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F**king or Loving: An Erotic Thriller

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There are probably a million reasons why sex with your ex is a bad idea. Professional soccer player, Rye Anderson, doesn’t seem to think so, though. Motivated by what he thinks is just lust, he makes his ex-wife a pleasurable offer she can’t refuse.

Jade Anderson has lived the last three years of her life in a self-imprisoned solitude, paying the price for a mistake she can never reverse and a love she has lost forever. She’ll do anything to have Rye back in her life.

Some mistakes aren’t mistakes at all, and some loves were never meant to be lost.

When Jade and Rye enter a unique arrangement, they’ll soon find out how blurring the lines between f**king and loving can be a deadly combination.

107 pages, Kindle Edition

Published October 28, 2023

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A. Blossom

15 books429 followers
Author Blossom is an upcoming best selling author born and raised in Saint Louis, Mo. It was there that she developed a love for reading and writing early on. A. Blossom knew she had a passion for writing after she wrote her first story for the girls in her eight-grade class. A. Blossom wants to pen love stories that show black women and men of all skin tones, shapes, and sizes.

When she isn’t writing, Blossom spends her free time with her husband and her two small children. A. Blossom is excited to embark on this journey and invites readers to let love grow. Blossom can be reached on these platforms:

Email: authorablossom@gmail.com

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Profile Image for Jahda.
1,065 reviews315 followers
November 5, 2023
2.5 ⭐️ If you liked this book I would like to know why. This was MIDDDDD the story wasn't executed well enough to give a 3 in my opinion. Honestly, the lack of suspense in the plot didn’t give “Thriller” Ernest crazy ass just appeared out of nowhere. Characters that conceal information bother me. In my opinion, Jade should have just been honest with her husband and given him the choice of believing her or not. I get what the author was going for, however she failed.
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240 reviews36 followers
October 30, 2023
Rye & Jade’s story took me on a crazy ride and I was here for all of it!!! I love how they was able to give love a second chance while exploring their inner freak!! 🤣 This was too good!! I could not put it down.
Profile Image for BriAnn Jamison.
105 reviews21 followers
August 10, 2024
Too good

This was really good & too short . Dude definitely needed to be dealt with but I’m glad sis got her man & her healing ❤️
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213 reviews60 followers
October 30, 2023
Definitely a thriller

This was most definitely a different look at a second chance love. I honestly wanted to cry for Jade, she suffered through something so tragic, and then for everyone to basically turn their backs on her besides her best friend.

When I say, I am so happy that she got liberated with the eroticness with her ex-husband soon to be husband again ! The helicopter scene was just right lol mile high release with a beautiful view 🥵.
Happy they came back together.
Profile Image for Rhina M. Finley.
1,271 reviews20 followers
November 5, 2023
Suspenseful!

This was a unique read! A five star read! An Erotic Thriller that encompassed so many areas including healing through trauma, marriage, and obsession. And add a derange doctor and stepsister in there while fighting for your life! I was rooting for Jade, Rye, and the children to escape!
Profile Image for Lisa.
621 reviews185 followers
October 25, 2024
An absolute time was had!!! A. Blossom had me wrapped up so tight in this novella you would have thought I was being swaddled like a newborn baby. This promised erotic and thriller and it delivered on both! It's only 107 pages but she made every single one of them count....read it!
Profile Image for Mizz Jay Reads.
46 reviews10 followers
August 11, 2024
Sexy Thriller

⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️ This is a short read full of spice and suspense. The story didn’t feel rushed like some short stories. Definitely recommend!
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77 reviews13 followers
November 1, 2023
Hot and a thriller! Omg! I enjoyed this ride. Im all for second chance love but I definitely didn’t see the twist coming…had me like 😳

Good quick read !
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192 reviews3 followers
October 31, 2023
This book was definitely not what I thought it would be. A lot of plot twists and turns. Parts of it sounds like it could be real, which is crazy. For those who are triggered easily this is your warning. Overall, it was well written . It was a quick read. I’m shocked.
90 reviews
November 6, 2023
We go together now lol

First time reading the author’s work and it was excellent, I can’t wait to see what she has coming. In the meantime I’ll read the books in the catalog so far cause we go together no real bad lol. If you read the book then you get it. Read the book to be in the know 😉
Profile Image for Keiaira Oliver.
130 reviews26 followers
October 30, 2023
Great read

This was a great suspense thriller story

Yall A. Blossom has done it again ❤️😭
Can’t wait to read more from her
69 reviews2 followers
October 30, 2023
Babyyyyyyy

Girl you wrote this book. Erotica and thriller in one. The circumstances that happened for Rye and Jade to divorce was horrific. I hate that she didn't speak up to her husband but I understood. This was my first read by this author and I will be reading her work again
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120 reviews5 followers
October 31, 2023
Where do I start? A. Blossom ate this down! I hated that Jade felt like she cheated and kept saying it, but Rye finally got it together.
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3,994 reviews
November 30, 2023
yasssss

This book was just what I needed. 2 of my favorite genres together. She did her 1,2 with this one I can’t even lie
Profile Image for Cassandra.
104 reviews2 followers
September 4, 2024
OMG

When you think you are experiencing BDSM erotica, the author switches the gears to an erotic thriller. I was left wanting more.
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157 reviews
May 22, 2025
sooo good!

