Meh, not enough for me.
Hero is a pastor, he became a Christian some years before, so he has a past and tattoos. But now he’s good and has made a vow of celibacy until he meets the woman he will marry.
The heroine is 14 years younger and the daughter of his bf. Heroine father is a stern believer who wants all his family to be like him but the heroine is an atheist. I didn’t like how these words are used as labels. I think she simply didn’t want to believe their god and their religion, which doesn’t mean she could believe in something else, but her family doesn’t accept this. She also has a sister, an older sister, who has been dumped by her ex who impregnated another woman, and her father proposes the hero to court, yes, court, his older daughter that is a sweet, meek, good, Christian woman. Which turned out to be false. Because the sister is a mean, judgemental, bigot who also eventually has sex with her ex even if he’s married and with a child. The good Christian woman.
The book is all about the hero having the hots for the heroine, having wet dreams about her and beating his c**k while moaning her name, and the heroine trying to seduce him. Of course they have sex, during a meeting of pastors which made me laugh a lot. What bothered me most was the judgemental attitude of the hero to the heroine and the repeated comparisons with the older hypocrite sister, and his inner thoughts that let us know he doesn’t think the heroine is enough for him, since she’s atheist, and how he could never marry her. I don’t understand how being a good Christian means that he and heroines sister pretended to be a couple because she didn’t want her ex to know she was alone. They were pretending, lying, deceiving people. Is this a good Christian behavior?
In the end he only goes back with the heroine because her father tells him she loves him and basically gives him permission to be with her, otherwise he wasn’t going to pursue her and he was letting her go. His excuses were just that, excuses, he thought she was too young and he thought it was only lust and that she would get tired of him. She was 24 not 14, and when you’re that age the gap is not so important. She was an adult, and so was he. And the sister was selfish, small minded and had hypocrite. I know the book is about the hero’s having scruples and his inner fight to let the heroine go for her sake but I only perceived a man who didn’t love her enough to put her first and only pursued her when everyone around him gave him permission.