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Lost Boys #2
The Crush
Augustus Walker, Jr. is a problem.
Every queer person I know has had a tragic crush on a straight person at some point in their lives, and for the last year, Walker has been mine.
Not that my crush on him is serious—I'm just appreciating a sweet, sexy guy who happens to be a big fat goose egg on the Kinsey scale.
Le sigh and all that.
The Lost Boys—my queer friends from high school—insist, however, that he gets flustered every time we're in the same room together. Last night, he blushed when I teased him about his perfect abs.
I'm afraid to push because I respect his sexuality, and I see how his family feels about him having a bunch of gay friends.
Still, I gotta wonder… am I the only one with a crush?
Every queer person I know has had a tragic crush on a straight person at some point in their lives, and for the last year, Walker has been mine.
Not that my crush on him is serious—I'm just appreciating a sweet, sexy guy who happens to be a big fat goose egg on the Kinsey scale.
Le sigh and all that.
The Lost Boys—my queer friends from high school—insist, however, that he gets flustered every time we're in the same room together. Last night, he blushed when I teased him about his perfect abs.
I'm afraid to push because I respect his sexuality, and I see how his family feels about him having a bunch of gay friends.
Still, I gotta wonder… am I the only one with a crush?
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First published December 22, 2023
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July 27, 2024
4.25**** stars
In the preface of the book Kelly tells us about how she, just like our main character Walker here, discovered her queerness only later in life. I’m very very glad to hear that she, unlike Walker, was supported by her loving family.
Walker is such a sweet cinnamon roll and you really just wanna wrap him up in a tight hug (thankfully Ozzie did that for us) and smack his parents upside the head! To quote Cat’s words here: ”Walker’s bigoted, homophobe parents are next level despicable. There’s a special place in hell for parents who treat their kids like that, […].” 💯 agreed, girl!
Declan Winters once again did a fine job narrating this audio esp as he layed it on thick with the Texan accent. Hope the audio for the next one is coming soon, too.
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Lost Boys Series
Prequel - The Thief - 3.5 stars
Book 1 - The Sceptic - 4.25 stars
Book 2 - The Crush - 4.25 stars
Book 3 - The Punk - 3.5 stars
Book 4 - The Steady - 4.5 stars
In order to be truly happy, you must let people be wrong about you.
You don’t have to correct the people who are wrong, because the only people who matter already know the truth. Those are the ones you gather around yourself. Don’t waste your time trying to make people understand and accept you, especially when they don’t give a damn about you.”
In the preface of the book Kelly tells us about how she, just like our main character Walker here, discovered her queerness only later in life. I’m very very glad to hear that she, unlike Walker, was supported by her loving family.
Walker is such a sweet cinnamon roll and you really just wanna wrap him up in a tight hug (thankfully Ozzie did that for us) and smack his parents upside the head! To quote Cat’s words here: ”Walker’s bigoted, homophobe parents are next level despicable. There’s a special place in hell for parents who treat their kids like that, […].” 💯 agreed, girl!
Declan Winters once again did a fine job narrating this audio esp as he layed it on thick with the Texan accent. Hope the audio for the next one is coming soon, too.
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Lost Boys Series
Prequel - The Thief - 3.5 stars
Book 1 - The Sceptic - 4.25 stars
Book 2 - The Crush - 4.25 stars
Book 3 - The Punk - 3.5 stars
Book 4 - The Steady - 4.5 stars
February 10, 2024
Absolutely loved this one, despite the heavy homophobia coming from Walker’s parents.
Seriously. You know when you start to HATE some characters? This book had me so invested that I woke up at night, asking myself how a mother can behave like the one we encounter here.
Let me start with the audio: I love how Declan Winters narrates this series. You might know by now that English isn’t my primary language, but I do love (and appreciate) narrators going all in with accents, especially when it adds to the story. And the story is, again, located in Seguin, Texas, with one of the main characters -Walker- being a “country boy”, whos soft spoken, drawn out words made him come alive in my head: I could vividly imagine him, stout, muscular, all polite and loving his family, never once having questioned his straightness despite being drawn to his (very gay) friend Ozzie. He’s a geometry and woodshop class teacher, in his first year since finishing uni. And he still helps out where he can, not only at Lupe’s, the Guadalupe County home for teens, but at his parents’ tire repair shops.
At some point, Walker begins to suspect he might be interested in men, too (specifically in Ozzie), and his determination to find out what he likes made me wheeze with laughter:
Here I was, about to pleasure my prostate. Saying it like that made me scrunch my nose, thinking of my last physical exam. The bottom guy—the one who wrote the article—called it his P-spot. Like a G-spot, only for guys. Unfortunately, “P-spot” made me think of our old family cat who’d hated that we’d moved his litter box and kept peeing in the same place.
(…)
I really had to quit stalling, so I ignored my inner thesaurus, took a deep breath, and tried to relax my sphincter. Then I laughed, because the word sphincter was hilarious.
What I love about this author’s books: once her characters figure out what (and whom) they like, there’s rarely any relationship drama, and here we have a really well done friends-to-lovers bi-awakening where both men actually talk to each other.
But there’s no lack of drama, because - as previously mentioned - Walker’s bigoted, homophobe parents are next level despicable. There’s a special place in hell for parents who treat their kids like that, and what made it worse for me is that I really think it’s not too far off the mark, especially when it comes to the latest political developments, especially in states like Texas.
Uh. I hate it, and I hated them. Why can’t people love who they love?
Anyway. Great book. Go read it, it can be read on its own, even though it’s nice if you already know the other side characters.
Seriously. You know when you start to HATE some characters? This book had me so invested that I woke up at night, asking myself how a mother can behave like the one we encounter here.
