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448 pages, Hardcover
Published May 14, 2024

Daily he experienced the same sensation of falling: his conscious surfaced exuberant, then plummeted, like a swimmer bursting up from the depths to gasp for breath, only to discover that above the water's surface hangs a choking smoke.
But, he told himself, you mustn't care too much about a place, the way you mustn't care too much for people beyond your family. Loyalties, absolute, must be limited. Triumph was born of continence, and restraint.
She had retained within her and miraculously now, all these years later, without bitterness, the splendors of her youth; but she had moved on, and away, from that past. She was an émigré and a cosmopolite, a citizen of the world, and she carried her griefs—legion and enormous—locked inside her.
This strange eventful history that made a life. Not good or bad — rather, both good and bad — but that was not the point. Above all, they had been, for so long, wildly curious. Just to see, to experience all that they could, to set foot anywhere, to speak to anyone, taste anything, to learn, to know.
I’m a writer; I tell stories. I want to tell the stories of their lives. It doesn’t really matter where I start. We’re always in the middle; wherever we stand, we see only partially. I know also that everything is connected, the constellations of our lives moving together in harmony and disharmony. The past swirls along with and inside the present, and all time exists at once, around us. The ebb and flow, the harmonies and dissonance — the music happens, whether or not we describe it. A story is not a line; it is a richer thing, one that circles and eddies, rises and falls, repeats upon itself.
To be sixty-five was to know that you dreamed the lazy lunch beneath the plane trees and window shopping along the Croisette, but that death was what was real; to be thirty-two, as Chloe was, meant you could still pretend the inverse was true. And still, why not, for the afternoon, dream?