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444 pages, Paperback
First published November 8, 2023
I don’t need or want a white knight to sweep in and take care of me.” A chuckle left me at that comparison. “I’m no white knight, Miss Burke, as I’m sure you realized last night. I’m the dragon who guards the maiden in the keep and will swallow you whole if you try to escape me.
She was an intriguing mix of contradictions. Good and pure, and mercenary as hell.
“Have you ever been properly fucked?”
“Are you asking me if I’m a virgin? I’m twenty-six.” “I’m not talking about a little piece of inconvenient skin. I didn’t ask if you’d ever been pawed by some sucker who was punching above his weight. I meant have you ever been fucked properly… Have you ever seen stars behind your eyes while some lucky bastard pumped his cum into you? Have you ever come so hard, you forgot how to talk… how to breathe?”
“You can’t expect me to answer that,” she muttered.
“I don’t need you to, bambina; it’s obvious. But don’t worry...We’ll remedy that soon enough.”
“You tell me to let it go, and I don’t have to worry about paying the bills. Do you think seriously that’ll comfort me? A woman who has worked her entire life to be independent and free? You think I’ve just been waiting for a man like you to come along and save me?”
“I told you already that I’m no white knight, Charlotte. I’m the villain in your story, and no one is coming to cut you free from the belly of this beast. No one.”

the sky was shifting from dishwater gray to pale white, tinged with pink
this is my last fucking straw and my 13th reason. such a good way to end the year.
i’ve seen so many good reviews about this book, saying the age gap is well done. since i was in the mood for it, i started this shit, but let me say this…
y’all are liars!!!!!
this book started bad, continued bad and i guess i could say my experience ended badly as well.
╰┈➤ renato de santis is a mafia boss and when charlotte burke—a nursing student—finds herself in mafia’s business after assisting at the murder of her sister’s wannabe gangster bf. renato becomes immediately obsessed with her and offers her a deal: marrying him and carrying his kids, in exchange of protection for both her and her sister.
this man is bloody mental. and don’t you dare tell me it’s hot when a man force you to do things. IT’S NOT!!!!! his povs were fucking mental as well.
let me share a sneak peak of his inner monologue:
”The thought of sinking into Charlotte and ordering her to bounce on my lap while I worked had my cum boiling in my balls. But it was the thought of my soon-to-be wife round with my baby, her nipples large and her breasts heavy with milk, that had me finishing against the wall in ribbon after ribbon of white, coming so hard my balls ached a little in the aftermath.
I turned to look at him. The sight was absolutely terrifying. He was wearing a sterile glove and had a case of medical instruments set out on the bedside table.
“What are you doing?” I panicked.
“Nothing you didn’t already expect,” he said and dropped something into a metal dish. It landed with a clink. I thought of that sharp prick that had woken me up, the pain just above my elbow. There was only one thing there.
“My birth control implant,” I guessed. “You removed it.”
“Of course I removed it.” He snapped off the glove and balled it up. He then wrapped a stretchy bandage around my upper arm, securing it just tight enough to seal the small incision he’d have made to remove the implant. I’d removed enough of them to know the procedure well.
“You don’t need it anymore,” he continued.