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Erin McCabe Mysteries #2
Survivor's Guilt: Erin McCabe, Book 2
Perfect for fans of Laura Griffin and Lisa Unger, Attorney and LGBTQ+ activist Robyn Gigl tackles the complexities of gender, power, public perception, and human trafficking with a ripped-from-the-headlines plot in this powerful legal thriller featuring a transgender attorney at its center.
At first, the death of millionaire businessman Charles Parsons seems like a straightforward suicide. There’s no sign of forced entry or struggle in his lavish New Jersey mansion—just a single gunshot wound from his own weapon. But days later, a different story emerges. Computer techs pick up a voice recording that incriminates Parsons’ adoptive daughter, Ann, who duly confesses and pleads guilty.
Erin McCabe has little interest in reviewing such a slam-dunk case—even after she learns that Ann, like herself, is a trans woman. Yet despite their misgivings, Erin and her law partner, Duane Swisher, ultimately can’t ignore the pieces that don’t fit. As their investigation deepens, they convince Ann to withdraw her guilty plea. But Ann clearly knows more than she’s willing to share, even if it means a life sentence. Who is she protecting, and why?
Fighting against time and a prosecutor hell-bent on notching another conviction, Erin and Swish work tirelessly to clear Ann’s name. But despite Parsons’ former associates’ determination to keep his—and their own—illegal activities buried, a horrifying truth emerges—a web of human exploitation, greed, and murder. Soon, a quest to see justice served becomes a desperate struggle to survive . . .
At first, the death of millionaire businessman Charles Parsons seems like a straightforward suicide. There’s no sign of forced entry or struggle in his lavish New Jersey mansion—just a single gunshot wound from his own weapon. But days later, a different story emerges. Computer techs pick up a voice recording that incriminates Parsons’ adoptive daughter, Ann, who duly confesses and pleads guilty.
Erin McCabe has little interest in reviewing such a slam-dunk case—even after she learns that Ann, like herself, is a trans woman. Yet despite their misgivings, Erin and her law partner, Duane Swisher, ultimately can’t ignore the pieces that don’t fit. As their investigation deepens, they convince Ann to withdraw her guilty plea. But Ann clearly knows more than she’s willing to share, even if it means a life sentence. Who is she protecting, and why?
Fighting against time and a prosecutor hell-bent on notching another conviction, Erin and Swish work tirelessly to clear Ann’s name. But despite Parsons’ former associates’ determination to keep his—and their own—illegal activities buried, a horrifying truth emerges—a web of human exploitation, greed, and murder. Soon, a quest to see justice served becomes a desperate struggle to survive . . .
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Robyn Gigl
7 books316 followersRobyn Gigl is an author, attorney and advocate. TIME Magazine selected her novel, SURVIVOR’S GUILT, as one of the 100 best Mystery and Thriller books of All Time. Her first novel, BY WAY OF SORROW, was called “quietly groundbreaking” by the NY Times and named one of the best crime novels of 2021 by CrimeReads. SURVIVOR’S GUILT was also named one of the best crime novels of 2022 by the NY Times, and won the Joseph Hansen Award for LGBTQ+ Crime Writing. Robyn’s third novel, REMAIN SILENT, was published in May 2023 and was also nominated for the Joseph Hansen Award. Her fourth novel, NOTHING BUT THE TRUTH, was published in June 2024 and the NY Times called Erin McCabe "one of the best series characters around."
Robyn can be found on X @robyngigl on Instagram @robyngigl and at robyngigl.com.
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January 8, 2022
3.5*
This is book two of the Erin McCabe series. Though I typically try to read a series in order, I jumped in after winning the book in our Goodreads Giveaway. The author provides enough background detail that I never felt lost having skipped the previous book. Easily read as a stand-alone.
Ann Parsons confessed to murdering her father and now finds herself sitting in jail awaiting sentencing. At first glance, the case looks cut and dry. But the lead detective has a gut feeling there’s more to the story. He quietly approaches attorney Erin McCabe, asking her to meet with Ann and ensure justice is truly being carried out.
Erin McCabe is a transgender lawyer and book deals both with Erin’s personal life as well as the legal drama. I enjoyed each aspect of the book equally.
There were a lot of characters in this book with a high number of moving pieces. At times, this left me a bit confused, but gladly it all came together for a very satisfying ending.
I really enjoyed Erin and her story. I will definitely continue on with this series and am looking forward to the next installment.
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This is book two of the Erin McCabe series. Though I typically try to read a series in order, I jumped in after winning the book in our Goodreads Giveaway. The author provides enough background detail that I never felt lost having skipped the previous book. Easily read as a stand-alone.
Ann Parsons confessed to murdering her father and now finds herself sitting in jail awaiting sentencing. At first glance, the case looks cut and dry. But the lead detective has a gut feeling there’s more to the story. He quietly approaches attorney Erin McCabe, asking her to meet with Ann and ensure justice is truly being carried out.
Erin McCabe is a transgender lawyer and book deals both with Erin’s personal life as well as the legal drama. I enjoyed each aspect of the book equally.
There were a lot of characters in this book with a high number of moving pieces. At times, this left me a bit confused, but gladly it all came together for a very satisfying ending.
