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Playing for Love #4
Back Into It
A scorching hot, age gap friends-to-lovers, boy-obsessed, unrequited love story by critically acclaimed author, Eve Dangerfield.
Cheryl Karalis-Walker doesn’t have time to fall in love. After twelve-hour days marketing pineapple-print leggings and caring for her terminally ill mother, all she wants is to get white wine tipsy and flirt with someone else’s dad.
Patrick Normal isn’t a dad. He isn’t close to being someone’s dad. He’s a young, kind-hearted football player with the body of a Greek god and Cheryl’s determined to treat him as a baby brother. After all, boyfriends leave, but friends are forever... Right?
Being Cheryl’s bestie has meant years of pent-up lust and friendzone jokes but Patrick is determined to withstand both if it means staying close to her. He’s losing hope he’ll ever move from ‘best friend’ to ‘love interest’ when a wild party leaves Cheryl naked in his bed. Between his sheets, she confesses she’s scared of ruining their friendship… but she loves it when he takes charge.
So, it’s on. No more games, no more tiptoeing around the tension Cheryl wants him in charge? She’s got it. She’s going to realize the man who’s always been her constant is the one she’s been waiting for her whole life. The two best friends are done f***ing around. It’s time to find out.
Back Into It is a standalone, contemporary romance novel, and book four in the interconnected Playing for Love series.
★★★★★ “I think I may have just met one of my favorite fictional men ever. Like I thought I had an obsession with Ty from Act Your Age but nothing and I mean NOTHING compares to the level of obsession I now have with Patrick Normal. Do yourself a favor and read this!!!!” Dirty Girl Reviews
★★★★★ “No one writes flawed characters like Eve. No one makes me cackle while reading like Eve. And, for f**k's sake, no one writes filthy, kinky sex like Eve. This is just *chef's kiss*” Romantically Inclined Reviews
★★★★★ “There are literal stars in my eyes! This was soooo good; it ticked all my boxes and then some." Melanie A
★★★★★ "I seriously DEVOURED this book." Nikki
★★★★★ "An amazing ending to this series. I've loved every book so far in this 'Playing for Love' series and I was not disappointed at all with Cheryl and Patrick. One of the best aspects for me of this book was how messy Cheryl was... it felt so real and relatable." Ashley Maggio
Cheryl Karalis-Walker doesn’t have time to fall in love. After twelve-hour days marketing pineapple-print leggings and caring for her terminally ill mother, all she wants is to get white wine tipsy and flirt with someone else’s dad.
Patrick Normal isn’t a dad. He isn’t close to being someone’s dad. He’s a young, kind-hearted football player with the body of a Greek god and Cheryl’s determined to treat him as a baby brother. After all, boyfriends leave, but friends are forever... Right?
Being Cheryl’s bestie has meant years of pent-up lust and friendzone jokes but Patrick is determined to withstand both if it means staying close to her. He’s losing hope he’ll ever move from ‘best friend’ to ‘love interest’ when a wild party leaves Cheryl naked in his bed. Between his sheets, she confesses she’s scared of ruining their friendship… but she loves it when he takes charge.
So, it’s on. No more games, no more tiptoeing around the tension Cheryl wants him in charge? She’s got it. She’s going to realize the man who’s always been her constant is the one she’s been waiting for her whole life. The two best friends are done f***ing around. It’s time to find out.
Back Into It is a standalone, contemporary romance novel, and book four in the interconnected Playing for Love series.
★★★★★ “I think I may have just met one of my favorite fictional men ever. Like I thought I had an obsession with Ty from Act Your Age but nothing and I mean NOTHING compares to the level of obsession I now have with Patrick Normal. Do yourself a favor and read this!!!!” Dirty Girl Reviews
★★★★★ “No one writes flawed characters like Eve. No one makes me cackle while reading like Eve. And, for f**k's sake, no one writes filthy, kinky sex like Eve. This is just *chef's kiss*” Romantically Inclined Reviews
★★★★★ “There are literal stars in my eyes! This was soooo good; it ticked all my boxes and then some." Melanie A
★★★★★ "I seriously DEVOURED this book." Nikki
★★★★★ "An amazing ending to this series. I've loved every book so far in this 'Playing for Love' series and I was not disappointed at all with Cheryl and Patrick. One of the best aspects for me of this book was how messy Cheryl was... it felt so real and relatable." Ashley Maggio
318 pages, Kindle Edition
First published December 5, 2023
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Eve Dangerfield
31 books1,491 followersEve Dangerfield has loved romance novels ever since she first swiped her grandmother’s paperbacks. Now she writes her own stories about complicated women and gorgeous-but-slightly-tortured men. Her work has been described as 'genre-defying,' and ‘the defibrillator contemporary romance needs right now'. And not just by those who might one day need bone marrow! She lives in Melbourne with her beautiful family and can generally be found making a mess.
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December 20, 2023
Meeeeeeh, this was such a let down. Too much of a let down for a book cover so hot.
I'll keep it short because I don't have much to say about this book except that the FMC is probably one of the fictional ladies I hate the most, topped only by The Selection's America Singer.
If you know me and my reading history, you'll realize that's saying a lot.
Cheryl (and her friends, if I have to be completely honest) made me wanna throw the book out the window every time she had a POV or every time she opened her ficitonal mouth.
She kept insisting poor Patrick Normal is too young for her, that he's immature, but she was the one with the maturity level of a tadpole and the emotional range of a cihuahua on crack.
I hated how she treated him and hated how he couldn't just tell her to go to hell and get himself a good girl who didn't toy with him the way Cheryl did.
Patrick was okay and I liked how he eventually showed his wild side once he and Cheryl started sleeping together, but that was it.
Emotionally speaking, they gave me almost nothing. Their chemistry just wasn't there and the progression of the romance felt completely unrealistic.
At least the smut -some of it- was good?
I'll keep it short because I don't have much to say about this book except that the FMC is probably one of the fictional ladies I hate the most, topped only by The Selection's America Singer.
If you know me and my reading history, you'll realize that's saying a lot.
Cheryl (and her friends, if I have to be completely honest) made me wanna throw the book out the window every time she had a POV or every time she opened her ficitonal mouth.
She kept insisting poor Patrick Normal is too young for her, that he's immature, but she was the one with the maturity level of a tadpole and the emotional range of a cihuahua on crack.
I hated how she treated him and hated how he couldn't just tell her to go to hell and get himself a good girl who didn't toy with him the way Cheryl did.
Patrick was okay and I liked how he eventually showed his wild side once he and Cheryl started sleeping together, but that was it.
Emotionally speaking, they gave me almost nothing. Their chemistry just wasn't there and the progression of the romance felt completely unrealistic.
At least the smut -some of it- was good?
December 29, 2023
5 STARS
OH.
MY.
GOD.
I think I may have just met one of my favorite fictional men ever. Like I thought I had an obsession with Ty from Act Your Age but nothing and I mean NOTHING compares to the level of obsession I now have with Patrick Normal. I will be running a petition to change his last name because there is nothing normal about him. NOTHING. The man was a perfect dichotomy. He's a total golden retriever who is a simp for his best friend that he has been crushing on for as long as they've been friends. But when this man is all in? He's a dirty talking, controlling, bossy BEAST in between the sheets. But in between that, he's completely obsessed with his woman. I cannot. I just cannot deal. My ovaries will never be the same. EVER.
It's ironic because I rarely gravitate toward third person POV or cinnamon roll heroes who give off golden retriever vibes. But I swear to god, I think I just found my new religion with this man.
Now let's talk about the book, shall we?
First of all, I loved the way it's written with small flashbacks to the day Cheryl and Patrick first meet and the small snippets into their actual feelings with every flash back. I also love the spin on the usual playboy hero with a woman who's sex positive and is a relationship phobe. Cheryl is 32 and has had a tough lot in life. She's got daddy issues for days, and she owns this with her taste for the older men. Her new best friend is a pro AFL player, 23, and completely obsessed with her. I love me a reverse age gap and I was absolutely rabid for this one.
The chemistry between these two was incendiary.
Cheryl runs and Patrick chases and I loved their push and pull. I loved the way they love each other as friends. And I love how they each fill in a gap for the other. These were such multi faceted, multi layered characters and I couldn't get enough of them. I loved both their growth as the story progresses. I love their friend squad. I loved absolutely everything about this book. EVERYTHING. I simply cannot recommend it enough.
If you're looking for a friends to lovers romance where the guy is secretly pining for his best friend, that's full of just the right amount of incendiary spice, and a perfect punch of feels, look no further. Do yourself a favor and read this!!!!
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We’re done fucking around, KitKat. It’s time to find out.”
“I… What do you mean?”
He smiled, and that was different too. “I mean I’m into you, KitKat. And since you got pissed and tried to fuck me last night, I’m gonna call it and say you’re into me too. So, let’s get together.”
