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The Friendship Study
Jesse Logan doesn’t want a fresh start. He wants his old life back—before an injury made his career as a firefighter impossible, before his grandfather’s Alzheimer’s got so bad he doesn’t recognize Jesse anymore. When a friend tells him about a paid psychological study, Jesse sees it as a chance to get back to the man he was while making a little extra cash.
All Lulu Banks is asking for is a fresh start. Back home after a devastating breakup, she’s struggling to find her place. She’s always been a lot—too loud, too eager, too obvious about her feelings. The friendship study seems like a great idea…until she’s paired with Jesse Logan, who recently ghosted her after a blind date that led to a steamy make-out session.
Now that old familiar tension is back. Despite the program’s strict “no romance” rule, Jesse and Lulu are quick to find a work-around that allows them to explore their tenuous connection. And soon they’re on their way to total self-improvement…
As long as they don’t get caught.
All Lulu Banks is asking for is a fresh start. Back home after a devastating breakup, she’s struggling to find her place. She’s always been a lot—too loud, too eager, too obvious about her feelings. The friendship study seems like a great idea…until she’s paired with Jesse Logan, who recently ghosted her after a blind date that led to a steamy make-out session.
Now that old familiar tension is back. Despite the program’s strict “no romance” rule, Jesse and Lulu are quick to find a work-around that allows them to explore their tenuous connection. And soon they’re on their way to total self-improvement…
As long as they don’t get caught.
318 pages, Kindle Edition
First published February 13, 2024
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January 31, 2026
i want everyone here to associate me with this book. i want you to see me on your feed and remember this book because
this is my book. have you ever felt a book was written just for you? because that's how i felt the moment i started this
for the first time and that's how i still feel now that i've re-read it.
if my updates didn't make you want to pick it up, i'll try with this review because it deserves way more ratings than the ones it has, but it's a book so raw and perfectly made for me that i won't even care if you read it and don't end up loving it because i adore it and that's all that matters 😝
also, i added a song i think fits my loves very well and it was entirely coincidental. i was listening to it right before i finished my re-read and then i pictured them to it and 😭😭
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original review:
say hi to my favorite romance of the year because i've found a new favorite book. i would rate this 10 stars if i could 🥹💘
(update: i did... kinda. i created a shelf inspired by this book with all my 10-star reads)
↪ plot:
Is it difficult for you to make friends? Do you constantly wonder if there's something wrong with you because you can't connect with people easily? Do you push your loved ones away when you're in distress to not "bother" them with your problems? Then you might be a perfect candidate for this study on the difficulty of making friends as adults... but there's one rule: no romantic or sexual encounters with any other participant. Too bad (or actually fully great), that Jesse and Lulu can't help but break that rule after not forgetting that one date they had some months ago.
(ngl, i did my thing with this plot description)
↪ song:
Kiss me - Ed Sheeran (this is one of my favorite songs ever)
(connecting the song lyrics to lulu and jesse's story made me a bit emotional. it's such an intimate, raw, and soft song that it fits them perfectly ♡)
↪ thoughts:
From the very first chapters I knew this book would take a special place in my heart, and boy, it did. Jesse and Lulu's personalities and circumstances are so different but complement each other so well. He's quiet while she's loud, and he's closed-off and reserved while she's open and inviting, but they both have how alone they feel in common. And it was beautiful to see them embrace themselves, find their voice, and fall in love.
I found so many similarities between Jesse and me that I couldn't help but cry after getting through some of his thoughts and the advice that he received. And I could see some of myself, but mostly of so many of the people I love in Lulu, and I realized how wonderful that is and how grateful I am for it. Both are characters I have close to my heart and know will stay there for a long time.
Lulu and Jesse go through the most beautiful journey from strangers to friends to lovers, and my heart felt so warm and cared for while reading this. And, oh my god, they have such insane chemistry that I had to contain myself to not go feral over some of their intimate moments. Their connection, attraction, understanding, and undying support for each other have made them one of my new favorite couples. And the way their story was written and developed made this one of my new favorite books. My hands are itching to get a physical copy so I can highlight and annotate the hell out of it.
if my updates didn't make you want to pick it up, i'll try with this review because it deserves way more ratings than the ones it has, but it's a book so raw and perfectly made for me that i won't even care if you read it and don't end up loving it because i adore it and that's all that matters 😝
also, i added a song i think fits my loves very well and it was entirely coincidental. i was listening to it right before i finished my re-read and then i pictured them to it and 😭😭
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original review:
say hi to my favorite romance of the year because i've found a new favorite book. i would rate this 10 stars if i could 🥹💘
(update: i did... kinda. i created a shelf inspired by this book with all my 10-star reads)
“I want to be more than friends with you, Lu. You talked about belonging.” He shakes his head, shrugs. “I belong to you, if you want me.”
↪ plot:
Is it difficult for you to make friends? Do you constantly wonder if there's something wrong with you because you can't connect with people easily? Do you push your loved ones away when you're in distress to not "bother" them with your problems? Then you might be a perfect candidate for this study on the difficulty of making friends as adults... but there's one rule: no romantic or sexual encounters with any other participant. Too bad (or actually fully great), that Jesse and Lulu can't help but break that rule after not forgetting that one date they had some months ago.
(
↪ song:
Kiss me - Ed Sheeran (this is one of my favorite songs ever)
(connecting the song lyrics to lulu and jesse's story made me a bit emotional. it's such an intimate, raw, and soft song that it fits them perfectly ♡)
↪ thoughts:
From the very first chapters I knew this book would take a special place in my heart, and boy, it did. Jesse and Lulu's personalities and circumstances are so different but complement each other so well. He's quiet while she's loud, and he's closed-off and reserved while she's open and inviting, but they both have how alone they feel in common. And it was beautiful to see them embrace themselves, find their voice, and fall in love.
“I love her for this, too. Not just because I am the object of her affection but because somewhere along the way I forgot to enjoy the small things. I forgot to capture perfect moments or have a favorite tree and I wonder how much better my life would be if I had never forgotten. I’m grateful for the chance to learn, again.”
I found so many similarities between Jesse and me that I couldn't help but cry after getting through some of his thoughts and the advice that he received. And I could see some of myself, but mostly of so many of the people I love in Lulu, and I realized how wonderful that is and how grateful I am for it. Both are characters I have close to my heart and know will stay there for a long time.
“Loving you feels like... (...) It feels warm, like a sunbeam, and it feels hazy. And full. Your love feels safe.”
