DNF @ 40%
I wanted to like this. I really did. But it just didn't work at all for me. TBH, I wanted to quit at the 25% mark, but I kept moving forward, desperately wanting to know what happened 10 years ago that broke this group apart. We know one of the team died, but they keep alluding to big blowout fights and betrayals, and how they can never forgive each other. But it's the goddamn 40% mark and all we're getting is that same generic statement on repeat. Never mind any actual plot in the current timeline - thus far, there doesn't seem to be one - we don't have any forward movement or information on shit that is 10 years old.
Maybe that wouldn't be so bad if I didn't hate the characters, but I really really do. Of the surviving members of the Four, we have:
Clare - the manwhore with the weirdly female name. He is in bed with a different woman every night, but we're supposed to believe he's still pining for Beatrice. As if that isn't enough, Clare is also basically a fantasy version of a celebrity influencer - endorsing products for money and eating up every speck of attention. He implies he's doing this because with their leader dead, the realm needs a hero so he's stepping up to be that for them. But let's be frank, even he doesn't believe that. This dude loves the adulation, and why wouldn't he, when it makes it so easy to have a different woman in bed every night?
Beatrice - the alcoholic shrew who is getting divorced as the book opens in the present time (the prologue is 10 years ago, the eve before their big final battle to save the realm). This woman seems to be an asshole as a constant state of being. It is rooted in self-loathing - she blames herself for their leader dying, and her magic allows her to relive memories, so she's been torturing herself living through it over and over for a decade, nitpicking things she could have done differently that would have kept him alive. She has utterly fucked herself up, and made her gift into a curse. I'm sympathetic, but also, she's fucking exhausting. If her hatred was only self-directed, that would be one thing, but this bitch shits on everyone around her constantly.
Elowen - the black hole of depression. The dead leader was her big brother, and his death destroyed her. She completely withdrew from the world. I mean that literally: she lives in a treehouse in a cursed forest that people die trying to get to. I have a lot of sympathy for her - not only did she lose the brother she adored, but he was then put on this impossible pillar of awesomeness, and she was relegated to the role of the hero's little sister (never mind that she was ALSO one of the four heroes who risked her life fighting in this quest to save the realm), never quite good enough to live up to the impossibly perfect bar he set in stone in the eyes of the realm with his death. She also lost her friends in whatever drama happened that we still don't know about, and so she was utterly, painfully, alone. So yeah, I have sympathy, but man she is exhausting.
Especially when, because we still don't know what the fight was about, they all just seem ridiculously overdramatic at this point. I mean, build a fucking bridge and get over it already, people!
I see some reviewers weren't thrilled with the modern elements - they seem to have TV shows and cell phones, though they don't call them that, which makes it confusing. I'll be honest, I don't care about that. I'm fine with setting up a fantasy world however you want, and being a little modern with it like A Knight's Tale-ish is fine, as long as I understand. That's the part I had trouble with. For example, Elowen mentions being on her "tapestry communicator" and watching a TV show. Later, she seems to be ... posting on a forum about her favorite TV show with it, and sending messages? WTF is it? A tapestry? But can you give me a little setup or structure here? When you call it a tapestry communicator, I'm thinking fucking wall hanging and trying to visualize it, and then she's texting on it and it was deeply confusing. If you're making up stuff in your fantasy, cool, I can roll with it. But give me some info. Don't just have a character bust out their Flibbet Gaszh and expect me to know what it is. And if you name it a word I know - like, say, tapestry - then have it be something in the actual realm of tapestries, thanks so much. When they're traveling on their horse and she pulls out her tapestry communicator to send a text, my brain stalled, because at that point, again, I thought it was a damn wall hanging that got TV reception or something.
So anyway, I decided I don't care what happened 10 years ago anymore, these people all suck.
EDIT to add: lots of people are talking about what a unique idea this is, a story about a group of heroes decades after they fought the big evil. You must have missed The Bone Maker by Sarah Beth Durst. Check that out for a similar idea, done much much much better.