Let me start with the audio: I love how Declan Winters narrates this series. You might know by now that English isn’t my primary language, but I do love (and appreciate) narrators going all in with accents, especially when it adds to the story. And the story is, again, located in Seguin, Texas, with one of the main characters -Walker- being a “country boy”, whos soft spoken, drawn out words made him come alive in my head: I could vividly imagine him, stout, muscular, all polite and loving his family, never once having questioned his straightness despite being drawn to his (very gay) friend Ozzie. He’s a geometry and woodshop class teacher, in his first year since finishing uni. And he still helps out where he can, not only at Lupe’s, the Guadalupe County home for teens, but at his parents’ tire repair shops.
At some point, Walker begins to suspect he might be interested in men, too (specifically in Ozzie), and his determination to find out what he likes made me wheeze with laughter:
Here I was, about to pleasure my prostate. Saying it like that made me scrunch my nose, thinking of my last physical exam. The bottom guy—the one who wrote the article—called it his P-spot. Like a G-spot, only for guys. Unfortunately, “P-spot” made me think of our old family cat who’d hated that we’d moved his litter box and kept peeing in the same place.
(…)
I really had to quit stalling, so I ignored my inner thesaurus, took a deep breath, and tried to relax my sphincter. Then I laughed, because the word sphincter was hilarious.
What I love about this author’s books: once her characters figure out what (and whom) they like, there’s rarely any relationship drama, and here we have a really well done friends-to-lovers bi-awakening where both men actually talk to each other.
But there’s no lack of drama, because - as previously mentioned - Walker’s bigoted, homophobe parents are next level despicable. There’s a special place in hell for parents who treat their kids like that, and what made it worse for me is that I really think it’s not too far off the mark, especially when it comes to the latest political developments, especially in states like Texas.
Uh. I hate it, and I hated them. Why can’t people love who they love?
Anyway. Great book. Go read it, it can be read on its own, even though it’s nice if you already know the other side characters.
August 28, 2025
I don't remember the last time I felt such wild emotional swings as I did with this book 😂 The fluctuation between super sweet ooey gooey love and blinding rage was real. If you think that you've seen bad parents before, buckle up because Walker's parents are gonna give them a run for their money. They're so bad you're going to want to punch a wall. Manipulative, homophobic, and just plain despicable. Walker deserved SO MUCH better than the piles of human trash he was given for parents! The sooner I forget about them the better 🤬
Speaking of Walker, you've never seen such a sweet cinnamon roll of a man in your life. He is PRECIOUS, a country boy with a heart of gold all the way (complete with a Texas drawl too) 😌 Walker's the definition of questioning your sexuality. I had a lovely time following him on his journey to realizing he was nowhere near as straight as he thought he was 😂
Ozzie was wonderful too ☺️ The dude had the patience of a saint being in love with Walker since forever but keeping it to himself. Though he felt doomed to be "in love with a straight guy," Ozzie was nothing but understanding and kind while giving Walker the space to find himself as they grew closer to each other and moved beyond friendship.
How everything played out was handled really well. Walker and Ozzie worked wonderfully together, and I couldn't help but root for them. I also adored Ozzie's parents. They were absolute sweethearts, supportive and welcoming of Walker from the very beginning. They were everything Walker deserved for parents, and I'm so glad that even though he couldn't have that with his own family, he was able to find it with Ozzie's 🥰
Once again, Declan Winters was amazing narrating this book! I'm so excited to have a new narrator on my rotation. Seriously, check him out if you haven't. I'm already off and running with book three, and I'll be sad when the series is over. It's been such a comfort read for me 💙
Speaking of Walker, you've never seen such a sweet cinnamon roll of a man in your life. He is PRECIOUS, a country boy with a heart of gold all the way (complete with a Texas drawl too) 😌 Walker's the definition of questioning your sexuality. I had a lovely time following him on his journey to realizing he was nowhere near as straight as he thought he was 😂
Ozzie was wonderful too ☺️ The dude had the patience of a saint being in love with Walker since forever but keeping it to himself. Though he felt doomed to be "in love with a straight guy," Ozzie was nothing but understanding and kind while giving Walker the space to find himself as they grew closer to each other and moved beyond friendship.
How everything played out was handled really well. Walker and Ozzie worked wonderfully together, and I couldn't help but root for them. I also adored Ozzie's parents. They were absolute sweethearts, supportive and welcoming of Walker from the very beginning. They were everything Walker deserved for parents, and I'm so glad that even though he couldn't have that with his own family, he was able to find it with Ozzie's 🥰
Once again, Declan Winters was amazing narrating this book! I'm so excited to have a new narrator on my rotation. Seriously, check him out if you haven't. I'm already off and running with book three, and I'll be sad when the series is over. It's been such a comfort read for me 💙
January 19, 2024
Time of death: 54%
Skimmed a lot and still couldn’t find it in myself to finish.
Is this supposed to be a romantic story ?
Lots of talk of Walker probably being gay even tho he’s had girlfriends, why is him being bi not an option????
Walker knows he feels some type of way about Oz but decides to go to a gay bar and make out with some random dude to the point of being so hard in his pants he thinks he’s gonna blow. He’s thinking about kissing Oz and then he stops and goes to Jack off to the thought of Oz.
Oz sees Walk making out with the random dude and getting obv turned on. His friends convince him that Walk is probably trying to see about his sexuality because someone made him question implying that Oz was the one to do it.
Oz is supposed to have a year long crush on Walk and he’s not bothered at all by what he witnessed in the bar. He does say that Walker has a whole group of queer friends and if he wanted to see if he liked kissing guys he could’ve easily talked to one of the friends. 🙄🙄🙄
Everything is very surface level and the only reason I kept trying to push through was because I was putting off cleaning the house 😒
Skimmed a lot and still couldn’t find it in myself to finish.
