Morgan Atkins has depended on men her entire life. First her father, then Ethic Okafor, then came Messiah Williams, and finally Ahmeek Harris. She loves them all for different reasons, but the one thing they all have in common is their unconditional love for her.
Morgan is the queen of their worlds, if only she knew her own worth. Trapped by the threat of a deadly secret, Morgan has lost it all. She's engaged to an abusive and powerful man who is willing to bury everyone to keep control over Morgan's heart. If she doesn't marry him, he will destroy those she loves most, and Morgan can't let that happen.
Morgan is in over her head and she needs help, but with the secret of the twins out for the world to judge, she is lonelier than ever. Messiah nor Ahmeek can come to her rescue. Will Morgan escape the royal family? Will she redeem herself with Messiah? Will Ahmeek ever look at her the same? Will her disloyalty to Ethic be the thing that brings his kingdom falling to the ground?
Morgan seems to be more like Raven Atkins than she thought and the generational curse of sleeping with the enemy is not easily broken. Will Morgan's fate be different? Or will she just become another Atkins princess that the streets annihilate?"
ASHLEY ANTOINETTE COLEMAN is one of the most successful female writers of her time. The feminine half of the popular married duo, Ashley and JaQuavis, she has co-written over 40 novels, including the bestselling Cartel series. Several of her titles have hit The New York Times bestsellers list, but she is most widely regarded for her continuing racy saga, The Prada Plan. Born in Flint, MI, she was bred with an innate street sense that she uses as motivation in her crime filled writings.
Picking up a deal with publishing powerhouse St. Martin's Press while simultaneously inking deals at Warner Brothers Studios and NBC/Universal, Ashley shows no signs of slowing down. She is currently hard at work on a new book series and two television pilots.
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B4🦋 Ashley gave everything that needed to be given. On every page, my heart skipped a beat. She broke us down completely and put us back together again. I’m telling you my heart hurt so bad at some parts I didn’t want to finish. Ashley beyond outdid herself this book is honestly at the top of my AA list it hit me harder than Ethic 3&4 and those are my favorites. This book was beautifully written and well-paced. The characters are timeless and the love they share is bigger than anything you can imagine. The crew shit was present but the love was bigger than it all. It was worth every dime and penny spent. Now, this is what you call a 5star read. And don’t forget my sis did this on her coin and her platform she built the stage herself and performed flawlessly !!
I would first like to start off saying that I am a fan of Asharmy, however, this last installment got me side eyeing her for sure and I can only rate it 1 stars for reasons listed!!! There a few things I would like to address because I’m confused af…First, let’s start with the Fredriecks: A ROYAL FAMILY…A family that is sooooooo deadly, powerful (to the point they can have your whole family arrested) just get wiped off the earth without any conflict? How is that even possible? Also, who is Allison and how did she just come about in the story? Second, Morgan has been weak for three whole books and a half and suddenly, out of the blue (not because she hasn’t endured enough abuse from Bash) gets a back bone during the most vital time she would have buckled under Bash…He had mad control over her and suddenly him having custody and threatening her family lives wasn’t what sent her over the edge but trying to implant a mystery girl to get her lick back, giving her some kind of leverage to hold over his head when she could have just saved everyone from the dramatics and misery by just telling Ethic what was up from the beginning? Scared or not, she knows the crew and that Ethic would have had her back…why go through all of that with Bash when clearly he appeared to be a b*tch in the end? So confused!!! Thirdly, this thing with Messiah and Bleu!!! This man had clearly stated the obvious out loud…He’s in love in with Bleu but has a problem with seeing anybody with Morgan although he really don’t want her like that…to be honest they sound like a bunch of teenagers and I was really bored with this read…frustrated to be exact…I skipped