive, her mind unravels, and the line between metaphor and madness dissolves.
✦ Characters & World-Building
There’s atmosphere for days — that creeping, trapped feeling is on point.
But the actual world? Blurry.
The characters? Even blurrier.
I kept wishing the emotional anchors were sharper so I could settle into something instead of drifting in confusion.
✦ Audiobook Experience
Cynthia Erivo’s performance is stunning. Like… she commits.
Her voice carries tension, fear, fragility — all the things the story wants you to feel.
But even her talent couldn’t save the narrative chaos.
It’s like she was performing a masterpiece inside a maze.
✦ Pacing & Writing
Messy. Intentionally messy, but still messy.
It ramps up fast, spirals even faster, and ends before you’ve fully grasped the descent. The writing nails the psychological collapse but sacrifices clarity to do it.
✦ What Worked
• The oppressive, tense atmosphere
• Strong thematic roots in women’s autonomy and mental health
• A raw, unsettling descent into madness
• Gorgeous, haunting narration
✦ What Didn’t
• Confusing to the point of distraction
• Emotionally heavy but not emotionally connecting
• Plot threads that lead nowhere
• Unclear symbolism that lands as noise instead of impact
• More chaos than payoff
✦ Why I’m Giving It 1 Star
I respect what it wanted to do.
I see the artistic intention.
But I didn’t enjoy a single moment, and I walked away feeling unsettled in a “I need to cleanse my brain” kind of way — not the satisfying horror way.
This is a classic case of:
Memorable? Yes.
Effective? Sure.
Would I ever listen again or recommend it? Absolutely not.