Sadly, it didn't live up to my expectations - but it's still mostly entertaining.
I LOVED the previous book, and I've been looking forward to this one, because I've only rarely (if ever) read a book where the MCs are not ripped, lanky, or bears. Julian/Jules, the French teacher at South Rock, is neither: he's healthy, but not muscular, and not big enough to be considered a bear. That, combined with his insecurity and shyness, is the main reason why he's still a virgin at almost 35. Not only that, but he lied about that to his close-knit circle of friends.
And there's Seamus. The (straight) Spanish teacher, who has a BlingBling (aka TikTok) channel, and whom Julian has a crush on. Seamus and Julian are friends, and after another of Julian's dates went wrong, they get drunk together and Julian confesses his predicament to Seamus. Who, good friend that he is, offers himself up as a tribute to tick off all the "sex boxes" on Julian's list before he turns 35.
The premise is SO good, I expected to devour it. Sadly, I kept stumbling over things that annoyed me so often, that I started skimming heavily at some point.
What I loved: Julian is clearly uncomfortable in his own body, and I LOVED how he began seeing himself through Seamus' eyes, and how that newfound confidence was visible to everyone. I wanted to cheer him on and shout "atta boy", because, yes, that's how you should feel, even if you're NOT matching one of the "accepted" body types.
And I loved how Seamus saw Julian, and how he tried giving him that confidence, even before he realised he's in love with him.
Oh and Julian's grandmother. I want to be her when I'm old.
What annoyed me: both Seamus and Julian kept switching from talking "adult" to "immature frat bro" to "dirty sex whisperer" so often it gave me whiplash. It felt... weird. Inconsistent.
Oh and the habit of throwing in bracketed thoughts? Dear author. Not a good idea.
"Ella shuddered, making me wonder how much experience she had with the sex haze. (No judgment!)"
Another annoying thing: Julian's mother, who's played a vital part in Julian's insecurities, because she nagged at him for all his adult life to get thinner, and to start a diet. Then, out of the blue, when Julian FINALLY stands up to her, she's all meek and apologises, and all is well.
Never. Ever. Would a woman who's been so shallow and vain for ALL of her life do an 180 like that in the course of 24 hours.
So yeah, while I'm happy about the "bigger body" representation here, I'm very disappointed in the execution. I'm really hoping I'll love Chase's book more...