2nd Read, Feb 2024:
It’s always just fun to revisit favorite books and this duet was one of my fav reads of 2023. This is the continuation of Lucy and Cal’s story and I just love these two so much. All my thoughts from the first read still stand! I did do the audio for this reread.
1st Read, Jan 2023:
A Pessimist’s Guide to Love is the 2nd book in Jennifer Hartmann’s Heartsong duet and I absolutely devoured this duet. Book 1 is my favorite read so far this year and I knew going in this second book would hit different. But I loved it too! This one is a continuation of Lucy and Cal’s story from the first book (which you need to read first) but definitely moodier. But it honestly worked so well for me balanced with the first book in the duet.
“All the lonely people. I know where they all come from because I spent years existing as one of them. And as I stare at Lucy across the room, drinking in the smile that tips her lips and waters her eyes, I know one thing is for certain… I don’t want to be lonely anymore.” — Cal
Cal and Lucy grew up as neighbors and were best friends as children, along with his sister. After the tragedy in his family when they were teens, Cal moved away and they lost touch. Until 9 years later when Lucy finds Cal again. Lucy is the sunshine to Cal’s broody tortured self. They both have a lot from the past to work through (separately) before their HEA. So after events of the first book (and the ending), Cal wants Lucy to come stay with him.
Like I mentioned, Cal is the poster child of a tortured hero. He’s lost a lot in life (his sister, his father, his mother in a way) and doesn’t want to feel because feeling has always turned into suffering for him and to Cal, “love equals loss”. I really loved how Lucy is in his life and proves to him daily that the end of something doesn’t have to be the end of everything. The first half of the story is really Cal working against, and through, his issues. Thinking he’s not worthy of being in Lucy‘s life, he doesn’t want to accept her love. I really loved this journey for him though, it wouldn’t make sense for his character to just quickly move on and give in…he has things to work through. I did appreciate how they get to their HEA together. There are times when people come together through their trauma, connect and cling to one another through that. But there are also people who experience trauma or sadness and push people away, even when it’s the person who loves them. And this is Cal’s character.
So while the first book is angsty in a sexual-tension filled way (and it’s delicious), this second book is angsty in a melancholy, moody filled way. But it really really worked for me too, I honest loved both and I loved the journey through both books for Lucy and Cal. These are my favorite Jennifer Hartmann books to date that I’ve read.
CW: mentions of past drug addiction, alcoholism, death of a loved one (referenced from the past), suicide of a parent (referenced from the past), medical condition