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Maybe Someday
Unworthy. Married to a ghost. Will fate bring these two together?
Chris Murphey is a drunk and not proud of it. Sobering up changed her life, and she’s ready to make amends. But she won’t fall in love again. One night is all she’s willing to give, and the cute, young woman who is new to town seems like she might just fit the bill. Until Chris screws that up too. Because no principal should sleep with their former student. No principal should sleep with a current parent. Will Chris ever make a right decision?
Widowed two years ago, Ashton Taylor is finally moving closer to family. With her two young girls struggling, Ash is determined to keep her focus on them. Besides, no one can live up to her late wife. She never expected that the English teacher who still haunts her would be the principal for her girls. But more than that—they slept together. Last weekend. Ash knew there was something familiar about Chris.
With secrets kept on all sides, will Ash and Chris be able to navigate just one more complication? Or will the next surprise collapse their house of cards?
This steamy age gap romance is full of self-discovery and risking for love. If you enjoy romance with depth, this is the story for you.
Chris Murphey is a drunk and not proud of it. Sobering up changed her life, and she’s ready to make amends. But she won’t fall in love again. One night is all she’s willing to give, and the cute, young woman who is new to town seems like she might just fit the bill. Until Chris screws that up too. Because no principal should sleep with their former student. No principal should sleep with a current parent. Will Chris ever make a right decision?
Widowed two years ago, Ashton Taylor is finally moving closer to family. With her two young girls struggling, Ash is determined to keep her focus on them. Besides, no one can live up to her late wife. She never expected that the English teacher who still haunts her would be the principal for her girls. But more than that—they slept together. Last weekend. Ash knew there was something familiar about Chris.
With secrets kept on all sides, will Ash and Chris be able to navigate just one more complication? Or will the next surprise collapse their house of cards?
This steamy age gap romance is full of self-discovery and risking for love. If you enjoy romance with depth, this is the story for you.
316 pages, Kindle Edition
Published November 21, 2023
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About the author
Adrian J. Smith
78 books430 followersAdrian J. Smith has been publishing since 2013 but has been writing nearly her entire life. With a focus on women loving women fiction, AJ jumps genres from action-packed police procedurals to the seedier life of vampires and witches to sweet romances with a May-December twist. She loves writing and reading about women in the midst of the ordinariness of life. Two of her novels, For by Grace and Memoir in the Making, received honorable mentions with the Rainbow Awards.
AJ currently lives in Cheyenne, WY, although she moves often and has lived all over the United States. She loves to travel to different countries and places. She currently plays the roles of author, wife, and mother to two rambunctious kids, occasional handy-woman. Connect with her on Facebook, Twitter, or her blog.
AJ currently lives in Cheyenne, WY, although she moves often and has lived all over the United States. She loves to travel to different countries and places. She currently plays the roles of author, wife, and mother to two rambunctious kids, occasional handy-woman. Connect with her on Facebook, Twitter, or her blog.
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November 26, 2023
I am enjoying this series very much, and I will be readijg Inside The Halls soon.
Adrian J. Smith has a way of writing characters that speaks to me.
Chris Murphy has had a troublesome past. A recovering drunk, two years sober, Chris is on a journey of redemption and forgiveness. She is trying to make amends with her 18 years old daughter, with her ex-wife and mostly with herself.
Chris has a heart of gold, she is a hard worker and she thrives as the principal of a school in Cheyenne.
The road to redemption is steep and Chris still doesn't feel worth of being loved. She is too broken to be loved. She is the one that always messes up everything.
She gave up dating for this very reason, but when she meets a younger woman in a bar, Ash, her life would take a sudden turn towards finding love.
A night of happiness will become a maybe someday I will be again worth of love.
The novel deals with some intense topics, and it doesn't shy away from showing all aspects of what it means to live with a drunk. Everybody around is affected, in a way or another.
A second chance and forgiveness are the key to find love again.
You can be broken together and become whole again.
I am so happy for Chris and Ash.
I loved the subplots about the daughters too. There are more kinds of love in Maybe Someday and it was refreshing to read about them.
Adrian J. Smith has a way of writing characters that speaks to me.
Chris Murphy has had a troublesome past. A recovering drunk, two years sober, Chris is on a journey of redemption and forgiveness. She is trying to make amends with her 18 years old daughter, with her ex-wife and mostly with herself.