Lulu and Jesse go through the most beautiful journey from strangers to friends to lovers, and my heart felt so warm and cared for while reading this. And, oh my god, they have such insane chemistry that I had to contain myself to not go feral over some of their intimate moments. Their connection, attraction, understanding, and undying support for each other have made them one of my new favorite couples. And the way their story was written and developed made this one of my new favorite books. My hands are itching to get a physical copy so I can highlight and annotate the hell out of it.
February 15, 2024
The Friendship Study is an emotionally charged romance featuring friends to lovers, hurt/comfort, friends w benefits, queer rep, grumpy x sunshine, and lots of steam. The story follows Lulu, a young college professor who feels lost in her life after moving back to her hometown, and Jesse, a former firefighter who is struggling to find direction in his life after a car accident left him jobless. When the two are set up on a blind date by their mutual friend, they spend the night awkwardly engaging, only to go their own ways. However, when they both join an experimental study on how to make friends, they quickly fall into step and find themselves falling for each other despite the studies' rule against dating.
This book tore me apart, body and soul. Flayed me, red and raw. And stitched me back together again more flawlessly than before. While that may sound dramatic, I swear everything about this book conspired to lay me bare and open me up to fall for Ruby Barrett's writing and the beautiful romance she concocted between the two hopelessly frail yet resilient characters that are Lulu and Jesse. The two had so much character development and I loved how they encouraged one another and grew for themselves before getting into a relationship. While there were some heavy moments throughout the story, they were perfectly balanced with the sweet and sensual romance; Lulu and Jesse just felt like they were in their own bubble and fell for each other so organically. This was my first Ruby Barrett book but it most certainly will not be my last, I'm going to have to read her whole catalogue!
~Many thanks to NetGalley and Harlequin Books for an ARC of this book in return for an honest review.
This book tore me apart, body and soul. Flayed me, red and raw. And stitched me back together again more flawlessly than before. While that may sound dramatic, I swear everything about this book conspired to lay me bare and open me up to fall for Ruby Barrett's writing and the beautiful romance she concocted between the two hopelessly frail yet resilient characters that are Lulu and Jesse. The two had so much character development and I loved how they encouraged one another and grew for themselves before getting into a relationship. While there were some heavy moments throughout the story, they were perfectly balanced with the sweet and sensual romance; Lulu and Jesse just felt like they were in their own bubble and fell for each other so organically. This was my first Ruby Barrett book but it most certainly will not be my last, I'm going to have to read her whole catalogue!
~Many thanks to NetGalley and Harlequin Books for an ARC of this book in return for an honest review.
February 13, 2024
I have a type. The quiet one. The brooding one. The ‘there’s much more under the surface’ one. And from the first page on, I fell head over heels for Jesse because he’s that one. The type I mean, not THE one 😂.
The Friendship Study is perfect for Chloe Liese fans! It’s swoon-worthy, quirky, and so incredibly tender. Jesse, the quiet, injured former (bisexual) firefighter, and Lu, the overcompensating, never-stops-talking, neurodivergent history teacher, are both lonely. They long to be seen, to belong, but instead, they hide. Both have only one friend, George, Jesse’s ex-boyfriend and best friend and Lu’s colleague at university.
The main topic of this story, making new friends as an adult, is a fantastic one. What if you want to make more friends but don’t know how? What if being around people is always a lot? What if you feel like you could go on for hours, days, weeks, with no one around? But wanting to be alone is something different than feeling lonely. So many people feel lonely, but it’s a topic we hardly talk about. An important one and I’m so happy Ruby Barrett wrote a book about it. I also liked the other themes, Jesse’s Pop, who has Alzheimer's and doesn’t remember Jesse anymore and withdraws more and more from real life. Just like Jessie has been doing after his accident. And Lu’s dad, who means so well but gets in the way because of what Lu really wants. To have a job because she got it on her own, not because her dad presented it on a silver platter. And of course the neurodivergent rep. And Lu, I also have whatever the medical term for clumsiness is that gives me bruises all over my body 😂.
I loved, loved, loved this story and Ruby’s vivid and descriptive writing! It’s so soft and adorable and, at the same time, intriguing emotional. I read The Friendship Study with so many smiles on my face, and once in a while, I got a huge lump in my throat. Did I already say I loved, loved this story?
Actual rating 4.5 stars, rounded up to five.
I received an ARC from Harlequin-Romance and NetGalley in exchange for an honest review.
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The main topic of this story, making new friends as an adult, is a fantastic one. What if you want to make more friends but don’t know how? What if being around people is always a lot? What if you feel like you could go on for hours, days, weeks, with no one around? But wanting to be alone is something different than feeling lonely. So many people feel lonely, but it’s a topic we hardly talk about. An important one and I’m so happy Ruby Barrett wrote a book about it. I also liked the other themes, Jesse’s Pop, who has Alzheimer's and doesn’t remember Jesse anymore and withdraws more and more from real life. Just like Jessie has been doing after his accident. And Lu’s dad, who means so well but gets in the way because of what Lu really wants. To have a job because she got it on her own, not because her dad presented it on a silver platter. And of course the neurodivergent rep. And Lu, I also have whatever the medical term for clumsiness is that gives me bruises all over my body 😂.
I loved, loved, loved this story and Ruby’s vivid and descriptive writing! It’s so soft and adorable and, at the same time, intriguing emotional. I read The Friendship Study with so many smiles on my face, and once in a while, I got a huge lump in my throat. Did I already say I loved, loved this story?
Actual rating 4.5 stars, rounded up to five.
I received an ARC from Harlequin-Romance and NetGalley in exchange for an honest review.
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August 7, 2024
4.5 Stars
This was one exquisitely written, emotionally-charged love story, effortlessly and poignantly exploring themes of social anxiety, belonging, disability, bisexuality, and the (all too relatable) challenges of making new friendships in adulthood.
Jesse is an ex-firefighter, dealing none-too-well in the aftermath of a car accident that ruined his career and resulted in chronic pain issues that leave him with a limp and a fair bit directionless in life. He’s isolated himself away from his support network, made worse by the ailing mental health of his beloved grandfather who raised him. But, his most amicable ex and childhood bestie George is determined to get him back out into the world, urging Jesse to enter a local university study centred around lonely millennials making friendships as adults—to which Jesse unenthusiastically agrees.
Also entering the study is Lulu. She works at the university as a professor, having recently moved back home with her parents after an overseas tenure ended in heartbreak and betrayal of the worst kind. Her parents are great, but Lulu struggles to fit in at work, seeing the new study as an opportunity to put herself out there—as scary as that sounds to her social anxiety—desperately wanting to form lasting connections with colleagues and new friends alike, and hopefully finding a place and community in which she finally feels accepted.
