Natasha and Mitchell live in Balhannah, a small town in the Adelaide Hills, with their two preteen daughter’s Willow and Lara and dog Angel. Looking at their life from the outside it looks prefect, they have a nice house, two cars, Natasha owns a home wares shop and is interested in interior design and Mitchell works from home and cooks tea for his family. Natasha does the school run, takes the girls to netball and catches up with her girlfriends regularly.
Mitchell has turned into a bit of a recluse and he’s become very withdrawn and Natasha puts this down to the pressures of trading on the US stock market and working from home at night, and least he doesn’t have to do the daily commute to the city via the death defying Free Way.
Natasha meets locksmith Jesse when he comes into her shop, he’s very charming, he offers to help Natasha with promoting her interior skills, and it seems like a legitimate offer. Soon everywhere she goes, Natasha starts bumping into Jesse, he’s rather good looking and there’s no harm in checking out a spunky tradie?
The issue is Jesse starts making Natasha think about the things she’s not getting from Mitchell, they were once close, she feels lonely and neglected. Her friends tell her she’s playing with fire, Jesse is a bit of a mystery man, Natasha knows nothing about his private life and when one points out he doesn’t use any form of social media, which is odd in this day and age and she gets huffy.
The main characters marriage has suffered due to the couple being busy, like most men Mitchell doesn’t talk about how he’s feeling or understand why he’s ended up making some bad choices and his life is unravelling. Natasha is wearing blinkers, luckily she has nice friends who care for her and pick up when something isn’t right.
I received a copy of Looking Out, by Fiona McCullum from Harlequin Australia and NetGalley in exchange for an unbiased review. The popular author is known for her interesting plots and tackling thought provoking and controversial topics in her books. Her latest novel is no exception, married life changes when you have children, gone is the spontaneous romance, it’s all about commitments, and it’s easy for a couple to lose their way, this is what happens with the main characters.
The narrative has elements of suspense, danger, people keeping secrets and this is hard to do in a small town, the story brings up types of addiction, signs of depression, family dynamics and what’s a normal family these days and the importance of friendship and why you should always listen to that little voice in your head called common sense. Natasha wasn’t my favourite character, I found her rather annoying and maybe this was intentional as no one is perfect and four stars from me.