OH.
MY.
GOD.
I think I may have just met one of my favorite fictional men ever. Like I thought I had an obsession with Ty from Act Your Age but nothing and I mean NOTHING compares to the level of obsession I now have with Patrick Normal. I will be running a petition to change his last name because there is nothing normal about him. NOTHING. The man was a perfect dichotomy. He's a total golden retriever who is a simp for his best friend that he has been crushing on for as long as they've been friends. But when this man is all in? He's a dirty talking, controlling, bossy BEAST in between the sheets. But in between that, he's completely obsessed with his woman. I cannot. I just cannot deal. My ovaries will never be the same. EVER.
It's ironic because I rarely gravitate toward third person POV or cinnamon roll heroes who give off golden retriever vibes. But I swear to god, I think I just found my new religion with this man.
Now let's talk about the book, shall we?
First of all, I loved the way it's written with small flashbacks to the day Cheryl and Patrick first meet and the small snippets into their actual feelings with every flash back. I also love the spin on the usual playboy hero with a woman who's sex positive and is a relationship phobe. Cheryl is 32 and has had a tough lot in life. She's got daddy issues for days, and she owns this with her taste for the older men. Her new best friend is a pro AFL player, 23, and completely obsessed with her. I love me a reverse age gap and I was absolutely rabid for this one.
The chemistry between these two was incendiary.
Cheryl runs and Patrick chases and I loved their push and pull. I loved the way they love each other as friends. And I love how they each fill in a gap for the other. These were such multi faceted, multi layered characters and I couldn't get enough of them. I loved both their growth as the story progresses. I love their friend squad. I loved absolutely everything about this book. EVERYTHING. I simply cannot recommend it enough.
If you're looking for a friends to lovers romance where the guy is secretly pining for his best friend, that's full of just the right amount of incendiary spice, and a perfect punch of feels, look no further. Do yourself a favor and read this!!!!
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December 5, 2023
***A 2023 TOP PICK***
5+ STARS
These two were HOT together, and with their individual flaws and vulnerabilities so vividly brought to life, my heart could barely stand it at times. Such an incredible combination.
I especially loved Cheryl, who'd been knocked around plenty by life . . .
Or how they find their inner Dom and blow her world apart. 🥵
Gah, the pivotal moments in this one were AMAZING! I give total props to ED for using the short flashbacks to such poetic effect. The way they gave the main plot drivers added depth and purpose was nothing short of genius.
And the cameos . . . all of it perfection. I'm so sad to see this series end.
5+ STARS
"I told you, we're done fucking around. You're mine."There are literal stars in my eyes! This was soooo good; it ticked all my boxes and then some:
✔ 100% character drivenand one box that I generally avoid like the plague:
✔ flawed characters who grow
✔ darkish kink
✔ reverse age gap
✔ reverse grumpy/sunshine
✔ friends to loversBut holy cow, did these 'friends' ever get their claws into me. Generally I hate pining - but here, the setup was perfect; believable, heart-wrenching, and filled to the brim with scorching tension.
These two were HOT together, and with their individual flaws and vulnerabilities so vividly brought to life, my heart could barely stand it at times. Such an incredible combination.
I especially loved Cheryl, who'd been knocked around plenty by life . . .
Whenever she left her mum's apartment, exhausted and depressed, she just wanted to go to a bar with her boobs out and het hit on by a dozen dads. Have them buy her drinks and laugh at her jokes and make her feel all shiny new.Patrick, on the other hand, had always led a charmed life, at least on the surface.
He was like that, Patrick. Thoughtful. Sweet.And logically they shouldn't have fit so well together . . . because dammit, Cheryl goes for dads, not twenty-one year old golden retriever types . . . no matter how hot they are, or how much they make her laugh, or how comfortable they make her feel.
Or how they find their inner Dom and blow her world apart. 🥵
Gah, the pivotal moments in this one were AMAZING! I give total props to ED for using the short flashbacks to such poetic effect. The way they gave the main plot drivers added depth and purpose was nothing short of genius.
And the cameos . . . all of it perfection. I'm so sad to see this series end.
September 2, 2024
Positive: it was great to recognise Dangerfield's original voice. This one felt real, just like her first books I loved so much.
Pet peeves: nasty cattiness hidden behind "humour", "woe is me" attitude, the idea of a friend-zone, and the constant time jumps.
The hero was great - patient, smart, and funny. The heroine wasn't really someone I would want to be friends with.
About friend-zoning: don't get me wrong, if a friendship develops into something, it's one thing, but something like "I clocked in 4 years and now let's be real" is just icky.
They were both hot for each other so it excuses the above BUT four years of pretending to be "just friends" felt far-fetched.
The heroine going on and on about the hero being too young felt super ironic considering her obvious immaturity and lack of emotional intelligence (which was cured in the last couple of chapters).
I'll stop here.
It was an ARC in exchange for my honest opinion.
Pet peeves: nasty cattiness hidden behind "humour", "woe is me" attitude, the idea of a friend-zone, and the constant time jumps.
The hero was great - patient, smart, and funny. The heroine wasn't really someone I would want to be friends with.
About friend-zoning: don't get me wrong, if a friendship develops into something, it's one thing, but something like "I clocked in 4 years and now let's be real" is just icky.
They were both hot for each other so it excuses the above BUT four years of pretending to be "just friends" felt far-fetched.
The heroine going on and on about the hero being too young felt super ironic considering her obvious immaturity and lack of emotional intelligence (which was cured in the last couple of chapters).
I'll stop here.
It was an ARC in exchange for my honest opinion.
December 23, 2023
The title paired with the knowledge that there's anal in this is just *chef's kiss*. No one writes flawed characters like Eve. No one makes me cackle while reading like Eve. And, for fuck's sake, no one writes filthy, kinky sex like Eve. Her mind has got to be weird af.
April 8, 2024
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December 23, 2023
5 stars ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️
Dammit...Eve Dangerfield I have always loved your scorching hot and sexy romances but this time you almost made me cry...you write the most amazing Age gap romances ("Act your Age" immediately comes to mind) and older woman and younger man romances are totally my Kryptonite when done well...this was so beautiful, funny and a little sad at times ...I loved it so bloody much.
The writing was stellar ..I knew I had to stop reading at 2am and get some sleep but as soon as I let the dogs out and got my coffee this morning, I was back at it...definitely the most addictive book I have read in the last year or more.
Patrick and Cheryl as friends = adorable...as lovers =beyond erotic.... but best of all they felt real people, like someone I might know and that is the true strength of Eve's writing her characters are relatable, imperfect and believable as are their lives and their actions.
MY FAVORITE READ OF 2023
If you have never read anything by this Aussie author ...her irreverent humor and sexy writing are just 2 reasons to give her a second look.
Dammit...Eve Dangerfield I have always loved your scorching hot and sexy romances but this time you almost made me cry...you write the most amazing Age gap romances ("Act your Age" immediately comes to mind) and older woman and younger man romances are totally my Kryptonite when done well...this was so beautiful, funny and a little sad at times ...I loved it so bloody much.
The writing was stellar ..I knew I had to stop reading at 2am and get some sleep but as soon as I let the dogs out and got my coffee this morning, I was back at it...definitely the most addictive book I have read in the last year or more.
Patrick and Cheryl as friends = adorable...as lovers =beyond erotic.... but best of all they felt real people, like someone I might know and that is the true strength of Eve's writing her characters are relatable, imperfect and believable as are their lives and their actions.
MY FAVORITE READ OF 2023
If you have never read anything by this Aussie author ...her irreverent humor and sexy writing are just 2 reasons to give her a second look.
March 23, 2024
4 'As long as it takes' Stars!
Last weekend I went back to a series I started a while ago to check out the last book because many of my contacts in Goodreads have been raving about this installment in particular. I am talking about Eve Dangerfield and her Playing for Love series. Specifically, Cheryl and Patrick’s love story called Back Into It. If you are into troupes like reverse age-gap, friends to lovers, hero obsessed and unrequited love, you are in for a treat!
You are so not ready for Patrick Normal, he is absolutely head over heels in love with Cheryl and he has had enough. He is not waiting any longer to finally act on their chemistry, especially when drunk Cheryl confesses she loves it when he is bossy. If you love steamy romance, you cannot miss reading Eve’s work. This series is quite loved in the book community so don't miss out so you can meet this amazing crew. Back Into It is my favorite so make sure to grab a copy!
Last weekend I went back to a series I started a while ago to check out the last book because many of my contacts in Goodreads have been raving about this installment in particular. I am talking about Eve Dangerfield and her Playing for Love series. Specifically, Cheryl and Patrick’s love story called Back Into It. If you are into troupes like reverse age-gap, friends to lovers, hero obsessed and unrequited love, you are in for a treat!
