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Neither Out Far Nor In Deep
Seventeen-year-old Kadeem is suspended after yet another fight at school. Frustrated, his single mother takes him to her native island, St. Kitts, where she leaves him with her father. Away from his video games and distracting city life, Kadeem must either sink or swim in his new environment. Neither Out Far Nor in Deep, explores Kadeem’s peculiar journey in his mother’s homeland with an even more peculiar man sporting a heavy Caribbean accent. While navigating his new environment, Kadeem connects to his roots in a way he could not in the city.
- GenresYoung AdultComing Of Age
200 pages, Paperback
Published January 24, 2023
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August 7, 2025
I hands down loved this one! It hooked me from the very first sentence and didn’t let go—I legit couldn’t stop listening! I was like, Kadeemmm, what did you do?! And where is your momma taking you?! 👀
This is a powerful coming-of-age story about a troubled teen who desperately needs structure and discipline to get through life’s chaos. And y’all… the characters?? You’re gonna LOVE them—especially Grandad! He stole the show for me. If you’re into emotionally gripping stories with heart, don’t sleep on this one. 🔥
Thank you to Leah for my gifted audiobook for an honest review!
This is a powerful coming-of-age story about a troubled teen who desperately needs structure and discipline to get through life’s chaos. And y’all… the characters?? You’re gonna LOVE them—especially Grandad! He stole the show for me. If you’re into emotionally gripping stories with heart, don’t sleep on this one. 🔥
Thank you to Leah for my gifted audiobook for an honest review!
July 5, 2024
Teen novel about a boy from Orlando, Florida, thrust into a very different life in his mother’s island hometown.
June 16, 2022
"Many times we don't need something until we lack it."
Neither Out Far Nor in Deep by Leah T. Williams was the heartwarming #ReadCaribbean read I needed to kick off this month. It's a story that is familiar in that it's about a teenager getting into trouble, who gets sent to St. Kitts to stay with his grandfather and get his act together. The opening scenes leap right into action and set the stage for what is to come.
Williams does a fantastic job of capturing today's teenager in Kadeem, who is so far removed from the Caribbean life. I found myself cracking up at the things that would fly out of Kadeem's mouth. Watching him adjust to Caribbean life felt realistic and the story had a very modern feel.
I loved the depiction of life in St. Kitts from the language to the food and other aspects of culture. The relationship that developed between Kadeem and his grandfather won me over. I loved their back and forth banter and how Granddad taught him lessons through old sayings typical to St. Kitts. Their organic evolution was so beautiful to experience.
Even though the story was light hearted Williams managed to cover some great themes such as culture clash, challenges of adolescence, coming of age, the disconnect with traditional healthcare systems, found family, positive male Black role models, and the importance of grandparents for social support. It also touched on the lack of resources for Black males deemed to be "troubled" in the school system. It was also refreshing to see a friendship where one isn't afraid to challenge their friend to do better and to recognize their privilege. This one would be a great addition to school libraries and for those wanting an escape to the Caribbean that will feel like home.
Neither Out Far Nor in Deep by Leah T. Williams was the heartwarming #ReadCaribbean read I needed to kick off this month. It's a story that is familiar in that it's about a teenager getting into trouble, who gets sent to St. Kitts to stay with his grandfather and get his act together. The opening scenes leap right into action and set the stage for what is to come.
Williams does a fantastic job of capturing today's teenager in Kadeem, who is so far removed from the Caribbean life. I found myself cracking up at the things that would fly out of Kadeem's mouth. Watching him adjust to Caribbean life felt realistic and the story had a very modern feel.
I loved the depiction of life in St. Kitts from the language to the food and other aspects of culture. The relationship that developed between Kadeem and his grandfather won me over. I loved their back and forth banter and how Granddad taught him lessons through old sayings typical to St. Kitts. Their organic evolution was so beautiful to experience.
Even though the story was light hearted Williams managed to cover some great themes such as culture clash, challenges of adolescence, coming of age, the disconnect with traditional healthcare systems, found family, positive male Black role models, and the importance of grandparents for social support. It also touched on the lack of resources for Black males deemed to be "troubled" in the school system. It was also refreshing to see a friendship where one isn't afraid to challenge their friend to do better and to recognize their privilege. This one would be a great addition to school libraries and for those wanting an escape to the Caribbean that will feel like home.
May 13, 2022
This book was written by my son's Language Arts teacher. It was great! The characters are so well-developed and you'll absolutely fall in love with the grandfather. And the setting... you can picture yourself in St. Kitts. I couldn't put this book down. Such a heartwarming story - I laughed, I cried... 100% recommend!!
July 31, 2025
I loved everything about this YA coming-of-age story. Seventeen-year-old Kadeem Johnson is sent to live in St. Kitts with a grandfather he barely knows because he can’t seem to stay out of trouble at school. Stories with grandparents really tug at my heart strings and this novel was no different. The wisdom we gain from older generations is at times priceless.