many pages because it didn’t seem like a story just a bunch of filler mess…redundant feelings and past feelings and history…no real progression other than Messiah going to therapy and Morgan revealing her feelings for Meek all while getting rid of Bash…Don’t even let me get started on Alani! For whatever reason, I can’t get into her character…it’s like u want to like her but u really can’t…she’s very childish ass well….Like how is she sooooooo jealous of Yaya? I do not like that Ashley has reduced Yaya’s character to almost nothing in Ethic world when the two had so much history with one another all for the sake of Alani!!! I get tunes has changed and he’s married now, but to blatantly disrespect and disregard her is very unethical of Ethic…Ethic has pride himself of being unattracted to women who acted just like Alani, yet, somehow her behavior has slipped through the cracks and he finds that sexy? Again, I’m so confused!!! Lastly, Henny and Bella!!! Good lord…Ethic is suppose to be clearly powerful as well, how the hell does Henny get that kind of time? (My assumption is to get rid of Henny for book five and fast forward to several years later when he and Bella are adults to start their love story) but still, the question I’m puzzled on is how Ethic was able to have the Judge free him but not Henny? Make it make sense…Conclusion, I have invested in the ethic and butterfly series so I will read butterfly 5…will take my time doing it because this book really frustrates me….It had no real substance or story…and I really hope she skips Ethic and Alani in book 5…I felt like I read more about them than Morgan…Sorry, but they are getting kind of boring with the back and forth and over the top love stuff that just doesn’t seem real…that’s my two cents!!!
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Wow. Just wow. I went into this book expecting something different than what I got but I was so highly satisfied. Characters I thought I sympathized with showed me they didn’t deserve it. Characters that I KNEW were full of love proved me right. Ethic just ethiced this entire book, reminding me that even though he’s pop pop now his Gangsta should NEVER be underestimated. I went into this book not liking Bleu and I dislike her even more now. Isa and Aria … they’re dangerous but at the same time there’s something so beautiful about them together. Bella and Henny… whew …Bloom is going to be something different. Those two are already ahead of their time. EAZY!!! that kid is amazing, like he’s a true life angel I love him. Ssari, my Ssari … the calling Messiah daddy touched my heart. I’ll be glad when Daddy killa warms up more. …I wholeheartedly believe Meek should go to Vegas 🙄
Alani… birthing scene 😟
Ashley did an amazing job. I needed Ethic’s reminders to breath because I was holding my breath 😂 this entire release was just EPIC. …
I conclude this review by saying 🗣 MESSIAH M’FN WILLIAMS…that is all. Now off to order some red chucks.
Ashley MF Antoinette........SMDH.......baby she slapped with this pen hunty. By far the absolute best piece of art in the Butterfly series, maybe the entire Ethicland series altogether. The way these characters have evolved over the past few years really shows her growth as a writer and she has elevated beyond the sky with this one. It was the way I transitioned through emotions while reading this book. Just when the emotions were too raw to move forward there was a breath of fresh air ahead to ease the gut-wrenching blow she always delivers. We all know Ashley will rip your heart out with her words and she did not fail, the difference with this story is that when you are able to pick back up it's something so refreshing that it brings about a new emotion that will make you forget you were crying your heart out the previous scene (not chapter). Yes this books plays out in scenes! The developmental editing was on point and escalated this story to a whole new level of storytelling! It flowed so perfectly and each character showed up (and showed out) just when they needed to. After finishing B3 it seemed that there would need to be 7 more books to tie these characters together to get their purposes fulfilled in the story but she brought it together effortlessly (don't think my baby didn't dig deep for this one because she dug an ocean up in my soul). Morgan, Messiah, Ahmeek, Isa, Aria and even White Boy Nick (he need to find new drug dealers to date 🥰) learned