There was so much emotional complexity to these characters and their mental health and physical health issues, that I was bowled over by the way I felt in response to reading about their intricate feelings and insecurities, as well as their longing to be accepted and loved for who they were, flaws and all. It was all very relatable to me, as someone with a lifetime of anxiety issues and a decade into my own chronic illness battle, so reading Lulu and Jesse’s experiences, represented so authentically and accurately, really did a number on my heart and mind (in the best way possible).
Their emotional connection was also just divine. I loved how intimate and tender their bond grew, from tentative new friends, to secretive friends-with-benefits, to absolute awe and adoration for one another and proud of it. They were opposites in a lot of ways—grumpy x sunshine vibes for the win—but the way they helped each other grow and feel seen, with no expectations beyond wishing each other the best in life, was lovely to see. It’s also been a hot minute since I’ve read an M/F couple with a bisexual hero, and that element of the story was wonderfully portrayed and resonantly explored, too.
Reading this story and spending time with these characters made my heart fuller. I loved the representation, in all its forms, adoring the friends-to-lovers premise, the hurt-comfort themes, and how the ingenious study brought these two lonely souls out into the light, where they could safely find lasting connections in friendships, as well as love, while inspiring both of them with a desperate kick of renewed self-worth and self-love. It was a beautiful story indeed.
And that cover, though!?! Hands down my favourite cover art of 2024, no competition.
This was one exquisitely written, emotionally-charged love story, effortlessly and poignantly exploring themes of social anxiety, belonging, disability, bisexuality, and the (all too relatable) challenges of making new friendships in adulthood.
Jesse is an ex-firefighter, dealing none-too-well in the aftermath of a car accident that ruined his career and resulted in chronic pain issues that leave him with a limp and a fair bit directionless in life. He’s isolated himself away from his support network, made worse by the ailing mental health of his beloved grandfather who raised him. But, his most amicable ex and childhood bestie George is determined to get him back out into the world, urging Jesse to enter a local university study centred around lonely millennials making friendships as adults—to which Jesse unenthusiastically agrees.
Also entering the study is Lulu. She works at the university as a professor, having recently moved back home with her parents after an overseas tenure ended in heartbreak and betrayal of the worst kind. Her parents are great, but Lulu struggles to fit in at work, seeing the new study as an opportunity to put herself out there—as scary as that sounds to her social anxiety—desperately wanting to form lasting connections with colleagues and new friends alike, and hopefully finding a place and community in which she finally feels accepted.
There was so much emotional complexity to these characters and their mental health and physical health issues, that I was bowled over by the way I felt in response to reading about their intricate feelings and insecurities, as well as their longing to be accepted and loved for who they were, flaws and all. It was all very relatable to me, as someone with a lifetime of anxiety issues and a decade into my own chronic illness battle, so reading Lulu and Jesse’s experiences, represented so authentically and accurately, really did a number on my heart and mind (in the best way possible).
Their emotional connection was also just divine. I loved how intimate and tender their bond grew, from tentative new friends, to secretive friends-with-benefits, to absolute awe and adoration for one another and proud of it. They were opposites in a lot of ways—grumpy x sunshine vibes for the win—but the way they helped each other grow and feel seen, with no expectations beyond wishing each other the best in life, was lovely to see. It’s also been a hot minute since I’ve read an M/F couple with a bisexual hero, and that element of the story was wonderfully portrayed and resonantly explored, too.
Reading this story and spending time with these characters made my heart fuller. I loved the representation, in all its forms, adoring the friends-to-lovers premise, the hurt-comfort themes, and how the ingenious study brought these two lonely souls out into the light, where they could safely find lasting connections in friendships, as well as love, while inspiring both of them with a desperate kick of renewed self-worth and self-love. It was a beautiful story indeed.
And that cover, though!?! Hands down my favourite cover art of 2024, no competition.
March 8, 2024
4,25 stars.
I loved many things about this book, most of all I loved the way the author showed us the MCs' characters.
I loved Lulu (FMC) and Jesse (MMC), how they both had their own deeply personal struggles, and slowly (not without setbacks) learned to open up.
I loved how many important themes were handled in a careful way. Bisexuality, demisexuality, how hard it can be to make friends as an adult, anxiety, neurodiversity.
I espescially loved how Jesse's bisexuality/demisexuality was treated, not as a marginal note (since the love interest was a woman) but it was a central part of the story. AND I loved the side remark that you don't have to have acted on your attraction to people of your own gender to identify as queer.
I enjoyed the first 70% much more than the last part of the book, though.
Until the third act break up I was sure I'd give this 5 stars. But then the third act break up happened and initially I didn't know how to feel about it, mostly because of George's role (George was Jesse's best friend and former long time boyfriend), his meddling and him not minding his own business. I hadn't liked his character from the start, to me he was patronizing and self centered, not as caring as he obviously thought he was.
Once I read on, the break up made some sense and fit in the storyline, but combined with the fact that the epilogue was only sex (why?!?), I didn't enjoy the last part of the book as much as the first part.
Most readers aren't as fixated on these issues as me, though, I know, and are going to love this book from start to finish (and yes, I loved most of it, too).
I loved many things about this book, most of all I loved the way the author showed us the MCs' characters.
I loved Lulu (FMC) and Jesse (MMC), how they both had their own deeply personal struggles, and slowly (not without setbacks) learned to open up.
I loved how many important themes were handled in a careful way. Bisexuality, demisexuality, how hard it can be to make friends as an adult, anxiety, neurodiversity.
I espescially loved how Jesse's bisexuality/demisexuality was treated, not as a marginal note (since the love interest was a woman) but it was a central part of the story. AND I loved the side remark that you don't have to have acted on your attraction to people of your own gender to identify as queer.
I enjoyed the first 70% much more than the last part of the book, though.
Until the third act break up I was sure I'd give this 5 stars. But then the third act break up happened and initially I didn't know how to feel about it, mostly because of George's role (George was Jesse's best friend and former long time boyfriend), his meddling and him not minding his own business. I hadn't liked his character from the start, to me he was patronizing and self centered, not as caring as he obviously thought he was.
Once I read on, the break up made some sense and fit in the storyline, but combined with the fact that the epilogue was only sex (why?!?), I didn't enjoy the last part of the book as much as the first part.
Most readers aren't as fixated on these issues as me, though, I know, and are going to love this book from start to finish (and yes, I loved most of it, too).