@dsmith925 narrates the audiobook and I want to beg him to please narrate more! His voice is AMAZING. His accents were spot on and music to my ears.
@dsmith925 narrates the audiobook and I want to beg him to please narrate more! His voice is AMAZING. His accents were spot on and music to my ears.
October 19, 2025
3.5 ⭐️ – A beautifully written coming-of-age story that’s rich in culture, but left me wanting more from the emotional arcs
First off, thank you to Leah T. Williams for reaching out and sharing this book with me. I truly appreciate the chance to read it, even though it took me a bit longer than I’d hoped (life got in the way!). That said, I’m really glad I took the time to sit with this story.
Neither Out Far Nor In Deep is a quiet, introspective coming-of-age novel that centers around a young boy growing up within a unique cultural and familial landscape. It touches on identity, abandonment, generational trauma, and what it means to find your place when the people who should guide you feel out of reach. The writing is clean, lyrical at times, and very intentional. You can tell Williams knows her characters and the world they inhabit — especially in how she weaves in language, food, and local nuance. That cultural layer was one of the most engaging parts for me. I loved how naturally it was integrated into the narrative without ever feeling forced or overly explained.
The first two-thirds of the book really worked. The pacing felt right, the characters were grounded, and the story slowly built its emotional weight. I found the main character relatable and easy to root for, especially as he tried to make sense of his place in a family that felt fractured. There’s a softness to how Williams writes grief, longing, and generational disconnect that gave the novel a quiet power.
Where I struggled was with the final act. The ending felt too short, especially after all the careful buildup. I really wanted to see more of the relationship between the boy and his mother — not just the impact of her absence, but the complexity of her presence. Her sudden return near the end, seemingly motivated more by concern for her father than her son, was emotionally jarring. I had a hard time understanding her motivations, especially since she was raised by the same man she left her son with. Her emotional distance didn’t feel fully explored, and I kept hoping for more from her arc — a reckoning, a conversation, something to show her inner conflict.
I also felt the story could’ve benefited from more length overall. There were emotional threads that felt left hanging: the mother’s backstory, her internal struggle, the son’s feelings about her departure and return. I didn’t need everything to be tied up neatly, but I wanted more time with these characters — more space to feel what they were going through, not just observe it.
And to be completely transparent: coming-of-age stories aren’t always my favorite. I tend to gravitate toward darker romance or romantasy, so I may not have connected with this one as deeply as someone who loves character-driven, slice-of-life literary fiction. That’s not a fault of the author — just a personal taste thing. Still, the fact that I enjoyed it as much as I did despite that says a lot about Williams’ writing.
Final thoughts:
If you enjoy quiet, culturally grounded stories that explore identity and intergenerational relationships, this is worth picking up. It’s introspective, well-written, and emotionally resonant, even if it doesn’t answer every question it raises. I just wish there had been a bit more — more pages, more depth to the mother-son dynamic, and a more emotionally satisfying conclusion.
Definitely a strong debut, and I’ll be curious to see what Leah T. Williams writes next.
First off, thank you to Leah T. Williams for reaching out and sharing this book with me. I truly appreciate the chance to read it, even though it took me a bit longer than I’d hoped (life got in the way!). That said, I’m really glad I took the time to sit with this story.
Neither Out Far Nor In Deep is a quiet, introspective coming-of-age novel that centers around a young boy growing up within a unique cultural and familial landscape. It touches on identity, abandonment, generational trauma, and what it means to find your place when the people who should guide you feel out of reach. The writing is clean, lyrical at times, and very intentional. You can tell Williams knows her characters and the world they inhabit — especially in how she weaves in language, food, and local nuance. That cultural layer was one of the most engaging parts for me. I loved how naturally it was integrated into the narrative without ever feeling forced or overly explained.
The first two-thirds of the book really worked. The pacing felt right, the characters were grounded, and the story slowly built its emotional weight. I found the main character relatable and easy to root for, especially as he tried to make sense of his place in a family that felt fractured. There’s a softness to how Williams writes grief, longing, and generational disconnect that gave the novel a quiet power.
Where I struggled was with the final act. The ending felt too short, especially after all the careful buildup. I really wanted to see more of the relationship between the boy and his mother — not just the impact of her absence, but the complexity of her presence. Her sudden return near the end, seemingly motivated more by concern for her father than her son, was emotionally jarring. I had a hard time understanding her motivations, especially since she was raised by the same man she left her son with. Her emotional distance didn’t feel fully explored, and I kept hoping for more from her arc — a reckoning, a conversation, something to show her inner conflict.
I also felt the story could’ve benefited from more length overall. There were emotional threads that felt left hanging: the mother’s backstory, her internal struggle, the son’s feelings about her departure and return. I didn’t need everything to be tied up neatly, but I wanted more time with these characters — more space to feel what they were going through, not just observe it.
And to be completely transparent: coming-of-age stories aren’t always my favorite. I tend to gravitate toward darker romance or romantasy, so I may not have connected with this one as deeply as someone who loves character-driven, slice-of-life literary fiction. That’s not a fault of the author — just a personal taste thing. Still, the fact that I enjoyed it as much as I did despite that says a lot about Williams’ writing.