a lesson in this masterpiece. They have grown so beautifully together and it's all because of Queen Atkins! Isa said it best when he stated "They were all connected to Mo in some way, and when she experienced pain, it always found its way back to them." Ashley made this pain he spoke of, develop some beautiful souls. Mezziah with the z's was the most beautiful story told. He has grown the most in the entire land of Flintville! He still gone be King Ssiah so don't think he changed into a new person. He is a better man and will be the absolute best father ever. Ethic bout to be jealous! But my fave will always be Isa! His mouth so wrecklesss but his words stuck with me the most. He will forever ride for his crew and his loyalty is unmatched. Ashley fulfilled my soul when we got to see Murder Meek in action and I read THAT scene 4 times!!!!!! That boy so calculated and is THE FINESSER of the century!!! He finessing everybody not just these women on his top, Hak gone learn the hard way! Im excited about the moves he about to be making too. If you had Mrs. Coleman name in ya mouf (yeah mouf) before, baby you hoes is choking now because sis on ya throat with this one. ASH SAID @ her next time!!!!! Although I am completely satisfied with this digital/paperback 🗣NICOLE where you at sis because Ashley pen did slap but I know this anticipated audible gonna punch like Murder Meek with no gloves on (Just ask Bash Bitch Ass) so yeah sis I'm @@@@@@@@ that ass!!!!! Audible me please and thank you!!!! This one is a must read. Beware of Chapter 6, it was a strong trigger for me and I walked away for about an hour to get myself together but like I said as soon as the next scene began those emotions subsided and immediate joy filled my heart! Eazy never disappoints when you need to be uplifted. Him and Messari are the best!!!! My little lovebugs!!!!
I got a lot. I’m talky today anyway so hunker down.
I was so scared to read this book. I was just anxious but I psyched myself out for nothing, in the sense that the conflict in the story didn’t call for all that anxiety I had. Clearly I’m too invested in these fake peoples lives 😂 (No fuck that! Ahmeek Harris is REAL and as soon as I locate him we getting married).
So the first thing I GOT to address is …
Ding, Dong, the Bitch-Ass-Nigga Bash is DEAD!!!! Ooooh that was so satisfying I almost orgasmed chile! That bitch died exactly how I wanted him too. Slowly and painfully. A nigga like him is worse than the rudest, most grimy, most dangerous street nigga because he intentionally uses the facade of being the “nice guy” to manipulate people. These are the ones who complain that nice guys finish last, when they really aren’t nice. But anyway, I wanted him to die like Cream and he definitely did.
Now the way everything played out was kind of “let’s just wrap this shit up” and I didn’t really like that. I’m a fan of Ashley Antionette. Been since Dirty Money (2006). But if you been down with the Coleman’s for a while or even got with them recently and read a significant portion of both authors catalogs, you know we sometimes deal with inconsistencies, unaddressed plot points, sometimes plot holes (MORGAN WAS NOT DEAF IN THE ORIGINAL MTAF. Find me a book from 2010 when it dropped and show me. Otherwise ain’t no way bruh!) and sometimes cliffhangers that never get picked back up. I know, I know. But the stories be so good TO ME I just roll my eyes and keep it moving.
But to my point, we been dealing with Bash and his slow manipulation of Morgan to gain control for a minute. I think Christmas with the Okafors when he tried to get Morgan to leave her family who had just been in a car crash for Christmas dinner with his family of uppety Negras was when we first get a glimpse of the hold he’s trying to keep. That was 5 books ago. So that slow build up with Morgan being gaslit, psychologically abused and manipulated, then blackmailed and physically abused, all for it to wrap up in like 2 chapters. She saw the autopsy of the girl before her that she knew Bash killed but it was covered up as a suicide. That scared her enough to come up with the plan to get him to her apartment, trick him into confessing to Ally’s murder and to raping Morgan, then getting him to leave with the threat of an unloaded gun. Everything else up to Meek and Issa getting Bash to the gym where they torture him and Ethic eventually kills just happened really fast and was a little anticlimactic.
