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The Secrets We Keep
Jasper Warren is a happy-go-lucky young man in spite of the tragedy that’s marred his life. He’s on a road to nowhere with his roommate, Lacy, whom he adores, and a dead-end retail job in Chicago.
And then everything changes in a single night. Though Jasper doesn’t know it, his road is going somewhere after all. This time when tragedy strikes, it brings with it Lacy’s older, wealthy, sexy uncle Rob. Despite the heart-wrenching circumstances, an immediate connection forms between the two men.
But the secrets between them test their attraction. Will their revelations destroy the bloom of new love…or encourage it to grow?
And then everything changes in a single night. Though Jasper doesn’t know it, his road is going somewhere after all. This time when tragedy strikes, it brings with it Lacy’s older, wealthy, sexy uncle Rob. Despite the heart-wrenching circumstances, an immediate connection forms between the two men.
But the secrets between them test their attraction. Will their revelations destroy the bloom of new love…or encourage it to grow?
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Rick R. Reed
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Rick R. Reed is an award-winning and bestselling author of more than sixty works of published fiction, spanning genres such as horror, psychological suspense and love stories. He is a Lambda Literary Award finalist and a multiple Rainbow Award winner.
Entertainment Weekly has described his work as “heartrending and sensitive.” Lambda Literary has called him: “A writer that doesn’t disappoint…”
Find him at www.rickrreedreality.blogspot.com. Rick lives in Palm Springs, CA, with his two rescue dogs, Kodi and Joaquin.
Rick R. Reed is an award-winning and bestselling author of more than sixty works of published fiction, spanning genres such as horror, psychological suspense and love stories. He is a Lambda Literary Award finalist and a multiple Rainbow Award winner.
Entertainment Weekly has described his work as “heartrending and sensitive.” Lambda Literary has called him: “A writer that doesn’t disappoint…”
Find him at www.rickrreedreality.blogspot.com. Rick lives in Palm Springs, CA, with his two rescue dogs, Kodi and Joaquin.
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September 27, 2019
It’s no secret that I adore Rick Reed. His books are always full of life and adventures. I’ve noticed the romance seems to be lighter with his most of his recent stories and this one fared on the medium side. However, he didn’t pull his punches with the angst or emotional whirlwind. I was a sobbing mess more than once and can’t complain when a book captures me to the point of spellbinding tears. If you’ve read and enjoyed The Perils of Intimacy by Reed I believe you will feel the same here. There are vast differences but at the same time strong similarities. Like a book cousin, they reminded me of each other while still maintaining their individual uniqueness. This story is real…and raw…and remarkably well done.
What's to like: Second chance stories always grab my attention. Although this particular case isn’t a second chance relationship, I felt it was a second chance at life. Jasper has been going through the motions, content to cruise along with his current status. His job is okay, dating (or hooking up) is okay, and he feels…okay. His roommate and bestie bring him comfort and security. He loves their little bubble with just the two of them. But then…it pops. When everything shatters around him he’s forced to take a closer look at his life. In turn, he must face his past and his uncertain future. Dark hidden secrets can slowly wreak havoc over time and it seems he’s not the only one hiding them.
What's to love: I loved the unexpected connection between Jasper and Rob. I loved the chemistry and fire that was quick to burn. Needless to say, I didn’t love what brought them together but I did love how they rose from the ashes together. I loved how much stronger they became when they embraced the truth. I loved how relationships became richer once forgiveness was finally given. I loved how Rick brought me tears and then joy. I always say, if you’re going to break me, please put me back together before you leave! And he did. I loved that love was blind to the number of birthday’s that separated them. I loved that love was blind to bank account numbers. I loved that they found love in the midst of darkness. This very much felt like a nod to, ‘life is short and if you have a chance at happiness, grab it with both hands and don’t let go.’ It also felt like…the beginning. I would have liked to see where they were going but found myself comfortable with knowing where they were headed.
Beware of: Triggers would include loss of a loved one…from losing their own personal battle with life. As well as, age is only a number and our wealth does not define us. The romance isn’t in abundance but that doesn’t diminish it’s importance here.
This book is for: Reed fans will most definitely want to take notice of this one, that is if they haven’t already. Or anyone looking for a strong dose of angst followed by the sweet taste of love.
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What's to like: Second chance stories always grab my attention. Although this particular case isn’t a second chance relationship, I felt it was a second chance at life. Jasper has been going through the motions, content to cruise along with his current status. His job is okay, dating (or hooking up) is okay, and he feels…okay. His roommate and bestie bring him comfort and security. He loves their little bubble with just the two of them. But then…it pops. When everything shatters around him he’s forced to take a closer look at his life. In turn, he must face his past and his uncertain future. Dark hidden secrets can slowly wreak havoc over time and it seems he’s not the only one hiding them.
What's to love: I loved the unexpected connection between Jasper and Rob. I loved the chemistry and fire that was quick to burn. Needless to say, I didn’t love what brought them together but I did love how they rose from the ashes together. I loved how much stronger they became when they embraced the truth. I loved how relationships became richer once forgiveness was finally given. I loved how Rick brought me tears and then joy. I always say, if you’re going to break me, please put me back together before you leave! And he did. I loved that love was blind to the number of birthday’s that separated them. I loved that love was blind to bank account numbers. I loved that they found love in the midst of darkness. This very much felt like a nod to, ‘life is short and if you have a chance at happiness, grab it with both hands and don’t let go.’ It also felt like…the beginning. I would have liked to see where they were going but found myself comfortable with knowing where they were headed.
Beware of: Triggers would include loss of a loved one…from losing their own personal battle with life. As well as, age is only a number and our wealth does not define us. The romance isn’t in abundance but that doesn’t diminish it’s importance here.
This book is for: Reed fans will most definitely want to take notice of this one, that is if they haven’t already. Or anyone looking for a strong dose of angst followed by the sweet taste of love.
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September 6, 2019
“Real men, true love” : that’s the promise of Rick R.Reed and he delivers : I usually enjoy his books, relationship-oriented with a good dose of introspection and a sexy journey to happiness. It works for me. And to be noted : all the books I picked up so far from this author are with age-gap, which I enjoy.
Jasper and Rob meets in Chicago during the funeral of Lacy, Jasper’s roommate and friend. Both feel the need to leave the ceremony and end up in a bar, Jasper discovering that Rob is “Lacy’s uncle” (and that Lacy had an uncle) and Rob eager to get some nuggets of Lacy’s life as they had been estranged. From there on, despite Rob going back to Palm Springs where he lives, they keep in touch and….
Right from the start, it’s clear it’s not going to be a light read. How does one deal when your close ones die, whether it happens at a young age or when it’s because of a suicide ? I don’t want to be more specific because spoiling this story wouldn’t be good. Suffice to say the ride is bittersweet.
Though it was a good book, with some gloom due to the subject but with also some hope for better moments, peace of mind and happiness, and with some endearing characters, and a lovely epilogue, I felt the circumstances overshadowed the romance between Jasper and Rob.
The writing is really good, as usual and this piece of life of Jasper, Rob and Lacy was engaging and moving, I just missed witnessing Jasper and Rob falling in love.
ARC of “The Secret We Keep” was generously provided by the author/publisher in exchange for an honest review.
Jasper and Rob meets in Chicago during the funeral of Lacy, Jasper’s roommate and friend. Both feel the need to leave the ceremony and end up in a bar, Jasper discovering that Rob is “Lacy’s uncle” (and that Lacy had an uncle) and Rob eager to get some nuggets of Lacy’s life as they had been estranged. From there on, despite Rob going back to Palm Springs where he lives, they keep in touch and….
Right from the start, it’s clear it’s not going to be a light read. How does one deal when your close ones die, whether it happens at a young age or when it’s because of a suicide ? I don’t want to be more specific because spoiling this story wouldn’t be good. Suffice to say the ride is bittersweet.
Though it was a good book, with some gloom due to the subject but with also some hope for better moments, peace of mind and happiness, and with some endearing characters, and a lovely epilogue, I felt the circumstances overshadowed the romance between Jasper and Rob.