Final thoughts:
If you enjoy quiet, culturally grounded stories that explore identity and intergenerational relationships, this is worth picking up. It’s introspective, well-written, and emotionally resonant, even if it doesn’t answer every question it raises. I just wish there had been a bit more — more pages, more depth to the mother-son dynamic, and a more emotionally satisfying conclusion.
Definitely a strong debut, and I’ll be curious to see what Leah T. Williams writes next.
August 17, 2022
“𝙈𝙖𝙣𝙮 𝙩𝙞𝙢𝙚𝙨 𝙬𝙚 𝙙𝙤𝙣’𝙩 𝙣𝙚𝙚𝙙 𝙨𝙤𝙢𝙚𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙪𝙣𝙩𝙞𝙡 𝙬𝙚 𝙡𝙖𝙘𝙠 𝙞𝙩.“
This story was extremely relatable!! My mom used to threaten to send me to Haiti all the time if I couldn’t get my behavior together lol & I always feared her just sending me without me knowing what’s happening like poor Kadeem. 😂 He was such a funny character and I loved reading about him and his grandfathers interactions especially them at the beach where Kadeem was learning to swim. 💀
One thing I loved about this story was the strong message of what it means to have a community that looks out for each other. I loved and appreciated the character development & growth of the MC, Kadeem. You could tell that he really did mature and was trying his best to just do better. I grew to really love him and found that I was invested in seeing what happened to him next. His mom bothered me a lot in the beginning of the story because I wish she would’ve just spoken to him when she brought him over to St. Kitts before leaving him but as a mother myself I can understand just feeling like you’re at you’re at the end of the rope with your kids when you don’t see any change in them. Overall, I really enjoyed this book!
This story was extremely relatable!! My mom used to threaten to send me to Haiti all the time if I couldn’t get my behavior together lol & I always feared her just sending me without me knowing what’s happening like poor Kadeem. 😂 He was such a funny character and I loved reading about him and his grandfathers interactions especially them at the beach where Kadeem was learning to swim. 💀
One thing I loved about this story was the strong message of what it means to have a community that looks out for each other. I loved and appreciated the character development & growth of the MC, Kadeem. You could tell that he really did mature and was trying his best to just do better. I grew to really love him and found that I was invested in seeing what happened to him next. His mom bothered me a lot in the beginning of the story because I wish she would’ve just spoken to him when she brought him over to St. Kitts before leaving him but as a mother myself I can understand just feeling like you’re at you’re at the end of the rope with your kids when you don’t see any change in them. Overall, I really enjoyed this book!
July 7, 2025
Seventeen year old Kadeem Johnson is constantly in trouble at school. When he is suspended again for fighting, his mother Gwen has finally reached the end of her tether. She drags him off to the airport where they board a flight to the country of her birth, St Kitts. Being unceremoniously dumped at his grandfather’s home, Kadeem is in shock at the difference between life here and what he is used to in Orlando. Can Kadeem survive this new way of life away from his video games and takeaway food, or it will it all be too much?
I loved this YA coming of age story! From Kadeem’s initial thoughts and reactions to his grandfather and this island, we are shown St Kitts through the eyes of an outsider. The heat, the lack of amenities that Kadeem had always taken for granted, even the expectations about uniform at his school. I could really empathise with Kadeem being thrust into this new place completely out of his comfort zone.
I loved his grandfather’s tough love approach though and his expectations of Kadeem. From catching their own food and washing his own uniform, Kadeem had to become more independent and start to have a better understanding of himself and those around him.
I also loved the character of Tessa. She was so welcoming and warmhearted and really helped Kadeem look at his circumstances differently.
Neither Out Far Nor In Deep was a heartfelt and emotional read. There were some moments that had me laughing out loud, especially the early scenes with Kadeem and his grandfather. There were other parts that tugged at my heart and had me reaching for the tissues.
If you enjoy emotional coming of age stories, especially in a gorgeous island setting, then this one is for you. I highly recommend the audiobook narrated by Derrick Butts.
I loved this YA coming of age story! From Kadeem’s initial thoughts and reactions to his grandfather and this island, we are shown St Kitts through the eyes of an outsider. The heat, the lack of amenities that Kadeem had always taken for granted, even the expectations about uniform at his school. I could really empathise with Kadeem being thrust into this new place completely out of his comfort zone.
I loved his grandfather’s tough love approach though and his expectations of Kadeem. From catching their own food and washing his own uniform, Kadeem had to become more independent and start to have a better understanding of himself and those around him.
I also loved the character of Tessa. She was so welcoming and warmhearted and really helped Kadeem look at his circumstances differently.
Neither Out Far Nor In Deep was a heartfelt and emotional read. There were some moments that had me laughing out loud, especially the early scenes with Kadeem and his grandfather. There were other parts that tugged at my heart and had me reaching for the tissues.
