3.5. So why Atomic Anna and why now? Well, a year or two ago, I happened upon a notice for a book fair in Chestnut Hill Square, outside Hummingbird Books, featuring local authors, in Newton/Brookline Massachusetts. Naturally, I found my way there! Biali had just opened up and they had these delicious mini pizzettes passed around. There were so many local authors, and so many whose books I had read or whom I knew. I was like a kid in a candy store. And I only had a half an hour to spare. It was my first time visiting Hummingbird Books. It is indeed quite an amazing store, and Newton has quite a few. This one is incredibly elegant and homey all at once.
Shocking that I pared myself down to four books, but Atomic Anna had to be one of them. I really liked the last book I had read by Rachel Barenbaum, which may have been her first, and she beamed. I just found her lovely. And I was drawn to the book. But also drawn into the idea that she might even attend our local book club meeting. She really seemed to want to. I felt connected to her. Later it turns out another person in my group, who at the time I hadn't met yet - (could this fair have possibly been three years ago? How old is Hummingbird Books? Could that have been 2019 or 2020?) Anyway, Rinky was there too at the fair, and she also spoke to the author and also bought the book. But this Spring had me very very busy (total understatement), and we had planned our books and hosts for the entire Fall and Spring way back when. Which is kind of funny, since my Book Club is called the Impromptu Book Club. We read what we want to read at a time that is convenient for us. Its a book group for moms too busy to be in a book group. But everyone humored me and allowed me to guide us to make some decisions for the Spring. At the time, Rinky said she would call the author and see if we could get her to come. By the time we were organizing for Holli's house, and it was close to, I put it this way.... Rinky may or may not be calling the author, who may or may not be coming. I think its a small group for Atomic Anna, in our true Busy Lady Dynamic Impromptu Group Style. Rinky just received my forlorn message recently, and the author never really had the opening to get in touch. She has "people". Its not like we were able to either of us return to the personal connection.
But..... as I was reading it. I thought maybe that was a good thing. Because I wasn't loving the book, and I wasn't quite sure what others were making of it either. I was struggling with questions for the author and I knew we would get a biased version of what people actually thought. I felt it was better that the author wasn't necessarily coming. But those of you know me, know I hate to diss or pan books, especially when I think the author is going to read my review. Authors work so hard on their novels. Its more than a baby. Its an expression of self, and of ideas you have lived with and worked up for a really long time. Its your writing and the time you took to bear it, and your beloved characters and plot choices. But I do have some thoughts about the book, and I might start off with some associations. First - since I was reading it anyway for Sunday nights' book group meeting, I was pleased that in a timely way, the book was also helping me fulfill another Goodreads challenge. I had to pick a book that was sitting on someone elses' gameboard, and its #67 on Heather Reads Book's Gameboard. That worked, and I was pleased to see someone else had found it and picked it out.
Second, in this same Goodreads Group, for the other year long challenge, we had to figure out our favorite "tag" or genre or kind of book. That took me a long time to figure out. But once I hit on it, I knew it was right. My favorite "tag" is thought-provoking. I love when a book makes you consider something far larger than the plot. Morality, or complicated choices, , or possibilities. I knew I was in the presence of a thought provoking book. I felt that from moment one. And I really take to that. I do expect it will be an interesting discussion.
But, I have a quirk. I have never heard anyone else express this quirk, so it may be a "just me" thing. I do not mind dual timeline novels. I read so much WWII, not to mention the Seven Sisters series, and other folks who use this format in my beloved other favorite genre: Historical Fiction. Channel Cleeton comes to mind. So does Beatriz Williams and Lucinda Riley. I don't mind dual timelines in the least - while I am aware that my Goodreads friends are rather sick of them. But my quirk - I really hate jumping around in time. If you are going to have two timelines, or a time traveling jumper or two, please make it Linear. So I can keep the characters awarenesses and thoughts and the storyline straight. This is narrated by three people, a mother, a daughter, and a granddaughter, at various ages and times in each of their lives. Decades ago, people just LOVED the Time Traveler's Wife. I somewhat detested it, and just couldn't understand the rave. It was far too jumpy for me. I felt like this one had that feeling. Like I couldn't quite get my bearings in the story. Like I knew I would understand things more later. I hate feeling so disconnected that way. And that was the feeling of 80% of the book. But then. The last 80 pages, where time catches up, and its all coming together at the same time? All of a sudden, I was into it - actually sort of loving it. I had all the right gasps in the right places. All the anticipation and thoughts and wonderings and boom. Once it came together, I was totally in it. It worked for me. It was exciting.
Most to all of the characters in the book made the very best decisions they could in challenging situations of extraordinary adversity. Many felt regret, fear, like they had damaged their children, and everyone around them. Everyone wanted a do over, in one way or another. Everyone was seeking answers, connection, redemption. Everyone questioned both their own actions and motives, in the past and present. Everyone wondered what the right thing was to do, and why? And was it selfish? Should time be changed, and would they survive the change and survive it together and stay connected? It was thought provoking for sure, but by this point, feeling provoking too. It was hard not to love the excitement of it once it all came together. Fabulous ending all the way around. I got my redemptive end, and I think all of the characters did too in their own ways.
Not much of a comic book gal. Or a science gal. Or a math gal. But the book made me think and feel. Ultimately by the end, I connected with it. And that is how I landed with 3.5. But knowing myself, I will like it far more, after we talk about it in 36-48 hours. That is always how this goes.