The writing is really good, as usual and this piece of life of Jasper, Rob and Lacy was engaging and moving, I just missed witnessing Jasper and Rob falling in love.
ARC of “The Secret We Keep” was generously provided by the author/publisher in exchange for an honest review.
September 2, 2019
This is another unusual romance from Rick R Reed in which the protagonists feel like they're people he knows whose lives have been played out in front of him.
It's a strange twist between an angsty May to December romance and a sort of whimsical almost paranormal ghost like tale of two lives which have known tragedy.
Be aware that this book also has heavy subject matter and, imho anyways, really should have a trigger warning.
As the story begins, I think it's clear what direction the path of one character is taking but it is still a sensitive matter to deal with on page.
The two men at the heart of the narrative are fleshed out perfectly into distinct personalities even though for much of the narrative they are apart.
It's not your traditional love story, I was both frustrated and elated by the path taken to happiness.
It's a Dreamspinner Press publication so the sex is referenced in passing and takes place in bare bones detail but it works for the melancholy nature of the tale.
There's a wonderfully uplifting Epilogue which goes a long way to bringing a sense of peace to the relationship between Jasper and Rob which works very well.
#ARC kindly received from the author in return for an honest and unbiased review.
It's a strange twist between an angsty May to December romance and a sort of whimsical almost paranormal ghost like tale of two lives which have known tragedy.
Be aware that this book also has heavy subject matter and, imho anyways, really should have a trigger warning.
As the story begins, I think it's clear what direction the path of one character is taking but it is still a sensitive matter to deal with on page.
The two men at the heart of the narrative are fleshed out perfectly into distinct personalities even though for much of the narrative they are apart.
It's not your traditional love story, I was both frustrated and elated by the path taken to happiness.
It's a Dreamspinner Press publication so the sex is referenced in passing and takes place in bare bones detail but it works for the melancholy nature of the tale.
There's a wonderfully uplifting Epilogue which goes a long way to bringing a sense of peace to the relationship between Jasper and Rob which works very well.
#ARC kindly received from the author in return for an honest and unbiased review.
July 8, 2023
I'm so glad Rick R. Reed is releasing these previously published books in audio! Reed has found a terrific narrator, David Allen Vargo, and whoever is producing them is doing a fantastic job with them. There is wonderful atmosphere, and Vargo has an amazing range of voices which suit the characters beautifully.
Rick R. Reed is an amazing storyteller, and I enjoyed the way he crafts The Secrets We Keep. By alternating between Jasper and Robert’s stories, we gradually get the details of what drives (and haunts) these two.
Poignant, hopeful, and heartwarming. Just lovely.
an audiobook copy of The Secrets We Keep was provided for the purpose of my honest review, all opinions are my own
Rick R. Reed is an amazing storyteller, and I enjoyed the way he crafts The Secrets We Keep. By alternating between Jasper and Robert’s stories, we gradually get the details of what drives (and haunts) these two.
Poignant, hopeful, and heartwarming. Just lovely.
an audiobook copy of The Secrets We Keep was provided for the purpose of my honest review, all opinions are my own
October 3, 2019
Jasper and Rob
An emotional story, awfully realistic at times, grief is a big word here. Jasper his best friend Lacy committed suicide and at the time of the funeral he meets Rob her uncle. Together they sneak away and they bond. They both are connected through Lacy.
Rob is a wealthy man and invites Jasper over to California. Something unexpected is revealed and In no time Jasper goes back home. When Rob follows Jasper, Jasper wants to show Rob the Lacy he knew.
Throughout this story we see them stumble and struggle, with past, family, tragedy and life itself. More than once there are moments where there is a kind of mystical atmosphere created. There are heavy moments and secrets.
Even though the author always knows how to hold the readers attention, I couldn’t fully connect with the characters, for me there was a distance.
An emotional story, with kind and good developed characters, the circumstances were difficult. The story has a mild romance, it was captivatingly written and had a comfortable pace.
An emotional story, awfully realistic at times, grief is a big word here. Jasper his best friend Lacy committed suicide and at the time of the funeral he meets Rob her uncle. Together they sneak away and they bond. They both are connected through Lacy.
Rob is a wealthy man and invites Jasper over to California. Something unexpected is revealed and In no time Jasper goes back home. When Rob follows Jasper, Jasper wants to show Rob the Lacy he knew.
Throughout this story we see them stumble and struggle, with past, family, tragedy and life itself. More than once there are moments where there is a kind of mystical atmosphere created. There are heavy moments and secrets.
Even though the author always knows how to hold the readers attention, I couldn’t fully connect with the characters, for me there was a distance.
An emotional story, with kind and good developed characters, the circumstances were difficult. The story has a mild romance, it was captivatingly written and had a comfortable pace.
September 24, 2019
A Joyfully Jay review.
4.25 stars
Since the story is mostly in Jasper’s POV, his character has the most development. I wasn’t sure I was going to like him much given how disparaging his thoughts are about his best friend in the beginning and that he admits he drags her to gay bars with him for self-validation. Moreover, he knows a lot of their outings/friendship dynamics are out of whack and one way. But over the course of the story and in getting to know Rob, he brings Lacy to life for her estranged uncle (and the reader) through his remembrance of their friendship and special places. Seeing Jasper deal with Lacy’s death, his shortcomings, and other painful relationships/losses, and finally owning up to the fact that his is not the only valid pain in his circle of loved ones is gratifying.
Read Jovan’s review in its entirety here.
4.25 stars
Since the story is mostly in Jasper’s POV, his character has the most development. I wasn’t sure I was going to like him much given how disparaging his thoughts are about his best friend in the beginning and that he admits he drags her to gay bars with him for self-validation. Moreover, he knows a lot of their outings/friendship dynamics are out of whack and one way. But over the course of the story and in getting to know Rob, he brings Lacy to life for her estranged uncle (and the reader) through his remembrance of their friendship and special places. Seeing Jasper deal with Lacy’s death, his shortcomings, and other painful relationships/losses, and finally owning up to the fact that his is not the only valid pain in his circle of loved ones is gratifying.
Read Jovan’s review in its entirety here.
October 9, 2019
Rick Reed delivers a powerful love story wrapped in a multitude of emotions. Jasper Warren, the principal character, is a young gay man living in Chicago with his bestie, Lacy. She’s perfectly happy tagging along as his wingman when he hits the nightlife Chicago offers. But when tragedy strikes, Jasper blames himself for not realizing how much Lacy really loved him. He’s spent most of his life alone, ever since his mother and younger sister were murdered and his father grew so remote, quiet, and introspective that he never interacted with Jasper, the only family he had left. He grew up in the same house as his dad but without the love and support one would expect from family. And, until she’s gone, Jasper never realizes she had become the family of his heart.
When Lacy’s uncle Rob befriends Jasper, the two bond over their losses. And, actually, Jasper wouldn’t mind more than friendship from the handsome, older silver fox. Those who enjoy family drama will love this story as there is both past and current familial drama as well as drama related to family of choice. The story primarily focuses on relationships: parents and children, friends and lovers, and, more subtly, a focus on the words and actions we use to hurt others, whether purposely or accidentally. In fact, sometimes, it’s not the action, but the failure to act, that causes the most harm.
Within the story, Rob, who happens to be a well-known author, cites the differences between fiction and real life and notes that “in real life, we need to think about using few words and making the ones we do use more meaningful.” So very true! Missed opportunities, lingering misunderstandings, and the complexity of our very human day-to-day existence can all cause far-reaching relationship problems. I loved the way the author wove these experiences into the story so readers could draw their own conclusions and see the life lessons as simply human experiences, for better or worse.
Over and above the outstanding plot, the author’s love for Palm Springs comes through loud and clear, as does his familiarity with the Chicago area.
Jasper’s fierce independent streak carries throughout the story, and there is a potentially happy future for him and Rob on the horizon, but he has also learned to value his self-confidence and his newfound positive relationship with his dad as the story closes.
