Bryony Rosehurst is the writer who keeps me warm in the winter.
It's funny, because I didn't really vibe with fantasy for the longest time, but Bryony brings all the softness and character chemistry of genre romance to a speculative setting, and I'm there, I'm with her, I'll read anything she writes. I didn't know what I needed but Bryony did, and that is the perfect fantasy of an enormous half-skeleton Norse goddess to thirst over.
This book is short but exactly as long as it needs to be, a perfectly constructed fantasy romance about a lost queer woman thrust into an unexpected afterlife, a fiercely protective goddess of death who keeps her promises, and a fateful crisis of nature.
Maeve and Hel are clearly perfect for each other. Their attraction, both emotional and physical, is palpable. Their curiosity about each other wins over their initial fear and confusion, and their willingness to engage and understand and learn are the beating heart of this book. I loved their connection and I loved their resolution, with all its twists. There is depth in their conversations that is so satisfying to explore and resolve.
Thematically, there is so much to talk about in this book. How interesting is the idea of an immortal goddess of death who strives to give mortal warriors a peaceful afterlife and yet must grapple with her mortal lover's grief at her own passing? This book, with all its discussion of death and the CHOICE to persist beyond mortal understanding, feels in some ways like a disability narrative. Maeve exhibits the grief and longing I feel when I think about how I used to live. Hel is irreversibly scarred, outcast, lonely, yet admirable in the life she has created, the afterlives she sustains, her devotion to a cause she only half understands. There is an attention always to how their bodies feel (physically), and how their bodies make them feel (emotionally). It is intriguing. I want to read essays about disability narratives in fiction about afterlife and mortality. Any recs?
And then there is the theme of belonging. Maeve never felt like she belonged or had a clear path. So it is difficult for her to even conceive that she might have a place in Hel's kingdom, so removed in time and space from what she knows. Hel reiterates again and again that Maeve does belong in her kingdom, she CAN belong; Hel WILLS it so. Until a twist of fate (no spoilers) throws everything into doubt. What if Maeve doesn't want to belong to what Hel offers? I have such FEELINGS about this section because as attractive as it is for a goddess to tell me I belong to her, I really like how Hel shifted her perspective and waited for Maeve to make her own choices.
All in all, this might be my favourite I've read of Bryony's works so far. I'd certainly read other books in the same universe or with the same characters. Alternatively, I'm sure this one will be a periodic reread.