July 24, 2024
do you ever read a book and feel like it was written for you?
ruby did that for me.
lulu just moved back to her small hometown and got a job (thanks to her dad) at the college there in history department. she’s struggling to belong and find her place and people after a devastating breakup. jesse is mentally and physically healing from a tragic car accident that has left him in pain and without his job.
george, jesse’s ex and close friend, decides to set the two of them up. but neither are really ready for a relationship and are seeking more companionship and friendship than anything. so when george starts running a psychological study (that wouldn’t ever get approval, but I digress) on millennials making friends in adulthood, jesse & lulu both unwittingly sign up.
when I tell you I loved every single second of this book — yes even the third act shenanigans — I mean it. lulu is a neurospicy phd trying to make her way in academia and I felt so seen by her. jesse is a grump, closed off bi man and I love love loved him so much. I need more soft bi men in romance novels stat.
because of the study, the two of them are ✨forbidden✨ to have sex. so they start doing everything but while also becoming friends. friends to lovers is sometimes a miss for me, but it worked so well for them.
ruby wrote such a beautiful book that wasn’t just romance. the focus on being okay with being alone and lonely, how fucking hard it can be to make friends in adulthood, and finding your place was just so perfect. the emotional undertones and development of self-acceptance and growth made me teary eyed more than once.
if you’re looking for an emotional romance with nearly perfect mental health, queer, and disability rep, literally look no further.
tropes
✨ friends to lovers
✨ friends with benefits
✨ forbidden
✨ grumpy x sunshine
✨ opposites attract
✨ mental health rep
✨ queer rep
✨ disability/chronic pain rep
thank you ruby for writing this story that will likely be one of my top fav reads of 2024 ♥️
ruby did that for me.
lulu just moved back to her small hometown and got a job (thanks to her dad) at the college there in history department. she’s struggling to belong and find her place and people after a devastating breakup. jesse is mentally and physically healing from a tragic car accident that has left him in pain and without his job.
george, jesse’s ex and close friend, decides to set the two of them up. but neither are really ready for a relationship and are seeking more companionship and friendship than anything. so when george starts running a psychological study (that wouldn’t ever get approval, but I digress) on millennials making friends in adulthood, jesse & lulu both unwittingly sign up.
when I tell you I loved every single second of this book — yes even the third act shenanigans — I mean it. lulu is a neurospicy phd trying to make her way in academia and I felt so seen by her. jesse is a grump, closed off bi man and I love love loved him so much. I need more soft bi men in romance novels stat.
because of the study, the two of them are ✨forbidden✨ to have sex. so they start doing everything but while also becoming friends. friends to lovers is sometimes a miss for me, but it worked so well for them.
ruby wrote such a beautiful book that wasn’t just romance. the focus on being okay with being alone and lonely, how fucking hard it can be to make friends in adulthood, and finding your place was just so perfect. the emotional undertones and development of self-acceptance and growth made me teary eyed more than once.
if you’re looking for an emotional romance with nearly perfect mental health, queer, and disability rep, literally look no further.
tropes
✨ friends to lovers
✨ friends with benefits
✨ forbidden
✨ grumpy x sunshine
✨ opposites attract
✨ mental health rep
✨ queer rep
✨ disability/chronic pain rep
thank you ruby for writing this story that will likely be one of my top fav reads of 2024 ♥️
June 7, 2024
This hit so hard. I often have trouble making friends, and I found I could relate to that aspect of the story. Loved the therapy representation, the ADHD representation, Bi representation, and the social awkwardness(?) representation.
"We'll study each other, little by little"
Where do I sign up for a study on how to make friends? asking for a friend (yes this is an oxymoron)
TW:
Car accident (not on page)
Loss of mobility
Family member with dementia
Discussion of SA survivor (not on page)
"We'll study each other, little by little"
Where do I sign up for a study on how to make friends? asking for a friend (yes this is an oxymoron)
TW:
Car accident (not on page)
Loss of mobility
Family member with dementia
Discussion of SA survivor (not on page)
January 12, 2025
3.25 stars
This book starts with an awkward first date, then turns to a friends-to-lovers romance. What I enjoyed most in this book was the actual friendship study. Making new friends as you get older can be challenging, and I firmly believe the best relationships stem from friendships. The romance was a bit meh for me, but I liked the book.
This book starts with an awkward first date, then turns to a friends-to-lovers romance. What I enjoyed most in this book was the actual friendship study. Making new friends as you get older can be challenging, and I firmly believe the best relationships stem from friendships. The romance was a bit meh for me, but I liked the book.
Audio book source: Hoopla
Story Rating: 3.25 stars
Narrators: Meg Sylvan & Andre Santana
Narration Rating: 4 stars
Genre: Romance
Length: 10h 22m
February 22, 2024
Modern millennial cult classic in the making. RTC!
March 3, 2024
4.25 Stars.
April 11, 2024
Stuck between 3.8-4⭐️
This was such an emotionally raw and vulnerable romance between two people who are more similar than they might know. Jesse and lulu are set up on a blind date that doesn’t end the best but reconnect in a friendship study looking at individuals who struggle to make/keep friends as adults. A “no dating rule” is in place because of the study which leads to Jesse and lulu bending the rules in their own way.
As an adult who struggles heavily with friendships, this certainly landed so beyond close to home and I was able to empathize strongly with what Jesse and Lulu were feeling. It brought me so much comfort to see these two characters open up to one another and find not only a lover in one another but a best friend, then to also make connections outside of their own.
To top off their connection, these two were SO hot together and my jaw was on the floor!!!
While I didn’t necessarily love this book, I did enjoy but felt like I needed more when it came to the romance, nonetheless would still recommend!
This was such an emotionally raw and vulnerable romance between two people who are more similar than they might know. Jesse and lulu are set up on a blind date that doesn’t end the best but reconnect in a friendship study looking at individuals who struggle to make/keep friends as adults. A “no dating rule” is in place because of the study which leads to Jesse and lulu bending the rules in their own way.
As an adult who struggles heavily with friendships, this certainly landed so beyond close to home and I was able to empathize strongly with what Jesse and Lulu were feeling. It brought me so much comfort to see these two characters open up to one another and find not only a lover in one another but a best friend, then to also make connections outside of their own.
To top off their connection, these two were SO hot together and my jaw was on the floor!!!
While I didn’t necessarily love this book, I did enjoy but felt like I needed more when it came to the romance, nonetheless would still recommend!
December 10, 2023
I so wanted to like this book more than I did. First off, what I liked: I loved seeing a (mostly) openly bi man in an MF relationship. I so want more romances like this and more uplifting of bi men in romance. I thought Jesse's bisexuality was handled authentically; he had a previous relationship with George before Lulu, and he struggles coming out to a grandfather with dementia. I also loved how mental health was repped in this book, Jesse's emotional struggles with his disability from a car accident and chronic pain, and the chemistry overall between him and Lulu.
First, the story: Jesse, who has all the feelings but has struggled to express himself since the accident that ended his firefighting career, goes on a disastrous first date with Lulu, an accident-prone neurodivergent history professor who specializes in witchcraft and feminism but struggles to fit in with her colleagues.