I highly recommend this to lovers of strong characters and those who enjoy age gap, hurt-comfort, redemption, and independence.
A copy of the ARC was provided through Scattered Thoughts and Rogue Words for review.
When Lacy’s uncle Rob befriends Jasper, the two bond over their losses. And, actually, Jasper wouldn’t mind more than friendship from the handsome, older silver fox. Those who enjoy family drama will love this story as there is both past and current familial drama as well as drama related to family of choice. The story primarily focuses on relationships: parents and children, friends and lovers, and, more subtly, a focus on the words and actions we use to hurt others, whether purposely or accidentally. In fact, sometimes, it’s not the action, but the failure to act, that causes the most harm.
Within the story, Rob, who happens to be a well-known author, cites the differences between fiction and real life and notes that “in real life, we need to think about using few words and making the ones we do use more meaningful.” So very true! Missed opportunities, lingering misunderstandings, and the complexity of our very human day-to-day existence can all cause far-reaching relationship problems. I loved the way the author wove these experiences into the story so readers could draw their own conclusions and see the life lessons as simply human experiences, for better or worse.
Over and above the outstanding plot, the author’s love for Palm Springs comes through loud and clear, as does his familiarity with the Chicago area.
Jasper’s fierce independent streak carries throughout the story, and there is a potentially happy future for him and Rob on the horizon, but he has also learned to value his self-confidence and his newfound positive relationship with his dad as the story closes.
I highly recommend this to lovers of strong characters and those who enjoy age gap, hurt-comfort, redemption, and independence.
A copy of the ARC was provided through Scattered Thoughts and Rogue Words for review.
September 15, 2019
4.5 Stars
I really, really enjoyed reading this. It was heavy on the angst, low on romance, though there was enough that I was smitten with both MC's.
I really enjoyed the contrasts that were woven throughout the story. One MC was poor and always had been. The other always well off. One was twenty-five, the other fifty. One had a huge, life changing secret and the other hated him for it.
The story took place over a large span of months, though many were written off page, where the MC's texted and emailed daily, giving their friendship time to cultivate into a more intimate relationship without the physical aspect in play. It gave the story a chance to percolate and let the MC's fall gradually into a role where they came to depend on each other. It was sweet and pure. Especially with the dark cloud of past ghosts hanging over them.
Honestly, this book was a bit darker than I had anticipated, but it was so well written that it just added another layer of depth to the story, which was fitting.
I loved it.
*Galley copy generously provided by the author in exchange for an honest review. Cross posted to http://gaybook.reviews/*
I really, really enjoyed reading this. It was heavy on the angst, low on romance, though there was enough that I was smitten with both MC's.
I really enjoyed the contrasts that were woven throughout the story. One MC was poor and always had been. The other always well off. One was twenty-five, the other fifty. One had a huge, life changing secret and the other hated him for it.
The story took place over a large span of months, though many were written off page, where the MC's texted and emailed daily, giving their friendship time to cultivate into a more intimate relationship without the physical aspect in play. It gave the story a chance to percolate and let the MC's fall gradually into a role where they came to depend on each other. It was sweet and pure. Especially with the dark cloud of past ghosts hanging over them.
Honestly, this book was a bit darker than I had anticipated, but it was so well written that it just added another layer of depth to the story, which was fitting.
I loved it.
*Galley copy generously provided by the author in exchange for an honest review. Cross posted to http://gaybook.reviews/*
September 2, 2019
More than this is a story about two men having a relationship, it felt to me as though it was about families and the mistakes we make when we love people... and when they hurt us. Both the main characters in this book have tumultuous histories with their families, things they don't want to discuss, and at the same time, they are almost immediately drawn to one another.
There are some intense and authentic feelings about the suicide of a character in this book. No doubt it will be difficult for some people to read, but it's well done. I've experienced that kind of loss myself and the instant dread combined with the "wishing" that it would all go away and not be real felt very credible. I liked the exchange of emails between Rob and Jasper and the way that they revealed a little each time. I suppose I just wished that the "getting to know each other" phase had been a bit longer.
These two characters do manage to resolve some issues by the end of the novel but I suspect there is much more work for them both to do. There's very little resolution in terms of Rob's relationship with his remaining family members. Perhaps the author has a sequel in mind. I am still very curious about Rob's family and all the convoluted things that have happened in their past.
At times, I found the relationship moved a bit quickly for me. There were moments when a character would seem reluctant then his emotions would whiplash back to the complete opposite and I had trouble keeping up with it. Early in the novel, Jasper remarks that he's been in love before and is surprised that Rob hasn't been; later in the novel, they seem to be saying the exact opposite.
All in all this well-written and it gets 3-stars from me.
There are some intense and authentic feelings about the suicide of a character in this book. No doubt it will be difficult for some people to read, but it's well done. I've experienced that kind of loss myself and the instant dread combined with the "wishing" that it would all go away and not be real felt very credible. I liked the exchange of emails between Rob and Jasper and the way that they revealed a little each time. I suppose I just wished that the "getting to know each other" phase had been a bit longer.
These two characters do manage to resolve some issues by the end of the novel but I suspect there is much more work for them both to do. There's very little resolution in terms of Rob's relationship with his remaining family members. Perhaps the author has a sequel in mind. I am still very curious about Rob's family and all the convoluted things that have happened in their past.
At times, I found the relationship moved a bit quickly for me. There were moments when a character would seem reluctant then his emotions would whiplash back to the complete opposite and I had trouble keeping up with it. Early in the novel, Jasper remarks that he's been in love before and is surprised that Rob hasn't been; later in the novel, they seem to be saying the exact opposite.
All in all this well-written and it gets 3-stars from me.
September 25, 2019
A Joyfully Jay review
4.25
Jasper is a regular guy who knows what his life will be—he’ll continue working “dead-end” jobs that keep him living paycheck to paycheck, meet another struggling, regular Joe like himself, and settle down and adopt a dog when his looks no longer pull at the bars and he no longer has his trusty best friend and wingwoman, Lacy, at his side to boost his ego and keep him company.
Yet, Jasper’s world comes crashing down when Lacy commits suicide and he begins to question himself and their friendship. When he meets Lacy’s uncle, Rob, at her funeral, Jasper is caught off guard by the unexpected and instant connection he has to the much older man, especially given the timing and the fact that he has never been attracted to older men. Yet as they share drinks, memories, and comfort, Jasper takes Rob up on his offer to keep in touch and the two form a friendship via email. However, the strain of beginning a relationship in the midst of grief, insecurity, and long distance is compounded when the reason for Lacy’s estrangement from her family and Rob’s role in it is brought to light.
I picked "The Secrets We Keep" because I wanted to read a book with an older lead character, and while I am a bit disappointed that Rob’s POV is not more prominent, I do like several aspects of his character. For example, although Rob is a very successful author, at fifty years old he has never been in love, and thus, is as unprepared as Jasper for that kind of emotion. He also displays some of the same traits of self-centeredness in his dealings with Lacy that Jasper does, illustrating that no matter how put together you seem or how old you get, you can still grow and be better. Additionally, while Jasper feels insecurity over Rob’s success, as well as the fact that Rob comes from a wealthy family (particularly compared to Jasper’s poor/middle class upbringing), Rob is as insecure as Jasper; he’s insecure about his age and whether Jasper is actually interested in him at all.
Since the story is mostly in Jasper’s POV, his character has the most development. I wasn’t sure I was going to like him much given how disparaging his thoughts are about his best friend in the beginning and that he admits he drags her to gay bars with him for self-validation. Moreover, he knows a lot of their outings/friendship dynamics are out of whack and one way. But over the course of the story and in getting to know Rob, he brings Lacy to life for her estranged uncle (and the reader) through his remembrance of their friendship and special places. Seeing Jasper deal with Lacy’s death, his shortcomings, and other painful relationships/losses, and finally owning up to the fact that his is not the only valid pain in his circle of loved ones is gratifying.