You are so not ready for Patrick Normal, he is absolutely head over heels in love with Cheryl and he has had enough. He is not waiting any longer to finally act on their chemistry, especially when drunk Cheryl confesses she loves it when he is bossy. If you love steamy romance, you cannot miss reading Eve’s work. This series is quite loved in the book community so don't miss out so you can meet this amazing crew. Back Into It is my favorite so make sure to grab a copy!
July 2, 2024
i seriously DEVOURED this book. you know i ran to that pre-order button the second i knew it was patrick and cheryl's book.
friends to lovers and slight age gap but the woman is older *chef's kiss*
usually flashbacks annoy me in books, but eve's were so well done to not only show the progression of their friendship up til present, but it's a great example of showing not telling hints and cues and the little incremental changes of their feelings towards each other (well, mostly cheryl lol).
patrick is so adorable, i really felt for cheryl, their relationship/friendship/chemistry was amazing. there was some pining and angst which only made the ending so much sweeter.
i look forward to more of eve's work, she is so brilliant!
friends to lovers and slight age gap but the woman is older *chef's kiss*
usually flashbacks annoy me in books, but eve's were so well done to not only show the progression of their friendship up til present, but it's a great example of showing not telling hints and cues and the little incremental changes of their feelings towards each other (well, mostly cheryl lol).
patrick is so adorable, i really felt for cheryl, their relationship/friendship/chemistry was amazing. there was some pining and angst which only made the ending so much sweeter.
i look forward to more of eve's work, she is so brilliant!
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December 15, 2023
A good read as usual, if a bit annoying at times. RTC
November 28, 2023
I think I would be right to say that this pair of characters is the most thought through and real I've seen from ED. They felt like real people to me. And maybe I'm biased 'cause I have a friend with a relationship dynamics quite similar to this, but I really felt for Cheryl and Pat. Their relationship struggles were so damn spot on.
I have a few personal qualms about drugs and some other stuff in ED's books so it's not always bullseye for my personal preferences but I gotta say Back Into It hits pretty close. It has everything you need: laughs, tears, romance, friendship, family, heat, kink and most of all - heart. Highly recommend!
Over and out
I have a few personal qualms about drugs and some other stuff in ED's books so it's not always bullseye for my personal preferences but I gotta say Back Into It hits pretty close. It has everything you need: laughs, tears, romance, friendship, family, heat, kink and most of all - heart. Highly recommend!
Over and out
November 28, 2023
An amazing ending to this series. I've loved every book so far in this 'Playing for Love' series and I was not disappointed at all with Cheryl and Patrick. There were all the elements of an Eve Dangerfield romance that I love -- angst, very steamy sex scenes, roleplaying, emotional sex scenes that build the tension and characters. I loved Cheryl and Patrick's dynamic -- Patrick's bossiness, Cheryl's 'kitten' play (we never got that scene with her collar, ears, and tail...that needs to be a bonus scene), Cheryl's virgin/innocent roleplay.
One of the best aspects for me of this book was how messy Cheryl was... how messy her work life, personal, family life was...it felt so real and relatable. I've felt that so many times and I appreciated that we got to see her even as she is trying to make things 'perfect'. The emotional journey that Cheryl and Patrick go through is so beautiful. It's truly hard to compare this book to others in the series, but this is definitely one of my favorites.
One of the best aspects for me of this book was how messy Cheryl was... how messy her work life, personal, family life was...it felt so real and relatable. I've felt that so many times and I appreciated that we got to see her even as she is trying to make things 'perfect'. The emotional journey that Cheryl and Patrick go through is so beautiful. It's truly hard to compare this book to others in the series, but this is definitely one of my favorites.
November 25, 2023
These two, they just sucker-punched me right in all the feels! They also made me laugh, they made me mad at them, and they rocked so hard with the chemistry that zaps between them like lightening. Those moments though, they just sneak up on you, and the next thing you know you are wailing no, don’t do it, or, yes, make the leap. Quite the rollercoaster of emotions, but you just wanted it to work out so bad between them, they deserved all the happiness and love that was right there between them. When it did all come together, it was simply perfect and so them, and I couldn’t have loved them more <3
December 12, 2023
I loved this age gap take. It was different than usual. Which I also love.
I love Patrick’s adoration of Cheryl.
I loved Cheryl’s broken!
This book was fabulous and pulled the heat and the heart.
So much.
Highly recommend
I love Patrick’s adoration of Cheryl.
I loved Cheryl’s broken!
This book was fabulous and pulled the heat and the heart.
So much.
Highly recommend
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June 26, 2024Kind of a mixed bag that I really enjoyed reading even though it frustrated me? I did appreciate how the dual timelines were used but I love a dual timeline! ymmv
January 2, 2025
Back into It by Eve Dangerfield, first published in December 2023, is the fourth installment in her Playing for Love series. I dived straight into book four and found myself right at home, never feeling as if I should have read the series in order. I am a sucker for a friends-to-lovers romance, my most favorite theme in the world of romance. However, it is rare to come across a good friends-to-lovers romance nowadays, and Ms. Dangerfield being one of my go-to authors in contemporary romance, I did not hesitate to grab myself a copy.
Told from dual perspectives of the main protagonists, Back into It brings to readers the story of 32 year old Cheryl Karalis-Walker, a social media consultant whose work is cut out for her when it comes to her personal life. While she is intelligent, witty, and smart, she does not see herself as someone worthy of a long-term love or relationship, which makes her shy away from any such prospects, especially with her closest male friend Patrick.
23 year old Patrick Fitzgerald is a professional Australian Football League player, who is passionate, headstrong, and deeply in love with Cheryl. Despite their friendship and being in love with her, he maintains close ties with Cheryl, and struggles with her resistance to view him as an ideal partner for life.
While Patrick is comfortable with his feelings, it is Cheryl who has a hard time reconciling with the age difference between them, having always stuck to older men when it comes to her relationships. Being labeled as a cougar is not something Cheryl looks forward to, and society’s judgmental nature when it comes to an older woman dating a younger man, especially in light of Patrick’s rising fame as a professional athlete makes her more hesitant to take that step.
Cheryl also battles with a complicated past, including a challenging childhood and fraught relationships. An absentee father and an ailing mother had forced Cheryl to grow up way before she had to, and being the primary caregiver to her mother adds onto her emotional baggage. As a result, Cheryl has emotional walls that are practically impenetrable, and even as she and Patrick grows closer over time, she dares not give in.
Patrick is an adorable hero in many ways. His unwavering devotion to Cheryl is the kind you witness, not through empty words, but because of his actions. He stands up for her, prioritizes her well-being over his own needs, and never ever questions his belief that they belong together, which helps Cheryl to overcome her fears.
Patrick is also one of the most patient heroes I have come across. Cheryl certainly resists hard, whenever she feels as if she is going to be overcome with feelings for Patrick. Fleeing for cover is in her nature, a protective mechanism, and it is Patrick who understands this instinct in her and allows her to be, rather than pressure her into accepting him.
At the same time, Patrick also challenges Cheryl’s misgivings about the age difference and societal judgments and refuses to let her use that as a primary excuse to keep him at bay, when he knows in his heart that theirs would be a love ever so grand.
While Cheryl at first was a character that I did not respect much, I found myself falling in love with her as I saw deep into her psyche and understood where she was coming from. To see her growth from someone who shied away from commitments and slept around, to someone who saw in Patrick what it would mean to be loved by someone who truly sees you – that in essence was why I fell in love with her.
Cheryl is also someone who is strong and determined, with an inner core of vulnerability; I could totally see why Patrick fell in love with over their shared hobbies such as hiking, watching horror movies, and getting brunch together. I also loved how honest she is with herself, about how she enjoys being desired by men and how she goes out of her way to ensure that she looks good when she wants to. She does not shy away from the concept that she likes it, and that I felt was refreshing for a change.
Patrick is a hero easy to love. His devotion, playful and yet grounded nature, maturity beyond his years, protective nature without it being toxic, his patience and persistence – all scored big with me. While there is incredible chemistry between the two, I did feel a bit cheated out on the sexy times that Ms. Dangerfield does so well in most of her books. This was a story heavier on emotional and personal growth than it was on the sensuality aspect and I guess it did work for the story line.
Recommended for those who love an emotionally well-balanced story, featuring a skittish heroine and a hero whose patience alone makes you fall head over heels for him.
Final Verdict: Back into It by Eve Dangerfield delivers a heartfelt friends-to-lovers romance with emotionally rich characters for fans of deeply layered love stories.
Rating = 4/5
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Told from dual perspectives of the main protagonists, Back into It brings to readers the story of 32 year old Cheryl Karalis-Walker, a social media consultant whose work is cut out for her when it comes to her personal life. While she is intelligent, witty, and smart, she does not see herself as someone worthy of a long-term love or relationship, which makes her shy away from any such prospects, especially with her closest male friend Patrick.