If you enjoy emotional coming of age stories, especially in a gorgeous island setting, then this one is for you. I highly recommend the audiobook narrated by Derrick Butts.
November 19, 2025
Recommended: sure
For a look at life in St. Kitt's, for a character who does a total 180 flip in attitude, for a story about growth and connection. Not for dramatic plot points or energy moving a big story
Thoughts:
Since I listened to this as an audiobook, big props to the narrator. He did great with the voices and accents, making them distinct enough to be clear who was talking but not overdoing it with accents or genders. There was a lot of nuance too, even showing Kadeem's mom's accent changing when she's more frazzled / angry / emotional in general was impressive and added a great layer of depth that felt so engaging. I think the literal voice of the location was incredibly important, and being able to hear it spoken aloud connected me more to the setting than if I had just been reading the words in my own brain, in my own "voice."
This story is all about growth, and I love that there's just a single moment when Kadeem "changes" or has a realization of how much better things are for him in the new place. His attitude and actions just slowly start changing, until he's demanding to stay instead of demanding to leave. It made the growth feel very natural and believable, and also made me laugh fondly a bit at him for how he didn't even seem to acknowledge the change himself.
Also nailed the frustrating ignorance and entitlement he had at the start. About his family, about the world, and even about himself: he had a lot to learn. There were definitely some moments that stressed me out and made me want to bonk this kid on the head, but then again, I've known for a long time I'm not naturally maternal. xD
One aspect I didn't expect in this was the depiction of his mother's absolute wit's end breakdown. She wasn't even just mad at the point where she takes him to her father. She is just wrecked. She has no idea what to do, raising a kid on her own with very little support or time. Seeing this piece of motherhood isn't one I've seen much in novels and feels almost like it would be taboo to talk about for a lot of people. But it's never that she doesn't love him; it's just that she cannot do any more and needs help, and needs to take care of herself as well before she can give any more energy to him. I thought it was handled very tenderly, though from his perspective of course he's incredibly hurt by what feels like her giving up on him and dumping him on someone else.
The connections he makes with people at his school, his grandad, and just his environment were so healing. I loved watching him slowly take his guard down and let love in -- and out! He was no longer so afraid to be himself and to like things, finally cutting away that teenager defense that liking things is lame somehow.
Overall I appreciated seeing this tiny slice of St. Kitt's, a place I knew nothing about prior to this, as well as the characters in the story itself. The story accomplishes just what seems to be intended, and illustrates the place well. Sometimes I had to hold back my annoyance at the character, but that's probably a realistic depiction of him as a sassy city boy, too. 😅
Thanks to Librarything and the author for a free copy. This is my honest review!
For a look at life in St. Kitt's, for a character who does a total 180 flip in attitude, for a story about growth and connection. Not for dramatic plot points or energy moving a big story
Thoughts:
Since I listened to this as an audiobook, big props to the narrator. He did great with the voices and accents, making them distinct enough to be clear who was talking but not overdoing it with accents or genders. There was a lot of nuance too, even showing Kadeem's mom's accent changing when she's more frazzled / angry / emotional in general was impressive and added a great layer of depth that felt so engaging. I think the literal voice of the location was incredibly important, and being able to hear it spoken aloud connected me more to the setting than if I had just been reading the words in my own brain, in my own "voice."
This story is all about growth, and I love that there's just a single moment when Kadeem "changes" or has a realization of how much better things are for him in the new place. His attitude and actions just slowly start changing, until he's demanding to stay instead of demanding to leave. It made the growth feel very natural and believable, and also made me laugh fondly a bit at him for how he didn't even seem to acknowledge the change himself.
Also nailed the frustrating ignorance and entitlement he had at the start. About his family, about the world, and even about himself: he had a lot to learn. There were definitely some moments that stressed me out and made me want to bonk this kid on the head, but then again, I've known for a long time I'm not naturally maternal. xD
One aspect I didn't expect in this was the depiction of his mother's absolute wit's end breakdown. She wasn't even just mad at the point where she takes him to her father. She is just wrecked. She has no idea what to do, raising a kid on her own with very little support or time. Seeing this piece of motherhood isn't one I've seen much in novels and feels almost like it would be taboo to talk about for a lot of people. But it's never that she doesn't love him; it's just that she cannot do any more and needs help, and needs to take care of herself as well before she can give any more energy to him. I thought it was handled very tenderly, though from his perspective of course he's incredibly hurt by what feels like her giving up on him and dumping him on someone else.
The connections he makes with people at his school, his grandad, and just his environment were so healing. I loved watching him slowly take his guard down and let love in -- and out! He was no longer so afraid to be himself and to like things, finally cutting away that teenager defense that liking things is lame somehow.
Overall I appreciated seeing this tiny slice of St. Kitt's, a place I knew nothing about prior to this, as well as the characters in the story itself. The story accomplishes just what seems to be intended, and illustrates the place well. Sometimes I had to hold back my annoyance at the character, but that's probably a realistic depiction of him as a sassy city boy, too. 😅
Thanks to Librarything and the author for a free copy. This is my honest review!