Normally, I would try to avoid saying what happened to Lacy in my review, but what I find most compelling about the book is not Jasper and Rob’s tentative romance, but what brought them together in the first place, and frankly the narrative’s underlying discussion of suicide—how or if people can help loved one’s struggling with suicidal ideation; how, can, or what to do if you recognize the signs of depression; how do you deal with the inevitable guilt whether you could help or not, etc.—took on a life of its own. All the questions the narrative poses through Jasper’s struggle when facing his own selfishness and sometimes just normal self-centeredness, for me, make Lacy more alive than she was for the few pages she appeared at the beginning of the story (especially with the slight paranormal element involved) and much more interesting than the connection between Jasper and Rob.
The blurb mentions the “bloom of new romance,” and this is a very apt description. Their relationship is at best budding, and it is doing so in the midst of heavy circumstances and then almost overwhelmed by a Noah-sized flood of secret shame. Given the circumstances and Jasper’s insecurities about their wealth disparities, it is little wonder that I couldn’t feel much chemistry between them, and it was usually only somewhat bolstered by one of the few, well-timed Rob POV scenes.
"The Secrets We Keep" isn’t your typical romance, but the story is honest and compelling in different ways. The MCs are fallible and human. They are two people getting to know each other in the midst of their shared grief, guilt, and belief they failed someone they loved. They don’t fall instantly in love or lust. I also like that Jasper and Rob end on a very realistic HFN. Not only are they still getting to know one another, but they are still grieving, still dealing with the fallout of losing Lacy in such a tragic way, and still learning new things about themselves.
4.25
Jasper is a regular guy who knows what his life will be—he’ll continue working “dead-end” jobs that keep him living paycheck to paycheck, meet another struggling, regular Joe like himself, and settle down and adopt a dog when his looks no longer pull at the bars and he no longer has his trusty best friend and wingwoman, Lacy, at his side to boost his ego and keep him company.
Yet, Jasper’s world comes crashing down when Lacy commits suicide and he begins to question himself and their friendship. When he meets Lacy’s uncle, Rob, at her funeral, Jasper is caught off guard by the unexpected and instant connection he has to the much older man, especially given the timing and the fact that he has never been attracted to older men. Yet as they share drinks, memories, and comfort, Jasper takes Rob up on his offer to keep in touch and the two form a friendship via email. However, the strain of beginning a relationship in the midst of grief, insecurity, and long distance is compounded when the reason for Lacy’s estrangement from her family and Rob’s role in it is brought to light.
I picked "The Secrets We Keep" because I wanted to read a book with an older lead character, and while I am a bit disappointed that Rob’s POV is not more prominent, I do like several aspects of his character. For example, although Rob is a very successful author, at fifty years old he has never been in love, and thus, is as unprepared as Jasper for that kind of emotion. He also displays some of the same traits of self-centeredness in his dealings with Lacy that Jasper does, illustrating that no matter how put together you seem or how old you get, you can still grow and be better. Additionally, while Jasper feels insecurity over Rob’s success, as well as the fact that Rob comes from a wealthy family (particularly compared to Jasper’s poor/middle class upbringing), Rob is as insecure as Jasper; he’s insecure about his age and whether Jasper is actually interested in him at all.
Since the story is mostly in Jasper’s POV, his character has the most development. I wasn’t sure I was going to like him much given how disparaging his thoughts are about his best friend in the beginning and that he admits he drags her to gay bars with him for self-validation. Moreover, he knows a lot of their outings/friendship dynamics are out of whack and one way. But over the course of the story and in getting to know Rob, he brings Lacy to life for her estranged uncle (and the reader) through his remembrance of their friendship and special places. Seeing Jasper deal with Lacy’s death, his shortcomings, and other painful relationships/losses, and finally owning up to the fact that his is not the only valid pain in his circle of loved ones is gratifying.
Normally, I would try to avoid saying what happened to Lacy in my review, but what I find most compelling about the book is not Jasper and Rob’s tentative romance, but what brought them together in the first place, and frankly the narrative’s underlying discussion of suicide—how or if people can help loved one’s struggling with suicidal ideation; how, can, or what to do if you recognize the signs of depression; how do you deal with the inevitable guilt whether you could help or not, etc.—took on a life of its own. All the questions the narrative poses through Jasper’s struggle when facing his own selfishness and sometimes just normal self-centeredness, for me, make Lacy more alive than she was for the few pages she appeared at the beginning of the story (especially with the slight paranormal element involved) and much more interesting than the connection between Jasper and Rob.
The blurb mentions the “bloom of new romance,” and this is a very apt description. Their relationship is at best budding, and it is doing so in the midst of heavy circumstances and then almost overwhelmed by a Noah-sized flood of secret shame. Given the circumstances and Jasper’s insecurities about their wealth disparities, it is little wonder that I couldn’t feel much chemistry between them, and it was usually only somewhat bolstered by one of the few, well-timed Rob POV scenes.
"The Secrets We Keep" isn’t your typical romance, but the story is honest and compelling in different ways. The MCs are fallible and human. They are two people getting to know each other in the midst of their shared grief, guilt, and belief they failed someone they loved. They don’t fall instantly in love or lust. I also like that Jasper and Rob end on a very realistic HFN. Not only are they still getting to know one another, but they are still grieving, still dealing with the fallout of losing Lacy in such a tragic way, and still learning new things about themselves.
August 27, 2019
Secrets can be wonderful things. Sometimes they are devastating , depending on how they are revealed.
Both Jasper and Rob have secrets from their pasts. Both tragic and life changing.
The author puts the reader on a rollercoaster of many emotions and I enjoyed the ride.
The way the author has set their story up, how they meet, the reason they meet and what transpires between them was so well written.
We are taken on a journey where we are introduced to two amazing men, we get to see what their lives were like in the past , that led them to the "now". I very much enjoyed how their story progressed. The humor they shared along with growing feelings and heat. There is so much I'd like to say but I don't want to give things away. The reader should discover them during the story.
I did so enjoy the clarification about something.....I agree 100%, it would have been a deal breaker for me as well.
Wonderful characters that pull you in , make you fall for them and want nothing but their HEA.
I was given an Advanced Readers Copy for an honest review.
Both Jasper and Rob have secrets from their pasts. Both tragic and life changing.
The author puts the reader on a rollercoaster of many emotions and I enjoyed the ride.
The way the author has set their story up, how they meet, the reason they meet and what transpires between them was so well written.
We are taken on a journey where we are introduced to two amazing men, we get to see what their lives were like in the past , that led them to the "now". I very much enjoyed how their story progressed. The humor they shared along with growing feelings and heat. There is so much I'd like to say but I don't want to give things away. The reader should discover them during the story.
I did so enjoy the clarification about something.....I agree 100%, it would have been a deal breaker for me as well.
Wonderful characters that pull you in , make you fall for them and want nothing but their HEA.
I was given an Advanced Readers Copy for an honest review.
August 30, 2019
Losing someone you love is one of the hardest things we will deal with in life. Jasper has had a lot of loss in his life, his Dad may still be alive but he barely exist. Living with Lacy in a small apartment in Chicago Jasper was living life. But when things go bad, suddenly and without warning, his world spins. Lacy’s uncle comes and turns Jasper’s world upside down again.
Rob and Jasper are many years apart in age but both have secrets they keep, both have unimaginable loss, can they help heal one another with love?
I don’t want to go into detail about this book and give anything away. It was a great storyline, emotional, laughs too. Give it a try, it really makes you think about words that are said or not said before it’s too late
Rob and Jasper are many years apart in age but both have secrets they keep, both have unimaginable loss, can they help heal one another with love?
I don’t want to go into detail about this book and give anything away. It was a great storyline, emotional, laughs too. Give it a try, it really makes you think about words that are said or not said before it’s too late
November 25, 2020
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✮ (¸.•´Keeping secrets.
This seemed to be a journey through Lacy's eyes to acclimate Rob to her and for Jazz to relive the good old days while both men learned about each other. Not as angsty as some Andrew Grey stories can get, but this one had heart and words that tugged at the heart. Enough to shed a tear or two.
