Three stars ⭐️⭐️⭐️
‘The man in front of me isn’t the one who saved me, who called me butterfly, or gave me a ride home from school. This is the man who killed my father.’
Lucca has been protecting Claire since she was a kid, only ten years old. He was eighteen. He saves her from her abusive father and ends up killing him in the process, spurring her to hate him for years. Regardless, he takes care of her from afar (also called stalking)- watches her, gets her adopted by a wonderful family, has his men watch over her, gets daily updates about her etc.
"You’re mine, and I protect what’s mine."
When she's 16 there's a threat to her life so Lucca comes to the rescue. It's then when Claire realizes she's developing feelings for him. Him on the other hand, he's off in the shower getting off to a fantasy of Claire but telling her to her face that she just has a "silly crush".
Fast forward again (I hate time skips) and she's 18, he's 26. There's been no contact for two years. She decides to go out and party on her 18th birthday, maybe find someone to do the dirty with, but Lucca saves the day. Again. Thus starts their sexual relationship which quickly becomes romantic.
I’m going to fill your throat with cum, and you are going to take it all, my beautiful fuck toy.
Now don't get me wrong, I loved this book. The writing, overall plot, sex scenes omg- I liked it all. What I didn't like was how wishy-washy both main characters are. They liked each other, but then they didn't. She hated him one second, but wanted to sleep with him the next. You can't deny their chemistry was scorching though. The way he protected and cared for her was sweet.
The last thing I want to do is hurt her, but if I don’t stop this now, I’ll more than hurt her. I’ll destroy her.
THINGS I LIKED:
-the brutal bj scene cause i'm a whore
-she sleeps beside him to feel safe
-he's an eforcer for the mafia but he's also a stalker lol
-she was 18 before they had any sexual contact
THINGS I DIDN'T LIKE:
-he gets off in the shower to her when she was 16.
-sooo much of this book is Claire being underage!
I'll definitely read more by these authors, the sex scenes were hooot.
safety:
virgin heroine
16/18h, 24/26H
no OM/OW
no cheating/sharing
HEA ♡