Is this supposed to be a romantic story ?
Lots of talk of Walker probably being gay even tho he’s had girlfriends, why is him being bi not an option????
Walker knows he feels some type of way about Oz but decides to go to a gay bar and make out with some random dude to the point of being so hard in his pants he thinks he’s gonna blow. He’s thinking about kissing Oz and then he stops and goes to Jack off to the thought of Oz.
Oz sees Walk making out with the random dude and getting obv turned on. His friends convince him that Walk is probably trying to see about his sexuality because someone made him question implying that Oz was the one to do it.
Oz is supposed to have a year long crush on Walk and he’s not bothered at all by what he witnessed in the bar. He does say that Walker has a whole group of queer friends and if he wanted to see if he liked kissing guys he could’ve easily talked to one of the friends. 🙄🙄🙄
Everything is very surface level and the only reason I kept trying to push through was because I was putting off cleaning the house 😒
This entire review has been hidden because of spoilers.
August 31, 2024
3.25 stars
April 29, 2024
This was okay. Very low angst. Ozzie and Walker were cute together. Idk there not much more to say.
Also Walker's parents need to die a slow painful death and I was WORKED UP reading about the awful shit they did. They deserved a fate far worse than they got which pissed me off.
I don't know if I will continue this series or not. I keep coming back for Declan Winters' narration because 🔥 damn.
Also Walker's parents need to die a slow painful death and I was WORKED UP reading about the awful shit they did. They deserved a fate far worse than they got which pissed me off.
I don't know if I will continue this series or not. I keep coming back for Declan Winters' narration because 🔥 damn.
December 24, 2023
Well then.
I guess the award for best book boyfriend of 2023 goes to Ozzie. He’s the total package, and by that I mean he’s in another dimension with his emotional maturity and support. We all need an Ozzie. If we all had an Ozzie, I’m pretty sure mental health and emotional stability would see a sharp ascent.
Walker was a phenomenal character as well, don’t get me wrong. His “awakening”—love that I didn’t hate this trope like I normally do—alone was beautifully written, but then there was the full bloom of who he was and the way he embraced becoming the best version of himself, which will never not be the best kind of story to read.
Aside from some wonky bits here and there, the mechanics were great. I don’t think I’ll ever get over just how much better editing affected this universe for me. Even the heavier bits were executed perfectly, and the angst was saved for outside of the relationship, and that’s how it should be. We always need more stories where the love doesn’t have to be suffered for. Not every relationship needs to be full of miscommunication, hurt, fighting, et cetera.
4.5/5. For sure gonna spend the time until the next book comes out mad that it isn’t already out. I’m ready for Hen’s story.
I guess the award for best book boyfriend of 2023 goes to Ozzie. He’s the total package, and by that I mean he’s in another dimension with his emotional maturity and support. We all need an Ozzie. If we all had an Ozzie, I’m pretty sure mental health and emotional stability would see a sharp ascent.
Walker was a phenomenal character as well, don’t get me wrong. His “awakening”—love that I didn’t hate this trope like I normally do—alone was beautifully written, but then there was the full bloom of who he was and the way he embraced becoming the best version of himself, which will never not be the best kind of story to read.
Aside from some wonky bits here and there, the mechanics were great. I don’t think I’ll ever get over just how much better editing affected this universe for me. Even the heavier bits were executed perfectly, and the angst was saved for outside of the relationship, and that’s how it should be. We always need more stories where the love doesn’t have to be suffered for. Not every relationship needs to be full of miscommunication, hurt, fighting, et cetera.
4.5/5. For sure gonna spend the time until the next book comes out mad that it isn’t already out. I’m ready for Hen’s story.
February 5, 2024
My sweet, sweet Walker. 🥹
This book is by far my favorite of the series. The hurt/comfort, the suspense, the found family, it's all just...scrumptious. They were so great together (once they finally figured it out).
One thing I had an issue with was the pressure and assumptions they forced on Walker. The other Lost Boys joked about how he was gay and didn't know it and that he needed to come to his senses. Like jeez, let the. man figure it out. It felt like peer pressure in the highest and it made me feel icky.
Overall, I love this book. I can't wait for Hen. I need that man to be okay and be loved.
Anywho,
Read it.
Okay, bye.
This book is by far my favorite of the series. The hurt/comfort, the suspense, the found family, it's all just...scrumptious. They were so great together (once they finally figured it out).
One thing I had an issue with was the pressure and assumptions they forced on Walker. The other Lost Boys joked about how he was gay and didn't know it and that he needed to come to his senses. Like jeez, let the. man figure it out. It felt like peer pressure in the highest and it made me feel icky.
Overall, I love this book. I can't wait for Hen. I need that man to be okay and be loved.
Anywho,
Read it.
Okay, bye.
December 13, 2024
My heart…
Walker is a geometry teacher who also helps at his family’s tire shop. He’s the only straight guy who’s part of the Lost Boys. Between working, helping his parents out and volunteering, he’s running himself ragged. Add in the confusing way he feels around Ozzie and you get a ball of anxiety.
Ozzie has been attracted to Walker for a year but he respects his sexuality. Things only start to change when Ozzie notices how Walker blushes around him. He still waits for Walker to come to terms with it, before attempting anything.
Walker’s situation hit too close to home. The whole “identifying as straight because of societal norms and family pressure” was painful to read. The way his parents treated him made me murderous. Despite it all, he wanted to help everyone. He was never mean to his parents and was just a teddy bear.
Ozzie was so damn supportive and patient. He was there, despite their relationship starting out as a train wreck. I absolutely loved him to bits for being so respectful and understanding!
The lost boys made me cry once again! I adore these books so much!