Jazz had life ripped from him too many times. And now the pain and suffering was starting all over again when he missed the most important thing. No one knew more than him to trust his gut. But he had been so caught up within himself, he missed all the clues. And then his roommate was gone and he was left to carry on.
When he heard about his niece's demise, Rob had to investigate. The only one he'd be able to get many answers from was Lacy's roommate. But once the men started digging for answers, secrets from the past were revealed and there was no way to close Pandora's Box. Tragedy brought two unlikely men together and gave them a purpose.
✮ (¸.•´Keeping secrets.
This seemed to be a journey through Lacy's eyes to acclimate Rob to her and for Jazz to relive the good old days while both men learned about each other. Not as angsty as some Andrew Grey stories can get, but this one had heart and words that tugged at the heart. Enough to shed a tear or two.
Jazz had life ripped from him too many times. And now the pain and suffering was starting all over again when he missed the most important thing. No one knew more than him to trust his gut. But he had been so caught up within himself, he missed all the clues. And then his roommate was gone and he was left to carry on.
When he heard about his niece's demise, Rob had to investigate. The only one he'd be able to get many answers from was Lacy's roommate. But once the men started digging for answers, secrets from the past were revealed and there was no way to close Pandora's Box. Tragedy brought two unlikely men together and gave them a purpose.
July 25, 2020
Hovering between a 3.5 and a 4....
I have to admit that I got a little bit aggravated with both of Jasper and Rob at times throughout The Secrets We Keep. Jasper because he was clueless when it came to Lacy and her feelings, but hind sight is 20/20, so I couldn't be too hard on him. And Rob...well, let's just say he could have handled things a lot better than he did. Unfortunately, I can't explain what bothered me so much about Rob without giving away a huge spoiler... *sigh*
I liked the story and I liked the way that these two lost souls found each other at a time where they really needed each other most. The circumstances that brought them together was tragic. They both deserved to find happiness and I was glad they found it. As for Jasper's secrets? I wouldn't really categorize them as secrets, at least not compared to Rob's, but they were just as hard to reveal for Jasper.
I received The Secrets We Keep in exchange for a fair and honest review.
I have to admit that I got a little bit aggravated with both of Jasper and Rob at times throughout The Secrets We Keep. Jasper because he was clueless when it came to Lacy and her feelings, but hind sight is 20/20, so I couldn't be too hard on him. And Rob...well, let's just say he could have handled things a lot better than he did. Unfortunately, I can't explain what bothered me so much about Rob without giving away a huge spoiler... *sigh*
I liked the story and I liked the way that these two lost souls found each other at a time where they really needed each other most. The circumstances that brought them together was tragic. They both deserved to find happiness and I was glad they found it. As for Jasper's secrets? I wouldn't really categorize them as secrets, at least not compared to Rob's, but they were just as hard to reveal for Jasper.
I received The Secrets We Keep in exchange for a fair and honest review.
September 13, 2023
The Secrets We Keep is a story that deals with the aftermath of suicide, with the addition of a May-to-December couple of main characters. This is NOT a light read. It is sombre and full of reflection.
That side of the story is really well written. The emotions that pour off each page make you stop and think. However, for me, I found it overshadowed the romance side of things. I didn't really feel a connection between our main two. There was no build-up to them individually, rather just a carry-on from the feelings they were dealing with regarding Lacy. There is an epilogue with them, so you do get something, it just didn't exactly work for me.
The writing, though, is wonderful, and there were no mistakes that disrupted my reading. The story is a great one, and the pacing is smooth. The characters themselves will interest and intrigue you. I have no hesitation in recommending this book!
* A copy of this book was provided to me with no requirements for a review. I voluntarily read this book, and the comments here are my honest opinion. *
Merissa
Archaeolibrarian - I Dig Good Books!
Sep 25, 2019
That side of the story is really well written. The emotions that pour off each page make you stop and think. However, for me, I found it overshadowed the romance side of things. I didn't really feel a connection between our main two. There was no build-up to them individually, rather just a carry-on from the feelings they were dealing with regarding Lacy. There is an epilogue with them, so you do get something, it just didn't exactly work for me.
The writing, though, is wonderful, and there were no mistakes that disrupted my reading. The story is a great one, and the pacing is smooth. The characters themselves will interest and intrigue you. I have no hesitation in recommending this book!
* A copy of this book was provided to me with no requirements for a review. I voluntarily read this book, and the comments here are my honest opinion. *
Merissa
Archaeolibrarian - I Dig Good Books!
Sep 25, 2019
July 6, 2020
Well written but too dreary and I don't feel like the story was complete.
July 7, 2023
This new to me author was an emotion-packed experience (Note: I listened to the audio book).
Jasper loses his room mate and best friend tragically, meeting her uncle at the wake. The two connect and what follows is a sloooowwww burn of age gap goodness. There's a lot of pop culture references and this is probably fun for some but I felt like a a few of these were somewhat clumsy and didn't need explaining - but I suspect this is because I fall into the correct age demographic to get them!
There's not too much detail (or frequency) on the sex which is appropriate given the slow burn of this one but I did feel like that strong connection between the MCs wasn't quite there for me. And Rob (the older MC) did come off as a bit creepy at times 🤣🤣🤣😬🤷♀️
The narration was pretty solid bar the odd echoing sound effects accompanying some of the inner monologue.
Its bittersweet given the story is marred by tragedy but overall is a lovely age gap tale.
ARC provided for my honest review
Jasper loses his room mate and best friend tragically, meeting her uncle at the wake. The two connect and what follows is a sloooowwww burn of age gap goodness. There's a lot of pop culture references and this is probably fun for some but I felt like a a few of these were somewhat clumsy and didn't need explaining - but I suspect this is because I fall into the correct age demographic to get them!
There's not too much detail (or frequency) on the sex which is appropriate given the slow burn of this one but I did feel like that strong connection between the MCs wasn't quite there for me. And Rob (the older MC) did come off as a bit creepy at times 🤣🤣🤣😬🤷♀️
The narration was pretty solid bar the odd echoing sound effects accompanying some of the inner monologue.
Its bittersweet given the story is marred by tragedy but overall is a lovely age gap tale.
ARC provided for my honest review
July 8, 2023
Compelling Story
I am a big fan of Rick R. Reed and this is another great story from him. There are quite a few things going on in this one to keep the reader hooked and interested in what happens next. I highly recommend reading this and, if you can listen to the audiobook, it makes the experience that much better.
I received an ARC and this is my unbiased opinion
I am a big fan of Rick R. Reed and this is another great story from him. There are quite a few things going on in this one to keep the reader hooked and interested in what happens next. I highly recommend reading this and, if you can listen to the audiobook, it makes the experience that much better.
I received an ARC and this is my unbiased opinion
July 4, 2023
I am truly becoming a huge fan of Rick Reed’s writing! It always has a certain deep and amount of angst that keep you rooted to the story, but always with the sweet relief of a happy ending in sight.
This story is about secrets, and loss, and two wounded men united by the grief over the loss of a young woman they both loved.
I adored David Allen Vargo’s performance, truly outstanding!
This story is about secrets, and loss, and two wounded men united by the grief over the loss of a young woman they both loved.
I adored David Allen Vargo’s performance, truly outstanding!
July 8, 2023
I can't believe how long it's been since I first read this book, back when it was first released in e-book in July 2020, almost exactly 2 years ago today. I knew I had enjoyed it and was so glad to see it released in audio and be lucky enough to receive an ARC through Gay Romance Reads.
My memory is pretty terrible, so I was not surprised to find that although I remembered the story's catalyst, I anticipated very little in specific detail as I was listening. The bright side of having such a bad memory is that when listening to this book, it was almost like experiencing it for the first time. And this book is an emotional experience - Jasper and Rob go through SO much, both in their individual lives and together. There's so much hurt, so much regret, and so much to come to terms with and grow from. They're very relatable characters, each in their own ways, even if the exact circumstances of their lives aren't exactly the same as everyone's. They're just so real, so human, with feelings that can be easily understood. And in case one might be concerned that it's all sadness all around, there are lighter moments and definitely many sweet moments. Part of what makes this a tear-jerker are those sweet and bittersweet moments.