I really enjoyed Erin and her story. I will definitely continue on with this series and am looking forward to the next installment.
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Thank you to Goodreads Giveaways
December 12, 2022
What a fantastic legal thriller! A little time capsule into 2008 -- both being a trans woman specifically in that time and generally with technology and what-not -- this novel is a mixture of courtroom drama and chasing bad guys type action. I appreciated that while it deals with trans and cis women being sexually abused (as young people, in moderate detail FYI), the book never paints them as mere victims and gives them a sapphic happy ending!! And then of course there's the fact that the heroine is also a trans woman. Erin McCabe is a fascinating character and I loved getting a peek at her law practice and her relationships. Gigl's portrayal of Erin dealing with internalized transphobia was so thoughtful and nuanced. I will definitely be following this series! I was riveted by this story, even though it's not the type of book I usually read.
September 24, 2021
Huge thanks to Kensington Books Publishing, as well as to @NetGalley, for the opportunity to read and review an early copy of Survivor's Guilt!
I loved the first book in this series and I loved this one just as much! (No sophomore slump here!) Although Survivor's Guilt touched on some difficult-to-read subjects such as human exploitation, unchecked greed, child porn, and murder, the fact that there weren't any graphic or horrifying details to read kept it from being utterly dark.
Erin agrees to meet with a young woman who has been arrested for murder. Even though the woman states "I did it", and she has already accepted a plea deal, something doesn't feel right. The pieces aren't fitting together. Only a few days remain where Ann can change her plea to not guilty. And ... from there it's quite a roller coaster ride!!!
Erin and her law partner Swish (think basketball), make such a fantastic team! Fortunately, Erin is surrounded by people who adore her, because the abuse she gets for being transgender is infuriating! (I'm guessing the author has had her fair share, hence she is able to write of it in such a believable manner.)
I can't wait to read the next book in the series!!
I loved the first book in this series and I loved this one just as much! (No sophomore slump here!) Although Survivor's Guilt touched on some difficult-to-read subjects such as human exploitation, unchecked greed, child porn, and murder, the fact that there weren't any graphic or horrifying details to read kept it from being utterly dark.
Erin agrees to meet with a young woman who has been arrested for murder. Even though the woman states "I did it", and she has already accepted a plea deal, something doesn't feel right. The pieces aren't fitting together. Only a few days remain where Ann can change her plea to not guilty. And ... from there it's quite a roller coaster ride!!!
Erin and her law partner Swish (think basketball), make such a fantastic team! Fortunately, Erin is surrounded by people who adore her, because the abuse she gets for being transgender is infuriating! (I'm guessing the author has had her fair share, hence she is able to write of it in such a believable manner.)
I can't wait to read the next book in the series!!
October 7, 2021
Whenever I win a book on Goodreads I feel obligated to read it and write an honest review. I know it's not required, but I figure if the publisher is going to send me a free book, the least I can do is read it and share my opinion.
Well, this review is going to be honest - brutally so, I'm afraid.
The story itself is very gripping, intense and engrossing. At its core, Survivor's Guilt is exactly as promoted - a legal thriller. The main character, Erin McCabe, like the author, is a transgender lawyer. She's intelligent, articulate and as a former public defender, highly versed in the law. Her transgender status lends an interesting depth to her character and gives her some unique perspectives.
The trouble is, the author is constantly reminding us of this status. In literally every chapter there is a mention that McCabe is transgender and a new challenge, situation or problem is presented. However, rarely do these have anything to do with the legal case or crime at the core of the book. The worst example is how the character, who is 37 years old, struggles with her on-again-off-again relationship with her boyfriend. Apparently his family does not approve of her trans status and she's afraid their relationship will cause tension among his relatives. Seriously? Oh, and he smells really, really good!
There's more, and I'm sure some people will think I'm simply being insensitive, but Gigl interrupts the flow of the story so frequently with the character's doubts that it's easy to lose focus and stop caring. And it's a good story! Did I mention the main character is transgender? (Yeah, I'm being sarcastic.)
Another problem is that this is the second novel featuring Erin McCabe and the author often refers to the events of the first novel, which I did not read. So these references are totally lost on me and I consider this a bad technique for writers who decide to feature ongoing characters.
Then there are the "bad" guys. They are over-the-top evil and engaged in some thoroughly horrific crimes. You'll need to suspend your disbelief if a big way to accept them, especially since they all seem straight out of a Mario Puzo novel. One of them is even named Luigi! Bond villains look tame compare to these slimballs.
I've already criticized this book now more than I intended do, but, because I saw so much potential, I was highly disappointed when it faltered. A top editor could do wonders with this raw material.
Well, this review is going to be honest - brutally so, I'm afraid.
The story itself is very gripping, intense and engrossing. At its core, Survivor's Guilt is exactly as promoted - a legal thriller. The main character, Erin McCabe, like the author, is a transgender lawyer. She's intelligent, articulate and as a former public defender, highly versed in the law. Her transgender status lends an interesting depth to her character and gives her some unique perspectives.