23 year old Patrick Fitzgerald is a professional Australian Football League player, who is passionate, headstrong, and deeply in love with Cheryl. Despite their friendship and being in love with her, he maintains close ties with Cheryl, and struggles with her resistance to view him as an ideal partner for life.
While Patrick is comfortable with his feelings, it is Cheryl who has a hard time reconciling with the age difference between them, having always stuck to older men when it comes to her relationships. Being labeled as a cougar is not something Cheryl looks forward to, and society’s judgmental nature when it comes to an older woman dating a younger man, especially in light of Patrick’s rising fame as a professional athlete makes her more hesitant to take that step.
Cheryl also battles with a complicated past, including a challenging childhood and fraught relationships. An absentee father and an ailing mother had forced Cheryl to grow up way before she had to, and being the primary caregiver to her mother adds onto her emotional baggage. As a result, Cheryl has emotional walls that are practically impenetrable, and even as she and Patrick grows closer over time, she dares not give in.
Patrick is an adorable hero in many ways. His unwavering devotion to Cheryl is the kind you witness, not through empty words, but because of his actions. He stands up for her, prioritizes her well-being over his own needs, and never ever questions his belief that they belong together, which helps Cheryl to overcome her fears.
Patrick is also one of the most patient heroes I have come across. Cheryl certainly resists hard, whenever she feels as if she is going to be overcome with feelings for Patrick. Fleeing for cover is in her nature, a protective mechanism, and it is Patrick who understands this instinct in her and allows her to be, rather than pressure her into accepting him.
At the same time, Patrick also challenges Cheryl’s misgivings about the age difference and societal judgments and refuses to let her use that as a primary excuse to keep him at bay, when he knows in his heart that theirs would be a love ever so grand.
While Cheryl at first was a character that I did not respect much, I found myself falling in love with her as I saw deep into her psyche and understood where she was coming from. To see her growth from someone who shied away from commitments and slept around, to someone who saw in Patrick what it would mean to be loved by someone who truly sees you – that in essence was why I fell in love with her.
Cheryl is also someone who is strong and determined, with an inner core of vulnerability; I could totally see why Patrick fell in love with over their shared hobbies such as hiking, watching horror movies, and getting brunch together. I also loved how honest she is with herself, about how she enjoys being desired by men and how she goes out of her way to ensure that she looks good when she wants to. She does not shy away from the concept that she likes it, and that I felt was refreshing for a change.
Patrick is a hero easy to love. His devotion, playful and yet grounded nature, maturity beyond his years, protective nature without it being toxic, his patience and persistence – all scored big with me. While there is incredible chemistry between the two, I did feel a bit cheated out on the sexy times that Ms. Dangerfield does so well in most of her books. This was a story heavier on emotional and personal growth than it was on the sensuality aspect and I guess it did work for the story line.
Recommended for those who love an emotionally well-balanced story, featuring a skittish heroine and a hero whose patience alone makes you fall head over heels for him.
Final Verdict: Back into It by Eve Dangerfield delivers a heartfelt friends-to-lovers romance with emotionally rich characters for fans of deeply layered love stories.
Rating = 4/5
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November 28, 2024
Back Into It by Eve Dangerfield
⭐️⭐️⭐️.5
🌶️🌶️🌶️🌶️
Patrick has been best friends with Cheryl for four years. To the public eye, the 9-year-age gap warrants the question—what could the two possibly have in common? However, it turns out that commonality is not the basis of their relationship but instead, a mutual respect and adoration for each other seems to be the driving force. Eve Dangerfield puts readers through the tumultuous relationship of the AFL player and social media manager. Whilst its notoriety is within the reverse age gap between the two, readers are also privy to the unrequited love and insecurity that keep both individuals in a chokehold.
There is something about an all-consuming, angsty and possessive love that just pulls at a romance reader’s heart. Patrick’s love for Cheryl was nothing less than that, with plenty of reminiscence, longing and respect that readers don’t get anymore in romance novels, ‘Back Into It’ departs from a sweet romance and more into an emotional drive for the reader.
Readers are introduced to Patrick and Cheryl’s relationship three years in, however, Eve Dangerfield doesn’t leave us in the dark—instead of continuing the book from then on, she also provides glimpses of their friendship in the past. At first, the flashbacks seem to purely provide context to the now confused relationship but once viewed from the author standpoint, they are quite intentional. Patrick has had a love for Cheryl since he sent their first Instagram DM and now after a Yacht Party, he is adamant to prove to Cheryl that they are soulmates. However, Cheryl requires patience—a woman who has had a difficult past deserves the ear and shoulder of a man who can wait, but the question lies whether Patrick can do that for her.
‘Back Into It’ is entails a passionate romance with spicy scenes that are steamy, kinky and adhere to all archetypes in the author’s writing. The novel provides plenty of banter and humorous characters that adhere to a small town romance trope more than its contemporary one. The side characters held a significant voice in the relationship of Patrick and Cheryl—one that at times was annoying but also a breath of fresh air. Unfortunately at times, this novel had quite the depressing tone. The past experiences of Cheryl were traumatic and its consequences to her present actions, created hard conversations for readers to digest. It doesn’t help that there is a perpetual theme on characters relying on sex and alcohol to heal inner demons, availing a filter over their POVs that aren’t from a conscious headspace.
I desired more intimacy scenes once Cheryl and Patrick had finally sorted out their issues, nevertheless, Eve Dangerfield still provides an epilogue that is comforting and finally gave contentment to a quite turbulent plot. This novel is quite a relatable one for the adult reader with real-life scenes. The characters hold a depth that cannot be disputed and the author ensures that she creates a world that is intentional. It’s hard not to be consumed by this novel and though it can be confronting at times, small quirks and humour intensified the success of this book.
⭐️⭐️⭐️.5
🌶️🌶️🌶️🌶️
Patrick has been best friends with Cheryl for four years. To the public eye, the 9-year-age gap warrants the question—what could the two possibly have in common? However, it turns out that commonality is not the basis of their relationship but instead, a mutual respect and adoration for each other seems to be the driving force. Eve Dangerfield puts readers through the tumultuous relationship of the AFL player and social media manager. Whilst its notoriety is within the reverse age gap between the two, readers are also privy to the unrequited love and insecurity that keep both individuals in a chokehold.
There is something about an all-consuming, angsty and possessive love that just pulls at a romance reader’s heart. Patrick’s love for Cheryl was nothing less than that, with plenty of reminiscence, longing and respect that readers don’t get anymore in romance novels, ‘Back Into It’ departs from a sweet romance and more into an emotional drive for the reader.
Readers are introduced to Patrick and Cheryl’s relationship three years in, however, Eve Dangerfield doesn’t leave us in the dark—instead of continuing the book from then on, she also provides glimpses of their friendship in the past. At first, the flashbacks seem to purely provide context to the now confused relationship but once viewed from the author standpoint, they are quite intentional. Patrick has had a love for Cheryl since he sent their first Instagram DM and now after a Yacht Party, he is adamant to prove to Cheryl that they are soulmates. However, Cheryl requires patience—a woman who has had a difficult past deserves the ear and shoulder of a man who can wait, but the question lies whether Patrick can do that for her.
‘Back Into It’ is entails a passionate romance with spicy scenes that are steamy, kinky and adhere to all archetypes in the author’s writing. The novel provides plenty of banter and humorous characters that adhere to a small town romance trope more than its contemporary one. The side characters held a significant voice in the relationship of Patrick and Cheryl—one that at times was annoying but also a breath of fresh air. Unfortunately at times, this novel had quite the depressing tone. The past experiences of Cheryl were traumatic and its consequences to her present actions, created hard conversations for readers to digest. It doesn’t help that there is a perpetual theme on characters relying on sex and alcohol to heal inner demons, availing a filter over their POVs that aren’t from a conscious headspace.
I desired more intimacy scenes once Cheryl and Patrick had finally sorted out their issues, nevertheless, Eve Dangerfield still provides an epilogue that is comforting and finally gave contentment to a quite turbulent plot. This novel is quite a relatable one for the adult reader with real-life scenes. The characters hold a depth that cannot be disputed and the author ensures that she creates a world that is intentional. It’s hard not to be consumed by this novel and though it can be confronting at times, small quirks and humour intensified the success of this book.
December 5, 2023
3.75-4 stars. Back into It is book four in the Playing for Love series and is Cheryl and Patrick's story. We have seen glimpses of them in previous books in the series. Cheryl, in her early 30s, is older than Patrick, in his early 20s, and has friend zoned him since they met. They are the best of friends, supporting each other and spending lots of time together. But Patrick has been in love with her secretly for years. One night, feelings are confessed and their relationship can never be the same. But they have a lot to overcome before they can make things work between them.
