5 stars is not enough for this book.
At 25% in, I immediately went and purchased a paperback copy. I NEVER do that before I finish a book, I reserve my paperback purchases for books that I will reread or have touched me deeply. This one is both. It is my precious, and I both want to have it on display as a prized collection item, and carry it with me everywhere.
I was really nervous about writing this review, because I feel like nothing I could say would do it justice, it is so amazing, so fantastic, I can’t even express in words how much I loved it! 😭 It reached something in me, deep into the darkest corners of my soul, and brought them to light in a warm, horny hug. I have a huge praise/daddy/little kink. Big time. And this book made me feel so seen.
When I think about this book, I feel so much emotion. The same way I felt about Ice Planet Barbarians the first time I read it. It just was everything I needed and then some. This book healed me through the pages, on so many levels. Julianna’s mom is very similar to my mom, a psycho bitch, that would use her daughter to get what she wants, and reading about the struggles and triumphs, seeing someone else have almost word for word experiences, I always find incredibly cathartic.
I loved Jules. I loved that everything she did wasn’t perfect, and sometimes it wasn’t pretty. sometimes she was petty, sometimes she had emotions she didn’t know what to do with, and that was just so real. Her struggles with trust and relying on people just touched me deep, bullseye, to the heart. I loved seeing an empowered sex worker who loved her job, and then fall in love with the ULTIMATE daddy gargoyle 🥵.
TITAN. WAS. PERFECTION. I was a big fan of the tv show Gargoyles, and have the DVDs that I still watch to this day. When I tell you this book was a balm to my soullllllllll! Titan was the perfect daddy, but he was also complex and tortured, with the world on his shoulders. God I was pissed at the witches that made him- how torturous to create a being that would be beholden to the pull of an intense magical item. And then to give this being the ability to have wants, desires, beyond the pull, but still be a prisoner to it? It’s practically like a drug. This just seems incredibly cruel to me. But GAH the angst! I loved it 🫠.
I loved reading about these two imperfect and complex souls, and see them find each other in an unconventional way. This is going to be a reread for me for sure, and obviously the paperback is on its way here to be added to my peen collection 😈💚.
👽🍆😈