As far as the audio narration, the narrator sounds a bit too old for Jasper's character if he were Jasper telling the story at the time it happened, so I listened as if an older Jasper was telling the reader about this critical time in his life. (It's not all from Jasper's POV though - it switches part of the way, which is one of the things I'd forgotten.) The narrator does a very good job of emoting, pacing, and is surprisingly good at voicing female characters, considering that he has a pretty deep voice. (It probably helps that there aren't very many very young females though.) He uses a kind of sound effect echo chamber at times, when a character is remembering something someone said, imagining a conversation with someone not there, or even when telling themselves something in their internal monologue. Some might find this off-putting, but I thought it fit this book when used. I might not be inclined to download an audiobook specifically for this narrator, but I wouldn't necessarily avoid a book he narrates.
I would buy a book by this author specifically because its by this author though, (and have done so).
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Original 7/11/20 Review:
I'd been meaning to read Rick R. Reed's work for some time, but somehow never got to it. After this book, I will be reading more. And if this book is an indication of the emotions I might feel, I might need to have tissues ready. Man, this book got me misty-eyed, repeatedly. The grief and regret the two men face in this book is immense and weighty. But there is also hope for them, hope and the desire to not rack up any more regrets, to try to fix what can be fixed, and to accept what cannot, or that was maybe never theirs to fix.
I know this book will stay with me for a long time.
My memory is pretty terrible, so I was not surprised to find that although I remembered the story's catalyst, I anticipated very little in specific detail as I was listening. The bright side of having such a bad memory is that when listening to this book, it was almost like experiencing it for the first time. And this book is an emotional experience - Jasper and Rob go through SO much, both in their individual lives and together. There's so much hurt, so much regret, and so much to come to terms with and grow from. They're very relatable characters, each in their own ways, even if the exact circumstances of their lives aren't exactly the same as everyone's. They're just so real, so human, with feelings that can be easily understood. And in case one might be concerned that it's all sadness all around, there are lighter moments and definitely many sweet moments. Part of what makes this a tear-jerker are those sweet and bittersweet moments.
As far as the audio narration, the narrator sounds a bit too old for Jasper's character if he were Jasper telling the story at the time it happened, so I listened as if an older Jasper was telling the reader about this critical time in his life. (It's not all from Jasper's POV though - it switches part of the way, which is one of the things I'd forgotten.) The narrator does a very good job of emoting, pacing, and is surprisingly good at voicing female characters, considering that he has a pretty deep voice. (It probably helps that there aren't very many very young females though.) He uses a kind of sound effect echo chamber at times, when a character is remembering something someone said, imagining a conversation with someone not there, or even when telling themselves something in their internal monologue. Some might find this off-putting, but I thought it fit this book when used. I might not be inclined to download an audiobook specifically for this narrator, but I wouldn't necessarily avoid a book he narrates.
I would buy a book by this author specifically because its by this author though, (and have done so).
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Original 7/11/20 Review:
I'd been meaning to read Rick R. Reed's work for some time, but somehow never got to it. After this book, I will be reading more. And if this book is an indication of the emotions I might feel, I might need to have tissues ready. Man, this book got me misty-eyed, repeatedly. The grief and regret the two men face in this book is immense and weighty. But there is also hope for them, hope and the desire to not rack up any more regrets, to try to fix what can be fixed, and to accept what cannot, or that was maybe never theirs to fix.
I know this book will stay with me for a long time.
September 8, 2019
Lacy's death brings Jasper and Robert into each other's lives. They meet at the funeral service and attraction simmers,but it's definitely not the right time,nor are they in the right state of mind,to act on it. They keep in touch,over the months, through email and text messages, and slowly a deeper connection forms between them. But there are secrets,the kind that could ruin what they managed to built.
The Secrets We Keep is so much more than a romance between young Jasper and Robert, wealthy and older. It's a journey of self discovery, of painful introspection and incrimination. So,Jasper and Robert's love story is more of a background to learning how to look beyond the obvious, how to confront harsh realities and re-evaluate previous judgments and emotional issues.
The book is a study in overcoming grief, learning from one's mistakes and letting go of lingering resentment. And most importantly, forgive yourself and look forward to the future,allow love and happiness into your life.
Definitely a must read.
The Secrets We Keep is so much more than a romance between young Jasper and Robert, wealthy and older. It's a journey of self discovery, of painful introspection and incrimination. So,Jasper and Robert's love story is more of a background to learning how to look beyond the obvious, how to confront harsh realities and re-evaluate previous judgments and emotional issues.
The book is a study in overcoming grief, learning from one's mistakes and letting go of lingering resentment. And most importantly, forgive yourself and look forward to the future,allow love and happiness into your life.
Definitely a must read.
September 8, 2019
I didn’t have any pre-conceived notions for this book, particularly since it is a new-to-me author. The first four chapters sucked me in quickly and I enjoyed the characters, particularly the way Jasper was dealing with some dark stuff. The character descriptions were particularly good; I especially enjoyed Lacy — I could so easily picture her in my mind’s eye. For some reason, the next couple chapters sort of stalled out for me and the story lost its captivation. However, that appears to be a small bump (or maybe it was just me), because I was soon fully immersed in the tale again, and eager to see how things would develop.
While this isn’t my favourite trope (age gap/daddy) I must say I enjoyed this story regardless, perhaps because of Jasper’s determination to be fully independent and his drive to do so. It was also fun witnessing the two characters interactions in one another’s worlds — the wealthy man’s first trip on public transport, etc.
At times the story was sad and I would suggest a trigger warning for suicide. Overall, an enjoyable read.
While this isn’t my favourite trope (age gap/daddy) I must say I enjoyed this story regardless, perhaps because of Jasper’s determination to be fully independent and his drive to do so. It was also fun witnessing the two characters interactions in one another’s worlds — the wealthy man’s first trip on public transport, etc.
At times the story was sad and I would suggest a trigger warning for suicide. Overall, an enjoyable read.
September 11, 2019
As one would expect from this author, this book is extremely well written, however, I've got to say that this one left me feelng a little uncomfortable. I think angsty stories work best where the misery and despair is balanced with happier times. Without that, it makes for a bleak reading experience.
I found the melodrama ott and the repetition of tears, sadness and all around brokenness was over-used to the point where it lost its potency, and instead of making me feel emotional, it did leave me feeling somewhat exasperated at times.
To be honest, it was just too much misery for me. Of course, due to it being a Rick R Reed book, I knew that it wasn't going to be a walk in the park, but by the time I'd got to the end I really wasn't convinced of our MCs HEA. The whole reading experience just left me feeling a little at sea. It won't stop me reading future books by Mr Reed though, this one just wasn't for me.
I found the melodrama ott and the repetition of tears, sadness and all around brokenness was over-used to the point where it lost its potency, and instead of making me feel emotional, it did leave me feeling somewhat exasperated at times.
To be honest, it was just too much misery for me. Of course, due to it being a Rick R Reed book, I knew that it wasn't going to be a walk in the park, but by the time I'd got to the end I really wasn't convinced of our MCs HEA. The whole reading experience just left me feeling a little at sea. It won't stop me reading future books by Mr Reed though, this one just wasn't for me.
September 12, 2019
Thank you for the ARC read,I voluntarily give this book an honest review. Jasper's life was never easy. Growing up with little to no communication with with father after the death of his mother and sister. He had one friend Lacy, that was until tragedy strikes his life again.
Rob wasn't expecting to meet the charming young man that befriended his niece. Never really dreaming that someone would love him for him. Always an outsider really just looking in until a tragic event brings them together. Getting to know one other over emails and texts Rob wants to bring it further with them.