Whew, this was an emotional and, at times, heavy story. There is a lot of push and pull at work here. Both Cheryl and Patrick are very real feeling, flawed characters. Cheryl, especially, was not an easy character for me to like. But the way they each grew and overcame their personal issues had me rooting for them as individuals and a couple. The age difference did not bother me here. Cheryl is a bit of a mess and doesn't come off as older and more put together than Patrick. But it bothered Cheryl a lot and she had to work through those issues. This book was one of the hottest and dirtiest books by this author. Patrick was determined once he decided they were going to be together. He never truly gave up on Cheryl, even when she was at her worst. He was also a sweet, golden retriever on the streets and a dirty guy in the sheets.
Cheryl and Patrick's story put me through the emotional wringer, but I was happy that these two were able to get their acts together and find their happy ever after with each other. They both deserved happiness and were a perfect match, messiness, imperfections and all. Overall, Back Into It was a good read with an interesting story, characters with lots of depth, super sexy times and a love story that felt real. I have really enjoyed this series and am sad to see it end. But I can't wait to see what Ms. Dangerfield comes up with next.
*arc graciously provided by the author in exchange for an honest review*
Whew, this was an emotional and, at times, heavy story. There is a lot of push and pull at work here. Both Cheryl and Patrick are very real feeling, flawed characters. Cheryl, especially, was not an easy character for me to like. But the way they each grew and overcame their personal issues had me rooting for them as individuals and a couple. The age difference did not bother me here. Cheryl is a bit of a mess and doesn't come off as older and more put together than Patrick. But it bothered Cheryl a lot and she had to work through those issues. This book was one of the hottest and dirtiest books by this author. Patrick was determined once he decided they were going to be together. He never truly gave up on Cheryl, even when she was at her worst. He was also a sweet, golden retriever on the streets and a dirty guy in the sheets.
Cheryl and Patrick's story put me through the emotional wringer, but I was happy that these two were able to get their acts together and find their happy ever after with each other. They both deserved happiness and were a perfect match, messiness, imperfections and all. Overall, Back Into It was a good read with an interesting story, characters with lots of depth, super sexy times and a love story that felt real. I have really enjoyed this series and am sad to see it end. But I can't wait to see what Ms. Dangerfield comes up with next.
*arc graciously provided by the author in exchange for an honest review*
December 1, 2023
Oh the spice and the tension in this book drove me wild!
This is an ARC review
After years of being best friends with the love of his live Patrick decides to risk it all. Especially after a really drunk KitKat basically begs him to fuck her.
Cheryl is 9 years older than Patrick and usually goes for older men, that's why she kept the relationship with Patrick platonic for years even if he is a professional athlete and hot as hell. But Patrick wants to be more and now everything is changing.
This book is written in dual pov and different time frames and the tension is insane. So many things stop Patrick and Cheryl from getting together but the reader just wants them to work out. Because when they clash things get hot.
The characters felt super relatable and the personal growth they both went through is amazingly written. The age difference is apparent and I love that you feel that Patrick is younger and still has some growing up to do.
This book really had me in a chokehold.
Also I read this one as the first in the series, but it can be read as a standalone and it just made me curious about the other couples.
Thanks Eve for the copy!
This is an ARC review
After years of being best friends with the love of his live Patrick decides to risk it all. Especially after a really drunk KitKat basically begs him to fuck her.
Cheryl is 9 years older than Patrick and usually goes for older men, that's why she kept the relationship with Patrick platonic for years even if he is a professional athlete and hot as hell. But Patrick wants to be more and now everything is changing.
This book is written in dual pov and different time frames and the tension is insane. So many things stop Patrick and Cheryl from getting together but the reader just wants them to work out. Because when they clash things get hot.
The characters felt super relatable and the personal growth they both went through is amazingly written. The age difference is apparent and I love that you feel that Patrick is younger and still has some growing up to do.
This book really had me in a chokehold.
Also I read this one as the first in the series, but it can be read as a standalone and it just made me curious about the other couples.
Thanks Eve for the copy!
December 6, 2023
I need more words to describe her books, nothing will suffice. Her characters are so true and bold that you can feel everything they go through . They change and grow through the chapters shaping their relationship in the perfect love story
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Each book in this series is incredible, and it is difficult to choose one as a favorite, but I do feel that this is how contemporary romances should be written and everyone should read them.
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Cheryl had a difficult adolescence and like any woman who had a hard time growing up, she has rules and preferences, so when the new guy on the soccer team tries to flirt with her at an electronic music party, it's not his sloppy speech that stops her, because Cheryl doesn't have time for boys, she wants older mens
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But Patrick Normal is not just any guy, in addition to being the best friend of her best friend's boyfriend, he is a walking ray of sunshine, an ideal partner for movies, video games and lunches. Always the plus one at all events, until a couple of too many drinks makes him start to question if the friend zone line that Cheryl drew was completely erased because there is no other explanation for the looks and the things she says to him
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After three years, Patrick feels that this is his opportunity to risk everything to be with the woman he fell in love with at first sight. He just have to show her that he is not a boy, but a real man.
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Thanks to Eve Dangerfield and Valentine Pr Team for give a copy of this amazing book in exchange for my honest and voluntary opinion
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Each book in this series is incredible, and it is difficult to choose one as a favorite, but I do feel that this is how contemporary romances should be written and everyone should read them.
.
Cheryl had a difficult adolescence and like any woman who had a hard time growing up, she has rules and preferences, so when the new guy on the soccer team tries to flirt with her at an electronic music party, it's not his sloppy speech that stops her, because Cheryl doesn't have time for boys, she wants older mens
.
But Patrick Normal is not just any guy, in addition to being the best friend of her best friend's boyfriend, he is a walking ray of sunshine, an ideal partner for movies, video games and lunches. Always the plus one at all events, until a couple of too many drinks makes him start to question if the friend zone line that Cheryl drew was completely erased because there is no other explanation for the looks and the things she says to him
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After three years, Patrick feels that this is his opportunity to risk everything to be with the woman he fell in love with at first sight. He just have to show her that he is not a boy, but a real man.
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Thanks to Eve Dangerfield and Valentine Pr Team for give a copy of this amazing book in exchange for my honest and voluntary opinion
November 30, 2023
God this was a hot book! This was beautiful friends to lovers story with an age gap and definitely some kinks. You fall instantly for the MMC and cross your fingers the whole time for the happy ending he deserves. Such a great read looking forward to more from Eve Dangerfield.
May 7, 2024
I didn’t know Eve Dangerfield could write anything hotter than
Act Your Age
,
Captivated
, or
Degrees of Control
, I truly didn’t think it was possible, but here we are, she did it, and with Patrick Patty-Bear Normal, the hottest human Labrador ever?
Human Labrador is my preferred hero-type; I’ve got time for the curmudgeonly, damaged alpha-mallows (clearly, because Ty, the daddiest of daddies), but really, it’s the sweater boy cinnamon rolls I’m after these days, and Patrick is the quintessential sweater boy.
Not so nice he loses sex appeal (so much fucking sex appeal, bloody fucking hell, Dangerfield), intelligent but nowhere near arrogant (his insecurities make him so damn attractive), generous and kind without being a love-bomber, playful and fun but with a wealth of emotional intelligence, and just an all-round actual good guy, not some incel gaslighter who hates woman.
I hesitate to call him the perfect man, but damn, he’s close, so close, and his love and respect for Cheryl edges him just that much closer to perfection.
Whereas Cheryl Karalis-Walker is a messy fucking queen who should be genuflected to by all who enter her orbit:
So often I get pissed off by the women in any genre of fiction being written as “the ideal”:
Hot, and sweet, and sexy.
Smart, but not intimidatingly so, lest they immaculate the menfolk.
The girl next door but a total sex kitten.
One of the guys but with a body to die for, not a fat roll or rogue hair in sight.
Y’know the one, the beer-flavoured nipples one, the instagram girl with the perfect lighting and oh so shiny skin, so perfect they aren’t relatable in any fucking way at all.
I hate reading about that woman, it’s aggravating and depressing as hell, and Cheryl is all of those things. Every last one.
And holy shit, I love her so fucking much.
Because she’s a disaster in all her perfection, a car crash in slo-mo, and her looks don’t stop bad shit from happening to her constantly, or make her life any easier (pretty privilege is definitely a thing for our girl, and she’ll for sure take advantage of it, but could really blame her? Bitch needs a fucking break), and she’s not some blushing ingénue who won’t use every damn advantage she has to make it through the day.
She’s magnificent.
And kind, and funny, and a bit weird, and so gone for that doe-eyed puppy up there it’s amazing she hasn’t imploded from holding it in.
I love these two, and I think they’re probably the best couple of the series (Eden, Willow, I’m sorry but you’ve been usurped by disaster puppies, but I still love you), and it might be simply because of the amount of history there is between them.