The trouble is, the author is constantly reminding us of this status. In literally every chapter there is a mention that McCabe is transgender and a new challenge, situation or problem is presented. However, rarely do these have anything to do with the legal case or crime at the core of the book. The worst example is how the character, who is 37 years old, struggles with her on-again-off-again relationship with her boyfriend. Apparently his family does not approve of her trans status and she's afraid their relationship will cause tension among his relatives. Seriously? Oh, and he smells really, really good!
There's more, and I'm sure some people will think I'm simply being insensitive, but Gigl interrupts the flow of the story so frequently with the character's doubts that it's easy to lose focus and stop caring. And it's a good story! Did I mention the main character is transgender? (Yeah, I'm being sarcastic.)
Another problem is that this is the second novel featuring Erin McCabe and the author often refers to the events of the first novel, which I did not read. So these references are totally lost on me and I consider this a bad technique for writers who decide to feature ongoing characters.
Then there are the "bad" guys. They are over-the-top evil and engaged in some thoroughly horrific crimes. You'll need to suspend your disbelief if a big way to accept them, especially since they all seem straight out of a Mario Puzo novel. One of them is even named Luigi! Bond villains look tame compare to these slimballs.
I've already criticized this book now more than I intended do, but, because I saw so much potential, I was highly disappointed when it faltered. A top editor could do wonders with this raw material.
November 5, 2021
All the action of the bestselling authors like Lisa Scottoline and JD Robb with the bonus of a very diverse cast of characters - the main character is a transgender woman and her law partner is a Black man. A few other characters were also LGBTQ, but their inclusion felt very natural, not like they were thrown in just to check off the box for diverse characters.
The story was so well written and it pulled me in from the start. The story deals with tough topics such as rape, child pornography, sex trafficking and illegal immigration. What I liked is it can deal with gender identity/sexual orientation as well as "icky" topics without being descriptive or using profanity. So although the topics are heavy, there isn't a lot of details that would turn off a reader.
Can't wait to read more in this series.
The story was so well written and it pulled me in from the start. The story deals with tough topics such as rape, child pornography, sex trafficking and illegal immigration. What I liked is it can deal with gender identity/sexual orientation as well as "icky" topics without being descriptive or using profanity. So although the topics are heavy, there isn't a lot of details that would turn off a reader.
Can't wait to read more in this series.
December 5, 2021
Okay I loved this book, I devoured it in just 4 days. While the first book was very gripping in its own right, I feel like Survivor’s Guilt just took things up a notch.
Firstly, I’m glad that Erin being transgender is less of a whole thing in the plot of this book. It’s still a major part of the story, but it doesn’t affect her abilities in the courtroom (with the exception of one transphobic asshole who gets thoroughly ROASTED). For me, that was a big improvement because I wanted to see how the case played out and watch Erin kick ass; rather than her constantly being confronted with transphobes (though she kicks their asses too).
Secondly, I just found the plot of this case to be more interesting. And I really enjoyed book #1 so I’m impressed that this one was better! There are so many layers to the case and really cool characters along the way, that I just couldn’t put it down.
However, because there are so many layers to the plot, it’s difficult to put all the pieces together in your mind until everything is laid out in front of you. I found myself confused more than once, but I will say that you do get the whole picture eventually. The book is not flawless, but it still gets 5 stars from me because I enjoyed it so much.
I hope Robyn continues to get better with each book, because I will definitely be reading more of her.
Firstly, I’m glad that Erin being transgender is less of a whole thing in the plot of this book. It’s still a major part of the story, but it doesn’t affect her abilities in the courtroom (with the exception of one transphobic asshole who gets thoroughly ROASTED). For me, that was a big improvement because I wanted to see how the case played out and watch Erin kick ass; rather than her constantly being confronted with transphobes (though she kicks their asses too).
Secondly, I just found the plot of this case to be more interesting. And I really enjoyed book #1 so I’m impressed that this one was better! There are so many layers to the case and really cool characters along the way, that I just couldn’t put it down.
However, because there are so many layers to the plot, it’s difficult to put all the pieces together in your mind until everything is laid out in front of you. I found myself confused more than once, but I will say that you do get the whole picture eventually. The book is not flawless, but it still gets 5 stars from me because I enjoyed it so much.
I hope Robyn continues to get better with each book, because I will definitely be reading more of her.
December 29, 2021
If good intentions were enough, this would be a four star review...there is much to like and admire about the main character and her actions and motivations in the novel, and the story itself has some elements of suspense and topical interest (inspired at least in part, apparently, by the sordid Jeffrey Epstein saga). Unfortunately, the writing is never more than workmanlike, the plot is predictable, and the secondary characters are one-dimensional or even caricatures, especially the villains and their henchmen. Still, I'll probably read the next installment (if there is one), as I value the author's voice and her representation of a point of view and perspective not frequently seen in the legal thriller/mystery genre. (I received an Advance Reader's Edition of the novel in a Goodreads Giveaway; all opinions are my own.)
December 19, 2021
I received an advanced copy of this book and I'm so glad I did. I'm a huge fan of suspense and mystery and Survivor's Guilt brought me on a wild and intriguing ride!
The main character, Erin McCabe, is a saavy, determined, and compassionate lawyer who is in a race against time (and hired resistance) to make sure her client isn't wrongly convicted. The other characters are fairly one-dimensional, but that doesn't take away from the plot-driven narrative.