July 15, 2025
From the moment the novel opens, with a school suspension and an impromptu flight to a country Kadeem barely knows, Neither Out Far Nor In Deep grabs you. Williams has produced here the kind of 'coming of age' story that’s rich in place, voice, and emotional depth. I listened to the audiobook in one stretch, completely swept up in Kadeem’s journey.
After getting suspended from school for a fight he claims he didn’t start, 17-year-old Kadeem finds himself whisked away by his exhausted, overworked mother to her homeland of St. Kitts; there is no explanation and no time to argue. And just as suddenly, she’s gone again, back to the U.S., leaving him in the care of his grandfather. Stripped of his routines and distractions, no video games, no fast food, no air conditioning, no peer pressure. Kadeem is forced to adjust, reflect, and reconnect.
Derrick Butts does an exceptional job narrating Kadeem’s story. His portrayal of a modern, often smart-mouthed teenager felt natural. The emotional nuance Butts brings to Kadeem’s evolving relationship with his grandfather is especially well done: there’s warmth, tension, humour, and quiet transformation.
Leah T. Williams has written a heartfelt and vivid novel. The sensory descriptions of life in St. Kitts: the heat, the food, the rhythm of daily life are well rendered and beyond atmosphere, what truly stands out is the emotional core of the story: the intergenerational bond between a grandson and grandfather, and the journey of self-discovery Kadeem undergoes. I especially appreciated how the book explored the challenges Black boys face in being labeled “troubled,” and how the answer, often, isn’t punishment but patience and presence. The scenes between Kadeem and his grandfather felt deeply real: their banter, the local wisdom passed down, the silences. It reminded me how much can be healed when we slow down and listen.
Neither Out Far Nor In Deep is not a new story, but one that is wholesome, thought-provoking, and beautifully narrated. It offers a much-needed window into Black Caribbean life and the power of intergenerational healing. #pudseyrecommends
Thank you to the author for the advance listening copy.
After getting suspended from school for a fight he claims he didn’t start, 17-year-old Kadeem finds himself whisked away by his exhausted, overworked mother to her homeland of St. Kitts; there is no explanation and no time to argue. And just as suddenly, she’s gone again, back to the U.S., leaving him in the care of his grandfather. Stripped of his routines and distractions, no video games, no fast food, no air conditioning, no peer pressure. Kadeem is forced to adjust, reflect, and reconnect.
Derrick Butts does an exceptional job narrating Kadeem’s story. His portrayal of a modern, often smart-mouthed teenager felt natural. The emotional nuance Butts brings to Kadeem’s evolving relationship with his grandfather is especially well done: there’s warmth, tension, humour, and quiet transformation.
Leah T. Williams has written a heartfelt and vivid novel. The sensory descriptions of life in St. Kitts: the heat, the food, the rhythm of daily life are well rendered and beyond atmosphere, what truly stands out is the emotional core of the story: the intergenerational bond between a grandson and grandfather, and the journey of self-discovery Kadeem undergoes. I especially appreciated how the book explored the challenges Black boys face in being labeled “troubled,” and how the answer, often, isn’t punishment but patience and presence. The scenes between Kadeem and his grandfather felt deeply real: their banter, the local wisdom passed down, the silences. It reminded me how much can be healed when we slow down and listen.
Neither Out Far Nor In Deep is not a new story, but one that is wholesome, thought-provoking, and beautifully narrated. It offers a much-needed window into Black Caribbean life and the power of intergenerational healing. #pudseyrecommends
Thank you to the author for the advance listening copy.
October 30, 2025
I really enjoyed this book, I almost sent Leah a bill for emotional damage if something had happened to grandad, 'cause he's my grandad now. I honestly wasn't excepting the ending. It's a true coming of age and finding your place type story with a feel good ending.
Kadeem started off like I know an adolescent boy raised in America to be.... selfish, vain, and arrogant. Taking no accountability and blaming others for his misfortunes. I heard it throughout the book in his internal justification/reasoning for his behavior. Being able to see himself through the eyes of his grandad, ma, and friend Tess taught him how to reflect and realize life is about the choices you make.
I enjoyed experiencing the culture shock with him in his life in St Kit. I low key wanna try a spicy meat patty to see if I can take the heat, and a sea apple as good as grandad made it sound.
I gotta say I thought the budding relationship between Kadeem and Tess was very wholesome as well. Leah's got a good grasp at those early days of liking someone to having a crush. BUT ALSO I just know between the lines there was something there before with ma and the headmaster. 👀 Perhaps a prequel spinoff?????? 😜
Kadeem started off like I know an adolescent boy raised in America to be.... selfish, vain, and arrogant. Taking no accountability and blaming others for his misfortunes. I heard it throughout the book in his internal justification/reasoning for his behavior. Being able to see himself through the eyes of his grandad, ma, and friend Tess taught him how to reflect and realize life is about the choices you make.