Walker is a geometry teacher who also helps at his family’s tire shop. He’s the only straight guy who’s part of the Lost Boys. Between working, helping his parents out and volunteering, he’s running himself ragged. Add in the confusing way he feels around Ozzie and you get a ball of anxiety.
Ozzie has been attracted to Walker for a year but he respects his sexuality. Things only start to change when Ozzie notices how Walker blushes around him. He still waits for Walker to come to terms with it, before attempting anything.
Walker’s situation hit too close to home. The whole “identifying as straight because of societal norms and family pressure” was painful to read. The way his parents treated him made me murderous. Despite it all, he wanted to help everyone. He was never mean to his parents and was just a teddy bear.
Ozzie was so damn supportive and patient. He was there, despite their relationship starting out as a train wreck. I absolutely loved him to bits for being so respectful and understanding!
The lost boys made me cry once again! I adore these books so much!
March 5, 2024
It's not for me. I usually love Kelly Fox. For me, this didnt have as much romance as I would need.
So I reread this on 2/27 and it's not as bad as it initially was. It got good at the end and the thing with his parents was so sad and intense.
The story of two gay men who have always been friends and make a life for themselves in a progressive hometown named Sequin Texas is very enjoyable and cute. Do I love it? No but it's not bad. It's a comfortable read because you know the characters and side characters so it gives everything a feel of "I feel like I know them".
Kelly is great at that.
So I reread this on 2/27 and it's not as bad as it initially was. It got good at the end and the thing with his parents was so sad and intense.
The story of two gay men who have always been friends and make a life for themselves in a progressive hometown named Sequin Texas is very enjoyable and cute. Do I love it? No but it's not bad. It's a comfortable read because you know the characters and side characters so it gives everything a feel of "I feel like I know them".
Kelly is great at that.
February 23, 2024
I'm CRUSHing this series. These Lost Boys totally have my heart 🩷💚💕
Book two of the Lost Boys series is THE CRUSH, and if you're looking for an "in your 30s" bi or gay awakening, then look no further.
Oz(zy) and Walker find their hea in this story, and it's so hard won. Walker. This man. I may not identify the same way he does, but I DO identify with learning who you are in your 30s. So much of his story resonated hard with me.
Ozzy is an original Lost Boy. He runs a bar with his bestie and has been slowly pining for his friend Walker, his "straight" friend. Walker is the new Mr. Paige, and teaches geometry & shop at the high school. He works himself into the ground with no boundaries with his family, and all his spare time is spent with the Lost Boys. He also stares at Ozzy's butt. A lot.
This book was absolutely wonderful and equally difficult to read. What Walker goes through isn't uncommon, but it remains heartbreaking when ANYONE experiences it.
The way he handles his knew knowledge of himself is so wholesome and lovely. There is no panic, just acceptance. I wish he had that reaction from his family - but it's an unrealistic hope, even for a fictional character.
Walker and Ozzy were an absolute treasure to read.
💕 found family perfection
💚 it isn't gay to stare at my friend's thighs, is it?
🩷 ... or daydream about ------- those thighs, right?
💕 Ozzy's parents
💚 the Heartstopper moment
🩷 the adventure to and at the Rainbow Note
"BE BRAVE FOR ME."
*I died*
I loved this book, and I loved Ozzy and Walker. I absolutely encourage you to start this series. At least add it to your tbr!
Book two of the Lost Boys series is THE CRUSH, and if you're looking for an "in your 30s" bi or gay awakening, then look no further.
Oz(zy) and Walker find their hea in this story, and it's so hard won. Walker. This man. I may not identify the same way he does, but I DO identify with learning who you are in your 30s. So much of his story resonated hard with me.
Ozzy is an original Lost Boy. He runs a bar with his bestie and has been slowly pining for his friend Walker, his "straight" friend. Walker is the new Mr. Paige, and teaches geometry & shop at the high school. He works himself into the ground with no boundaries with his family, and all his spare time is spent with the Lost Boys. He also stares at Ozzy's butt. A lot.
This book was absolutely wonderful and equally difficult to read. What Walker goes through isn't uncommon, but it remains heartbreaking when ANYONE experiences it.
The way he handles his knew knowledge of himself is so wholesome and lovely. There is no panic, just acceptance. I wish he had that reaction from his family - but it's an unrealistic hope, even for a fictional character.
Walker and Ozzy were an absolute treasure to read.
💕 found family perfection
💚 it isn't gay to stare at my friend's thighs, is it?
🩷 ... or daydream about ------- those thighs, right?
💕 Ozzy's parents
💚 the Heartstopper moment
🩷 the adventure to and at the Rainbow Note
"BE BRAVE FOR ME."
*I died*
I loved this book, and I loved Ozzy and Walker. I absolutely encourage you to start this series. At least add it to your tbr!
April 10, 2024
This book is a contrast in good and bad feels. Ozzie and Walker have known each other from their high school days. Ozzie has been out for years and he's always been attracted to Walker, but since Walker identifies as straight, his admiration goes no further.
Walker comes from an ultra-conservative family. A car accident left him seriously injured years ago and his twin sister dead. His cold, meddling parents continue to beat down his self-esteem. His only relief is that the Lost Boys have always welcomed him into their group.
When Walker realizes he may not be straight, he wants to be brave, but he knows coming out will likely cost him his family. Staying in the closet will cost him a happy future and his chance to try things out with Ozzie. He's always been drawn to Ozzie, but he's finally figuring out that it is more than friendship.
The homophobia and abuse from parents and other family is considerable and difficult to read at times. The love and support that come from Ozzie and Walker's other friends is tremendous. Ozzie and Walker know that their feelings are far more than casual. It's a beautiful feeling to read about their friendship, commitment, passion, and love for each other - a real forever love.