They’ve spent years building a friendship, one that holds more weight that mutual pining/attraction, it’s more than two people who like each other’s company; they’re necessary to each other.
And the way Eve constructed the story with each chapter beginning with a flashback from significant points in their friendship, it just serves as a way to connect with them more and more.
It makes you understand Cheryl’s trepidation to make their relationship romantic, and Patrick’s confidence that they deserve to be more and can weather any storm.
And ultimately for her to learn it’s okay when he fucks up, that he isn’t perfect, and that he’s worth giving the benefit of the doubt.
And for him to know it’s okay to step up, to break free from the role he’s been given his whole life, and ask for more.
This may be Eve’s hottest book, but it’s also her most sensitive, and that just makes it even hotter.
I’m so sad to see this series go, it’s been a bloody delight in the caustically hilarious, kindle-shatteringly sexy, emotional ringer way only Eve Dangerfield can write.
And it’s even more of a gift because before this we didn’t know if she was coming back to romance, having taken a break with no return date (if you’re not subscribed to Living Dangerfieldy to learn these things and laugh your ass off, then sort that immediately).
And then all of sudden here was a new book, and then another one, and another, and another, and they’re so bloody good it makes you forget how sullen you were at the idea of possibly never receiving any new stories from a beloved author.
SO fucking good.
Her best to date.
And I can’t even imagine what she’ll treat us to next but fuck me, I know it’s gonna be amazing.
And if it just so happened to be another collab with Tessa Bailey, then that’d make my fucking year!
…………..
🎵 Memory Note:
Cautious Clay - Wildfire
Human Labrador is my preferred hero-type; I’ve got time for the curmudgeonly, damaged alpha-mallows (clearly, because Ty, the daddiest of daddies), but really, it’s the sweater boy cinnamon rolls I’m after these days, and Patrick is the quintessential sweater boy.
Not so nice he loses sex appeal (so much fucking sex appeal, bloody fucking hell, Dangerfield), intelligent but nowhere near arrogant (his insecurities make him so damn attractive), generous and kind without being a love-bomber, playful and fun but with a wealth of emotional intelligence, and just an all-round actual good guy, not some incel gaslighter who hates woman.
I hesitate to call him the perfect man, but damn, he’s close, so close, and his love and respect for Cheryl edges him just that much closer to perfection.
Whereas Cheryl Karalis-Walker is a messy fucking queen who should be genuflected to by all who enter her orbit:
So often I get pissed off by the women in any genre of fiction being written as “the ideal”:
Hot, and sweet, and sexy.
Smart, but not intimidatingly so, lest they immaculate the menfolk.
The girl next door but a total sex kitten.
One of the guys but with a body to die for, not a fat roll or rogue hair in sight.
Y’know the one, the beer-flavoured nipples one, the instagram girl with the perfect lighting and oh so shiny skin, so perfect they aren’t relatable in any fucking way at all.
I hate reading about that woman, it’s aggravating and depressing as hell, and Cheryl is all of those things. Every last one.
And holy shit, I love her so fucking much.
Because she’s a disaster in all her perfection, a car crash in slo-mo, and her looks don’t stop bad shit from happening to her constantly, or make her life any easier (pretty privilege is definitely a thing for our girl, and she’ll for sure take advantage of it, but could really blame her? Bitch needs a fucking break), and she’s not some blushing ingénue who won’t use every damn advantage she has to make it through the day.
She’s magnificent.
And kind, and funny, and a bit weird, and so gone for that doe-eyed puppy up there it’s amazing she hasn’t imploded from holding it in.
I love these two, and I think they’re probably the best couple of the series (Eden, Willow, I’m sorry but you’ve been usurped by disaster puppies, but I still love you), and it might be simply because of the amount of history there is between them.
They’ve spent years building a friendship, one that holds more weight that mutual pining/attraction, it’s more than two people who like each other’s company; they’re necessary to each other.
And the way Eve constructed the story with each chapter beginning with a flashback from significant points in their friendship, it just serves as a way to connect with them more and more.
It makes you understand Cheryl’s trepidation to make their relationship romantic, and Patrick’s confidence that they deserve to be more and can weather any storm.
And ultimately for her to learn it’s okay when he fucks up, that he isn’t perfect, and that he’s worth giving the benefit of the doubt.
And for him to know it’s okay to step up, to break free from the role he’s been given his whole life, and ask for more.
This may be Eve’s hottest book, but it’s also her most sensitive, and that just makes it even hotter.
I’m so sad to see this series go, it’s been a bloody delight in the caustically hilarious, kindle-shatteringly sexy, emotional ringer way only Eve Dangerfield can write.
And it’s even more of a gift because before this we didn’t know if she was coming back to romance, having taken a break with no return date (if you’re not subscribed to Living Dangerfieldy to learn these things and laugh your ass off, then sort that immediately).
And then all of sudden here was a new book, and then another one, and another, and another, and they’re so bloody good it makes you forget how sullen you were at the idea of possibly never receiving any new stories from a beloved author.
SO fucking good.
Her best to date.
And I can’t even imagine what she’ll treat us to next but fuck me, I know it’s gonna be amazing.
And if it just so happened to be another collab with Tessa Bailey, then that’d make my fucking year!
…………..
🎵 Memory Note:
Cautious Clay - Wildfire
January 4, 2025
*****CAUTION: My tags contain potential spoiler information.
I'm a long time Eve Dangerfield fan, but I ended up liking this one even more than I expected. I'm not sure if it's due to the mood I was in when I started it, or if it's the quality of her writing, but this book really hit the spot. I loved First and Forever, but the emotional depth in this one really got to me. I usually avoid reverse age gaps and fmc's who are turned on by rough degradation, but Eve Dangerfield really made it all work for me here. Spicy/kinky stories with emotional depth can be difficult to find, so if that combination is your cup of tea, I highly recommend giving this a try.
I'm a long time Eve Dangerfield fan, but I ended up liking this one even more than I expected. I'm not sure if it's due to the mood I was in when I started it, or if it's the quality of her writing, but this book really hit the spot. I loved First and Forever, but the emotional depth in this one really got to me. I usually avoid reverse age gaps and fmc's who are turned on by rough degradation, but Eve Dangerfield really made it all work for me here. Spicy/kinky stories with emotional depth can be difficult to find, so if that combination is your cup of tea, I highly recommend giving this a try.
December 28, 2023
Once more Eve Dangerfield has written an amazing story ✨ The characters are "real", and so are their issues and its something I always appreciate when I read one of her novel. In short, this a delicious friends-to-lovers with an age-gap romance.
A bit more details :
Cheryl and Patrick's characters are really fleshed out, as it's usually the case with Eve's characters. We, as readers, understand their problems, why they are scared to enter a relationship or eager to jump into it, and how their inner voice influences their behavior in a romantic context.
Cheryl has a difficult life : her mother is suffering from ALS, she was abandoned by her father, and she made a lot of choices in the past that were influenced by those events. She is saving to buy herself an apartment. One good thing in her life is the presence of her friends, including Patrick Normal, her best friend. Patrick is in love with Cheryl since the first time he saw her, but he is scared to ruin their friendship by telling her how he feels.
At THE yacht party (the turning point in their relationship), he makes Cheryl jealous by flirting with an older woman. Patrick is only 23/24 and Cheryl is 32, its an issue for Cheryl who is always trying to be perfect. She has a lot of insecurities about being Patrick's girlfriend. Patrick does his best to reassure her, and some of this reassurance is provided by the sex they have. Their roleplay allows them to explore their dark side and it's really hot as well lol
Overall I really enjoyed reading their story 💖
A bit more details :
Cheryl and Patrick's characters are really fleshed out, as it's usually the case with Eve's characters. We, as readers, understand their problems, why they are scared to enter a relationship or eager to jump into it, and how their inner voice influences their behavior in a romantic context.
Cheryl has a difficult life : her mother is suffering from ALS, she was abandoned by her father, and she made a lot of choices in the past that were influenced by those events. She is saving to buy herself an apartment. One good thing in her life is the presence of her friends, including Patrick Normal, her best friend. Patrick is in love with Cheryl since the first time he saw her, but he is scared to ruin their friendship by telling her how he feels.
At THE yacht party (the turning point in their relationship), he makes Cheryl jealous by flirting with an older woman. Patrick is only 23/24 and Cheryl is 32, its an issue for Cheryl who is always trying to be perfect. She has a lot of insecurities about being Patrick's girlfriend. Patrick does his best to reassure her, and some of this reassurance is provided by the sex they have. Their roleplay allows them to explore their dark side and it's really hot as well lol
Overall I really enjoyed reading their story 💖
December 4, 2023
Firstly, if you've not read any of Eve's books before, the blurb might lull you into thinking this book is somewhat sweeter than it is.
