6/7/24
4.5 stars rounded UP! I am the target audience, I fear...steadfast protagonist? Slow-paced and contemplative? Political intrigue? Gay yearning for a complicated princess? Talking to death? Talking to RAVENS? Oh, we're speaking my language. Gonna be bold and say this could be a book for the Tamora Pierce fans, maybe also a book for the Bitterblue and Winter's Promise fans. Do not go into this expecting romance or romantasy vibes but DO expect yearning, moral quandaries, beautiful prose, ancient and strange spirits, et cetera.
Oh, and it's a series opener but it ends in a nice spot. I really liked the ending.
6/17/24
And now it's time for a full review! Let's get started.
This book is slow-paced, contemplative, atmospheric, and glittering. It leaves you with a promise of more to come (it is the first in a series, after all), but not exactly unfulfilled. It’s bittersweet and filled with a lot of yearning - not just romantic yearning, but yearning to understand the world and your place in it. I still hold to my original statement that I think Tamora Pierce fans might enjoy this one (Hellevir’s dynamic with the ever-mysterious Death reminded me somewhat of Alanna and the Great Mother Goddess, somehow). There’s also a raven companion, if that sways you even a little bit!
As for the actual premise and plot, we meet Hellevir as a young girl who has a couple of unique abilities. She can cross into death and make bargains to bring lives back (animals and people) and she can speak to animals and spirits. These abilities create a rift between Hellevir and her mother (who finds Hellevir’s gifts unnatural) when she brings back said mother from dying in childbirth. Following this, Hellevir is apprenticed to a local healer, and her family leaves for the capital city. But then the queen comes to their door, bearing the corpse of her granddaughter, the crown princess. When Hellevir raises the princess, she inevitably entangles herself in the politics of the crown, whether she intended it or not. Soon she’s compelled to go to the city to be on call in case the princess is assassinated again, and in the mean time, she’s made a bargain with Death to seek out “treasures” from ancient spirits in the land around the city, which sh can exchange with him for further resurrections.
Hellevir isn’t the main character I expected - but, having said that, I don’t know exactly what I did expect? I really like her, though. She’s earnest and steadfast. She’s unsure at times about whether what’s she’s doing is entirely right, but she’s determined nonetheless. She wants to do good, she dislikes injustice and coercion, and despite herself, she cannot let the princess die, even if it takes time for her to understand why.
Speaking of the princess (Sullivain), I liked her too - sort of. She’s a less likable person than Hellevir, but really interesting to read about, and great as a foil. I couldn’t help but want Hellevir to be able to fix her, even as I wondered if it were possible.
Something you should probably know going into this book is that it’s not a romance, and it doesn’t exactly have a romance subplot. The relationship between Hellevir and Sullivain is important and it’s definitely a significant focus of the book, but despite Hellevir’s growing feelings for and attachment towards Sullivain, it’s still not really a romance. It could be one, in later books, but I wouldn’t give it to someone looking for romance. I love angst and yearning and can lap it up by the gallon, so I really enjoyed this aspect of the book, but if you want to see two characters fall in love in like a remotely normal and non-repressed way, this may leave you wanting to some degree.
This book is also pretty slow-paced. That was not a problem for me at all - I’m the kind of reader who usually only knows if a book is slow-paced because I see other readers complain about the pacing. But since I have in fact seen reviews complaining that the book is slow and nothing happens, I feel the need to discuss the pacing. I think it’s fine for pacing to be slow if you’re interested in what’s happening, and I was interested in what was happening! And I never felt like the plot was stalling, which to me is the real issue with slower pacing. If anything, I felt like the pacing allowed for a creeping sense of dread as Hellevir comes closer and closer to being inextricably trapped within the web of intrigue she’s stumbled into, and as she veers closer to paying ever-higher prices to Death for her resurrections. But mileage may vary. Just don’t say I didn’t warn you.
Two other things I want to discuss are the family relationships and the religions. I really liked how we established the family dynamics early on, when Hellevir is a child, and then see more complexity when Hellevir is reunited with her family as an adult. At first, Hellevir’s father seems like the “good” parent who supports Hellevir’s gifts when her mother views them with suspicion and distrust. But it begins to become clear that Hellevir’s mother’s feelings are more complicated than they seem, and that she still wants to protect Hellevir in her own way.
The religion aspect was also interesting, especially seeing Hellevir trying to attend her mother’s temple and yet knowing that she’ll never be the person everyone there wants her to be in order to accept her. And the religion itself (I can’t remember the name of it off the top of my head for some reason) was built up in an interesting way. The fact that it preaches light and goodness and these seemingly positive things and yet has this dark past of persecuting heretics was interesting. I’m really curious what problems it will cause down the road.
Overall, this may not be a book for absolutely everyone, and I definitely wouldn’t give it to someone looking for their next romantic fantasy fix (unless they’re as much of a yearning enthusiast as I personally am), but to me it was a really promising start to a series that I will definitely be looking out for. I’m already very fond of Hellevir and I would follow her to Death and back to find out where her story goes next.