Survivor's Guilt's themes of redemption (for the protagonist and her client) and taking down powerful sadistic characters reminds me of Lee Child's Jack Reacher series, but with a character (Erin McCabe) who is more brains than braun.
I can't wait to read more of Gigl's books.
The main character, Erin McCabe, is a saavy, determined, and compassionate lawyer who is in a race against time (and hired resistance) to make sure her client isn't wrongly convicted. The other characters are fairly one-dimensional, but that doesn't take away from the plot-driven narrative.
Survivor's Guilt's themes of redemption (for the protagonist and her client) and taking down powerful sadistic characters reminds me of Lee Child's Jack Reacher series, but with a character (Erin McCabe) who is more brains than braun.
I can't wait to read more of Gigl's books.
February 19, 2023
With an antagonist who bears more than a passing resemblance to Jeffrey Epstein and his criminal associates including Ghislaine Maxwell, Survivor’s Guilt is a compelling sequel to Robyn Gigl’s debut By Way of Sorrow. I found the writing a little rough and clunky at times and there’s a key aspect of the plot that didn’t quite work for me as it seems like a plot hole that could change the trajectory of the central court case, but overall I was engrossed in the story from start to finish.
January 11, 2022
Definitely a 4.5 rounding up to 5. Thanks to Goodreads I am able to unequivocally give the book a thumbs up.e book
Even though the book is a sequel, the author did a wonderful job bringing the first novel into the second so I was not confused. Could be considered a stand alone. The novel definitely kept me interested and didn't get bogged down with empty words just to fill up more pages.
Even though the book is a sequel, the author did a wonderful job bringing the first novel into the second so I was not confused. Could be considered a stand alone. The novel definitely kept me interested and didn't get bogged down with empty words just to fill up more pages.
March 23, 2025
Actual Rating: 3.5 stars
I am back for more Erin McCabe!! As with By Way of Sorrow, Robyn Gigl continues to deliver on the drama, intrigue, and inner workings of legal bureaucracy.
Despite the murder mystery being fairly convoluted, there are hints of what the real story would be from the first few pages. Most of Gigl’s ability to prolong the mystery relied on cuts away from conversations. I don’t love this sort of thing—when authors hide information from readers that the protagonists now have—but I’ll deal with it here.
Per usual, I loved so many other things about this story. Erin’s family continues to be a moving backdrop for this series. While we didn’t get enough of the adorable nephews for my liking, Peg McCabe (Erin’s mom) is a shining star and voice of compassion throughout Survivor’s Guilt. I hope it���s not too much to say that it seems like Erin’s growing confidence (in part thanks to her mom and Mark’s encouragement) seems to be mirroring the author’s growth, too. I loved seeing the subtle changes in description throughout this book, such as calling Erin beautiful instead of merely attractive (the only positive adjective about her looks in Book 1.)
On a less mushy note, I appreciate how in-depth Gigl can get with the procedural elements of these trials. Her legal experience shines through here, though she also has a lawyer’s approach to casting!! As with By Way of Sorrow, I needed a glossary for all the people in this book. Just when I thought I’d made sense of the henchman of the henchman, she’d switch to using their last names instead of first names, and I’d be lost again. 😭
But these are minor complaints!!! I’m still enjoying these stories, and plan to continue down the road. I’d recommend to mystery/noir fans, though of course there are content warnings to abide by: transphobia, physical violence, murder and attempted murder, kidnapping, sex trafficking, and sexual abuse (including of children.)
I am back for more Erin McCabe!! As with By Way of Sorrow, Robyn Gigl continues to deliver on the drama, intrigue, and inner workings of legal bureaucracy.
Despite the murder mystery being fairly convoluted, there are hints of what the real story would be from the first few pages. Most of Gigl’s ability to prolong the mystery relied on cuts away from conversations. I don’t love this sort of thing—when authors hide information from readers that the protagonists now have—but I’ll deal with it here.
Per usual, I loved so many other things about this story. Erin’s family continues to be a moving backdrop for this series. While we didn’t get enough of the adorable nephews for my liking, Peg McCabe (Erin’s mom) is a shining star and voice of compassion throughout Survivor’s Guilt. I hope it���s not too much to say that it seems like Erin’s growing confidence (in part thanks to her mom and Mark’s encouragement) seems to be mirroring the author’s growth, too. I loved seeing the subtle changes in description throughout this book, such as calling Erin beautiful instead of merely attractive (the only positive adjective about her looks in Book 1.)
On a less mushy note, I appreciate how in-depth Gigl can get with the procedural elements of these trials. Her legal experience shines through here, though she also has a lawyer’s approach to casting!! As with By Way of Sorrow, I needed a glossary for all the people in this book. Just when I thought I’d made sense of the henchman of the henchman, she’d switch to using their last names instead of first names, and I’d be lost again. 😭
But these are minor complaints!!! I’m still enjoying these stories, and plan to continue down the road. I’d recommend to mystery/noir fans, though of course there are content warnings to abide by: transphobia, physical violence, murder and attempted murder, kidnapping, sex trafficking, and sexual abuse (including of children.)
