Spice rating: 3 peppers
While reading In Our Hands, I was probably among the few people who was rooting for a Dean book, and loved him despite his many mistakes. I was really hoping that the author would give him a chance to redeem himself and do justice to that charming young man who caught Evelyn's eye and who loved his brother so fiercely. Needless to say, I was over the moon to know FINDING MORE was going to be published, and this novel did not disappoint! So while this book can be read as a standalone, I firmly believe only by reading both will you have the full picture.
The author took Dean through such a deep, soulful journey in this one. He's not quite healed yet at the beginning of this book, in fact we see him struggling often with the temptation to relapse into his drinking and smoking habits, but his strength comes from two incredile people: his baby daughter, Ava, and the unexpected encounter with Amelia.
I absolutely loved watching Dean interacting with these two girlies. His dynamic with Ava melted my heart every time, and I was so proud of Dean for wanting to be the best version of himself for his baby time and time again. And as for Amelia, she was the perfect partner for him in every way. These two were like mirrors, both hanging by a thread with the risk of snapping beneath the weight of their traumas, but both of them carrying such light within them. I fell in love with Amelia's spunky personality and her confidence as a woman, and paired with Dean's alpha man personality, they were electric! I also really liked the hard of hearing rep through her character.
The romance was a fast burn where spice is concerned--which I found perfect both for my tastes and for the characters, and the mirror scene will forever live rent free in my mind--but the development of their feelings is definitely a slow and steady burn that gets deeper the more the two open up to each other and learn to lean on one another for support.
Overall, this book took me on a journey, and I enjoyed the highs and lows in equal measure. It didn't shy away from tough topics such as alcoholism, anger issues, trauma responses, mental health and stalking, but it was in perfect balance with the romance and the spice. This series and this author have entered my Olympus of favorites, and I would definitely recommed Finding More to fans of single dads and reformed bad boys.
Thank you to the author for gifting me a copy. Opinions are my own.