Don't get me wrong - Patrick is a delicious labrador puppy cinnamon roll when he wants to be but also a fun ball of naughty lusciousness who realises he may need to play a different role when he shifts from friend to lover with Cheryl. So what you actually get is a highly charged, messy, true-to-life scrum of emotions and physical attraction all trying to work itself out when these two friends finally give things a shot.
I loved so much about this story, in particular Patrick's wrestling with both liking, and not being comfortable with, some aspects of the role he steps into when first getting together with Cheryl. I found this endearing - he can have 'alpha' moments but isn't someone (like many MMCs) who needs control all the time - which feels really human and normal, especially his struggle about whether this is good for Cheryl's (or his own) mental health.
Cheryl (not a name I love, but maybe that's my UK sensibilities!), is a mess, for all sorts of legit reasons. Her pride won't let her seek help, which is the crux of much of the conflict here. Patrick would jump at the chance to do more to support her in so many ways, though I do wish one of the wrap-up 'solutions' at the end didn't revolve around Patrick being rich and famous and throwing his money around. It's a minor grumble as he was always set up as an AFL player, however, I do wish we had more equality in our character's financial situations in romance!
I really appreciated Patrick's idiotic moments. A couple of times he really messed up but didn't understand what he'd done and had to stew for a while or get input from older and wiser friends before he understood what had gone wrong. But once he understood, he took steps to fix things in a manner Cheryl would appreciate - ie he though about her, not just himself and didn't just rush in and demand forgiveness. I love this. Patrick is young, we all make mistakes and we all have to learn from them, how you move forward shows who you are and I think this is a really good example of Patrick being more than his young years. Also, there's some lovely balance because Cheryl, after some time to think, also realises she didn't articulate what she needed properly, so how could she expect Patrick to know how to react. It's the mature thought process of two people who care about each other deeply even when they are upset and made me very happy in a sea of other novels awash with terrible self-centred poor communication - it's a clear marker of how Cheryl and Patrick were good friends before their relationship developed.
As always with Eve's books this is compelling and moreish, I didn't want to put it down and I felt all the emotions; joy, rage, sadness, pity, turned on...I also had a proper splutter laugh at several moments which caught me unawares - Eve has a real turn of phrase!
Suffice to say I had loads of fun reading this book. I really enjoy a 'reverse' age gap as good ones are rare and this one was a gooey, angsty, steamy, heartwarming, funny, rollercoaster smack in the face of all the good stuff.
ARC gratefully received from Valentine PR and the author for an honest review.
Don't get me wrong - Patrick is a delicious labrador puppy cinnamon roll when he wants to be but also a fun ball of naughty lusciousness who realises he may need to play a different role when he shifts from friend to lover with Cheryl. So what you actually get is a highly charged, messy, true-to-life scrum of emotions and physical attraction all trying to work itself out when these two friends finally give things a shot.
I loved so much about this story, in particular Patrick's wrestling with both liking, and not being comfortable with, some aspects of the role he steps into when first getting together with Cheryl. I found this endearing - he can have 'alpha' moments but isn't someone (like many MMCs) who needs control all the time - which feels really human and normal, especially his struggle about whether this is good for Cheryl's (or his own) mental health.
Cheryl (not a name I love, but maybe that's my UK sensibilities!), is a mess, for all sorts of legit reasons. Her pride won't let her seek help, which is the crux of much of the conflict here. Patrick would jump at the chance to do more to support her in so many ways, though I do wish one of the wrap-up 'solutions' at the end didn't revolve around Patrick being rich and famous and throwing his money around. It's a minor grumble as he was always set up as an AFL player, however, I do wish we had more equality in our character's financial situations in romance!
I really appreciated Patrick's idiotic moments. A couple of times he really messed up but didn't understand what he'd done and had to stew for a while or get input from older and wiser friends before he understood what had gone wrong. But once he understood, he took steps to fix things in a manner Cheryl would appreciate - ie he though about her, not just himself and didn't just rush in and demand forgiveness. I love this. Patrick is young, we all make mistakes and we all have to learn from them, how you move forward shows who you are and I think this is a really good example of Patrick being more than his young years. Also, there's some lovely balance because Cheryl, after some time to think, also realises she didn't articulate what she needed properly, so how could she expect Patrick to know how to react. It's the mature thought process of two people who care about each other deeply even when they are upset and made me very happy in a sea of other novels awash with terrible self-centred poor communication - it's a clear marker of how Cheryl and Patrick were good friends before their relationship developed.
As always with Eve's books this is compelling and moreish, I didn't want to put it down and I felt all the emotions; joy, rage, sadness, pity, turned on...I also had a proper splutter laugh at several moments which caught me unawares - Eve has a real turn of phrase!
Suffice to say I had loads of fun reading this book. I really enjoy a 'reverse' age gap as good ones are rare and this one was a gooey, angsty, steamy, heartwarming, funny, rollercoaster smack in the face of all the good stuff.
ARC gratefully received from Valentine PR and the author for an honest review.
May 15, 2024
Essentially this reads to me like either a re-tread or a forerunner of the excellent Open Hearts. We have a cinnamon roll hero with a kinky side and an older heroine who is short, has big boobs, and a troubled past. It’s interesting to reflect that usually the bias in romance is in favour of smart, quiet, not Obviously Attractive heroines – the reader-writer bias, in other words. The frequency of setting these romances in the context of Australian football (or whatever this sport actually is; no games ever happen, which I’m totally fine with) means there’s a whole culture referenced with which I’m unfamiliar, although I can probably extrapolate from context cues. My personal preference is of course for a hot, dumb major sports star to fall for the bookish uninterested girl, but that’s a huge self-own.
My issues with this are not so much that set-up, although it’s not precisely my taste, but with the execution. Patrick’s youth – twenty-four to Cheryl’s thirty-two – only really comes up in the context of him being a bit flummoxed by Cheryl’s complex social situation, something he found out about twelve hours previously, in the denouement clash. A bit like Dean before him, he’s a bit too perfect; all his faults are age-related, in the fact of what his age IS, rather than how being twenty-four influences your behaviour, thoughts, and actions. I’m glad there’s increasingly stories out there about age-reversal romances, but short of hoping that the Gen Xer men are somehow better than millennials, I’m not sure there’s much advantage besides the youth = beauty element.
My issues with this are not so much that set-up, although it’s not precisely my taste, but with the execution. Patrick’s youth – twenty-four to Cheryl’s thirty-two – only really comes up in the context of him being a bit flummoxed by Cheryl’s complex social situation, something he found out about twelve hours previously, in the denouement clash. A bit like Dean before him, he’s a bit too perfect; all his faults are age-related, in the fact of what his age IS, rather than how being twenty-four influences your behaviour, thoughts, and actions. I’m glad there’s increasingly stories out there about age-reversal romances, but short of hoping that the Gen Xer men are somehow better than millennials, I’m not sure there’s much advantage besides the youth = beauty element.
This entire review has been hidden because of spoilers.
December 6, 2023
OMG let me just say first I am officially obsessed and in love with Patrick. He is a Patty-bear but when it comes the time he is THE MAN we all need. He is I love and he is deep. He is thoughtful and caring and kind and strong bit also the baby(and that's what will create drama at some poit)
Anyhow, this book is fantastic. It got its heavy moments.....some very heavy moments....some funny moments...some very sexy moments and hot and burning hot and volcano hot...it's got everything.
I really like Patrick not bc he is a hot sexy AFL player but nc though he is young he is doing right by Cheryl (when she is not). And don't think he is insecurities free....no no no he has his own load but he asking help to manage some stuff. He has great friends (older friend I must say) and he tries his best for the woman he loves. He is being in love with Cheryl for 4 years and he is staying by her side like her best friend and he is content with it. Cheryl on the other hand is all over the place,self-destructive, don't give a dimme for anyone or anything that her friends (not even for herself) , she lives life by going on searching for daddies, doing a job she doesn't even want just bc its an office job, and has so much luggage oh my for. She doesn't want be helped she even thinks she doesn't need it and she is acting exactly like that. She has big huge walls built up and she has her whole life sectioned so nothing intervenes with something else(and she will pay the price and with her Patrick). She is fully insecure (though she is being described and called beautiful as h**l) and the way she is acting all through the book is frustrating and pisses me of.
But I understand where she is coming from. And Patrick is coming to save her....and it's going to be intense.....so intense....you will love this book and this couple, their dialogs their bickering their fights are all chef's 💋 kiss really. You will love this book
I voluntarily received and review an Advanced Reader Copy
Anyhow, this book is fantastic. It got its heavy moments.....some very heavy moments....some funny moments...some very sexy moments and hot and burning hot and volcano hot...it's got everything.