September 16, 2022
I received a complementary copy of this book. Opinions expressed in this review are completely my own. I liked this legal mystery - the court scenes are engrossing and there is a lot of action. The plot interweaves abuse, exploitation, cyber attacks, greed, murder, and more. Ultimately, the loose ends are tied together in a satisfying way. While I feel that the novel is groundbreaking in it's portrayal of a strong protagonist, a transgender woman defense attorney, who represents a transgender woman, I felt that at times conversations and dialogue felt contrived in order to educate the reader. This, and the over-emphasis of Erin's transgender status and ensuing challenges, ends up detracting from the storyline, rather then augmenting it.
December 10, 2023
4.5 stars
I really enjoyed Robyn Gigl’s debut By Way of Sorrow, so jumped at the chance to read more of Erin McCabe.
I wasn’t disappointed.
This is a big story, full of revenge, justice and human rights and Robyn gets the balance between a great story and an important message just right - Ann’s story is a hard one to read about but an important one.
This is a thriller to enjoy - fast, clever with such complex characters who you can’t help but get involved with.
McCabe and Swish are fast becoming my favourite legal team.
I really enjoyed Robyn Gigl’s debut By Way of Sorrow, so jumped at the chance to read more of Erin McCabe.
I wasn’t disappointed.
This is a big story, full of revenge, justice and human rights and Robyn gets the balance between a great story and an important message just right - Ann’s story is a hard one to read about but an important one.
This is a thriller to enjoy - fast, clever with such complex characters who you can’t help but get involved with.
McCabe and Swish are fast becoming my favourite legal team.
January 21, 2022
I hate to give a low rating, but I really struggled with this book. Not fan of the writing style, which felt very overstated and lacking in nuance and literary technique. The overall plot concept was fine, but muddied with unnecessary perspectives and layers of information that made it confusing. In addition to poor dialogue, some of the characters and their actions were pretty unrealistic and/or inconsistent.
June 14, 2022
An improvement on the first book in the series. Twisty (at times, too twisty as to be convoluted) take on the Jeffrey Epstein story, while expanding on Erin's relationships and her navigating the world as a trans woman. Robyn Gigl is an exciting new voice in mainstream mystery fiction.
January 29, 2022
Survivor’s Guilt by Robyn Gigl
Erin McCabe Legal Thriller #2
Great addition to the series – Enjoyed it from beginning to end!
What I liked:
* Erin: attorney, transgender woman, athletic, intelligent, takes on tough cases, in law partnership with Swish, loves her family, conflicted on a few things but becoming more secure in each book
* Swish: Erin’s law partner, ex-FBI, basketball skills, intelligent, family man, supportive, professional, gets sucked into some crazy cases with Erin
* Mark: Erin’s boyfriend, supportive, loving, there for Erin, finally managing to get through some of Erin’s walls
* Peg: Erin’s mother, loving, wise, gives good advice, there for Erin through her transition and afterward
* The family aspects of the story and how people in families react to LGBTQIA issues
* Ann: both of them in the story were compelling, strong, capable
* The Rojas siblings: close even after they separated young
* Detective Kluska and what he did to assist a potentially innocent person
* The sleuthing and how it was done
* The storyline and how it played out
* That it paralleled what is happening in the news – at last in some ways
* That the evil characters who got away for too long with unspeakable evil were eventually thwarted
* The way all the threads were tied up in the end with more than one having a happy ending
What I didn’t like:
* Everyone and everything that I was meant to dislike
* Knowing that the abuses mentioned in this book are all too real in everyday life
Did I enjoy this book? Yes
Would I read more in this series? Yes
Thank you to NetGalley and Kensington books for the ARC – This is my honest review.
4-5 Stars
Erin McCabe Legal Thriller #2
Great addition to the series – Enjoyed it from beginning to end!
What I liked:
* Erin: attorney, transgender woman, athletic, intelligent, takes on tough cases, in law partnership with Swish, loves her family, conflicted on a few things but becoming more secure in each book
* Swish: Erin’s law partner, ex-FBI, basketball skills, intelligent, family man, supportive, professional, gets sucked into some crazy cases with Erin
* Mark: Erin’s boyfriend, supportive, loving, there for Erin, finally managing to get through some of Erin’s walls
* Peg: Erin’s mother, loving, wise, gives good advice, there for Erin through her transition and afterward
* The family aspects of the story and how people in families react to LGBTQIA issues
* Ann: both of them in the story were compelling, strong, capable
* The Rojas siblings: close even after they separated young
* Detective Kluska and what he did to assist a potentially innocent person
* The sleuthing and how it was done
* The storyline and how it played out
* That it paralleled what is happening in the news – at last in some ways
* That the evil characters who got away for too long with unspeakable evil were eventually thwarted
* The way all the threads were tied up in the end with more than one having a happy ending
What I didn’t like:
* Everyone and everything that I was meant to dislike
* Knowing that the abuses mentioned in this book are all too real in everyday life
Did I enjoy this book? Yes
Would I read more in this series? Yes
Thank you to NetGalley and Kensington books for the ARC – This is my honest review.
