This book is incredible and I really hope I do it the justice it deserves with this review! If I could write half as beautifully as Mike, I'd be writing books instead of reviewing them! 😉 Reading anything by Mike just makes you feel all warm and cozy inside, like coming home on a cold day, sitting in your favourite armchair, all wrapped up in your favourite hoodie and slippers, full of anticipation and excitement for what's to come! And he NEVER disappoints….Ever!! 💜 Always a beautifully poetic narrative, drawing out the hidden horrors within and keeping you entranced throughout. The descriptions, imagery, sights, sounds and smells all hit you full force in the face, creating an atmospheric mind movie for your soul.
A chance encounter at a gas station ends in a relationship, the wonder and elation of love felt for real for the first time is told, as is the fear of it being reciprocated and equally, of it not being reciprocated. Fraught with anxiety, the MC has regular episodes of blacking out and hallucinating. Told in 'before' and 'after' chapters, the story jumps around a lot, but it is never confusing, it always makes sense and flows smoothly, brilliantly so.
A man slowly losing his grip on reality, his mind cracking, bit by bit, a man who never truly recovers from his loss and devastation, from the travesties of war and the dark side of his very own mind. When Candy becomes sick, it becomes a battle of wits for him to keep her with him. I love their relationship, from beginning to end, their love for each other, their total understanding of each other, their playfulness and private jokes!
This book is a terrifying trip into insanity, realisation, and of coming out on the other side, not unscathed, but reawakened almost, to what he must now do. And that ending! Woah! That ending hit HARD!
It's one of those books that you can't put down, (not that you'd want to either), because you need to know whats happening, you need the buzz it gives you, like a drug that has got a hold of you, you crave more and more, you know if you pick it up you're not going to stop until you've overdosed. But, you also don't want to pick it up because you don't want that feeling to ever end! The intrigue and suspense build steadily, and stealthily, throughout the story, pulling you along with it, completely captivating and enthralling, surreal and chilling. The tale unravels brilliantly, it's mesmerising and hypnotising. Utterly, beautifully addictive!
I am in awe of Mike's mind, this book has become one of my favourite books EVER!! Everyone needs to read this! Everyone! Its heartbreaking, soul destroying, thought provoking, emotional, beautiful, intense, psychologically powerful, poetic and just….fucking….incredible! This hits hard, so fucking hard, not just a punch to the gut but to your very soul. 💜 Like an exquisitely haunting fever dream. A true masterpiece. It moved me, massively. Affected me in a big way, and will stay with me for a long time, if not forever. Several times I was reminded a bit of King's Insomnia, one of my favourite King books ever, I've read it and re-read it several times over. This might just be my new Insomnia, one I'll pick up and re-read over and over too!
Why are you still here? Get your ass to Amazon right now, buy this book, read it, enjoy it, review it, and thank me later!! 💜