Chris has a heart of gold, she is a hard worker and she thrives as the principal of a school in Cheyenne.
The road to redemption is steep and Chris still doesn't feel worth of being loved. She is too broken to be loved. She is the one that always messes up everything.
She gave up dating for this very reason, but when she meets a younger woman in a bar, Ash, her life would take a sudden turn towards finding love.
A night of happiness will become a maybe someday I will be again worth of love.
The novel deals with some intense topics, and it doesn't shy away from showing all aspects of what it means to live with a drunk. Everybody around is affected, in a way or another.
A second chance and forgiveness are the key to find love again.
You can be broken together and become whole again.
I am so happy for Chris and Ash.
I loved the subplots about the daughters too. There are more kinds of love in Maybe Someday and it was refreshing to read about them.
June 10, 2024
the book is so frustrating. the plot relies solely on the kids (kids telling alcoholic key knowledge, kids exposing alcoholism, kids bringing them together after a fight etc) and its exhausting. there were extreme boundary issues and honestly, the way the younger one behaved was beyond toxic
the first half was basically porn and the younger one being psychotic and yapping about how she hated the older one, how the older one ruined her life and made it living hell when all she did… was grade one of her papers in a way that rubbed the younger one the wrong way. hell she even was her favorite student 😂 then 2 minutes later its alright, u never bullied me now fuck me ❤️ like the older one is a fucked up person but the younger one who sees herself as the perpetual victim is the worst. she was a literal menace and always lashed out, thinking the alcoholic had it out for her since she was a kid and that alcoholic is now punishing her tru her kids. like lady… why are you so keen on fucking her then? focus on your seriously mentally unwell and violent kid and hold it and urself accountable wtf. also the mood switches… girl went from cold and hateful to clingy and lusty it was so exhausting
i assume this author is just not for me. i almost dnf’d it multiple times. i love to see deeply fucked up characters getting better and overcoming traumas but this author did not do it well enough
the first half was basically porn and the younger one being psychotic and yapping about how she hated the older one, how the older one ruined her life and made it living hell when all she did… was grade one of her papers in a way that rubbed the younger one the wrong way. hell she even was her favorite student 😂 then 2 minutes later its alright, u never bullied me now fuck me ❤️ like the older one is a fucked up person but the younger one who sees herself as the perpetual victim is the worst. she was a literal menace and always lashed out, thinking the alcoholic had it out for her since she was a kid and that alcoholic is now punishing her tru her kids. like lady… why are you so keen on fucking her then? focus on your seriously mentally unwell and violent kid and hold it and urself accountable wtf. also the mood switches… girl went from cold and hateful to clingy and lusty it was so exhausting
i assume this author is just not for me. i almost dnf’d it multiple times. i love to see deeply fucked up characters getting better and overcoming traumas but this author did not do it well enough
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November 29, 2023
Amazing book so beautiful story
An amazing story with so real characters and a beautiful plot with up and downs with a variety of well described characters. I really like it, I just wanted the end to have couple of more pages so to know what happened with them and their final obstacles. Excellent one
An amazing story with so real characters and a beautiful plot with up and downs with a variety of well described characters. I really like it, I just wanted the end to have couple of more pages so to know what happened with them and their final obstacles. Excellent one
November 24, 2023
3.5...good, seemed a bit rushed.
April 25, 2024
I love a book with a good and interesting plot.
This made me feel seen, acknowledged. My problems aren't only mine, because they must've happened to someone else.
Sometimes I feel like Chris; As if I'm a monster unworthy of loving because of my past mistakes. But the reminder from this book was simple. You don't have to be whole to be loved! Or love! Crazy, right? But sometimes it's hard to look or hear beyond your own thoughts, and those that eat at you at night with everything that you've ever done wrong, or continue to do so.
I loved the dynamic, even if sometimes I got a little frustrated with Ash. But speaking about Ash, I really liked how she would say something, and at the same time be thinking about how cruel what she was saying was, and wondering where such thing came from. It's like her mouth had an agenda of its own, and sometimes it really is like that.
At the end, though, the book felt a little bit rushed for my liking? But it's a feeling, nothing more.
Great read!
This made me feel seen, acknowledged. My problems aren't only mine, because they must've happened to someone else.