So the Fredericks were supposedly after Ethic because he killed Jacob. Jacob was Ravens classmate from community college in Kansas City that gave her coke and tried to have sex with her and caused her to get into an accident. He’s “a cousin”. With all the shit they put Morgan through supposedly to protect the family’s image, you really mean to tell me this shit was about a not immediate family member who sniffs coke and has to resort to community college to get his education? Y’all wouldn’t even acknowledge a person like that because if you did they would be expected to uphold the same image. So with that, that was bullshit. I feel like Bash being obsessed with Morgan because she looked like the girlfriend made more sense, because obviously Bash was nuts. But that seemed to be used as just the catalyst for Morgan to get away. I just feel like if Ashley was gonna make it that simple, we didn’t need 5 books of Morgan feeling trapped by Bash. I’m glad that’s wrapped up, and I’m very glad they tortured him, I just think the finale to that plot point could have been a little more intricate. Charges just dropped. Fredericks just dead without no real pushback once Ethic and everybody found out the truth. I’m over explaining my point because I feel like I’m not conveying my thoughts on that well, but I’m done. Hopefully that makes sense.
I’m over Messiahs ass! He want what he want when he want it. When he want Bleu, she’s expected to just be there. When he want to toss Morgan, she’s expected to fall back, BUT DONT MOVE ON! When he don’t want Bleu she’s expected to still stick around and value the friendship. When he want Morgan she’s expected to drop everything and come to Daddy. Like nigga. You’re selfish as fuck! I hope the therapist helps him, but I don’t want him with Morgan. I want Meek with Morgan. He’s the better man. Which is why Messiah threw that bullshit at her about him telling Meek to push up on her, trying to convince Morgan that Meek don’t love her, even though he knows he does. He recognized it as real when he saw how Meek was handling Bitch Ass Bash in that boxing gym. And when he realized that Morgan loved Meek too and that his return didn’t change that, he admits the cancer and embellishes the situation with him telling Meek to love Morgan when he dies. That shit was wack. He a hypocrite. He might not be abusive in the way Bash was, but he knows how to manipulate Morgan and he does it to get what he wants. He ain’t much better than Bash for that shit. I still love him, but he on some shit. Especially when he’s conveniently skipping the part where Bleu was by his side the whole time while he kept his sickness from Morgan AND he gave Bleu a baby. He even told the therapist he guessed he made love to Bleu because she gave him a son, but he fucks Morgan, even though she gave him a son and a daughter. Messiah and Morgan have an attachment that no longer serves either of them and they need to let it go.
Lastly, FINALLY 😂 Alani’s ass. I don’t give a fuck what a bitch might have on me, she will NEVER be made aware that she gets under my skin. Alani let her insecurities create a problem that wasn’t there. I knew as soon as Yaya came in that courtroom at Ethics arraignment that Zya sent her. Alani and Ethic may not have, but with everything y’all been through and everything y’all have forgiven each other for, you couldn’t give your husband the benefit of the doubt? Be mad. You can’t control your feelings. But she created a whole scenario and didn’t want to hear nothing Ethic said. Like he a liar or a fuck nigga when she know he ain’t. That was an insult to that man’s character to just find him guilty with nothing but your thoughts, feelings, and insecurities as evidence.
Now Alani is high risk. She has endometriosis. She has had numerous miscarriages, has a hard time getting pregnant, and birthed a stillborn baby after a trauma. Why the fuck would anybody think home birth was a good idea? No way should a woman with her history, in her thirties, be giving birth without access to immediate emergency medical attention if there’s a complication. If Alani dies, I’m gonna be PISSED!!!! I’m gonna be so fucking mad. I love Alani’s character. But Ethic cannot lose another love. THEE Love! She mothered his motherless children and they both healed one another. They created a family. I know Ethic has done some dirt. And I know karma is real. But since Ashley Antionette is the god of Ethicland, she can make sure Ethic gets to keep his love. How he gonna look at that baby everyday knowing she’s the reason his love is gone if Alani don’t make it? I’m just not gonna be ok with that outcome.