I really like Patrick not bc he is a hot sexy AFL player but nc though he is young he is doing right by Cheryl (when she is not). And don't think he is insecurities free....no no no he has his own load but he asking help to manage some stuff. He has great friends (older friend I must say) and he tries his best for the woman he loves. He is being in love with Cheryl for 4 years and he is staying by her side like her best friend and he is content with it. Cheryl on the other hand is all over the place,self-destructive, don't give a dimme for anyone or anything that her friends (not even for herself) , she lives life by going on searching for daddies, doing a job she doesn't even want just bc its an office job, and has so much luggage oh my for. She doesn't want be helped she even thinks she doesn't need it and she is acting exactly like that. She has big huge walls built up and she has her whole life sectioned so nothing intervenes with something else(and she will pay the price and with her Patrick). She is fully insecure (though she is being described and called beautiful as h**l) and the way she is acting all through the book is frustrating and pisses me of.
But I understand where she is coming from. And Patrick is coming to save her....and it's going to be intense.....so intense....you will love this book and this couple, their dialogs their bickering their fights are all chef's 💋 kiss really. You will love this book
I voluntarily received and review an Advanced Reader Copy
December 5, 2023
So there aren’t really spoilers but tagging this just in case:
Book 3 in this series was my first Eve Dangerfield book and I’ve been waiting for this one ever since! Phew no one can write surprisingly scorching spice like Eve!
I really enjoyed this story, but best friends to lovers is not typically my favorite trope because the push-pull generally drives me bonkers, and this relationship definitely fell into that trap for me. But darn it if Patrick wasn’t the sweetest, dirty mouth golden retriever that totally won me over.
I love flawed and realistic character, but did find Cheryl a bit aggravating at times, BUT that’s also a hallmark of a great story that has fully sucked you in because I really wanted to be in the book with her to shake some sense into her earlier 😂 . And also to pay for her to start therapy.
I loved Patrick and how (eventually) he just put all his cards on the table with Cheryl and was like “this is happening so get on board”. However, with so much emphasis being put on Cheryl being the “older one” (which as someone her same age was also a thing that made me annoyed at her character lol), it was a bit frustrating that other characters were constantly belittling Patrick for being “only” 24. As if he isn’t a fully grown adult who has a job, a house, etc. etc.
And as a person with a spouse, I fully understand not wanting to have to explain things to your partner 24/7/365, and just wanting them to step up to the plate, but the whole conversation with Eden felt a bit harsh after Patrick had been fully committed to Cheryl so strongly for 85% of the book and she had constantly been the one running away from him multiple times previously. I felt he deserved a bit more of a chase back from Cheryl.
But I totally loved everything that happened in chapter 16 & 17!
*I received an arc of this book, all opinions are my own*
Book 3 in this series was my first Eve Dangerfield book and I’ve been waiting for this one ever since! Phew no one can write surprisingly scorching spice like Eve!
I really enjoyed this story, but best friends to lovers is not typically my favorite trope because the push-pull generally drives me bonkers, and this relationship definitely fell into that trap for me. But darn it if Patrick wasn’t the sweetest, dirty mouth golden retriever that totally won me over.
I love flawed and realistic character, but did find Cheryl a bit aggravating at times, BUT that’s also a hallmark of a great story that has fully sucked you in because I really wanted to be in the book with her to shake some sense into her earlier 😂 . And also to pay for her to start therapy.
I loved Patrick and how (eventually) he just put all his cards on the table with Cheryl and was like “this is happening so get on board”. However, with so much emphasis being put on Cheryl being the “older one” (which as someone her same age was also a thing that made me annoyed at her character lol), it was a bit frustrating that other characters were constantly belittling Patrick for being “only” 24. As if he isn’t a fully grown adult who has a job, a house, etc. etc.
And as a person with a spouse, I fully understand not wanting to have to explain things to your partner 24/7/365, and just wanting them to step up to the plate, but the whole conversation with Eden felt a bit harsh after Patrick had been fully committed to Cheryl so strongly for 85% of the book and she had constantly been the one running away from him multiple times previously. I felt he deserved a bit more of a chase back from Cheryl.
But I totally loved everything that happened in chapter 16 & 17!
*I received an arc of this book, all opinions are my own*
This entire review has been hidden because of spoilers.
December 13, 2023
ARC REVIEW - Thank you Valentine PR!
- I recommend reading up on the TWs before diving into this read!
Being that this is my first ARC read, I was super excited and assumed I would love it! I read this book as a stand-alone in its series, but I do wish I had read the other two books before this one to have some insight on the relationships between the other characters and the main characters.
This wasn't one of my favorite reads, if I'm being honestly. I just feel like the smut content overtook the plot of the story in many occasions and I found myself sick of it and almost dnf-ed the book. I also feel like the progression of the two main character's love stories seemed rushed kinda?? Idunno something wasn't clicking, and the book being in 3rd-person POV (not my cup of tea) made it even more difficult to get through. But I finished it for the sake of it being my first ARC and I was chosen so I fulfilled. All in all, I didn't find myself giggling and kicking my feets so it's probs one of my least fav reads of the year, but I am beyond grateful for this opportunity! Maybe reading the other books would have made me like this book a little better, but as it stands as a "stand-alone", just wasn't it for me :/
- I recommend reading up on the TWs before diving into this read!
Being that this is my first ARC read, I was super excited and assumed I would love it! I read this book as a stand-alone in its series, but I do wish I had read the other two books before this one to have some insight on the relationships between the other characters and the main characters.
This wasn't one of my favorite reads, if I'm being honestly. I just feel like the smut content overtook the plot of the story in many occasions and I found myself sick of it and almost dnf-ed the book. I also feel like the progression of the two main character's love stories seemed rushed kinda?? Idunno something wasn't clicking, and the book being in 3rd-person POV (not my cup of tea) made it even more difficult to get through. But I finished it for the sake of it being my first ARC and I was chosen so I fulfilled. All in all, I didn't find myself giggling and kicking my feets so it's probs one of my least fav reads of the year, but I am beyond grateful for this opportunity! Maybe reading the other books would have made me like this book a little better, but as it stands as a "stand-alone", just wasn't it for me :/
December 4, 2023
Reviewed for A Wanton Book Lover Blog
Back Into It is book 4 in the Playing for Love series and can be read as a stand-alone. Patrick Normal, famous football star and all around great guy has been friends with Cheryl Karalis-Walker for a couple of years now; in fact, they are best friends. They hang-out, have a daily call at 11:00, go to parties together but they have never crossed "that line" into more. In-fact, Cheryl is actually into older men, while Patrick is several years younger than she is. Truth be told, Patrick is in love with Cheryl. Everyone knows BUT Patrick and Cheryl. When a drunken night leaves Cheryl vulnerable, she confuses Patrick that she has feelings for him but is too afraid to ruin their friendship to get involved with him romantically. When Patrick shows Cheryl what they could be like together and promises to take the blame if anything goes wrong, Cheryl finally decides to take a chance and see where things might lead. But when Cheryl's life crashed into her and Patrick's relationship, the question remains to be answered if Patrick is mature enough and the man that Cheryl can count on to support her when she needs it the most.
This was a new author to me. The book started just a little slow for me but soon picked-up and I couldn't wait to see what was going to happen next with Patrick and Cheryl. Cheryl was a real mystery and had some major abandonment issues to work through. I thought it was too bad that she didn't initially trust Patrick with all parts of her life and what she was struggling with since they were supposed to be best friends. Once Patrick decided he was tired and waiting around Cheryl and decided she was his, (cue permanent marker scene {fans self}) all bets were off. I definitely plan to go back and read the previous books in this series.
Back Into It is book 4 in the Playing for Love series and can be read as a stand-alone. Patrick Normal, famous football star and all around great guy has been friends with Cheryl Karalis-Walker for a couple of years now; in fact, they are best friends. They hang-out, have a daily call at 11:00, go to parties together but they have never crossed "that line" into more. In-fact, Cheryl is actually into older men, while Patrick is several years younger than she is. Truth be told, Patrick is in love with Cheryl. Everyone knows BUT Patrick and Cheryl. When a drunken night leaves Cheryl vulnerable, she confuses Patrick that she has feelings for him but is too afraid to ruin their friendship to get involved with him romantically. When Patrick shows Cheryl what they could be like together and promises to take the blame if anything goes wrong, Cheryl finally decides to take a chance and see where things might lead. But when Cheryl's life crashed into her and Patrick's relationship, the question remains to be answered if Patrick is mature enough and the man that Cheryl can count on to support her when she needs it the most.
This was a new author to me. The book started just a little slow for me but soon picked-up and I couldn't wait to see what was going to happen next with Patrick and Cheryl. Cheryl was a real mystery and had some major abandonment issues to work through. I thought it was too bad that she didn't initially trust Patrick with all parts of her life and what she was struggling with since they were supposed to be best friends. Once Patrick decided he was tired and waiting around Cheryl and decided she was his, (cue permanent marker scene {fans self}) all bets were off. I definitely plan to go back and read the previous books in this series.
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