✰ 3 stars ✰
“Even still, you definitely don’t have to, especially since… well, I’m making things complicated for you.”
“Correct.”
I laugh. “That was blunt.”
“You are. This is a truth that we can’t deny. However, you’re also just…” He sighs, meeting my eyes. “You’re very different.”
“I’m strange.” I grin. “Erratic.”
“No. Unconventional. Completely unexpected.”
The cover was screaming bi-shounen vibes, so yes, naturally, I was lured to give Vampires of Eden: Book One Oliver a try. 😍 And even though it is a new author to me, I didn't quite have that bad a time with what I thought would be a more dark and sinister vampire story, actually was a very cozy and soft, and very much character-driven one, instead. ✨
“Someday, when someone asks me if I’ve ever truly felt the pull of my nature, I want to recall this vampire to my mind—to remember him and imagine what could have been given a different situation.
A different life.”
Oliver was a sweet and innocent protagonist; at 22, he finally has to get married to Alexander, who he's been betrothed to since they were seven years old. But, it's the farthest thing he wants to do; sheltered all his life, never free to do as he pleases, all he wants is a chance to live a life of his own. To care for someone he wants to have feelings for - to have his aura awaken for someone he cares for - and when he meets Aries, the designer assigned for their wedding - 'the embodiment of his wildest dreams', everything changes. 🩶
The story is heavily centered on Oliver and his character growth - as a vampire - confident in his own skin and in himself and his ambitions and who he is. His relationship with Aries, 'a liberated vampire living his life exactly the way he wants and traveling the world. an artist perfecting his craft', is the stepping stone he needs to gain the courage to break free of the restraints his family has put on him. Aries saw him for who he really was - he saw how talented he was, he was patient and kind with him, so very polite and gentle and acquiesce to his feelings and interest. 🥹 He always put himself in a lesser light in front of Oliver, hindered by the fact that he was a first-gen vampire, but Oliver never let himself feel weak in front of him, especially when it was Aries giving Oliver the strength to believe in himself more - 'you’re a dangerous creature, Oliver James Blakeley.' To have the courage to stand up and fight for himself - to be strong in his beliefs and know that there is a good in him - that he is special enough for people's respect.
Rather, it was comforting to see that as much Oliver offered Aries free rein to do as he pleases, pleasure him in ways that he's never experienced or felt before, because his desire for him is so true - the aura of his nature is drawing him towards him. 'He warms me all over and gives me every sensation. A comforting acceptance I’ve never known. This delight and reassurance that I feel… it gives me strength. I want to hold on to it. I want to make it into a fundamental part of my being and carry it with me always. 🥺 It was described so sensually, wanton with such want and that pull - it was a nice touch to the story - I liked Oliver's reactions to it when his inner heart would be revealed and how much it affected Aries so. And yes, the peonies touch was adorable - Aries is actually very adorable with Oliver, as stoic as demure as he is, even if he doesn't realize it. ❤️🩹
“You don’t hate me,” he says quietly. “But you don’t love me, either. There won’t ever be a chance for us, because I can’t compete with him.
He’s the one who holds your heart. He was there for you when I wasn’t.”
But, because much of the story is centered on Oliver's marriage to Alexander, Aries is not featured as much; rather, to me, it was really Alexander's dynamic with Oliver that left a more lasting impression on me. He started off as such a self-centered prick, sorry, I meant, prince, almost forcing Oliver to behave in certain aspects and manners. It was hard to stomach at first how much they had to publicly show their affections - I was mortified for Oliver, but as much as Oliver's personality changes because of Aries, it's with Alexander, who he really had the chance to change with the most.
And I liked how it was portrayed; I liked how he fought back against Alexander, made him realize the error of his ways, which actually served as a stepping stone of character development for both of them. As much as I cheered Oliver on for standing up for himself and calling Alexander out for his treatment of him, their final scene was a little heart-breaking for me. The trust he has to earn back to be at Oliver's side again, as friends - it actually made for a much more appealing part of the story than Oliver's romance with Aries. Shocker, I know. 😆
“Yes, you Eden vampires are, as usual, the most extreme with your cultural practices. Being addicted to you but not having you. Constantly endeavoring to replace you and find my next fix.”
He lifts our hands and kisses the top of my knuckles. His eyes flicker up and he grins. “You are lovely, though. An unforeseen and overwhelming temptation.”
The writing and setting was a strange toss-up between archaic and modern, which was a unique mix for me. The dialogue was very fresh and up-beat and latest-ish, but I would still sometimes get this impression that their surroundings were those of the olden days - complete with candlelight and dungeons - despite the usage of cell-phones and social media. 🤷🏻♀️ The author had this strange way to mold the writing to fit the characters present at the scene. Hmmm, how to describe it? It's like when Oliver was with Aries, the writing was very calming and comforting - I could notice this sense of peace would settle in the words - reflective of Oliver's own emotions. And when Oliver and Alexander were together, it was more harried, more tense - heightening the fear and anxiety threatening to overwhelm Oliver when he was around him. But, then as Alexander changes, it becomes less upsetting and kind of quiet - like the nature itself was reverberating in the story. 👍🏻
It's a strange detail to point out, but it's something that stood out for me. There were a few editing mistakes here and there, but not enough to detract me overall. And surprisingly, I am actually looking forward to the next book featuring Alexander. As much as I was happy to see Oliver and Aries get their HEA, he really stole the stole the narrative, in my opinion. He is a flawed character who still has room for growth and the chance to redeem himself in more ways than one; and I'm curious to know what the mystery is behind him and a certain someone. ☺️