Exploring the landscape of grief in the wake of divorce, Most of All the Wanting is a treatise on intimacy in the face of change. Throughout, Amanda Merpaw’s poems attend to the fluidity of queer desire, documenting the complexities of intimacy, longing, and joy where “there’s burning beyond / the cusp of our cups.” Set in an environment of political and ecological upheaval, Most of All the Wanting asks what queerness makes possible within the self and the world. An essential debut.
A book of poems that pulls the reader through the oscillations of love, the seasons, the clouds and the years. An incredible voice that is courageously laughing in the sad, poignant in the overwhelming and so honest throughout it all. Reading an advanced copy of Amanda Merpaw's debut collection is a sunny afternoon in a coffee shop where you can't believe the mix of songs: a gathering of fire and light. The book sparkles with diverse forms that sing songs of healing, growth, courage, passion and conjuring one's self.