The two end up in a study together that explores why adults have difficulty making friends. Only rule being study participants cannot have physical relationships with each other. Jesse and Lulu become instant friends, understanding each other on a level that no one else has.
From that premise I was hoping for more of a slow burn than I got. Immediately at the 40% mark they are platonically getting each other off without touching each other. I guess my main issue was the sex scenes just didn't really work for me and felt more awkward than sexy. They seemed superfluous to the plot and did not build their physical chemistry, complete with weird rules meant to manufacture tension. Then in the end the only tension was a series of dumb misunderstandings with each of them getting in their own way and I wanted to shake them more than root for them. And I'm sorry, it's not a crush if they know their feelings and act on them but **misunderstandings happen**. That's just a relationship.
The friends with benefits premise was so thin. I thought it would have set up some interesting conflicts if they hadn't acted on their feelings but this was not that type of book.
This book still had lots of great moments so it kills me to give it three stars but it just didn't pan out for me in the end.
Thank you to Netgalley and the publisher for the advance review copy. I am leaving this review voluntarily.
First, the story: Jesse, who has all the feelings but has struggled to express himself since the accident that ended his firefighting career, goes on a disastrous first date with Lulu, an accident-prone neurodivergent history professor who specializes in witchcraft and feminism but struggles to fit in with her colleagues.
The two end up in a study together that explores why adults have difficulty making friends. Only rule being study participants cannot have physical relationships with each other. Jesse and Lulu become instant friends, understanding each other on a level that no one else has.
From that premise I was hoping for more of a slow burn than I got. Immediately at the 40% mark they are platonically getting each other off without touching each other. I guess my main issue was the sex scenes just didn't really work for me and felt more awkward than sexy. They seemed superfluous to the plot and did not build their physical chemistry, complete with weird rules meant to manufacture tension. Then in the end the only tension was a series of dumb misunderstandings with each of them getting in their own way and I wanted to shake them more than root for them. And I'm sorry, it's not a crush if they know their feelings and act on them but **misunderstandings happen**. That's just a relationship.
The friends with benefits premise was so thin. I thought it would have set up some interesting conflicts if they hadn't acted on their feelings but this was not that type of book.
This book still had lots of great moments so it kills me to give it three stars but it just didn't pan out for me in the end.
Thank you to Netgalley and the publisher for the advance review copy. I am leaving this review voluntarily.
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August 6, 2024I would continue this but I don't rlly want to
January 3, 2025
Cute, but very middle of the road. Loved the bisexual and ADHD rep though.
February 22, 2024
3.5 ⭐️
I went into this book expecting a fun, sexy time but I left feeling very overwhelmed. Making friend in your 20's can be hard sometimes. Both main characters are struggling to make friends for a number of different reasons and they find themselves feeling and being lonely without knowing how to fix it.
There were other heavy topics explored in this book (dementia, sexual assault) that were very emotional, so I would proceed with caution with this one. I absolutely ADORED seeing a bisexual MMC, because I don't find those often and I loved to see it.
The premise of this book basically revolves around how these characters went on a blind date that was set up by a mutual friend, and they ended up having a very steamy make up session that was failure by the end. However, both of them sign up for this friendship study about how to make friends without knowing that they would see each other again. The fun thing is that the participants can't date each other but these two are super attracted to one another. But, friends help each other, you know? as long as they don't touch everything is fair game 🤪
This was very fun, fast paced, steamy but the writing wasn't the best for me. I felt like I was reading a fanfic at times and it bothered me a little bit, ngl. But overall, I did enjoyed it. It was a very well done friends to lovers. The 3rd act breakup was overwhelming and a little bit ridiculous for my taste though.
I went into this book expecting a fun, sexy time but I left feeling very overwhelmed. Making friend in your 20's can be hard sometimes. Both main characters are struggling to make friends for a number of different reasons and they find themselves feeling and being lonely without knowing how to fix it.
There were other heavy topics explored in this book (dementia, sexual assault) that were very emotional, so I would proceed with caution with this one. I absolutely ADORED seeing a bisexual MMC, because I don't find those often and I loved to see it.
The premise of this book basically revolves around how these characters went on a blind date that was set up by a mutual friend, and they ended up having a very steamy make up session that was failure by the end. However, both of them sign up for this friendship study about how to make friends without knowing that they would see each other again. The fun thing is that the participants can't date each other but these two are super attracted to one another. But, friends help each other, you know? as long as they don't touch everything is fair game 🤪
This was very fun, fast paced, steamy but the writing wasn't the best for me. I felt like I was reading a fanfic at times and it bothered me a little bit, ngl. But overall, I did enjoyed it. It was a very well done friends to lovers. The 3rd act breakup was overwhelming and a little bit ridiculous for my taste though.
August 29, 2024
Ok I fear I am entering my “short review” era, but this was absolutely phenomenal!
Deeply emotional, full of heart and genuine love, and one of the best friends to lovers i’ve ever read. Plus it was incredibly horny?? I love them!! I read this via audiobook but I need a paperback shelf trophy ASAP.
Deeply emotional, full of heart and genuine love, and one of the best friends to lovers i’ve ever read. Plus it was incredibly horny?? I love them!! I read this via audiobook but I need a paperback shelf trophy ASAP.
April 6, 2024
4.5 ⭐ Truly loved this story so much.
- dual POV
- friends to lovers
- friends with benefits
- opposites attract
- secret relationship
- open door spice (mutual mast***ation, also PEGGING♥️)
- bisexual rep
- ADHD rep
As an adult who has found it difficult to make friends in adulthood, outside of the workplace where we spend 90% of our time, I found the topic of this story to hit so close to home! The vulnerability in continuing to make new friends IRL is more universally experienced than I ever realized. I loved to see her friendship blossom with her co-workers after having a difficult time establishing a connection there. I thought maybe the friendship with the group could have been explored a little more.
Jesse and Lulu's awkward start to their relationship felt so realistic. There were a few moments where I thought the intimacy was a little forced?
Also, as someone who was diagnosed with ADHD later in life, I appreciated that representation in this book. It's apparently very common for women to not be diagnosed until much alter in life, and since finding out that I have it, I've learned so much about how I operate.
- dual POV
- friends to lovers
- friends with benefits
- opposites attract
- secret relationship
- open door spice (mutual mast***ation, also PEGGING♥️)
- bisexual rep
- ADHD rep
As an adult who has found it difficult to make friends in adulthood, outside of the workplace where we spend 90% of our time, I found the topic of this story to hit so close to home! The vulnerability in continuing to make new friends IRL is more universally experienced than I ever realized. I loved to see her friendship blossom with her co-workers after having a difficult time establishing a connection there. I thought maybe the friendship with the group could have been explored a little more.
