I Am No Longer

by Isabella Rose Estes

What if you believed the world could end tomorrow? Imagine that you are a member of the only organization on earth that will survive the imminent and destructive Armageddon. You’re confident that every other religion has it wrong, that only you have “the truth”. But what if you got kicked out of this “truth”? You’re left with their images of black skies, government violence and catastrophic natural disasters, each day wondering if today will be your last. Follow Isabella’s story of going from being a devout and controlled Jehovah’s Witness to disfellowshipped and free. “Isabella Estes is no longer one of Jehovah’s Witnesses” was the announcement that sent her on the most devastating, yet liberating journey of healing and self discovery that she would ever face. What is it really like inside this very secretive organization? How do they come to have such power over their members? Why and how are people so severely manipulated, even going so far as cutting off contact with their own children? How do you get disfellowshipped and why does it affect some people so severely? What do other disfellowshipped people think of the organization? I will tell you. This is my story and I am no longer.

239 pages, Paperback

Published October 4, 2023

Reviews

[Gabbie Gardner · Rating 4 out of 5]

4.5 (izzy this was amazing—I am very very stingy w my 5 stars so please don’t take this rating poorly)


I knew that jehovas witnesses were somewhat crazy (yeah I am using that word), but to read a first hand account just solidified my stance. Izzy has endured so much shit in her life bc of this bullshit “religion” and I can’t see how people can condone such a harmful and guilt tripping faith.

If you are looking for an entertaining, authentic, and brutally honest reflection of what it was like growing up in this cult in a memoir-like form this is the book for you.

[Sandra D. · Rating 5 out of 5]

Anyone interested in learning more about the Jehovahs Witnesses will take away much truth from this brave woman’s tragic life story. These insider stories are so important to share to break down the walls of corruption and normalize life outside the church for those who find the strength to leave. I’m sorry for you, Isabella, that you were born into a church that taught families to disown those who don’t conform.

[Izzy · Rating 5 out of 5]

A great emotional and impactful insight into the life of such a strong woman!