Walker comes from an ultra-conservative family. A car accident left him seriously injured years ago and his twin sister dead. His cold, meddling parents continue to beat down his self-esteem. His only relief is that the Lost Boys have always welcomed him into their group.
When Walker realizes he may not be straight, he wants to be brave, but he knows coming out will likely cost him his family. Staying in the closet will cost him a happy future and his chance to try things out with Ozzie. He's always been drawn to Ozzie, but he's finally figuring out that it is more than friendship.
The homophobia and abuse from parents and other family is considerable and difficult to read at times. The love and support that come from Ozzie and Walker's other friends is tremendous. Ozzie and Walker know that their feelings are far more than casual. It's a beautiful feeling to read about their friendship, commitment, passion, and love for each other - a real forever love.
February 27, 2024
3.5 Stars
January 26, 2024
The Crush was just what I needed after reading The Skeptic!
The Crush focuses on Walker and Ozzie’s story, and I truly loved this book! It touched on all kinds of topics including accepting yourself and others, as well as self discovery.
It was a great read, perfect amount of spice, humor, and seriousness. The love between these two was contagious. I’m really anticipating book three which comes out on February 21st, which focuses on Hendrix, Ozzie’s cousin! I can’t wait to read that book and catch up with all the other characters.
The Crush focuses on Walker and Ozzie’s story, and I truly loved this book! It touched on all kinds of topics including accepting yourself and others, as well as self discovery.
It was a great read, perfect amount of spice, humor, and seriousness. The love between these two was contagious. I’m really anticipating book three which comes out on February 21st, which focuses on Hendrix, Ozzie’s cousin! I can’t wait to read that book and catch up with all the other characters.
January 21, 2024
Kept me engaged
As I am beginning to read MM romances, I appreciate authors who strive to give me insight into the LGBT1Q+ world. I’m learning so much about the struggles for acceptance and the empowerment of being able to come out on your own terms, and the importance of having a supportive community.
The Crush has some strong scenes of what happens when families hold their Iheir bigoted beliefs as being more important than seeing their children and loving them. Very moving.
This story also tells the importance of how a good teacher can influence us not only in class, but throughout life
As I am beginning to read MM romances, I appreciate authors who strive to give me insight into the LGBT1Q+ world. I’m learning so much about the struggles for acceptance and the empowerment of being able to come out on your own terms, and the importance of having a supportive community.
The Crush has some strong scenes of what happens when families hold their Iheir bigoted beliefs as being more important than seeing their children and loving them. Very moving.
This story also tells the importance of how a good teacher can influence us not only in class, but throughout life
December 15, 2023
Swoons
This may not be a holiday read but it sure is full of the giving spirit! I adore the amazing family that is the Lost Boys. The way they came together in the past and how they’ve opened up their arms is the epitome of what I love about small town, found family feels. Now that’s not to say everyone is perfect because there are some nasty individuals that reside in this town and misery is its own company, but the many, many beautiful and heartfelt ways the Lost Boys, rally together has my heart growing five sizes too big.
“Who would you want to kiss like that? Tell me,” I insisted. “Be brave for me.”
He huffed out a breath, leaning into the pressure of my lips at his ear. “You.”
To borrow a phrase, Walker and Ozzie had me country-fried swooning the whole way. Ack, the blushes, the glances, the heated stares, I couldn’t get enough. Add in off-the-charts chemistry mixed in with sweet and ravenous kisses, and yes, we have the perfect combination of swoon, swoon, swoon! Walk’s journey to find himself pulled on my heartstrings, had my belly swooping and fizzing, and had me falling irrevocably in love with these two. Life may not be perfect but it “syrup” comes close for me when I visit this town.
This may not be a holiday read but it sure is full of the giving spirit! I adore the amazing family that is the Lost Boys. The way they came together in the past and how they’ve opened up their arms is the epitome of what I love about small town, found family feels. Now that’s not to say everyone is perfect because there are some nasty individuals that reside in this town and misery is its own company, but the many, many beautiful and heartfelt ways the Lost Boys, rally together has my heart growing five sizes too big.
“Who would you want to kiss like that? Tell me,” I insisted. “Be brave for me.”
He huffed out a breath, leaning into the pressure of my lips at his ear. “You.”
To borrow a phrase, Walker and Ozzie had me country-fried swooning the whole way. Ack, the blushes, the glances, the heated stares, I couldn’t get enough. Add in off-the-charts chemistry mixed in with sweet and ravenous kisses, and yes, we have the perfect combination of swoon, swoon, swoon! Walk’s journey to find himself pulled on my heartstrings, had my belly swooping and fizzing, and had me falling irrevocably in love with these two. Life may not be perfect but it “syrup” comes close for me when I visit this town.
December 22, 2023
I am cursing Fox this morning. You see, I still had to get up and adult. Despite being unable to put The Crush down and staying up half the night to finish it. Yes, it is that good. Worth every cup of coffee I’ll consume to get through today.
Walker and Ozzie’s story is wonderful and heart-breaking and full of sweet little moments and hot AF. It’s got all the Lost Boys that we know and love, plus a couple cameos of characters from other series’ by the author.
Walker is so amazing. His family makes me want to commit literary murder. Luckily, Oz’s family is warm and welcoming and a terrific example of enduring love.
Fox proves, once again, that she deserves to be at the top of my auto-buy list. The way she weaves a story is magical and for found family, there is no-one better. Five delightful delicious drowsy stars.
Walker and Ozzie’s story is wonderful and heart-breaking and full of sweet little moments and hot AF. It’s got all the Lost Boys that we know and love, plus a couple cameos of characters from other series’ by the author.
