Between never and forever, I have to go with neverโฆ
These two people have been friends for years, and have been in a past relationship, and yet their story was less romantic thanโฆI donโt know. Most things.
Honestly this author is such a hit or miss with me. I either love it, or I donโt like it at all.
Keelani was a bad person.
There is no other way to put it.
Dex was so sweet when they were young and wanted to love her openly, and she strung him along, hiding their relationship, and dating someone else publicly.
Then, three years after they broke up she begs him to come back to her, and tries to guilt him into saying he loves her as much as she loves him.
And I was enraged on his behalf when I realised nothing had changed.
She was still going to have the public relationship with the other guy, and keep hiding Dex.
Had this been reversed, everyone would talk about how she should know her worth, and not settle for being anyoneโs secret.
Now even though I liked Dex in the beginning, I did not like how he constantly used sex and other sexual activities to hurt her. To get her to beg for him only to shut her down, or to do it all without emotion.
I donโt know how I feel about her being a virgin and him having all this experience.
I guess I wish she had some experience herself, because the book created this picture of her saving herself for him whilst he was just living his life.
And they were broken up for fifteen years. It would have been different had it only been five or something.
But I hated how she lost her virginity. How she said โjust get it over with Dexโ, and how he tried to be sweet when he found out, when really he actually hated her, and she knew it, and we knew it. And it was just all wrong.
I didnโt understand why she needed to keep everything bad in her life a secret from Dex when the rest of his family knew about several of the problems she was dealing with, such as the stalker, and her moms diagnosis.
He asked her several times to be honest, or just asked questions outright, and she was always evasive and tried to cover it up. It was like she wanted to create miscommunication.
And how dumb does one have to be to say their stalker is just a harmless fan MULTIPLE TIMES, when said stalker has snuck into your building several times, taking pictures and stealing lingerie to send it back to you??
If you want the answer, just look at Keelani. She said it was nothing, and it was harmless, and a dumb fan so many times I wanted to pull my own hair out.
Said stalker ended up kidnapping her, and all I could think was โserved her rightโ.
And I hated how it felt like Keelani just needed all these problems and bad things to happen to her so Dex would feel bad for her, and think she was so strong, that he couldnโt possibly be mad at her any longer when she has been dealing with so much.
Oh please.
She was a doormat for her father and her record label her entire career.
She said she needed to do this because she needed the money for her mother.
Her best friend and his family are billionaireโs. If you are as miserable in your career as she was you take the offered help, or you ask for help, and you get a better deal, because the money she made with them was a lot less than she should have made.
Dimitri would have helped her out of her situation in a heartbeat. And he would have given her the money she needed in a heartbeat. And he would have helped her get a better deal where she could have paid him back if that was important to her.
Nothing in this book made sense because nothing had to be the way it was. It was like they were all put in this position not because of real struggles, or tough to make choices, but because they had to be there for the story to play out.
The only reason it gets two stars is because I loved the small moments where the rest of the family was involved. Even though they werenโt really present at all until the 80% mark.
The first book in the series was okay, the second was amazing, this you donโt need to bother with.