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374 pages, Kindle Edition
Published April 11, 2024
My puzzle about the forces that'd led me to view mental health in medicalised terms had spilled out of academia and onto my turf: marketing. I had presumed that '1:4' was a factual communication of the reality of our mental health landscape, and that spreading awareness of this was comparable to sharing other useful public health messages, like excessive alcohol increasing the risk of liver disease. But though it had been presented as fact, '1:4' seemed to be more like a strapline that served to steer audiences towards a subjective medicalised worldview. [...]
Who gets to decide when the public is ready to hear how mysterious and little understood mental health is? Do charities get to decide? Policy makers? Doctors? To me there was something troubling about questioning our readiness at all. I'd seen paternalism at work in advertising. There, the intention had been profit, while here, the intention was fighting stigma, but the methodology was similar. Both ran on the assumption that the public were not ready for complex ideas.
Whether through the presence of bad or the absence of good, if a child's environment is chronically stressful, they can start to feel alone in emotions that they do not understand and cannot express. Perhaps because expressing themselves would inflame their environmental stressors further. Anger cannot be discharged through shouts and tantrums if you risk provoking someone. Fear cannot be discharged through sprinting legs if you're never been outside on your own before. Longing cannot be articulated if that's all you know. Since a child's life is dependent on the stability of its environment and primary caregivers, anything that threatens that stability can feel like a threat to life. If a child can't change the stressors in their environment (when can they ever?), they're likely to believe that the problem lies in them (I'm unloveable, I'm worthless, I deserve this). The alternative is understanding that the problem is 'out there' in the world, and because this idea is synonymous with not being safe, it is too terrible to contemplate. [...]
But we should also be cautious about broadening the definition of trauma. Professor Nick Haslam coined the phrase 'concept creep' in reference to the 'semantic inflation' that happens when definitions of harm are gradually expanded. [...] While it's been positive in shedding light on previously overlooked forms of harm, it has also diffused our warranted focus on some of the worst forms of it.
I share his ambivalence, especially now that social media and alternative healing, and the saccharine place where those two things meet, has become saturated with trauma language. [...]
Attempts to control the words that others use to express their inner life are almost always part of a divisive, possessive narrative, itself a product of pain: 'You don't know what it's like to be me.' The traumatised and the not-traumatised, the diagnosed and the undiagnosed, the ill and the well. There are no clear demarcations between us. We are not at odds with each other.
I ran my quandary past Dr. Kinderman. Have my mental health problems been the result of my circumstances or the result of the way I think about my circumstances? He introduced me to the idea of 'the social determinants of perception', meaning that perception itself is partially determined by environment. On reflection this sounds obvious, but it hadn't been to me. I was so used to thinking in binary terms about the world inside my head and the world outside of it; of my thinking as product of the machinery of my brain, quite separate from the environment.
"It's a powerful psychological finding that we do have agency," Dr. Kinderman said. "But the way we discharge our agency is shaped by how we were brought up, how we've been treated, and the things that have happened to us." [...]
[This idea] introduced a more skilful flexibility into my self-therapy that stopped me clinging too tightly to any one way of seeing my story. A sort of 'yes, also' approach. Yes, bad things happened that led to my suffering. Also, I have an active role in the perpetuation of that suffering. This means I get to keep all of the compassion and causal common sense of the trauma model, and keep all the agency of the stoic one. Viewing myself as a victim of negative circumstances helped me move towards my pain, while viewing myself as a source of negative patterns helped me not get stuck there. Eventually I found I could lightly hold both views at once, since both were true.
This is what Western mental health care seems to have forgotten. I'm afraid that the trauma-informed model and medicalised psychedelics, by treating individuals with individual disorders, often forgets it too. Without these conditions of community, so much of the Western conversation about mental health seems like well-meaning busywork that obscures and overcomplicates what has always made us happy. Worse, under the banner of progress, we seem to have written off so much traditional wisdom as primitive superstition.
'If the modern world lets the indigenous world die,' wrote Somé prophetically in 1994, 'it will probably mean a long hard trip into the future in search of the values of the past.'
On this lone hard trip is where we find so much research into mental health faltering: caught in an absurd topsy-turvy attempt to justify with science what we already know in our bones. Every week studies are published 'proving' that things like nature, singing, dance, exercise, and community make us happier, framing these things as prescriptions for ills rather than cornerstone characteristics of healthy lifestyles that prevent those ills.
I think many psychiatrists tend to subscribe to the biomedical model because that's just the way things are and have been historically, and because they can't see the water they're swimming in. It seems that we have a collective shifting baseline syndrome when it comes to medicalised psychiatry, whereby we think what's happening is normal because the shifts have been incremental and most us can't remember it being any other way. We need only skip backward seventy years (or skip forward seventy years?) to arrive at a time when psychiatry in its current guise did not exist. Right now, the medical model seems impossible to dismantle, having become literally codified and manualised to meet the administrative and financial needs of pharmaceutical and insurance companies, in turn ensuring that doctors are not incentivised to see the water. Altered states of consciousness are very helpful in this regard, since their disruptive nature makes the water unignorable.