Walker is so amazing. His family makes me want to commit literary murder. Luckily, Oz’s family is warm and welcoming and a terrific example of enduring love.
Fox proves, once again, that she deserves to be at the top of my auto-buy list. The way she weaves a story is magical and for found family, there is no-one better. Five delightful delicious drowsy stars.
December 23, 2023
Wonderful series
I’m really enjoying this series! I might need to go back and give Kelly Fox’s backlist another chance. I’m a weirdo and I really enjoy reading sexual tension because I find it fun to read and keeps me flipping pages waiting for them to give in. Since Walker’s journey was modeled after the authors own journey, it felt realistic. And I enjoyed how Ozzie was such a positive support for him. Great secondary characters and found family as well.
False allegations are a huge pet peeve of mine and can be a reason to DNF but I love that the characters acknowledged believing victims. So I thought it was handled really well.
I’m really enjoying this series! I might need to go back and give Kelly Fox’s backlist another chance. I’m a weirdo and I really enjoy reading sexual tension because I find it fun to read and keeps me flipping pages waiting for them to give in. Since Walker’s journey was modeled after the authors own journey, it felt realistic. And I enjoyed how Ozzie was such a positive support for him. Great secondary characters and found family as well.
False allegations are a huge pet peeve of mine and can be a reason to DNF but I love that the characters acknowledged believing victims. So I thought it was handled really well.
December 14, 2023
My goodness I just love the world created by Kelly Fox. I love that it’s not perfect and there is hate and negativity but at the end of the day the bonds and love stand stronger than anything thrown at them.
I liked Ozzie and Walker. I found Walker endearing and I very much enjoyed watching him accept himself and provide a safe and supportive place for the new generation. I will admit that this dragged a bit for me towards the middle. They had intense chemistry but it was almost like they weren’t around each other that much or for that long for the first half and I got sort of frustrated waiting for there to be some sort of progression.
That being said, they were steamy and heavy on chemistry with the sort of partnership that you could tell was exactly what the other needed! I can’t wait for Hendrix next!! Kelly is always such an incredible story teller and keeps me wanting more.
I liked Ozzie and Walker. I found Walker endearing and I very much enjoyed watching him accept himself and provide a safe and supportive place for the new generation. I will admit that this dragged a bit for me towards the middle. They had intense chemistry but it was almost like they weren’t around each other that much or for that long for the first half and I got sort of frustrated waiting for there to be some sort of progression.
That being said, they were steamy and heavy on chemistry with the sort of partnership that you could tell was exactly what the other needed! I can’t wait for Hendrix next!! Kelly is always such an incredible story teller and keeps me wanting more.
December 13, 2023
I raced through Ozzie and walker's story because it was so sweet, so hot, and just genuinely wonderful to read. This one didn't make me cry (though it probably will do for some people) but I definitely laughed and sighed and smiled nearly constantly. I already can't wait for what's next (typical Kelly making me crave more!)! I love this new community of friends and family we're getting to know as much as I love the main characters in every book.
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December 24, 2023
Sometimes you don’t know how much you need to hear (read) something until it comes along at exactly the right time in your life. Fox has been one of my favorite authors since I discovered the Wrecked series a few years ago, and I’ve enjoyed everything I’ve read by her, but The Crush will now always have a special place in my heart because of a moment in which one of the characters articulates a gap in my own life that I’d been experiencing, that the holiday season had made even harder.
“Acceptance is also a need.”
We all know by now that I cry at pretty much everything, but that line hit me particularly hard because of how important it is. Even though I am not anything like Walker or Ozzie, good fiction finds a way to speak to anyone in the audience.
On to the actual review portion of this post, before I start crying again, even though they’re definitely good tears.
I enjoy “bi-awakening” stories because I adore the evolution of people discovering their authentic selves. That there’s also a love story woven through that personal journey is just icing on the cake. The chemistry between Walker and Ozzie is blatantly obvious from the start, but Walker’s family and early life have conditioned him to think and feel a certain way. The crush on his side is an appreciation for a dear friend with a side helping of aesthetic admiration. On the other end, Ozzie understands that he’s experiencing the rite of passage of crushing on a straight man, and he’s so respectful of his friendship with Walker that he doesn’t see what literally everyone else does. Once their friend group smacks them with enough clue bats, Walker and Ozzie make that final connection with the delicious steam Fox writes so well, but also with a genuine friendship that so easily and sweetly transitions to love.
Unfortunately, nothing in life is easy. So, though Walker and Ozzie coming together is deliciously angst-free, the other shoe drops really hard. Fox has written about evil mobsters and human traffickers, but a couple of Texan small-business owners might be her worst villains yet. The extremes they go to “punish” Walker for living his truth (and finding love) are incredibly dramatic and might seem over the top, but Fox works an excellent explanation into the narrative that doesn’t justify their behavior but certainly explains it to readers who have the fortune not to know the horrible depths some families go to express their “love.”
This is very much Walker’s book, as he undergoes the bulk of the character development, but Ozzie is also a well-developed character that I enjoyed getting to know. We also learn more about the extended found family of the Lost Boys, as Fox sets up the context for the next book in this series, which I am very much looking forward to. And though this might not be a “holiday romance,” I hope other readers find the equivalent of a much-needed family hug they might also be missing this time of year in the pages of this lovely story.
Disclaimer: I received a digital review copy of this book from the author.
“Acceptance is also a need.”
We all know by now that I cry at pretty much everything, but that line hit me particularly hard because of how important it is. Even though I am not anything like Walker or Ozzie, good fiction finds a way to speak to anyone in the audience.
On to the actual review portion of this post, before I start crying again, even though they’re definitely good tears.