Jesse and Lulu's awkward start to their relationship felt so realistic. There were a few moments where I thought the intimacy was a little forced?
Also, as someone who was diagnosed with ADHD later in life, I appreciated that representation in this book. It's apparently very common for women to not be diagnosed until much alter in life, and since finding out that I have it, I've learned so much about how I operate.
March 10, 2024
✨friends to lovers
✨chronic pain rep
✨forbidden
✨neurodivergence rep
✨longing
✨bi rep
Lulu and Jesse meet at the beginning of this story when they are set up on a blind date by a mutual friend. The date isn't the best, so they believe they will never see each other again. So they are both surprised when they see each other at a friendship study they will be participating in. The main focus of the study is to see how adults make friendships. The big rule of this study- you cannot romantically fall for other participants. Which is a problem for Lulu and Jesse, because these two friends are definitely falling for each other.
I adored this book!! I loved the discussion of neurodivergence, being queer, and chronic pain. I was not expecting all these aspects to show up in this book, but I am so glad they did. Specifically the chronic pain rep. As a chronically ill person who experiences chronic pain often, I related to Jesse. Jesse's chronic pain was so relatable and I felt seen in a way I was not anticipating. I also adored Lulu and how she was so unapologetically herself. In her quest to make friends, she feels a lot of self-doubt and imposter syndrome, which a lot of people can relate to when trying to make friends as an adult. This book shows that it is hard to make friends, but you have to put yourself out into the world. Which is so scary.
I loved this book and cannot recommend it enough!!
TW: discussion of past SA, parental figure with dementia
✨chronic pain rep
✨forbidden
✨neurodivergence rep
✨longing
✨bi rep
Lulu and Jesse meet at the beginning of this story when they are set up on a blind date by a mutual friend. The date isn't the best, so they believe they will never see each other again. So they are both surprised when they see each other at a friendship study they will be participating in. The main focus of the study is to see how adults make friendships. The big rule of this study- you cannot romantically fall for other participants. Which is a problem for Lulu and Jesse, because these two friends are definitely falling for each other.
I adored this book!! I loved the discussion of neurodivergence, being queer, and chronic pain. I was not expecting all these aspects to show up in this book, but I am so glad they did. Specifically the chronic pain rep. As a chronically ill person who experiences chronic pain often, I related to Jesse. Jesse's chronic pain was so relatable and I felt seen in a way I was not anticipating. I also adored Lulu and how she was so unapologetically herself. In her quest to make friends, she feels a lot of self-doubt and imposter syndrome, which a lot of people can relate to when trying to make friends as an adult. This book shows that it is hard to make friends, but you have to put yourself out into the world. Which is so scary.
I loved this book and cannot recommend it enough!!
TW: discussion of past SA, parental figure with dementia
did-not-finish
May 6, 2024DNF @ 40%.
I'm struggling with this. I really hate insta-lust and sex-forward romances (yes, there are some strange exceptions and I can't analyze that for now).
This one had so many great elements, but I am cringing with mortification and horror when Lulu propositions Jessie for mutual masturbation (could be something else... but that's as far as I got before I had to put this book down).
1. Jessie rejected her after their first date. Yes, WE know he is SUPER attracted to her... but she knows he rejected her and pushed her away. I HATED that she keeps chasing him around and wanting more from him. It sucks because I want her to be loved for herself and we've all been there, putting in all the work to make friendships/romances work.
2. They signed up for a study where they are supposed to stay away from sexual relationships with the other study participants. Let's not get into the lack of scientific rigor this book shows in setting up any sort of controls or clear study guidelines, but still... why does she need to make a move on him now!
I just couldn't. I'm tired of lust-driven romances.
I'm struggling with this. I really hate insta-lust and sex-forward romances (yes, there are some strange exceptions and I can't analyze that for now).
This one had so many great elements, but I am cringing with mortification and horror when Lulu propositions Jessie for mutual masturbation (could be something else... but that's as far as I got before I had to put this book down).
1. Jessie rejected her after their first date. Yes, WE know he is SUPER attracted to her... but she knows he rejected her and pushed her away. I HATED that she keeps chasing him around and wanting more from him. It sucks because I want her to be loved for herself and we've all been there, putting in all the work to make friendships/romances work.
2. They signed up for a study where they are supposed to stay away from sexual relationships with the other study participants. Let's not get into the lack of scientific rigor this book shows in setting up any sort of controls or clear study guidelines, but still... why does she need to make a move on him now!
I just couldn't. I'm tired of lust-driven romances.
July 27, 2025
OKAY LOVED THIS
July 24, 2024
5 stars, 3 spice
Reread note - upped the spicy rating. And this book is so amazing and I love it forever and ever - please read it
"I just need to figure out what's... I need to figure out if it's me. I can't-I don't want-to live like this anymore"
"Live like what?"
"Feeling like I don't matter. Feeling alone. Lonely."
First 5 star of 2024, let's freaking go!!
This book had everything I needed. It was emotional, it had complex characters, and fantastic rep; mental health, mobility aid/cronic pain, queer, neurodivergent. In addition to the romance there was a whole piece of the story that looks at loneliness, and how hard it is to make friends as millenials, and that is just so relatable.
Jesse and Lulu are total opposites. Jesse's life completely changed after an injury and he has not been able to find himself since, he is a bit grumpy and a man of few words. One thing he knows for sure is he is a bi man, and we don't see enough bi men in books. He was raised by his grandfather who has alzheimer's.
Lulu is neurospicy, she's come back to her hometown after a breakup and betrayal and is trying to find her way again working at the university where her dad also works. She struggles to find her place, as she doesn't understand social cues and many of her colleagues believe her father got her the job.
Both of them struggle to connect with people, and have found themselves to be very lonely.
skipping some of the beginning, as the books title suggests they both end up in study at the university on Millennials, and why they are so lonely and why they struggle to make friends (relatable). and this study has a strict no fraternization policy. Oh FORBIDDEN ROMANCE
Just absolutely delicious friends to Lovers storyline. Both characters have robust individual story arcs and their growth together is also amazing.
I have never read a book with such amazing, clear communication before and during sex. Some of the most yummy scenes I have read that didn't even include 3rd base or a home run. They just clearly communicate what they desire and are creative and use toys and it was so freakin yummy. I was squirming and giggling and 'shooketh'.
I did read this on audio on Hoopla, the audiobook was very well done, it is dual narration, definitely recommend it in that format - but I did have to ask a friend to grab quotes for me, because there were so many I wanted to capture.
Ruby Barrett wrote a masterpiece, and I could definitely see this being my top contemporary read of the year.