Both blame their self for the tragicthat hits home, but can they find peace with one another? This was a tear jerking read, with many twist and turns. A must read, highly recommended. Older/younger man tragic events leading to love.
Rob wasn't expecting to meet the charming young man that befriended his niece. Never really dreaming that someone would love him for him. Always an outsider really just looking in until a tragic event brings them together. Getting to know one other over emails and texts Rob wants to bring it further with them.
Both blame their self for the tragicthat hits home, but can they find peace with one another? This was a tear jerking read, with many twist and turns. A must read, highly recommended. Older/younger man tragic events leading to love.
September 21, 2019
As always Rick R Reed has given us a beautifully written story with tons of feels. It is heart-wrenching in places and heartwarming in others. I loved Jasper. How could you not? He was a sweet young man. Average. Happy with his meager life, simple apartment and best friend and roommate. Until he finds her dead in her room. He meets her rich uncle at her funeral and finds out he didn’t know her at all.
Rob feels an attraction to Jasper but he is half his age, sweet and sexy. What would he want with an old man like him? And he is not his usual type at all. Men his age or older and in his class. Is this the real thing or just a fleeting attraction?
Grab this book and find out. It is well worth the read.
If you like May/December, hurt/comfort, Millionaire/poor and an allover great sweet romance with tons of feels this is for you.
Rob feels an attraction to Jasper but he is half his age, sweet and sexy. What would he want with an old man like him? And he is not his usual type at all. Men his age or older and in his class. Is this the real thing or just a fleeting attraction?
Grab this book and find out. It is well worth the read.
If you like May/December, hurt/comfort, Millionaire/poor and an allover great sweet romance with tons of feels this is for you.
July 1, 2023
2.5
Was this book BAD? No. The writing was good and I liked how things were described, but… I felt like the romance lacked a little something. I enjoyed the start and then it got a little flat for me. I definitely thought there would be more to the story, but it’s honestly about grief and suicide, and I’m the psycho that gets bored by too much grief. BUT I will say I enjoyed how the author wrote certain aspects of it. Unfortunately it was just kind of a miss for me.
Was this book BAD? No. The writing was good and I liked how things were described, but… I felt like the romance lacked a little something. I enjoyed the start and then it got a little flat for me. I definitely thought there would be more to the story, but it’s honestly about grief and suicide, and I’m the psycho that gets bored by too much grief. BUT I will say I enjoyed how the author wrote certain aspects of it. Unfortunately it was just kind of a miss for me.
July 7, 2020
Jasper and Lacy are the best of friends living in a vintage courtyard one bedroom apartment in the Rogers Park neighborhood of Chicago. They both work retail jobs, and they adore one another, but Jasper is openly gay, and Lacy is his subtlely enamored wingwoman. Jasper and Lacy make up each other’s “chosen family” since Jasper’s emotionally-closed father hardly calls to talk; his pregnant mother and younger sister were murdered when Jasper was a young child and his father never crawled past his grief. Lacy says her family are a bunch of liars and she wants nothing to do with them, so they support one another and have done so for the past few years as roomies and friends. Jasper knows Lacy wants a sexual relationship with him, but its beyond his ability, and he’s comfortable being her best friend anyway.
They are out for drinks one night and Jasper hangs out later than usual, hoping to find a sexy man for the night, but he gives up and goes home alone, where Lacy convinces him to cuddle with her following a bad dream. Jasper awakes in his own bed the next morning, unsure how he got there and unsettled by the stillness of the apartment. Lacy should have been up long ago, and his morbid curiosity leads him to find Lacy in her bed, cold and past saving.
Jasper is wrecked. Lacy was his lifeline, and he’s unable to do more than visit the funeral home where her detested parents have the wake arranged. “Lacy” was her chosen name, and he doesn’t recognize the goth girl he knew in the brown-haired pink-dressed Heather who fills Lacy’s coffin. Jasper is intercepted by Lacy/Heather’s uncle, Rob, a 40ish silver fox who seems desperate to know something of Heather’s life over the past five years, since she’d broken off all contact with her family. Lacy’d urged Jasper to move on, and not wonder about the darkness of her family, and how they broke her spirit, but he’s willing to console Rob for a bit.
The secrets of Lacy/Heather’s family begin to unravel in ways that Jasper couldn’t have expected. Turns out Rob is a famous mystery/suspense author that Jasper has been a fan of for years–and Lacy never shared that secret. Rob convinces Jasper to correspond with him via text and email, to keep Lacy alive between the two of them, and Jasper is reticent, but determined to share the truth of his dearest friend. This tentative communication begins to build more of a bond between the two men, and Jasper is kind of shell shocked. He’s never sought out older men, or fancied himself a gold digger, yet he’s difinitely attracted to Rob who is nearly 20 years older, and wealthier than God. This inequality is unsettling and a big barrier for the growing intimacy that Jasper and Rob are developing. It’s not until Jasper finally accepts Rob’s request to come visit his Palm Springs mansion that Jasper learns the true nature of Rob’s place in Lacy’s life–the huge secret that cut Lacy’s ties to her family.
This story had a lot of spooky-ish moments that seemed like sinister foreshadowing, but turned out to be more introspective than at first glance. I didn’t really know what to expect about the tragedies Jasper has faced, and I was sad for his losses. He’s a decent guy, but not nearly as happy-go-lucky as the blurb indicates. Losing Lacy really exposes Jasper’s depression, and he’s not sure he’s worthy of love, in many ways. It obstructs his ability to build strong relationships, but he works through his grief, and his confusion about Rob–who has his own secrets to share and grief to survive.
The end is truly a happy one, however, with Rob and Jasper living honestly, and supporting one another emotionally. I liked how Jasper repaired his relationship with his father, and made the effort to connect with Rob, who really needs a loving partner. The harrowing moments didn’t result in further tragedy, but there were certainly enough breadcrumbs out there to keep me on edge for the next shoe to drop.
I liked the story and enjoyed watching the love that grew through patience, honesty and communication between Jasper and Rob. They each deserved a caring lover, and they helped each other grieve and move on from the pain that first united them.
They are out for drinks one night and Jasper hangs out later than usual, hoping to find a sexy man for the night, but he gives up and goes home alone, where Lacy convinces him to cuddle with her following a bad dream. Jasper awakes in his own bed the next morning, unsure how he got there and unsettled by the stillness of the apartment. Lacy should have been up long ago, and his morbid curiosity leads him to find Lacy in her bed, cold and past saving.
Jasper is wrecked. Lacy was his lifeline, and he’s unable to do more than visit the funeral home where her detested parents have the wake arranged. “Lacy” was her chosen name, and he doesn’t recognize the goth girl he knew in the brown-haired pink-dressed Heather who fills Lacy’s coffin. Jasper is intercepted by Lacy/Heather’s uncle, Rob, a 40ish silver fox who seems desperate to know something of Heather’s life over the past five years, since she’d broken off all contact with her family. Lacy’d urged Jasper to move on, and not wonder about the darkness of her family, and how they broke her spirit, but he’s willing to console Rob for a bit.
The secrets of Lacy/Heather’s family begin to unravel in ways that Jasper couldn’t have expected. Turns out Rob is a famous mystery/suspense author that Jasper has been a fan of for years–and Lacy never shared that secret. Rob convinces Jasper to correspond with him via text and email, to keep Lacy alive between the two of them, and Jasper is reticent, but determined to share the truth of his dearest friend. This tentative communication begins to build more of a bond between the two men, and Jasper is kind of shell shocked. He’s never sought out older men, or fancied himself a gold digger, yet he’s difinitely attracted to Rob who is nearly 20 years older, and wealthier than God. This inequality is unsettling and a big barrier for the growing intimacy that Jasper and Rob are developing. It’s not until Jasper finally accepts Rob’s request to come visit his Palm Springs mansion that Jasper learns the true nature of Rob’s place in Lacy’s life–the huge secret that cut Lacy’s ties to her family.