Sometimes I feel like Chris; As if I'm a monster unworthy of loving because of my past mistakes. But the reminder from this book was simple. You don't have to be whole to be loved! Or love! Crazy, right? But sometimes it's hard to look or hear beyond your own thoughts, and those that eat at you at night with everything that you've ever done wrong, or continue to do so.
I loved the dynamic, even if sometimes I got a little frustrated with Ash. But speaking about Ash, I really liked how she would say something, and at the same time be thinking about how cruel what she was saying was, and wondering where such thing came from. It's like her mouth had an agenda of its own, and sometimes it really is like that.
At the end, though, the book felt a little bit rushed for my liking? But it's a feeling, nothing more.
Great read!
October 16, 2024
1.5⭐
This book was just a huge no for me.
I didn't enjoy anything about it.
I really disliked the characters and most of the time I was just confused by their decision.
The author was clearly trying to include the kids in the plot but I felt like she did a poor job.
Rhubie said like 3 words throughout the entire book and she was honestly really unnecessary.
I also didn't really like the writing.
The whole book was just weird to me and I didn't see the point.
The ending wasn't satisfying at all either.
This book was just a huge no for me.
I didn't enjoy anything about it.
I really disliked the characters and most of the time I was just confused by their decision.
The author was clearly trying to include the kids in the plot but I felt like she did a poor job.
Rhubie said like 3 words throughout the entire book and she was honestly really unnecessary.
I also didn't really like the writing.
The whole book was just weird to me and I didn't see the point.
The ending wasn't satisfying at all either.
August 14, 2025
4.5 stars
My first book from this author and I LOVED it! It was way more angsty and emotional that I expected. Also it was sexy as hell and had some pretty incredible strap rep which we dont always get in sapphic books (which is such a shame). Highly recommend and the audio was great.
My first book from this author and I LOVED it! It was way more angsty and emotional that I expected. Also it was sexy as hell and had some pretty incredible strap rep which we dont always get in sapphic books (which is such a shame). Highly recommend and the audio was great.
March 17, 2024
Complete Life
This great age gap story. They both realize that she was long ago teacher there after it got a little hot.
This great age gap story. They both realize that she was long ago teacher there after it got a little hot.
June 10, 2024
I absolutely adored this novel. Top marks. It had all of the things; it was sweet, it was sad, it was heartbreaking and also triumphant. I like it when a romance novel has a solid romance plotline but also other things going on as well. Especially when both characters have more than just the romance going on, and both characters get to go through a character arc. This novel delivered. Even some side characters got a bit of a storyline! This novel was not a light and fluffy Hallmark experience.
The romance was complicated and messy, but also realistic and believable. We got plenty of drama, but it wasn’t overboard, and it flowed organically. Characters had conversations like adults, which was nice, but they were also messy and flawed people who didn’t always act in an ideal way. Overall, it was very satisfying, and I was incredibly invested in their journey. Both characters had their own character arcs (big ones!) outside of the romance, although they were very interconnected, and the different elements flowed together to make the bigger picture.
Alcoholism, and the effects it has on an alcoholic’s loved ones, was a significant theme in this novel. So, warning if you’re not up for that. This topic was handled incredibly well. There was excellent insight into the feelings of shame and defeat (and a lot more) that someone with addiction issues experiences, and how complicated that struggle can be. From the other side, multiple characters illustrated the impacts and damage experienced by the alcoholics loved ones, and what it can be like to work through that trauma. It’s fair to say this novel had some big emotions going on. I think this was a powerful novel that handled some serious issues with both brutal honest and delicate compassion.
The romance was complicated and messy, but also realistic and believable. We got plenty of drama, but it wasn’t overboard, and it flowed organically. Characters had conversations like adults, which was nice, but they were also messy and flawed people who didn’t always act in an ideal way. Overall, it was very satisfying, and I was incredibly invested in their journey. Both characters had their own character arcs (big ones!) outside of the romance, although they were very interconnected, and the different elements flowed together to make the bigger picture.
Alcoholism, and the effects it has on an alcoholic’s loved ones, was a significant theme in this novel. So, warning if you’re not up for that. This topic was handled incredibly well. There was excellent insight into the feelings of shame and defeat (and a lot more) that someone with addiction issues experiences, and how complicated that struggle can be. From the other side, multiple characters illustrated the impacts and damage experienced by the alcoholics loved ones, and what it can be like to work through that trauma. It’s fair to say this novel had some big emotions going on. I think this was a powerful novel that handled some serious issues with both brutal honest and delicate compassion.
