What a journey!
I received a free copy of this book and I'm leaving a voluntary review.
Where do I start? Josh is bat**** crazy! That was my initial thought when I started reading the book. Also, which nineteen year old keeps the photo a fourteen year old gave him because she had a crush on him? A creepy one. "I’ve loved you since we were kids Sally". Ew. Don't you mean when she was a kid? You were 19. I suppose it caters to an teenage fantasy for some people that gets fulfilled in fiction, but it was a no for me.
Javier was hilarious. Clint was sweet. And the guy with the P name was stable, a real catch. Peter, I think his name was.
I appreciated the introduction of different romantic partners that she actually sleeps with in a story that has a monogamous ending. I was told that an audience can get iffy about the main characters' heads being turned sexually by someone else unless it's a poly relationship. And even then. It was refreshing to have a character like her. I think that's what kept me reading at first. The suspense held me captive though, both in terms of the danger she was in and wanting to know who she'd end up with. Read it in less than a week.
There were moments in the middle where I was wondering what the point of it all was, when she first moved, but I understand it was a set up for her new life and the introduction of new characters.
I enjoyed her best friend, Amber, though there were moments when I rolled my eyes at her, e.g. in Chapter Thirty-eight. Like girl?! Your best friend has just told you she's on her own when that's the last thing she should be and you're like, "Sorry… so about this guy who's been texting me…" Hello?
There were other moments I rolled my eyes, like when she was able to break free from her bodyguard by elbowing him. Haha. She must have some pretty strong elbows.
Chapter thirty-six? Hilarious.
“Are you on a sex spree to the highest bidder? Have your parents disowned you?” That couldn't have been a reporter. Had to be paparazzi, because there's just no way they asked that question seriously. 😂
All in all though, I enjoyed the story and even though I didn't want her to end up with who she did, I found myself defending him at one point, when she went cold and angry at him. That was strange for me. And when he apologized after her getting angry at him, I was like, "what are you apologizing for?"
I mean, I get she's been through trauma and all, but I have to say, "You think I’m a sociopath. That I have “a mental health condition in which a person consistently shows no regard for right and wrong and ignores the rights and feelings of others.” That was a pretty good read on her personality.
I like her, but toward those final chapters I was growing frustrated with her, and even though he's grossed me out since they introduced their history, I found myself empathizing with him for a tiny moment, before being grossed out by him again. I'm sorry. I just couldn't get past their history.
The story itself and the way it was told would've gotten a 4.5 from me, real close to a five. But because of who she ended up with and their history? I had to knock it down. Tempted to knock it down to 3.5 but I don't think that would be fair, because the writer is talented, most of the story has been told well, had me in my feelings: triggered, angry, scared, the suspense was great. It's just that bit that I couldn't get over, along with moments that were rushed and those that were dragged out, but those weren't enough to take away from the very entertaining story. It's a worthy read.