"Loving you feels like...like...not too hot. Not like I'll burn myself. It feels warm, like a sunbeam, and it feels hazy. And full. Your love feels safe."
"Yeah, so does yours."
oh and I am currently rereading it immediately HAHA
Reread note - upped the spicy rating. And this book is so amazing and I love it forever and ever - please read it
"I just need to figure out what's... I need to figure out if it's me. I can't-I don't want-to live like this anymore"
"Live like what?"
"Feeling like I don't matter. Feeling alone. Lonely."
First 5 star of 2024, let's freaking go!!
This book had everything I needed. It was emotional, it had complex characters, and fantastic rep; mental health, mobility aid/cronic pain, queer, neurodivergent. In addition to the romance there was a whole piece of the story that looks at loneliness, and how hard it is to make friends as millenials, and that is just so relatable.
Jesse and Lulu are total opposites. Jesse's life completely changed after an injury and he has not been able to find himself since, he is a bit grumpy and a man of few words. One thing he knows for sure is he is a bi man, and we don't see enough bi men in books. He was raised by his grandfather who has alzheimer's.
Lulu is neurospicy, she's come back to her hometown after a breakup and betrayal and is trying to find her way again working at the university where her dad also works. She struggles to find her place, as she doesn't understand social cues and many of her colleagues believe her father got her the job.
Both of them struggle to connect with people, and have found themselves to be very lonely.
skipping some of the beginning, as the books title suggests they both end up in study at the university on Millennials, and why they are so lonely and why they struggle to make friends (relatable). and this study has a strict no fraternization policy. Oh FORBIDDEN ROMANCE
Just absolutely delicious friends to Lovers storyline. Both characters have robust individual story arcs and their growth together is also amazing.
I have never read a book with such amazing, clear communication before and during sex. Some of the most yummy scenes I have read that didn't even include 3rd base or a home run. They just clearly communicate what they desire and are creative and use toys and it was so freakin yummy. I was squirming and giggling and 'shooketh'.
I did read this on audio on Hoopla, the audiobook was very well done, it is dual narration, definitely recommend it in that format - but I did have to ask a friend to grab quotes for me, because there were so many I wanted to capture.
Ruby Barrett wrote a masterpiece, and I could definitely see this being my top contemporary read of the year.
"Loving you feels like...like...not too hot. Not like I'll burn myself. It feels warm, like a sunbeam, and it feels hazy. And full. Your love feels safe."
"Yeah, so does yours."
oh and I am currently rereading it immediately HAHA
June 7, 2024
3.75 🌟 I really enjoyed this!! Jesse and Lulu go on an awkward first date, then join the same friendship study for their friend’s university, and become best friends in the process.
Jesse and Lulu are both flawed, real characters that had me so emotional. Jesse, after having been in a bad accident, doesn’t trust many people, doesn’t reach out or respond, and is content to be alone and honestly miserable. Lulu is lonely, feels like she doesn’t belong anywhere, feels left out, and like she’s never good enough for anyone. The way I could relate to them both was alarming.
Their friendship progression into romance felt so genuine but I wanted MORE romance. Their friendship was amazing and so tender, but once they crossed into more, I wanted more. We didn’t get enough romance *in my opinion.* the first half was better than the last half. I also wasn’t the world’s biggest fan of the writing but it wasn’t terrible.
I really enjoyed these characters and their story. Their character development was EXCELLENT, both together and apart. It felt so real and I connected so much to them. They made my heart hurt so bad and I was rooting for them the whole time.
Jesse and Lulu are both flawed, real characters that had me so emotional. Jesse, after having been in a bad accident, doesn’t trust many people, doesn’t reach out or respond, and is content to be alone and honestly miserable. Lulu is lonely, feels like she doesn’t belong anywhere, feels left out, and like she’s never good enough for anyone. The way I could relate to them both was alarming.
Their friendship progression into romance felt so genuine but I wanted MORE romance. Their friendship was amazing and so tender, but once they crossed into more, I wanted more. We didn’t get enough romance *in my opinion.* the first half was better than the last half. I also wasn’t the world’s biggest fan of the writing but it wasn’t terrible.
I really enjoyed these characters and their story. Their character development was EXCELLENT, both together and apart. It felt so real and I connected so much to them. They made my heart hurt so bad and I was rooting for them the whole time.
February 16, 2024
This author’s writing style is not for me. I made it 100 pages in and noped. It felt so choppy and disjointed and I couldn’t take it anymore.
March 11, 2024
After a sort of bad first date, Jesse Logan and Lulu Banks discover they have both enrolled in The Friendship Study, awkward! As their friendship does actually grow, they find themselves also experimenting with more of the "with benefits" part of friends (even if that might be breaking the rules of the study).
This was really soft, and touching, and horny as heck. Jesse's struggle with grief (both over losing his career as a firefighter due to a disabling car accident AND being to lose his beloved grandfather who raised him) as his Alzheimer's worsens) did not overwhelm the romance arc, and Lulu's struggle to find her place out of her father's shadow in her beloved History professor career also did not. Both characters had their messes to work on, which made their falling in love even sweeter. Jesse's bisexulity was lovely to see (especially since Lulu's friend that set them up initially is also jesse's ex and still jesse's BFF - i hope he gets a book! i loved him!).
There was a lot of mutual m*sturbation (loved that).
Tons of fun!
author lists complete content warnings in the front matter of the book.
*started on audio, finished as printed copy (both gifts from the publisher, thank you)
This was really soft, and touching, and horny as heck. Jesse's struggle with grief (both over losing his career as a firefighter due to a disabling car accident AND being to lose his beloved grandfather who raised him) as his Alzheimer's worsens) did not overwhelm the romance arc, and Lulu's struggle to find her place out of her father's shadow in her beloved History professor career also did not. Both characters had their messes to work on, which made their falling in love even sweeter. Jesse's bisexulity was lovely to see (especially since Lulu's friend that set them up initially is also jesse's ex and still jesse's BFF - i hope he gets a book! i loved him!).
There was a lot of mutual m*sturbation (loved that).
Tons of fun!
author lists complete content warnings in the front matter of the book.
*started on audio, finished as printed copy (both gifts from the publisher, thank you)
February 8, 2024
Oh the chemistry. What a beautiful thing! Jesse and Lulu are such a swoon worthy duo!!
Friends to Lovers FOREVER!!🙌
Let's talk about the premise of this story. Trying to make friends as an adult and the difficulty that often surrounds doing so. Cue The Friendship Study, a psychological study that digs deep into each participant and explores the many different aspects of individuality and how that relates to friendships. Sounds good right? The thing is, physical relationships are a no go. But who doesn't love a good loophole?😉
This was such a great read! I enjoy Ruby Barrett's writing so much. And this cover? Gorgeous!