I enjoy “bi-awakening” stories because I adore the evolution of people discovering their authentic selves. That there’s also a love story woven through that personal journey is just icing on the cake. The chemistry between Walker and Ozzie is blatantly obvious from the start, but Walker’s family and early life have conditioned him to think and feel a certain way. The crush on his side is an appreciation for a dear friend with a side helping of aesthetic admiration. On the other end, Ozzie understands that he’s experiencing the rite of passage of crushing on a straight man, and he’s so respectful of his friendship with Walker that he doesn’t see what literally everyone else does. Once their friend group smacks them with enough clue bats, Walker and Ozzie make that final connection with the delicious steam Fox writes so well, but also with a genuine friendship that so easily and sweetly transitions to love.
Unfortunately, nothing in life is easy. So, though Walker and Ozzie coming together is deliciously angst-free, the other shoe drops really hard. Fox has written about evil mobsters and human traffickers, but a couple of Texan small-business owners might be her worst villains yet. The extremes they go to “punish” Walker for living his truth (and finding love) are incredibly dramatic and might seem over the top, but Fox works an excellent explanation into the narrative that doesn’t justify their behavior but certainly explains it to readers who have the fortune not to know the horrible depths some families go to express their “love.”
This is very much Walker’s book, as he undergoes the bulk of the character development, but Ozzie is also a well-developed character that I enjoyed getting to know. We also learn more about the extended found family of the Lost Boys, as Fox sets up the context for the next book in this series, which I am very much looking forward to. And though this might not be a “holiday romance,” I hope other readers find the equivalent of a much-needed family hug they might also be missing this time of year in the pages of this lovely story.
Disclaimer: I received a digital review copy of this book from the author.
December 17, 2023
I'm not sure where to start here, y'all, so I'm just going to dive in and hope it makes sense.
The Crush continues Kelly Fox's The Lost Boys themes of found family, building community, and living one's truth as fully as possible at any given moment. In her fictional corner of Seguin, Texas, not only do friends and community members support each other, but they love and accept each other as they are, even in the face of homophobia, bigotry, and downright meanness.
Hopefully, there really is a part of Seguin that embodies those qualities but as a native Texan, I'm skeptical. But I digress.
On the surface, The Crush is about a out gay man who's attracted to a man who presents himself as hetero - even to himself - and their journey toward realizing the straight guy is only about as straight as the Devil's Backbone (IYKYK). Once that illusion dissolved and the barriers to man-on-man sex are removed, the couple make up for lost time, making the book score high on the spice meter.
Underneath, though, it's as about self-discovery and self-acceptance in all areas of life, not just sexual orientation. About the importance of learning to set boundaries and then enforcing them with gentle firmness, especially with those closest to you. And about how it's okay, healthy even, to not take every guilt trip thrown your way by anyone, regardless of how much you love them.
I appreciate how the Lost Boys support each other and allow each other space to figure things out. Many books have well-meaning friends who try to help but who end up, in my opinion, being annoying nags and I'd have them on mute in a heartbeat. These guys don't do that, and I'm glad.
To summarize, sweet and hot book of discovery. Can be read as a standalone but don't. Read The Thief novella and The Skeptic first. Content warning for blatant and unrepentant homophobia.
Also, if you get this book on audio, take care where you listen because it has lots and lots of detailed sex scenes!
The Crush continues Kelly Fox's The Lost Boys themes of found family, building community, and living one's truth as fully as possible at any given moment. In her fictional corner of Seguin, Texas, not only do friends and community members support each other, but they love and accept each other as they are, even in the face of homophobia, bigotry, and downright meanness.
Hopefully, there really is a part of Seguin that embodies those qualities but as a native Texan, I'm skeptical. But I digress.
On the surface, The Crush is about a out gay man who's attracted to a man who presents himself as hetero - even to himself - and their journey toward realizing the straight guy is only about as straight as the Devil's Backbone (IYKYK). Once that illusion dissolved and the barriers to man-on-man sex are removed, the couple make up for lost time, making the book score high on the spice meter.
Underneath, though, it's as about self-discovery and self-acceptance in all areas of life, not just sexual orientation. About the importance of learning to set boundaries and then enforcing them with gentle firmness, especially with those closest to you. And about how it's okay, healthy even, to not take every guilt trip thrown your way by anyone, regardless of how much you love them.
I appreciate how the Lost Boys support each other and allow each other space to figure things out. Many books have well-meaning friends who try to help but who end up, in my opinion, being annoying nags and I'd have them on mute in a heartbeat. These guys don't do that, and I'm glad.
To summarize, sweet and hot book of discovery. Can be read as a standalone but don't. Read The Thief novella and The Skeptic first. Content warning for blatant and unrepentant homophobia.
Also, if you get this book on audio, take care where you listen because it has lots and lots of detailed sex scenes!
December 28, 2023
This is the second book in the series and should definitely be read in order, as the characters are interspersed between the books. Although this story follows Walker and Ozzie. Walker always thought of himself as an “honorary” member of The Lost Boys b/c Mr. Paige had brought him into the fold as a teenager. He also thought himself “straight,” but that didn’t explain why his cheeks turned pink whenever Ozzie turned his attentions his way or why he was always surreptitiously checking him out. At least he thought he was being sly about it. His friends definitely noticed, but Walker needed to come to the conclusion himself about his sexuality. Ozzie was on board with turning Walker’s head in his direction though. His homophobic parents, the tragedy of losing his sister and not enough hours in the day to teach geometry & shop class, plus work extra hours in his family tire shop left him spread too thin. When his meddling mother accidentally discovers his fledgling relationship, after invading his privacy, and outs him in a way that has devastating consequences The Lost Boys rally to his defense. And if you’ve ever read a Kelly Fox book you know what happens when her characters band together…positive, life-affirming, found family, HEA kind of things. Both of these men may have had difficulties in their pasts, but once they open themselves to the possibilities of a forever together they become unstoppable. Definitely looking forward to book 3 in the series!