November 21, 2023
Maybe Someday
Adrian J. Smith
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Chris made her feel perfect in her brokenness.
Favorite quote “You’re stronger than your trauma. “I can respect that. But don’t give up on dreams just because trauma gets in the way. Promise me that. “We’re all allowed to be afraid of sharing our shame.”
Chris found herself in a pit of despair, burdened by the weight of her alcoholism that had led her to throw away her 17-year marriage and her pension. The thought of having to work tirelessly until the end of her days loomed over her. Seeking solace, she decided to have dinner after attending an AA meeting, although her sadness still lingered.
It was during this bleak moment that Chris crossed paths with the enchanting Ash. Ash's had recently relocated to be closer to her family, but she was struggling with the loss of her wife, who had left her with two young daughters. Doubts plagued Ash's mind, wondering if moving back had been a mistake as her grief and sense of being lost intensified since her wife's passing two years ago.
Chris had always been a captivating character throughout the series, and I had eagerly awaited her story. The author skillfully crafted her journey, allowing it to come full circle. It was a delight to witness Chris find her own sense of peace. The camaraderie and support among these women in the series warmed my heart. Finally, I could dive into Chris's narrative, understanding her mistakes and witnessing her growth as she possessed a compassionate soul, empathizing with others who experienced pain in unique ways.
Both Ash and Chris carried their own burdens. Chris, with her gentle and caring nature, noticed the pain in Avonlee's eyes, yearning to provide some form of solace to the sweet young girl. The author's inclusion of Ash working at a nonprofit, where Chris eventually volunteered, added depth to the story. It highlighted the importance of giving back to the less fortunate within the community, especially when one possesses the ability to help others. Having spent many years involved with nonprofits myself, I know the profound impact it can have when individuals come together for a greater cause.
The chemistry between Ash and Chris was undeniable, leading to a night of happiness. The author skillfully depicted their love scene, igniting a passionate fire within the pages of the book. It was a spicy and exhilarating moment that left my head spinning, adding an extra layer of intensity to the story.
Adrian J. Smith
Arc
New Release
Chris made her feel perfect in her brokenness.
Favorite quote “You’re stronger than your trauma. “I can respect that. But don’t give up on dreams just because trauma gets in the way. Promise me that. “We’re all allowed to be afraid of sharing our shame.”
Chris found herself in a pit of despair, burdened by the weight of her alcoholism that had led her to throw away her 17-year marriage and her pension. The thought of having to work tirelessly until the end of her days loomed over her. Seeking solace, she decided to have dinner after attending an AA meeting, although her sadness still lingered.
It was during this bleak moment that Chris crossed paths with the enchanting Ash. Ash's had recently relocated to be closer to her family, but she was struggling with the loss of her wife, who had left her with two young daughters. Doubts plagued Ash's mind, wondering if moving back had been a mistake as her grief and sense of being lost intensified since her wife's passing two years ago.
Chris had always been a captivating character throughout the series, and I had eagerly awaited her story. The author skillfully crafted her journey, allowing it to come full circle. It was a delight to witness Chris find her own sense of peace. The camaraderie and support among these women in the series warmed my heart. Finally, I could dive into Chris's narrative, understanding her mistakes and witnessing her growth as she possessed a compassionate soul, empathizing with others who experienced pain in unique ways.
Both Ash and Chris carried their own burdens. Chris, with her gentle and caring nature, noticed the pain in Avonlee's eyes, yearning to provide some form of solace to the sweet young girl. The author's inclusion of Ash working at a nonprofit, where Chris eventually volunteered, added depth to the story. It highlighted the importance of giving back to the less fortunate within the community, especially when one possesses the ability to help others. Having spent many years involved with nonprofits myself, I know the profound impact it can have when individuals come together for a greater cause.
The chemistry between Ash and Chris was undeniable, leading to a night of happiness. The author skillfully depicted their love scene, igniting a passionate fire within the pages of the book. It was a spicy and exhilarating moment that left my head spinning, adding an extra layer of intensity to the story.