🤏🏽 had me on the edge of my seat!! 👏 another 5 ⭐️ read for sure . Left me wanting more and more from these characters.
Profile Image for Shahtia Gay-hairston.
3,443 reviews26 followers
October 30, 2023
Phenomenal

This was really good. Second chance love, erotic ❤️‍🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥 love and a true thriller! I enjoyed this 1 right in time for Halloween 🎃
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745 reviews18 followers
November 3, 2023
Satisfying

What a ride !! There is nothing typical about the love story between Rye and Jade! Every revelation has your jaw to the floor. This was such a juicy, sexy, intriguing, and intense read from start to finish!!
56 reviews
December 1, 2023
Wild!

Yoo this book was insane! Omg! Definitely unpredictable! Romance and a mystery thriller all in one..definitely a good read! Highly recommend!
Profile Image for Author Briyanna Michelle .
65 reviews
November 1, 2023
Unexpected

I read this book last night in like 1 hour and it was soooo good! I was not expecting the story to unfold the way it did and I loved every minute of it! Ms. Blossom is doing her thing in the book writing streets! Another 5 ⭐️
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706 reviews14 followers
December 2, 2023
Well this book took me by surprise and I liked and enjoyed how unhinged it was
Profile Image for J.R. Mason.
Author 8 books78 followers
September 15, 2024
Spicy stalker vibes

Good story, but the afterword took me all the way out 😂😂 I guess we really DO go together now -REAL BAD because I have another one of this author's books in my Kindle lol... Now if you'll excuse me, I'm off to go find a man to get in MY guts like this...
827 reviews2 followers
November 26, 2023
crazy

This book was not like any romance I’ve ever read more like a thriller with love in it. Enjoyed it though. Mental illness is definitely something that needs to be handled.
Profile Image for Monae Nicole.
Author 76 books190 followers
November 2, 2023
Second chance thriller

My heart broke for Jade and I couldn't wait for her to tell Rye her truth.
Ernest was crazy. Learning about what he did to Melody had me feeling a little sorry for her too. I wasn't expecting some of the twists, but they sure kept me entertained. I'm glad Jade and Rye got to explore the things they did.
Profile Image for Ruby.
636 reviews2 followers
November 14, 2023
Second Chance Suspense!!!

I do love a good second chance at love book but this one was a little different. It had suspense added to it which I loved. Rye and Jade divorced because of Jade's alleged infidelity. However, the whole story was never revealed to Rye. Because of this, Jade went through a difficult time. Her difficulties led her to Club Sixty-Nine where she unknowingly had a sexual encounter with Rye that leads to Rye offering Jade the most erotic time of her life. As they settle into this new "relationship," the crazies enter the picture and that's when danger looms. Ernest and Melody were truly out of their minds and I was glad Ernest ended up getting his in the end. The ending was something that I didn't see coming but I definitely wasn't mad at it. Pick up this second chance suspense book. You will thoroughly enjoy it.
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51 reviews1 follower
May 14, 2024
Definitely Unexpected

This story was definitely unexpected. I don’t know if I miss read the synopsis. But I have come across this book several times and didn’t want to read it. Even though I am a big a blossom fan. But I was in a reading slump and decided to give it a try And absolutely loved it! This was such a good story. I wish it was longer. That is the only complaint. It was so cool seeing a blossom reach into her psychological thriller bag. I can’t even say anything else because I’m afraid I will give it away. Whether you are a fan of psychological thrillers, or used to her urban romance novels, read this book. You won’t be disappointed.
202 reviews1 follower
October 27, 2024
I enjoyed this read and it was so unique. It was a thriller but it touched on so many realistic topics like marriage, trauma, trying to heal alone and therapy. Imagine being a married plastic surgeon resident and believing you’ve found a friend; only for it to be a psychotic doctor who is secretly in love with you. It broke my heart that Jade’s village didn’t create a safe space for her to express her trauma from the beginning.
Watching her blame her self was so realistic. Who would have known stumbling into an invite only club would help get her family back. I was happy to see Jade and Rye rebuild their family and marriage. I’ve never seen a second chance romance written in this style so I loved it. It was nice seeing the black Barbie so liberated and happy.
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