4-5 Stars
March 4, 2022
Excellent CH development combined with a twisty plot marks this 2nd in the Erin McCabe series. I enjoyed the first one and anticipated this 2nd with reservations since most 2nd series books are rarely better than the 1rst making me wait for a 3rd before deciding to discontinue reading the series. However, I am glad to report that this one is really well-conceived with a Pace that ratchets up as the legal trial speeds up. Erin a transgender female attorney is multi-layered and the supporting cast of Swish, her partner, Mark, her boyfriend, and her mother Peg also have CH growth spurts even if sometimes the personal involvement in crime solving overlap the legal maneuvering. McCabe's villains are less nuanced but do their jobs in the narrative structure. The satisfactory conclusion relies on the the reader's empathy for it to work. Ann, the defendant on trial, is given adequate motivation for her decisions. Northern NJ is a solid backdrop, and the details of police/legal procedural are excellent with very little over explaining. Gigl gives Erin and Swish the skill set to both physically and legally become victorious. The transgender issues are important to the Plot in a peripheral way and reading the 1st book in the series not necessary; although, I was glad to have a deeper insight into Erin's relationships and history from the 1st book. I await the 3rd with great optimism. RED FLAGS: Children are abused physically and sexually; vulgar language
February 21, 2022
An enjoyable though totally implausible mystery. Erin McCabe is asked to take on a case of a transgender woman that has plead guilty to murder. Some powerful people don’t want the truth out there and Erin’s life again becomes endangered to the point of not being real. I love her relationship with her mother and while I think it’s super important people understand the discrimination transgender people face the writing about it feels like it takes it a step further than necessary to make that point. I do enjoy Erin’s character and hope she is allowed to continue to develop.
I was given a copy by Netgalley in exchange for an unbiased review.
I was given a copy by Netgalley in exchange for an unbiased review.
February 8, 2022
I won this ARC in a Goodreads. This is the first thing I've read by the author.
The story has good flow and pacing, and you like the good guys as much as you hate the bad guys. The story was a bit predictable but the speed of the ending really saved it for me. All in all it was very worth the read and I'll look for more books by the author.
The story has good flow and pacing, and you like the good guys as much as you hate the bad guys. The story was a bit predictable but the speed of the ending really saved it for me. All in all it was very worth the read and I'll look for more books by the author.
November 1, 2021
This was a terrific follow up to Gigl's first crime fiction novel. erin McCabe is a transgender lawyer and the central figure in these two legal thrillers. it's certainly important to have a transgender woman as The heart and soul of a novel, and I hope there's a lot that readers can learn from the experience reading about this Attractive,smart and brave woman. There's an excellent plot with well drawn characters to sustain any reader's interest. My thanks to net galley for the advanced reader copy, my opinions were not influenced by the free book.
October 16, 2024
Really enjoying this legal drama series!
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February 11, 2022I requested the audio to see if that would help but it did not. The most compelling element of this book is the lead character attorney and even her story was not enough to hold my attention. If i read a thriller or mystery the story line needs to snap. This book moved too slowly for me.
This entire review has been hidden because of spoilers.
September 3, 2022
Classic mass-market legal thriller, this time with a case based on Jeffrey Epstein. Great to recommend to those family members who typically read Lee Child/Janet Evanovich/etc. but would be interested in reading a book with a trans main character, or learning more about trans people generally.
Despite my not loving most books in this genre, I ultimately really enjoyed this book and I think there’s a lot there to discuss, both in terms of things I liked and transness/queerness in this series in general.
Things I liked:
(1) CSA is obviously a major theme but the story doesn’t dwell on it. A major issue I have with this genre is how exploitative it is when it comes to sexual abuse/assault and violent crime generally. This book doesn’t go too far imo: it alludes to it but (correctly) assumes that the readers will understand how horrific it is without needing to depict it on-page.
(2) The sections from the villains’ POVs show just how venal and selfish and small-minded and cruel they are. They don’t glamorize them. Again, this is a rarity in this genre and I’m really glad to see it.
(3) Once again, all the legal/ethical stuff is completely on point. If (and this is rare) the protagonist or her colleagues have to do something that is “against the rules,” legal or ethical, it’s clearly pointed out and the pros and cons are discussed. The author isn’t trying to depict bad behavior as good/acceptable for the sake of the plot. To the extent that the characters choose to do something against the rules for the sake of what they believe is the greater good, they are clearly shown as willing to take the consequences of their actions. Again… a rarity in this genre, and I’m happy to see it here.
(4) Although one of the goals of this book is clearly to educate a cisgender audience on the trans experience, complete with little “teaching moments” such as when the protagonist has to deal with misgendering from opposing counsel who is then corrected by the judge, these moments all feel absolutely realistic. (Sometimes cringe-y… but lbr life is sometimes cringe-y haha.)
On transness and queerness in this series:
(1) I’ve been thinking about the way this series I structured so far - the protagonist is a trans woman and so is the client she represents - and I think it’s a great built-in way to address different types of trans experiences as well as stereotypes about trans women. By definition, the reader gets both the story of a professional, well-educated, upper middle class, financially-well-off trans woman, as well as a trans woman who comes from a background of poverty, disadvantage, and abuse. On the one hand, this allows for the exploration of issues experienced by trans women without falling into the “very special episode” trap; on the other hand, it allows the (cisgender) reader to see that when not being persecuted by an unjust system, trans women can be “just like us.” (Idk, you could probably critique this approach as unnecessarily focused on assimilation over a true appreciation of queerness, desire to dismantle oppressive cisgender white heteronormative power structures, etc. In my personal opinion I think this series avoids this by being very focused on the conscious negotiation of those power structures by the trans main character in order to seek practical positive outcomes for her clients.)