I enjoyed experiencing the culture shock with him in his life in St Kit. I low key wanna try a spicy meat patty to see if I can take the heat, and a sea apple as good as grandad made it sound.
I gotta say I thought the budding relationship between Kadeem and Tess was very wholesome as well. Leah's got a good grasp at those early days of liking someone to having a crush. BUT ALSO I just know between the lines there was something there before with ma and the headmaster. 👀 Perhaps a prequel spinoff?????? 😜
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September 3, 2025
Loved this coming of age story of a young troubled teenage boy named Kadeem being sent by his overwhelmed mother to live with his granddad on St. Kitts in the Caribbean. Kadeem was getting suspended from school on a regular basis and when his mother finally hits the roof and sends him off to his grandfathers he just can't quite believe it. Things are so different in St. Kitts than Orlando and Kadeem is sure his mother will be back for him soon, he's sure she must really be missing him at home. But as time goes by and Kadeem begins to make friends at his new school and bond with his feisty grandfather his perception begins to change and he grows to love his new life. When the chance comes for him to actually return to Orlando he refuses as he has bonded so well with his grandfather and his new life. I totally enjoyed this story, it is funny, touching, serious and playful with several life lessons thrown in for good measure. I was able to listen to a ARC audio version of this book and the narrator was excellent. It was delightful. Highly recommended. 5 stars.
October 6, 2025
⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️(5/5)
Format: Audiobook via Spotify
Genre: Literary fiction
Series: standalone
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Thank you so much to the author for kindly providing me with a Spotify code to listen to her audiobook in exchange for an honest review.
Neither Out Far Nor In Deep follows Kadeem, a 17-year-old boy suspended once again for fighting. Fed up with his behavior, Kadeem’s mother decides it’s time for a change—she packs his bags and takes him to St. Kitts, the Caribbean island where she grew up. There, she leaves Kadeem in the care of his grandfather, hoping that time away from city life will give him a new perspective and help him reconnect with his roots.
I absolutely loved this audiobook. I felt so connected to Kadeem’s journey, and as an immigrant myself, I deeply related to his struggles and realizations. The story beautifully captures the contrast between life in America—fast, easy, and convenient—and the slower, more intentional pace of island life. Seeing Kadeem learn about hard work, community, and the value of simplicity truly touched me. This book made me nostalgic and homesick in the best way possible.
Williams’ writing is captivating and heartfelt, and her storytelling feels both intimate and universal. She effortlessly keeps readers engaged, and by the end, I found myself craving more. Watching Kadeem grow, emotionally and spiritually, was such a rewarding experience.
A touching and meaningful story about identity, family, and self-discovery, Neither Out Far Nor In Deep is a must-read for anyone who’s ever felt caught between two worlds.
Format: Audiobook via Spotify
Genre: Literary fiction
Series: standalone
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Thank you so much to the author for kindly providing me with a Spotify code to listen to her audiobook in exchange for an honest review.
Neither Out Far Nor In Deep follows Kadeem, a 17-year-old boy suspended once again for fighting. Fed up with his behavior, Kadeem’s mother decides it’s time for a change—she packs his bags and takes him to St. Kitts, the Caribbean island where she grew up. There, she leaves Kadeem in the care of his grandfather, hoping that time away from city life will give him a new perspective and help him reconnect with his roots.
I absolutely loved this audiobook. I felt so connected to Kadeem’s journey, and as an immigrant myself, I deeply related to his struggles and realizations. The story beautifully captures the contrast between life in America—fast, easy, and convenient—and the slower, more intentional pace of island life. Seeing Kadeem learn about hard work, community, and the value of simplicity truly touched me. This book made me nostalgic and homesick in the best way possible.
Williams’ writing is captivating and heartfelt, and her storytelling feels both intimate and universal. She effortlessly keeps readers engaged, and by the end, I found myself craving more. Watching Kadeem grow, emotionally and spiritually, was such a rewarding experience.
A touching and meaningful story about identity, family, and self-discovery, Neither Out Far Nor In Deep is a must-read for anyone who’s ever felt caught between two worlds.
October 20, 2025
This was such a heartfelt, unexpected gem of a book. I went in thinking I’d get a typical coming-of-age story and ended up completely swept away by the island setting, the emotional depth, and the growth of the main character.
Kadeem is a teenager who gets sent to live with his grandpa in St. Kitts after getting in trouble (again) and wow, talk about a wake-up call! No video games etc. Just the ocean, a quiet house, and a grandpa who doesn’t say much but definitely sees everything. 😂
Watching Kadeem struggle, adapt, and start to open up was honestly so beautiful. You can really feel the shift between who he was and who he’s becoming. It’s raw and real without being overly dramatic. And the way the book slowly reveals his family history and connection to the island? SO good!
🎧 The audiobook? 10/10.
Seriously, if you’re into audiobooks, this one’s a winner. The narrator brings so much richness to the story. I highly recommend listening if you can!