Ok. I’m done. If you actually read this shit you a real one. Leave me a comment and tell me what you think. This my first time reading this since I wanted to wait for B5
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Lawwdddd Hammmmmmercyyyy 😭 First off let me just say y’all never said they killed Bash though ‼️It’s about damn time. Morgan had that foolishness going on for too long. I still don’t see the situation being over because when Christiana and the royals come through watch the fun.
Poor Bella her first love has to walk down 7 years. I’m glad Henny let her go before she slows her life down for him.
Not much of Isa & Aria in this one & I’m mad about it. I didn’t see them lasting this long but I love the toxicness🫢
Atp I think Morgan needs to be alone to find herself. I was hard down Team Messiah until that last conversation with Bleu. No sir you want your cake & eat it too. I hate to admit it but Ameek is good for her but can they truly be together and ruin a brotherhood? Nah I don’t think so & Messiah is the father of her kids it’s too messy & I still believe the lines shouldn’t have been crossed dead or not. Ameek go be with Livi after you handle this business.
Green eyes pissed me off because that could’ve been a phone call Miss. Ma’am 🙄Alani has to stop being so insecure that’s why she keep showing up. I joked about Alani still being pregnant in all these books & now the baby might take her out😭I don’t believe Ashley will kill her tbh I think it will be someone else ‼️ I should’ve stuck to my first mind & not read this until B5 was in my hands I’m hard headed. 😭
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I'm really about to stop paying these authors to torture me so. I'm lying! This might just be the most emotional book out of the entire saga. A lot of growth was shared acrosd these pages. A lot of pain too. Laughter. But it was the growth and maturity for me. My girl Mo gave me a ton of gray hair but I'm rooting for this butterfly to see herself as others see her. Isa and Aria are my favorites. They are always a vibe and a ball of energy. I won't spoil this one for yall but you need to know this book is absolutely worth the emotional turmoil
For me, this story is being drawn out. This didn’t feel like a Morgan story, but a ethic and Alana story, which I thought we were past. There wasn’t enough from the M & M supporting cast.
This book! I don't even know where to begin. First of all there were so many emotionally charged scenes I don't know how Ashley Antoinette made it through writing it. I barely made it reading it. There were parts that I hated and parts that I loved but overall this was a beautiful piece of work. Probably the best. I can't wait to find someone to talk to about these shenanigans. I'm still processing. I really hope this comes to audio soon.
10/29/22 Audio Where do I begin? This story is not new to me. I've page read it, talked about it relentlessly in group chats, re read it etc. But Shayna Small just took this story and created so many different layers that I had not uncovered in my own reading. Her performance was magnificent. Each character was delivered with so much passion, I could feel them all. I almost forgot how much I love the Okafors and the extension of the Okafors. I really hope we get an update soon. I have so many thoughts to the direction of this story. Bella and Henny. Bianca and Henny. Messiah and Mo. Messiah and the twins. Messiah and Kadeen, and my good Sis, Alani. I just hope Ashley Antoinette goes easy on us. This performance was perfection!
So much has happened throughout this series! Ashley Antoinette has had my nerves in shambles the whole time — in the best way possible! The twists, the drama, the emotional rollercoaster... I couldn’t put it down. Highly recommend if you’re ready for a wild ride between the Okafors! 🤯
This is the best one in the series. I am glad Messiah and Mo finally had the conversation. It went in a direction I was not expecting. Looking forward to Butterfly 5.
This is my favorite book in the series so far. I hate that the final book isn’t out yet—but I already know I’m diving into the fifth installment next. The way my heart is set up right now? Yeah, I need closure. Immediately.