(2) Practically speaking, both the first book and this one have had two trans women characters, with all other characters cisgender and most others straight. Idk, on the one hand I wonder “where are Erin’s trans friends? Where are her queer friends?” On the other hand, I don’t think this is born out of a choice to show a cis world in which Erin is the lone, non-threatening exception. Actually, I think the series shows in its own way the loneliness in Erin’s life - going back to her empty apartment at the end of long workdays, allusions to the friends/family who dropped *her* friends/boyfriend when they refused to drop their relationships with her, the way family members took years to come around, and still may not be, the fact that she bears the burden of educating everyone around her on how to treat her with basic respect, etc. The book accepts all of these things as reality and shows how Erin struggles with them at times - but also shows the support she does receive from her family, friends, and boyfriend.
(3) I typically read books about queer/trans characters where their queerness/transness is at the forefront of the narrative. This book is refreshing (and for me, very personally relatable) since I would say Erin’s attorney-ness is what’s at the forefront of the narrative. Her identity/love life are definitely side plots. Call me biased but I love to see it (it being, the realistic practice of law lol).
Despite my not loving most books in this genre, I ultimately really enjoyed this book and I think there’s a lot there to discuss, both in terms of things I liked and transness/queerness in this series in general.
Things I liked:
(1) CSA is obviously a major theme but the story doesn’t dwell on it. A major issue I have with this genre is how exploitative it is when it comes to sexual abuse/assault and violent crime generally. This book doesn’t go too far imo: it alludes to it but (correctly) assumes that the readers will understand how horrific it is without needing to depict it on-page.
(2) The sections from the villains’ POVs show just how venal and selfish and small-minded and cruel they are. They don’t glamorize them. Again, this is a rarity in this genre and I’m really glad to see it.
(3) Once again, all the legal/ethical stuff is completely on point. If (and this is rare) the protagonist or her colleagues have to do something that is “against the rules,” legal or ethical, it’s clearly pointed out and the pros and cons are discussed. The author isn’t trying to depict bad behavior as good/acceptable for the sake of the plot. To the extent that the characters choose to do something against the rules for the sake of what they believe is the greater good, they are clearly shown as willing to take the consequences of their actions. Again… a rarity in this genre, and I’m happy to see it here.
(4) Although one of the goals of this book is clearly to educate a cisgender audience on the trans experience, complete with little “teaching moments” such as when the protagonist has to deal with misgendering from opposing counsel who is then corrected by the judge, these moments all feel absolutely realistic. (Sometimes cringe-y… but lbr life is sometimes cringe-y haha.)
On transness and queerness in this series:
(1) I’ve been thinking about the way this series I structured so far - the protagonist is a trans woman and so is the client she represents - and I think it’s a great built-in way to address different types of trans experiences as well as stereotypes about trans women. By definition, the reader gets both the story of a professional, well-educated, upper middle class, financially-well-off trans woman, as well as a trans woman who comes from a background of poverty, disadvantage, and abuse. On the one hand, this allows for the exploration of issues experienced by trans women without falling into the “very special episode” trap; on the other hand, it allows the (cisgender) reader to see that when not being persecuted by an unjust system, trans women can be “just like us.” (Idk, you could probably critique this approach as unnecessarily focused on assimilation over a true appreciation of queerness, desire to dismantle oppressive cisgender white heteronormative power structures, etc. In my personal opinion I think this series avoids this by being very focused on the conscious negotiation of those power structures by the trans main character in order to seek practical positive outcomes for her clients.)
(2) Practically speaking, both the first book and this one have had two trans women characters, with all other characters cisgender and most others straight. Idk, on the one hand I wonder “where are Erin’s trans friends? Where are her queer friends?” On the other hand, I don’t think this is born out of a choice to show a cis world in which Erin is the lone, non-threatening exception. Actually, I think the series shows in its own way the loneliness in Erin’s life - going back to her empty apartment at the end of long workdays, allusions to the friends/family who dropped *her* friends/boyfriend when they refused to drop their relationships with her, the way family members took years to come around, and still may not be, the fact that she bears the burden of educating everyone around her on how to treat her with basic respect, etc. The book accepts all of these things as reality and shows how Erin struggles with them at times - but also shows the support she does receive from her family, friends, and boyfriend.
(3) I typically read books about queer/trans characters where their queerness/transness is at the forefront of the narrative. This book is refreshing (and for me, very personally relatable) since I would say Erin’s attorney-ness is what’s at the forefront of the narrative. Her identity/love life are definitely side plots. Call me biased but I love to see it (it being, the realistic practice of law lol).
February 5, 2022
I really enjoyed the suspense and action in “Survivor Guilt”; the way the author slowly reveals clues throughout the book and that the lead character is not the typical macho male but a transgender female. The dialogue is tight and the courtroom scenes realistic. Even though this is the second book in the series, I liked how the author gave me just enough of the backstory that I never felt lost.