May 2, 2025
Stars: 5 Stars
Format: Audiobook
Narrator: Lori Prince and Quinn Riley
Series: When the Past Finds You Book 5
Steam Level: Steamy
I read this for the I Heart Sapphic 2025 Reading Challenge for the prompt Starting Over.
I so love this series. I won’t be surprised if I listen to all five books again next year.
CW: alcoholism, death of a partner (past)
Quick Thoughts:
- Oh my god the angst in this is delicious. It takes a lot of skill and courage to really let it reign while keeping it believable and not let it slip into frustration
- Absolutely love that the couples from the previous two books are not only in this book but are important to the story (especially since they are important to Chris)
- This book does not pull any punches about how devastating alcoholism is to not only the alcoholic but to their family as well
- I liked Chris in the other two books but I ended up absolutely adoring her in this
- Can any of the characters from these books NOT get into relationships that cause a work conflict of interest?
- You can skip Don’t Quit Your Daydream (character and storyline wise, it’s an excellent story though and I recommend it) but the others should be read, in order, to get the full experience of this book
- There are two strap scenes and dang were they hot. Still fanning myself
- My biggest complaint with this series is how murky the timelines are between the books. You get a general idea but it would have helped to get a better understanding of how events are connected and when they take place in other books
- Lori Prince and Quinn Riley were amazing as usual. This was a duo that I want another billion books read by them
Overall this book is a perfect ending to this series. I really feel like this series is a turning point in Adrian J. Smith’s writing journey from fun and good to really something special. I’m very glad I started with the Indigo B&B series to get the full experience of it. She had firmly cemented her place as one of my favorite authors and an auto-buy without needing to read the synopsis.
Format: Audiobook
Narrator: Lori Prince and Quinn Riley
Series: When the Past Finds You Book 5
Steam Level: Steamy
I read this for the I Heart Sapphic 2025 Reading Challenge for the prompt Starting Over.
I so love this series. I won’t be surprised if I listen to all five books again next year.
CW: alcoholism, death of a partner (past)
Quick Thoughts:
- Oh my god the angst in this is delicious. It takes a lot of skill and courage to really let it reign while keeping it believable and not let it slip into frustration
- Absolutely love that the couples from the previous two books are not only in this book but are important to the story (especially since they are important to Chris)
- This book does not pull any punches about how devastating alcoholism is to not only the alcoholic but to their family as well
- I liked Chris in the other two books but I ended up absolutely adoring her in this
- Can any of the characters from these books NOT get into relationships that cause a work conflict of interest?
- You can skip Don’t Quit Your Daydream (character and storyline wise, it’s an excellent story though and I recommend it) but the others should be read, in order, to get the full experience of this book
- There are two strap scenes and dang were they hot. Still fanning myself
- My biggest complaint with this series is how murky the timelines are between the books. You get a general idea but it would have helped to get a better understanding of how events are connected and when they take place in other books
- Lori Prince and Quinn Riley were amazing as usual. This was a duo that I want another billion books read by them
Overall this book is a perfect ending to this series. I really feel like this series is a turning point in Adrian J. Smith’s writing journey from fun and good to really something special. I’m very glad I started with the Indigo B&B series to get the full experience of it. She had firmly cemented her place as one of my favorite authors and an auto-buy without needing to read the synopsis.