The crew is back! ✨ Ethic and Alani are awaiting the birth of their baby, but will he be there for the birth or still locked up behind bars? ✨ Now that Messiah has found out about the twins, he is struggling to establish a relationship with them and forgive their mother. Speaking of Morgan, she has messed up and messed up bad, and everyone that she loves is directly affected. Bash has isolated her away from her friends and family, for his selfish reasons, but for how long? ✨ Hendrix is facing time in jail, and Bella is losing her mind with worry. What happened to all of the promises that they made to one another? I felt so bad for poor Bella and even worse for Henny, because he just wanted to be able to give Bella the things that she deserves. ✨ Poor Ahmeek has to sit back and watch Messiah try to reclaim the family that he left behind. The same family that Meek was establishing as his own. He decided to change his focus in order to settle an old debt. ✨ This book took me on another roller coaster ride of emotions. Without saying, Bash and his stuck up mother pissed me off to the highest degree. Compared to the aggressive personalities of the other men, Bash was weak and twisted. The scream at the boxing ring made me shout for joy, tho! Last but not least, my favorite character will forever be Eazy. The perfect name for the perfect child.
I am emotionally invested in this series (dating back to Ethic) like the Okafors and their extended parties give me anxiety, raise my blood pressure, etc. It truly is unhealthy! I started reading B4 and around Chapter 2 or 3, I had to remind myself to “Breathe” and calm my racing heart. Your heart is going to go through some things reading this book. Ashley made your heart break in this one. Your heart will flutter, tighten, and drop. I want to make sure you are prepared.
I am happy with the way things progressed in the book. The Crew finally had the gangster party that I been waiting on for a minute 👏🏾👏🏾
B4 answered questions and created some new ones. So I’m back to waiting for another wild ride in B5 and then after that I’m entering Bloom (I hope)
The back and forth with Morgan is on my nerves. Same with Ethic and Alani. This family has so much turmoil it’s hard to think that anything good will come to them. I waited so long for this book just to be left with so many unanswered questions and I’m a little over it. If book 5 takes another year, I just might lose interest. Ash is a great writer; pen game is very strong! I love how you can envision what you’re reading. I just wish that every female character didn’t end up getting molested or raped. I hope that pattern is broken for Bella and for True.
I enjoyed this book as much as I enjoyed all of them from A Moth to a Flame, through Ethic and now the Butterfly series; however, Morgan irks me and so does Messiah. I’m definitely team Ahmeek. I love the Bella/Henny story and I hope Ashley writes it in depth. It seems like she was setting it up with this book. I listened to the audio and Nicole Small always makes an audio GREAT!
10 times better than book 3, still not really feeling Morgan she caused a lot of problems! Messiah is so hurt he hurts others & it's not fair. He's very selfish & has a weird sense of entitlement. I'm always Team Ethic&Alani, I love them badddd!!
5 STARS AS USUAL . When it comes to Ashley Antoinette she’s gonna do her job with her pen. I’m so glad I waited until B5 was in my hand to read this because the way this book ended I would’ve been SICK. I feel like messiah’s situation could’ve been avoided if from the jump he would’ve told Morgan about his cancer because that would’ve changed things and there never would’ve any foul play with her and Ahmeek
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I’m starting to feel indifferent about this series. Other than that one thing, nothing really happened. Just a lot of reiteration. Should Mo tell everybody what Bash is doing or no? Should she choose Meek or Messiah? Should Messiah choose Morgan or Bleu? Alani is STILL pregnant and sometimes her “traditional” views piss me off. The kids can’t eat til Ethic sits at the table bc he’s been away for what, two days? and then he doesn’t even bother coming home that night? Is this the 50s? They flip flop between arguing and sexing within seconds and it’s weird to me because they can’t have a single adult conversation without it turning into sex.
I also didn’t care to read about Bella and Hendrix in that basement…like it could’ve been alluded to without being actually written. Idk. The story is dragging on to me at this point.
So much is going on in this book! Since Book 2, I’ve been screaming for Morgan to say something! Actually, since Christmas with the Okafors, I’ve been screaming that. Bash is a pain in my side. Ashley definitely knows how to write a villain because I cannot stand Bash!