December 17, 2023
Second in series (Lost Boys), can be read as a standalone but more fun if read in order. Friends to lovers. Found family. Slow burn. Dual POV. Walker finally has a job as a teacher and a great group of friends, if only his family would accept his decisions and he could figure out why being around his friend Ozzie always has him blushing. Sure Ozzie has a crush on his straight friend, Walker is everything gorgeous, from his body to his sweet personality, but Ozzie can’t make a move on his clueless friend even if the flirting is hinting that they both want more. The friendship and attraction between Ozzie and Walker is beyond swoony, both men are likable, caring, kind and have an underlying strength, and when they are around each other they are so romantic and eventually super steamy. I could have spent so much more time with Ozzie and Walker enjoying their incredible love for each other, and their supportive found family that never ceases in their loyalty and commitment to each other. This series and its characters are heartfelt and relatable and I can’t wait for them all to get their HEA. 4.5 rounded up
January 11, 2024
Too true
This book hit me hard because when i was in High school I had an amazing teacher. Romeo was his name, and he was the best teacher I’ve ever had, and he was gay. We did a international trip and a few folks realized his truth. Some parents found out and he had to get a beard, the chorus teacher at our school. I’d met his partner accidentally and my family NEVER blabbed, bit someone did. I always felt pain in my heart for the hoops he had to jump through to be able to continue doing what he loved, teaching. Not long after I graduated, I heard his hair had gone white, he coughed a lot, and his weight dropped dramatically. I searched him out at a function to let him know what he’d meant to me and how he’d forever positively impacted my life. A year later or so he passed away as many amazing people did in the 1990’s. I love him still and hope that for all the good and inspiring teachers out there that they can be themselves and not fear for their jobs because of bigots. So, yeah, I enjoyed this read and it hit pretty close to home.
This book hit me hard because when i was in High school I had an amazing teacher. Romeo was his name, and he was the best teacher I’ve ever had, and he was gay. We did a international trip and a few folks realized his truth. Some parents found out and he had to get a beard, the chorus teacher at our school. I’d met his partner accidentally and my family NEVER blabbed, bit someone did. I always felt pain in my heart for the hoops he had to jump through to be able to continue doing what he loved, teaching. Not long after I graduated, I heard his hair had gone white, he coughed a lot, and his weight dropped dramatically. I searched him out at a function to let him know what he’d meant to me and how he’d forever positively impacted my life. A year later or so he passed away as many amazing people did in the 1990’s. I love him still and hope that for all the good and inspiring teachers out there that they can be themselves and not fear for their jobs because of bigots. So, yeah, I enjoyed this read and it hit pretty close to home.
December 12, 2023
Lots of feels. ❤️
Walker is such a sneaky sneak. This sweet humble man snuck into my heart to therefore ever remain.
He made me laugh, he made my heart hurt and my eyes tear up. It was an absolute joy to watch him become his authentic self and bloom once he released himself from the constricted life his toxic parents wanted for him. By his side throughout all the troubles and changes is Ozzie who has crushed on Walker for a long time. Ozzie is a pillar of strength when needed and together they make a formidable team. Ozzie and his parents also show Walker what a truly loving and happy family dynamic is. The Lost Boys are the epitome of “found family” and I loved seeing them all come together to help Ozzie and Walker when needed.
This is a beautiful engaging read with wonderful characters and the perfect balance of sweet and tender mixed with steam. I can’t wait for the next in the series.
Walker is such a sneaky sneak. This sweet humble man snuck into my heart to therefore ever remain.
He made me laugh, he made my heart hurt and my eyes tear up. It was an absolute joy to watch him become his authentic self and bloom once he released himself from the constricted life his toxic parents wanted for him. By his side throughout all the troubles and changes is Ozzie who has crushed on Walker for a long time. Ozzie is a pillar of strength when needed and together they make a formidable team. Ozzie and his parents also show Walker what a truly loving and happy family dynamic is. The Lost Boys are the epitome of “found family” and I loved seeing them all come together to help Ozzie and Walker when needed.
This is a beautiful engaging read with wonderful characters and the perfect balance of sweet and tender mixed with steam. I can’t wait for the next in the series.
December 27, 2023
The Crush is the second in the Lost Boys Book and it's a great addition.
I'm loving this made family of men. There is such history between them that the feelings are all there!
It is impossible to not fall in love with Walker. Talk about the purest of hearts! While he may not realize a lot about himself he is there front and center for any friend that needs him. His devotion and care to the friends of Lost Boys is beautiful. Seeing him drop all the ugly, vitriolic hate he has been shown by the ones that should have shown unconditional love is amazing. He is like a butterfly emerging from his cocoon.
Ozzie has had a crush on his "straight" friend Walker for over a year. As they spend more time together their feelings for each other are impossible to ignore. The blushes alone are swoon worthy!
Seeing these two get their HEA is amazing and I can't wait for the next installment in this series.
I'm loving this made family of men. There is such history between them that the feelings are all there!
It is impossible to not fall in love with Walker. Talk about the purest of hearts! While he may not realize a lot about himself he is there front and center for any friend that needs him. His devotion and care to the friends of Lost Boys is beautiful. Seeing him drop all the ugly, vitriolic hate he has been shown by the ones that should have shown unconditional love is amazing. He is like a butterfly emerging from his cocoon.
Ozzie has had a crush on his "straight" friend Walker for over a year. As they spend more time together their feelings for each other are impossible to ignore. The blushes alone are swoon worthy!
Seeing these two get their HEA is amazing and I can't wait for the next installment in this series.
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