This story had a lot of spooky-ish moments that seemed like sinister foreshadowing, but turned out to be more introspective than at first glance. I didn’t really know what to expect about the tragedies Jasper has faced, and I was sad for his losses. He’s a decent guy, but not nearly as happy-go-lucky as the blurb indicates. Losing Lacy really exposes Jasper’s depression, and he’s not sure he’s worthy of love, in many ways. It obstructs his ability to build strong relationships, but he works through his grief, and his confusion about Rob–who has his own secrets to share and grief to survive.
The end is truly a happy one, however, with Rob and Jasper living honestly, and supporting one another emotionally. I liked how Jasper repaired his relationship with his father, and made the effort to connect with Rob, who really needs a loving partner. The harrowing moments didn’t result in further tragedy, but there were certainly enough breadcrumbs out there to keep me on edge for the next shoe to drop.
I liked the story and enjoyed watching the love that grew through patience, honesty and communication between Jasper and Rob. They each deserved a caring lover, and they helped each other grieve and move on from the pain that first united them.
July 2, 2023
Excellent Story & Narration🎧 Riveting & Emotional!
The Secrets We Keep
By: Rick R. Reed
Narrated by: David Allen Vargo
Rick R. Reed and David Allen Vargo create one amazing artistic partnership, with both putting so much heart into their work, Reed with his words and Vargo bringing it all to life from the pages to your ears. Both are gifted artists and amazing at what they do. This beautifully written and plotted story grabbed my attention right from the start and captivated it straight to the end. The characters are realistic, easy to relate to and connect with, they are easy to care about too. The book starts out with the beginning to the end, with Rob at a crossroads in his life, and has an epiphany of sort and what he chooses next can be a life changer. Jasper Warren may not have had a lot going for him in his life, but he had his best friend, Lacy, that is until she does not wake up after a night of partying. Her death leaves him heartbroken and second guessing himself. The one thing that come out of her death was he got to meet her Uncle Rob who he bonded with and are becoming friends. It surprised him that Lacy never mentioned her uncle since he is a well-known author and Jasper loves his books. Rob went back home to California, but the two kept in touch and he finally convinced Jasper to come visit him. And when Jasper overhears a conversation, he is taken aback by what he heard and needed to leave, but Rob would follow him, hoping he would let him explain. Reed takes you on an amazing rollercoaster ride, an emotional one, and I loved the complexity and layers of the story and the characters, too. There is plenty of drama, some angst, surprising twists, and a romance that seems so real. Rick R. Reed, thank you for another amazing story, love the originality and how it all played out.
🎧📚🎧And for outstanding narration, David Allen Vargo is an entertaining storyteller and his narration enhances this already amazing book to another level. I love how he takes each role and makes it his own and is exceptional at covering both the male and female roles. He handles the back-and-forth dialogue with ease and is great with the inner dialogue and reflections. too. He sets the perfect tone for the story, captures all the character’s emotions and has you feeling every single one. David Allan Vargo is a versatile voice artist and a pleasure to listen to. Thank you for another amazing listen.
The Secrets We Keep
By: Rick R. Reed
Narrated by: David Allen Vargo
Rick R. Reed and David Allen Vargo create one amazing artistic partnership, with both putting so much heart into their work, Reed with his words and Vargo bringing it all to life from the pages to your ears. Both are gifted artists and amazing at what they do. This beautifully written and plotted story grabbed my attention right from the start and captivated it straight to the end. The characters are realistic, easy to relate to and connect with, they are easy to care about too. The book starts out with the beginning to the end, with Rob at a crossroads in his life, and has an epiphany of sort and what he chooses next can be a life changer. Jasper Warren may not have had a lot going for him in his life, but he had his best friend, Lacy, that is until she does not wake up after a night of partying. Her death leaves him heartbroken and second guessing himself. The one thing that come out of her death was he got to meet her Uncle Rob who he bonded with and are becoming friends. It surprised him that Lacy never mentioned her uncle since he is a well-known author and Jasper loves his books. Rob went back home to California, but the two kept in touch and he finally convinced Jasper to come visit him. And when Jasper overhears a conversation, he is taken aback by what he heard and needed to leave, but Rob would follow him, hoping he would let him explain. Reed takes you on an amazing rollercoaster ride, an emotional one, and I loved the complexity and layers of the story and the characters, too. There is plenty of drama, some angst, surprising twists, and a romance that seems so real. Rick R. Reed, thank you for another amazing story, love the originality and how it all played out.
🎧📚🎧And for outstanding narration, David Allen Vargo is an entertaining storyteller and his narration enhances this already amazing book to another level. I love how he takes each role and makes it his own and is exceptional at covering both the male and female roles. He handles the back-and-forth dialogue with ease and is great with the inner dialogue and reflections. too. He sets the perfect tone for the story, captures all the character’s emotions and has you feeling every single one. David Allan Vargo is a versatile voice artist and a pleasure to listen to. Thank you for another amazing listen.
July 5, 2020
Firstly, please take note of the trigger warnings. Given the main driver for Jasper and Rob's meeting, I wasn't expecting The Secrets We Keep to be an easy read. It wasn't, but the subject matter was written with sensitivity and handled pretty well, I thought.
I liked Rob as a character. He seemed to have genuine grief about having missed out on so much of Lacy's life, regrets about the way things panned out in his family history and real affection for Jasper, even questioning the age gap, etc. Here's my problem, though: I didn't really like Jasper. I get that he's had trauma to deal with before the events that bring Rob into his life and there was evidence of his growth, especially with his relationship with his father, but I just couldn't warm to him. Maybe it's the mood I was in but I just kept getting a bit annoyed with him for having a chip on his shoulder about Rob's wealth/status and his should I/shouldn't I toing and froing over whether they should give the relationship a go or not, etc. I'm usually good with the age gap trope, but here I felt that Jasper's insecurities/immaturity got in the way. Or possibly it's a question of balance: the aspects of the book which deal with Lacy and this kind of loss are particularly well-written so they take centre stage throughout the story and that doesn't leave much room for the romance to grow on the page. Apart from the long distance emailing, there didn't seem to be much real intimacy between Rob and Jasper and the epilogue kind of didn't feel like the same characters to me.
This is the first Rick R Reed book I've read and, while I might not have connected with both MCs here, it's clear that this author is a wordsmith so I'd definitely try more of his work in the future. However, if The Secrets We Keep had been 'sold' to me as a piece of contemporary fiction dealing with the aftermath of suicide, I would have rated it a poignant 4 stars minimum, but as a romance it just didn't work for me so overall it's 2.5* rounded up.
An ARC was provided by GRR in exchange for an honest review.
I liked Rob as a character. He seemed to have genuine grief about having missed out on so much of Lacy's life, regrets about the way things panned out in his family history and real affection for Jasper, even questioning the age gap, etc. Here's my problem, though: I didn't really like Jasper. I get that he's had trauma to deal with before the events that bring Rob into his life and there was evidence of his growth, especially with his relationship with his father, but I just couldn't warm to him. Maybe it's the mood I was in but I just kept getting a bit annoyed with him for having a chip on his shoulder about Rob's wealth/status and his should I/shouldn't I toing and froing over whether they should give the relationship a go or not, etc. I'm usually good with the age gap trope, but here I felt that Jasper's insecurities/immaturity got in the way. Or possibly it's a question of balance: the aspects of the book which deal with Lacy and this kind of loss are particularly well-written so they take centre stage throughout the story and that doesn't leave much room for the romance to grow on the page. Apart from the long distance emailing, there didn't seem to be much real intimacy between Rob and Jasper and the epilogue kind of didn't feel like the same characters to me.
This is the first Rick R Reed book I've read and, while I might not have connected with both MCs here, it's clear that this author is a wordsmith so I'd definitely try more of his work in the future. However, if The Secrets We Keep had been 'sold' to me as a piece of contemporary fiction dealing with the aftermath of suicide, I would have rated it a poignant 4 stars minimum, but as a romance it just didn't work for me so overall it's 2.5* rounded up.
An ARC was provided by GRR in exchange for an honest review.
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