I still love Ethic so much. He just sweeps in at the right time for his family. I adore him.
My heart is broken for Meek. I’m heartbroken from Hendrix.
Messiah, I’m really trying here. One minute I feel for him, the next minute he totally gets on my nerves. I’m still rooting for him.
Can we not forget about EZ, please?! I feel like I didn’t get a lot of him in this book.
Morgan really got herself in a situation, but I'm so happy the crew and Ethic handled it. Even though Messiah will go to war for Morgan, he's still selfish. Look at all the secrets he's still keeping. And even though he revealed one, it was only because he was jealous in almost in a rage over the situation at the time. However, I'm not surprised at what he told her...it's just like him to do so.
Per usual I enjoyed Butterfly, but it ended so abruptly! Morgan makes it hard to keep feeling sorry for her. Her weakness is love, but her immaturity and indecisiveness are toxic. I hope she really grows up in book 5 because she's still causing discord in people's lives with this weak needy mentality. I hope Messiah revealing what he revealed at the end doesn't cause her to hate Meek......
This whole series had me in a chokehold. I listened on audible and when I say I was in my car hollering, screaming and accidentally blowing the horn. 🤣 A couple of times I had to put it down because I could feel my blood pressure spiking. 😅 It was like being on a roller coaster. This is my review for all 4 books, LOL!
Butterfly 4 was EVERYTHING! Ashley broke my HEART so bad with , HENNY getting seven years ! Thank GOD Bash and his FAMILY are no longer a THREAT . I just want MORGAN to be with MEEK HE is so MUCH better FOR her then MESSIAH .YaYa still the SAME Prada Plan YaYa she KNOW what she be DOING !
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FIRST THINGS FIRST LETS START WITH HOW I LITERALLY BROKE OUT INTO TEARS BECAUSE ITS NO WAY ALANI DIED GIVING BIRTH. THIS CANT BE HOW SHE GO AND CANT BE WHAT LIES AHEAD FOR EITHIC AND BABY TRU. IMA NEED BOOK 5 TO CLEAR THAT UP.
SECOND IM SO HAPPY MO IS LIVING IN HER TRUTH. IM HAPPY SHE MADE IT CLEAR SHE IS IN LOVE WITH MEEK. I REALLY LOVE SIAH BUT I FEEL LIKE HIS TIME HAS PASSED. I FEEL LIKE HE SHOULDNT HAVE KEPT MO IN THE DARK WHILE HE WAS FIGHTING CANCER. WHAT REALLY GRINDS MY GEARS IS THE ONLY REASON HE LET MO KNOW ABOUT THE CANCER WAS TO AGAIN MAKE HER FEEL BAD FOR FALLING IN LOVE WITH MEEK. HE WANT TO MAKE HER THE BED GUY FOR DOING WHAT IS HUMANLY NATRUAL TO DO WHEN YOU ARE TRYING TO MOVE ON FROM GRIEF AND HEARTBREAK. HE SLEPT WITH BLU AND HAVE YET TO SAY ANYTHING ABOUT THAT, OR ABOUT THE SON HE SHARED WITH HER FROM HIM SLEEPING WITH HER WHILE HE WAS "DYING".
MO HAS MADE ALOT OF BAD MISTAKES AND I FEEL LIKE SHE JUST DOESNT GET THE REAL LOVE AND SUPPORT SHE NEEDS AND DESERVE. ESPECIALLY AFTER WHAT SHE ENDURED WITH BASH. ITS PARTIALLY HER FAULT HOW THINGS PLAYED OUT BUT AGAIN SHE IS HUMAN AND FLAWED JUST LIKE EVERYONE ELSE. SHE LAYED HER SHIT OUT. ITS NOT FAIR THAT SIAH GETS TO KEEP DRAGGING ON HER AN NOT EVEN MAN ENOUH TO BE AUTHENTIC.