People who are triggered by child sexual abuse and molestation should skip this book.
Thanks to Goodreads and the publisher for the ARC.
People who are triggered by child sexual abuse and molestation should skip this book.
Thanks to Goodreads and the publisher for the ARC.
December 14, 2022
The plot was very entertaining with so many twists and turns! The characters are well-drawn and sympathetic. However, one thing that didn’t ring true is how the FBI let civilians participate in a dangerous operation. Even though the civilians are former FBI agents, they are still civilians. This would not happen in real life.
October 1, 2021
I received an ARC in exchange for providing an honest review.
I have mixed feelings about this book, much like the first in the series. I love the diversity of the cast, that we have a transgender protagonist in a powerful position, and it’s fast-paced and entertaining. However, the main character very much strikes me as an author fantasy/stand in much the way the main character in The Girl With the Dragon Tattoo was an idealized version of the author. That makes it hard for me to connect with Erin. I ended up being more interested in her client, the murderer, and her law partner than I was in her.
All that being said, if you enjoy legal thrillers and mysteries I’d say give this a shot.
I have mixed feelings about this book, much like the first in the series. I love the diversity of the cast, that we have a transgender protagonist in a powerful position, and it’s fast-paced and entertaining. However, the main character very much strikes me as an author fantasy/stand in much the way the main character in The Girl With the Dragon Tattoo was an idealized version of the author. That makes it hard for me to connect with Erin. I ended up being more interested in her client, the murderer, and her law partner than I was in her.
All that being said, if you enjoy legal thrillers and mysteries I’d say give this a shot.
December 12, 2021
First off - I had no idea this was a sequel, I will definitely be picking up a copy of #1 when I am done writing this review. Thank you to Penguin Random House, who sent me a copy of this amazing new book and introducing me to a wonderful new author. It only took me a little more than a day to devour the story - from the characters to the plot line, everything unfolded seamlessly and kept you engrossed from beginning to end.
November 27, 2021
Thank you to NetGalley, the publisher and the author, for an ARC of this book, in exhange for an honest review.
I was lucky enough to have read the 1st book in the Erin McCabe legal thriller series, "By Way Of Sorrow" by Robyn Gigl earlier this year & I loved it.
I was so excited when I was gifted the next book in the series, "Survivor's Guilt" to review.
This was a great follow up to the 1st book, it was addictive, unique, interesting & well written.
Everything about this book was great, the characters, the location & the subject matter.
This series has opened my eyes on the transgender community & I want to read more books in this series.
I was lucky enough to have read the 1st book in the Erin McCabe legal thriller series, "By Way Of Sorrow" by Robyn Gigl earlier this year & I loved it.
I was so excited when I was gifted the next book in the series, "Survivor's Guilt" to review.
This was a great follow up to the 1st book, it was addictive, unique, interesting & well written.
Everything about this book was great, the characters, the location & the subject matter.
This series has opened my eyes on the transgender community & I want to read more books in this series.
December 31, 2022
Superb read!
January 12, 2022
I love finding an "under the radar" series that is a good one! I had not even heard of this series until the opportunity to read it came my way. I thought it was a standalone novel when I first started and quickly realized it was the 2nd book in the series. I am happy to report you can seemingly read these out of order and follow along just fine and I am also happy to report that you may want to get invested in this series by the time you are done. This was the case for me.
One thing I kept thinking while I was reading this book was how it would make a fantastic serialized legal thriller for television. Um, tv networks, turn your eye here. There is tension, some mystery, and relationships to get invested in here. Also, possibly helpful side note, I believe the first book in this series is available on Kindle Unlimited so if you have that subscription here is another read to add to your tbr. My only complaint would be is that we spent too much time 'behind the scenes' with the villains in this book. It took away from some of the mystery since we knew each step the bad players in this one were going to take next.
Because of this, the twists were not as surprising as they could have been but... the characters and action make up for this. Because of the characters, I wanted to keep reading even when I had a feeling about where everything was going to go plot wise. Also, Robyn Gigl's experience as an attorney herself I think really gives insight into the criminal defense process that made it even more interesting for me. This book has compelling characters, touches on some intense topics, and has a action-packed plot so needless to say I feel invested now. I needed another series to get invested in like I needed more dessert, but I am not complaining really.
One thing I kept thinking while I was reading this book was how it would make a fantastic serialized legal thriller for television. Um, tv networks, turn your eye here. There is tension, some mystery, and relationships to get invested in here. Also, possibly helpful side note, I believe the first book in this series is available on Kindle Unlimited so if you have that subscription here is another read to add to your tbr. My only complaint would be is that we spent too much time 'behind the scenes' with the villains in this book. It took away from some of the mystery since we knew each step the bad players in this one were going to take next.
Because of this, the twists were not as surprising as they could have been but... the characters and action make up for this. Because of the characters, I wanted to keep reading even when I had a feeling about where everything was going to go plot wise. Also, Robyn Gigl's experience as an attorney herself I think really gives insight into the criminal defense process that made it even more interesting for me. This book has compelling characters, touches on some intense topics, and has a action-packed plot so needless to say I feel invested now. I needed another series to get invested in like I needed more dessert, but I am not complaining really.
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