My thanks to Harlequin Books and Harlequin Publicity Team for this gifted copy!
Friends to Lovers FOREVER!!🙌
Let's talk about the premise of this story. Trying to make friends as an adult and the difficulty that often surrounds doing so. Cue The Friendship Study, a psychological study that digs deep into each participant and explores the many different aspects of individuality and how that relates to friendships. Sounds good right? The thing is, physical relationships are a no go. But who doesn't love a good loophole?😉
This was such a great read! I enjoy Ruby Barrett's writing so much. And this cover? Gorgeous!
My thanks to Harlequin Books and Harlequin Publicity Team for this gifted copy!
January 3, 2024
My heart is so soft right now. Since the very first chapter of this book I knew this was going to be an emotional read. Both Lulu and Jesse are so sensitive and lovable. You’re going to want to hug them both as tight as possible.
Jesse’s bisexuality was one of the biggest highlights for me. I felt him so much. Feeling attraction regardless of the gender of the person is exactly what bisexuality means and he’s the perfect portrayal. I also loved his thoughts on biphobia and how it feels like it’s a sexuality that makes other people feel uncomfortable. I could relate to him so much, and I could also relate to Lulu in lots of ways. I don’t have lifelong friends, and as an adult, making friends is so hard. I love my friends a lot and I rely on them way more than I do on my family, so I completely understood Jesse and Lulu’s struggles with friendship but their need to feel like they belong to someone.
I strongly recommend this book if you can relate to this experiences as well. Well, I also recommend it if you don’t relate, obviously, because it’s such a beautiful romance. It’s full of tenderness, acceptance and insecurities turning into wonderful friendships. Platonic soulmates exist and Jesse and Lulu are the proof, even if they stop being platonic because they fall in love along the way.
TW: Dementia (relative), car accident, sexual assault (past)
Rating: 5/5
Steam level: Open door, +5 scenes, high level of detail
ARC provided by Carina Adores and NetGalley. Opinions are my own!
Jesse’s bisexuality was one of the biggest highlights for me. I felt him so much. Feeling attraction regardless of the gender of the person is exactly what bisexuality means and he’s the perfect portrayal. I also loved his thoughts on biphobia and how it feels like it’s a sexuality that makes other people feel uncomfortable. I could relate to him so much, and I could also relate to Lulu in lots of ways. I don’t have lifelong friends, and as an adult, making friends is so hard. I love my friends a lot and I rely on them way more than I do on my family, so I completely understood Jesse and Lulu’s struggles with friendship but their need to feel like they belong to someone.
I strongly recommend this book if you can relate to this experiences as well. Well, I also recommend it if you don’t relate, obviously, because it’s such a beautiful romance. It’s full of tenderness, acceptance and insecurities turning into wonderful friendships. Platonic soulmates exist and Jesse and Lulu are the proof, even if they stop being platonic because they fall in love along the way.
TW: Dementia (relative), car accident, sexual assault (past)
Rating: 5/5
Steam level: Open door, +5 scenes, high level of detail
ARC provided by Carina Adores and NetGalley. Opinions are my own!
September 17, 2024
Honestly, I don't know what to say. It was readable, as a millenial struggling with friendship, I kinda understand the whole thing but what was the point? I didn't get the whole study thing, I didn't get the way the FMC magically started being friend with her colleagues.
I had hard times with the writing too, sometimes.
I wish there was less sex too, more friendship without benefits.
I had hard times with the writing too, sometimes.
I wish there was less sex too, more friendship without benefits.
did-not-finish
March 6, 2024Mwah!!! DNF @33%
July 11, 2024
Why was this book SO PERFECT? it was the most relatable thing ever. Making friends as an adult, especially when you're neurodivergent is so hard and this book portrayed that in such a perfect. And dear god was this book spicy.
February 13, 2024
I had the absolute best time reading this book! Lulu and Jesse are set up by their mutual friend George on a blind date, but it doesn’t exactly work out. Later on they meet up again as part of a psychological study about adults having problems making new friends. Part of the rules of the study say that participants cannot have sex with one another. So it’s a good thing that Lulu and Jesse are just going to be friends with one another… right?
Ugh. This just had everything that I want from a romance. Individually compelling main characters who have their own stories outside of the romance, amazing chemistry between the couple, interesting side characters who are important to the story, and conflict that makes sense and isn’t shoehorned in for no reason.
Jesse has had a rough go of it, he’s no longer a firefighter after an injury meant he couldn’t continue in that line of work, his grandfather has Alzheimer’s and doesn’t recognize who he is anymore, and he never got to come out to his grandfather as bi. Lulu is back in her hometown after a bad breakup. Her job at the university isn’t all that she thought it would be. She feels like she’s too loud, too out there, and that her colleagues don’t respect her because she got the job because of her father.
I really loved the journey of seeing Jesse and Lulu open up to one another. They share hard things that happened in their pasts, but they also have a lot of fun times as well. I appreciated the themes of loneliness and belonging within the story. I also always love when stories have the sex scenes feel different than what is typically seen in romance novels. Their intimate scenes feel like something that is unique to their characters and not something that could just be swapped in from a different story.
Overall I just had a blast reading this. It has humor, depth, swoony moments, queerness, and amazing characters. I definitely recommend checking this one out!!
Thank you to the publisher for providing an advance copy via NetGalley in exchange for an honest review
Ugh. This just had everything that I want from a romance. Individually compelling main characters who have their own stories outside of the romance, amazing chemistry between the couple, interesting side characters who are important to the story, and conflict that makes sense and isn’t shoehorned in for no reason.
Jesse has had a rough go of it, he’s no longer a firefighter after an injury meant he couldn’t continue in that line of work, his grandfather has Alzheimer’s and doesn’t recognize who he is anymore, and he never got to come out to his grandfather as bi. Lulu is back in her hometown after a bad breakup. Her job at the university isn’t all that she thought it would be. She feels like she’s too loud, too out there, and that her colleagues don’t respect her because she got the job because of her father.
I really loved the journey of seeing Jesse and Lulu open up to one another. They share hard things that happened in their pasts, but they also have a lot of fun times as well. I appreciated the themes of loneliness and belonging within the story. I also always love when stories have the sex scenes feel different than what is typically seen in romance novels. Their intimate scenes feel like something that is unique to their characters and not something that could just be swapped in from a different story.
Overall I just had a blast reading this. It has humor, depth, swoony moments, queerness, and amazing characters. I definitely recommend checking this one out!!
Thank you to the publisher for providing an advance copy via NetGalley in exchange for an honest review
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