Kadeem is a teenager who gets sent to live with his grandpa in St. Kitts after getting in trouble (again) and wow, talk about a wake-up call! No video games etc. Just the ocean, a quiet house, and a grandpa who doesn’t say much but definitely sees everything. 😂
Watching Kadeem struggle, adapt, and start to open up was honestly so beautiful. You can really feel the shift between who he was and who he’s becoming. It’s raw and real without being overly dramatic. And the way the book slowly reveals his family history and connection to the island? SO good!
🎧 The audiobook? 10/10.
Seriously, if you’re into audiobooks, this one’s a winner. The narrator brings so much richness to the story. I highly recommend listening if you can!
June 30, 2022
This is an excellent book written by someone with a Caribbean heritage who has migrated to the United States and is having a severe disconnect raising a son under the American Cultural constraints. Her son’s continual misbehavior finally pushes her over the edge, and she ships him off to St. Kitts to live with his grandfather, where he not only experiences culture shock but struggles with both his mother’s abandonment and adapting to living among the Caribbean people. As someone who grew up in the Caribbean (Jamaica), I can verify the authenticity of the protagonist experiences being 10% genuine with regards to school and his interactions with the natives. It’s a great book and highly recommend it to all readers.
February 26, 2025
I loved this story about a young man going through change, having new experiences in a foreign world and gaining a new perspective on life. Sometimes a forced change through tough love is exactly what we need! I really enjoyed how descriptive the author was in every scene, sharing all thoughts and details, it made me feel as if I was there with the boy the entire time. It was heartfelt, comical, and compelling. The narrator was also very engaging and skilled in his expression and accents, it was very pleasant and easy to listen to. I highly recommend this book to anyone looking for a little adventure and inspiration; for a story that shows the importance of slowing down in life and all the lessons and beauty that come from it.
August 28, 2025
Kadeem got suspended again so — at the end of her rope — his mom sent him to live for a year with her dad, his granddad, on their home island of St. Kitts.
Love:
1. I love the characters! From the loving but frazzled mom, to the firm but fair granddad, to kind and interesting side characters, to one of the best written teenage main characters I have ever read in my life — they all feel genuine and complex, and we care deeply about them all.
2. I love the understated, mature writing style. It’s gentle and intense, emotional and soothing, detailed and fast-paced.
3. I love how this book feels like a Love Letter to Saint Kitt’s — the island, the people, the culture. We fall in love with St. Kitts reading it!
Love:
1. I love the characters! From the loving but frazzled mom, to the firm but fair granddad, to kind and interesting side characters, to one of the best written teenage main characters I have ever read in my life — they all feel genuine and complex, and we care deeply about them all.
2. I love the understated, mature writing style. It’s gentle and intense, emotional and soothing, detailed and fast-paced.
3. I love how this book feels like a Love Letter to Saint Kitt’s — the island, the people, the culture. We fall in love with St. Kitts reading it!
August 18, 2022
Thank you to Goodreads for this e-book! I received this ebook in exchange for my honest review. This does not affect my views and all thoughts are my own.
Kareem, a troubled high school student has just gotten suspended from school for fighting. Again. At her wits end, his mother packs a bag and takes him to her father in her native St. Kitts - and leaves him there! Once the shock and indignation wear off, Kareem actually begins to enjoy himself and learns some valuable lessons from his grandfather along the way.
This was a quick, fun read. A little tough to get used to because the dialogue is written to show a heavy accent but I felt this really added to the charm of the novel
Kareem, a troubled high school student has just gotten suspended from school for fighting. Again. At her wits end, his mother packs a bag and takes him to her father in her native St. Kitts - and leaves him there! Once the shock and indignation wear off, Kareem actually begins to enjoy himself and learns some valuable lessons from his grandfather along the way.
This was a quick, fun read. A little tough to get used to because the dialogue is written to show a heavy accent but I felt this really added to the charm of the novel
October 25, 2025
first thank you Leah for giving me this audio book in exchange for an honest review! i love self discovery books. there is nothing like going through life and finding yourself. Kadeem thinking this as a punishment and then finding himself is incredible. Kadeem adapting to a new place and culture was so well done. Oh my goodness Grandad was great i loved him. we need more stories like this one. powerful stories that combine messages about serious topics with a good reading experience! Leah told a beautiful story. the writing and pace were incredible. the narrator was always incredible! i highly recommend this book!
July 9, 2022
Excellent 1st Novel!!!
As someone who was also partially raised by a grandad, who in many ways was similar to the one in the book (& in every way my hero), I really appreciate that part of the novel. I’m also a big fan of empowering young adults & like that in the end Kadeem got a say. As someone who also recently left Orlando to find my better self, that was completely relatable, & it was cool to learn things about St Kitts along the way!
As someone who was also partially raised by a grandad, who in many ways was similar to the one in the book (& in every way my hero), I really appreciate that part of the novel. I’m also a big fan of empowering young adults & like that in the end Kadeem got a say. As someone who also recently left Orlando to find my better self, that was completely relatable, & it was cool to learn things about St Kitts along the way!
