Oh, this was excellent. In my review for volume one, I noted that while I was excited to continue reading the series, I was afraid of it falling into stagnation — where the same problems kept coming up and the character growth and relationship developments ended up just being a cycle. And I am happy to report that this is not the case for volume two of Yes, No, or Maybe?.
Volume two built on the relationship dynamics and budding character growth of volume one so well, with Tsuzuki’s fascination with Kunieda evolving nicely into him striving to be the one place where Kunieda felt safe enough to be himself, Kunieda admitting that his emotions get the better of him and he needs space so he doesn’t say what he doesn’t mean or make the situation worse, and both of their realizations that a functional relationship requires open communication. They are not, by far, a perfect relationship, but they are growing and changing each other for the better, which is exactly what I wanted from a sequel.
But I must admit my favorite part of this volume was Kunieda’s impending mental breakdown.
Volume two was barely about Kunieda and Tsuzuki (on the surface level, as Kunieda was constantly thinking about him and able to evolve as a character purely due to him). Instead, it was largely about Kunieda and his relationship with his job, himself as a worker, and the stress and expectations he, and others, place on him. And I loved it. Unfortunately, like other reviewers, I heavily related to Kunieda’s struggle, as I too am in a job that I work hard at, am good at, but that I kind of accidentally fell into, and the imposter syndrome, the fear that I’m not good enough because I don’t care as much as those who wanted to enter this career their entire lives, that I don’t have it has haunted me. It’s an insanely hard space to be in mentally, and I think the writer handled it beautifully with Kunieda’s stress, self doubt, fear of being replaced, and subtle guilt over having ‘stolen’ the job from someone else. All of these new emotions and fears built beautifully on the anxiety that was established in volume one and expanded his character perfectly — because someone obsessed with having a perfect mask is someone with massive anxiety about their life and themself (which, oof, is another thing I can relate to oh too well).
I hope that as the series continues we can get more moments of them actively supporting and standing by each other, and just interacting in general, as this volume was a bit light on that (understandably). I also hope (I AM BEGGING ON MY KNEES) that we can get more scenes from Tsuzuki’s POV, because that was DELIGHTFUL and it was soooo fun to see Kunieda through his eyes.