December 4, 2025
two women overcome all odds (and very good reasons why they shouldn't be doing this) to date each other
the question hangs over their heads the whole novel. how can Chris and Ash be together when Chris is the principal at the school where Ash's children attend. how will they address this obstacle? will Chris transfer schools? will Ash send her kids to a different school? and the solution is... they just don't address it. at all. then again, the book introduces so many other very good reasons why Chris and Ash shouldn't be together that the whole principal thing just falls by the wayside
-Chris was Ash's English teacher in high school
-Ash considered Chris a bully while Chris considered Ash her favourite student
-Ash's late wife was an alcoholic, while Chris is a recovering alcoholic
-Chris mopes a lot
okay that one is less serious than the others but damn these two are really ice skating uphill. the age gap doesn't even warrant a mention, if you can get past all the other shit what's a decade or two
the many obstacles aside, there are some very emotional moments in the book, particularly regarding Chris and Ash tending to their respective families and the damage alcoholism did to them. even as I thought 'damn these two really shouldn't be together sometimes love really isn't enough' it was a very sweet story
we also have a resolution of sorts to Esther's travails in Inside These Halls - turns out it was really easy for Esther to win when the school had her back and she was willing to fight for it. and thus ends the When The Past Finds You-verse, a saga spanning multiple troubled families, two primary schools, deceased exes, toxic exes, non-toxic exes, age gap romances, employer-employee romances, your best friend's mum romances, and educational policy
the question hangs over their heads the whole novel. how can Chris and Ash be together when Chris is the principal at the school where Ash's children attend. how will they address this obstacle? will Chris transfer schools? will Ash send her kids to a different school? and the solution is... they just don't address it. at all. then again, the book introduces so many other very good reasons why Chris and Ash shouldn't be together that the whole principal thing just falls by the wayside
-Chris was Ash's English teacher in high school
-Ash considered Chris a bully while Chris considered Ash her favourite student
-Ash's late wife was an alcoholic, while Chris is a recovering alcoholic
-Chris mopes a lot
okay that one is less serious than the others but damn these two are really ice skating uphill. the age gap doesn't even warrant a mention, if you can get past all the other shit what's a decade or two
the many obstacles aside, there are some very emotional moments in the book, particularly regarding Chris and Ash tending to their respective families and the damage alcoholism did to them. even as I thought 'damn these two really shouldn't be together sometimes love really isn't enough' it was a very sweet story
we also have a resolution of sorts to Esther's travails in Inside These Halls - turns out it was really easy for Esther to win when the school had her back and she was willing to fight for it. and thus ends the When The Past Finds You-verse, a saga spanning multiple troubled families, two primary schools, deceased exes, toxic exes, non-toxic exes, age gap romances, employer-employee romances, your best friend's mum romances, and educational policy
April 4, 2024
This one was a little different from the last few books I've read by Smith set in the Colorado/Wyoming areas. This book wasn't as light and fluffy as some of the others. All of her characters are flawed and dealing with some kind of trauma, but this one seemed to hit different. I enjoyed it nonetheless. Chris and Ash were absolutely lovely together. Their relationship developed in its own twisty, turny way. It was nice to see some of the characters from previous books come out and lend a hand. Though if you hadn't read them before the side characters would have probably felt kind of flat. It was also nice to see Katie and Chris begin to reconcile, though I could have done with more of that. Actually, my biggest complaint for this book is that I could have used some more, especially with regards to everyone's kids.
There is a breakup, not sure if it really counts as a third act because it doesn't follow the formula exactly, but it happens. It does take quite some time in the book and chronologically to work itself out as well. Some people may find the breakup and subsequent get back together a bit wishy-washy because nothing really changes for either character, no grand realizations are had, Ash just realizes how much she misses Chris and goes to get her back. After they get back together everything isn't perfect automatically, and quite a bit of time chronologically happens off page as their relationship deepens. Then we step back into the end. Even the end wasn't really a true end, but another kind of beginning, and one I wish we could have explored more together. Juggling being the principal for Ash's kids while dating Ash and the kids being aware would have lent itself to so much drama that we'll miss out on.
There is a breakup, not sure if it really counts as a third act because it doesn't follow the formula exactly, but it happens. It does take quite some time in the book and chronologically to work itself out as well. Some people may find the breakup and subsequent get back together a bit wishy-washy because nothing really changes for either character, no grand realizations are had, Ash just realizes how much she misses Chris and goes to get her back. After they get back together everything isn't perfect automatically, and quite a bit of time chronologically happens off page as their relationship deepens. Then we step back into the end. Even the end wasn't really a true end, but another kind of beginning, and one I wish we could have explored more together. Juggling being the principal for Ash's kids while dating Ash and the kids being aware would have lent itself to so much drama that we'll miss out on.
November 22, 2023
I really enjoyed this book.
I thought Chris and Ash were great leads, and I liked their arcs, and for that matter the arcs of Avonlee and (especially) Andry who had relatively smaller parts. I liked how Chris and Ash seemed to kind of orbit each other, crashing together and bouncing apart but never too far. To the extent there was a break up, it was an organic part of that and relatively early and not the old standby 80%-and-now-it's-time. Though there was a long-ago conflict that came up again, I liked that it wasn't caused by one knowingly doing the other wrong for their own reasons, and so it was easier to get past. Though alcoholism was fairly important to the story, I thought it was handled well. The Mari story was heartbreaking, and I particularly liked that Ash could still (if not often) think back on the highlights of their relationship. Basically, there was a lot to like.
