I found it very difficult to write about my wasted life and all the stupid decisions I made, but if it helps even one person to not go down the roads I traveled it was worth writing. If I could turn my life around I believe anyone can. Because all you have to do is believe in yourself and just take small steps and things start changing almost like magic. I was Atheist my entire life until I wrote this book and realized God had been with me my entire life, because although I didn't believe in him, he believed in me.