October 16, 2024
It's a cute little read. It's not something I would typically pick up on my own, but I came across it at a Local Authors Fair back in June. I think it's worth reading; it's a quick, straightforward plot, and a little part of you gets attached to the characters. Honestly, the grandpa is a whole vibe. In my opinion, he makes the book.
June 7, 2025
I recieved a copy of the audiobook via a LibraryThing giveaway. A very wholesome coming of age story with great narration. The author did a great job of creating the voice of a teenage boy, and I think conveyed the emotions of the story and events so well through Kadeem's eyes.
July 16, 2025
✨ 4.75 (Rounded up to 5)⭐️ Book Review ✨
Neither Out Far Nor In Deep surprised me in the best way. This book follows a teen who is on a path of destruction and his mom makes a tough decision to take him to her homeland of the Caribbean, in hopes he can change his trajectory and find out who he is and who he can be.
It’s quiet, contemplative, and deeply emotional—but what truly hooked me was the grandad. He’s the kind of character that feels so real, you find yourself missing him after you turn the last page. Tender, wise, and full of quiet strength, he grounded the entire story for me. ❤️
I’ll be thinking about this one for a while. 📖
Thank you @kittiwriter1 for the audiobook! It was the perfect companion while I spent my day doing housework! The narrator was wonderful and made the characters even more real for me! At just about 4 hrs in length I was able to devour this all before lunch!
The only “down side” to this book is that I wanted more! I wanted to follow his story a bit longer, see how he transformed after a longer period of time. But is that really a down side? 🤷🏻♀️🤔
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Neither Out Far Nor In Deep surprised me in the best way. This book follows a teen who is on a path of destruction and his mom makes a tough decision to take him to her homeland of the Caribbean, in hopes he can change his trajectory and find out who he is and who he can be.
It’s quiet, contemplative, and deeply emotional—but what truly hooked me was the grandad. He’s the kind of character that feels so real, you find yourself missing him after you turn the last page. Tender, wise, and full of quiet strength, he grounded the entire story for me. ❤️
I’ll be thinking about this one for a while. 📖
Thank you @kittiwriter1 for the audiobook! It was the perfect companion while I spent my day doing housework! The narrator was wonderful and made the characters even more real for me! At just about 4 hrs in length I was able to devour this all before lunch!
The only “down side” to this book is that I wanted more! I wanted to follow his story a bit longer, see how he transformed after a longer period of time. But is that really a down side? 🤷🏻♀️🤔
#BookReview #NeitherOutFarNorInDeep #CurrentlyReading #BrunchAndBookClub #LiteraryFiction #GrandparentGoals #BookLover #EmotionalReads #SlowBurnReads #BookstagramRecs #AlmostFiveStars #QuietBooks #BookishThoughts
June 5, 2022
Great story and I could hear the grandfather's voice as I read his words.
August 26, 2023
3.0 stars
June 20, 2025
I loved it!!!
August 8, 2025
"Many times we don't need something until we lack it"
August 19, 2025
A lovely story. With heart felt m and funny moments.
November 19, 2025
Listen to this audiobook. It’s very pleasant to listen to learned a little bit about the Caribbean and what immigrants feel like in this country sometimes.
March 12, 2025
Dear Reader,
This book holds a special place in my heart, not just as my first literary venture, but as a window into the vibrant soul of St. Kitts. Within these pages, you'll find more than just a story – you'll discover the rhythm of our island life, the warmth of our people, and the rich tapestry of traditions that make our culture uniquely beautiful.
Writing this book has been a journey of love, allowing me to share a piece of my heritage with you. As you turn these pages, I hope you'll feel the gentle Caribbean breeze, hear the distant sound of steel pans, and taste the spice of our local cuisine through the words and scenes that unfold.
Whether you're familiar with St. Kitts or experiencing our culture for the first time, my wish is that this story welcomes you like a friend into our island community. Every character, every scene, and every moment has been crafted with deep appreciation for the place I call home.
Thank you for joining me on this adventure. May these words bring you joy, understanding, and a lasting connection to our corner of the Caribbean.
With warmth and gratitude,
Leah
This book holds a special place in my heart, not just as my first literary venture, but as a window into the vibrant soul of St. Kitts. Within these pages, you'll find more than just a story – you'll discover the rhythm of our island life, the warmth of our people, and the rich tapestry of traditions that make our culture uniquely beautiful.
Writing this book has been a journey of love, allowing me to share a piece of my heritage with you. As you turn these pages, I hope you'll feel the gentle Caribbean breeze, hear the distant sound of steel pans, and taste the spice of our local cuisine through the words and scenes that unfold.
Whether you're familiar with St. Kitts or experiencing our culture for the first time, my wish is that this story welcomes you like a friend into our island community. Every character, every scene, and every moment has been crafted with deep appreciation for the place I call home.
Thank you for joining me on this adventure. May these words bring you joy, understanding, and a lasting connection to our corner of the Caribbean.
With warmth and gratitude,
Leah
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