If there was one issue I had, it was that it ended slightly earlier than I would have liked; in particular I would have liked to see Chris develop a closer relationship with the girls. It seemed like Chris had only barely agreed to go all-in when it ended, and while the commitment was there, they weren't yet a family and it would have been great to see a bit more of how things played out.
And now I'm left with one last question: Ash and Char's parents... were they like Volcano and Wildfire or what? 🤣
I received an ARC of this book in exchange for an honest review.
I thought Chris and Ash were great leads, and I liked their arcs, and for that matter the arcs of Avonlee and (especially) Andry who had relatively smaller parts. I liked how Chris and Ash seemed to kind of orbit each other, crashing together and bouncing apart but never too far. To the extent there was a break up, it was an organic part of that and relatively early and not the old standby 80%-and-now-it's-time. Though there was a long-ago conflict that came up again, I liked that it wasn't caused by one knowingly doing the other wrong for their own reasons, and so it was easier to get past. Though alcoholism was fairly important to the story, I thought it was handled well. The Mari story was heartbreaking, and I particularly liked that Ash could still (if not often) think back on the highlights of their relationship. Basically, there was a lot to like.
If there was one issue I had, it was that it ended slightly earlier than I would have liked; in particular I would have liked to see Chris develop a closer relationship with the girls. It seemed like Chris had only barely agreed to go all-in when it ended, and while the commitment was there, they weren't yet a family and it would have been great to see a bit more of how things played out.
And now I'm left with one last question: Ash and Char's parents... were they like Volcano and Wildfire or what? 🤣
I received an ARC of this book in exchange for an honest review.
November 22, 2023
This is a part of the series of books set in the same town. The characters are teachers, principals, and parents whose lives intersect because of their positions. You don’t need to have read the other books to enjoy this one. This novel focuses on Chris, who is the principal of the school that the other characters mostly work at or send their kids to, and Ash, a recently widowed mother of two daughters who moved to town to be closer to family.
The two women met one evening, and then thought they’d never see each other again, but life plays tricks on us all. They met again when Ash’s daughters were enrolled. They each have issues that plague them. And then they remember bits of their pasts, which makes things between them worse, or at least uncomfortable.
What I liked best about this novel were the characters, and their issues and complexities. Sometimes their problems got in the way, and they had to deal with them. Overall, the newly forming relationship has its stops and starts, much like real life. But both main characters have a desire to be and do better, and a willingness to work through their own issues and the collective ones. It’s not an easy journey, but both have supporters, whether family or friends. And OMG, they can talk things out! I love seeing adults being adults.
The two women met one evening, and then thought they’d never see each other again, but life plays tricks on us all. They met again when Ash’s daughters were enrolled. They each have issues that plague them. And then they remember bits of their pasts, which makes things between them worse, or at least uncomfortable.
What I liked best about this novel were the characters, and their issues and complexities. Sometimes their problems got in the way, and they had to deal with them. Overall, the newly forming relationship has its stops and starts, much like real life. But both main characters have a desire to be and do better, and a willingness to work through their own issues and the collective ones. It’s not an easy journey, but both have supporters, whether family or friends. And OMG, they can talk things out! I love seeing adults being adults.
November 20, 2023
Regarding romantic relationships, when is a right time to divulge personal information? We all have a past, but some of us have more of one than others do. Or it’s darker…or more painful. And in some cases, that past is still with us and will remain forever.
As the recipient of that personal information, how much are obligated to accept it into our lives? What are we to do if someone else’s past clashes with our own?
I appreciate that the author included the pain that children experience regarding their adult’s/adults’ addiction. Domestic problems affect them more than we care to admit and it IS tough for schools to find a balance between "your kid" and "our student".
As always, there’s some great relationship advice in here:
‘Vulnerability isn’t a weakness.’
There’s a difference between keeping things private and being somebody’s dirty little secret.
I have no shame in admitting *in writing* that I actually teared up when I read the “…maybe someday…”.
Fave line:
‘You have some ’splainin’ to do, Lucy.’
What an awesome ex-relationship when you can panic-call to ask how to fix your sex mess-up!
May we all have exes that are safe spaces for sharing and being vulnerable. And a bag of Funyans when we’re feeling low…
As the recipient of that personal information, how much are obligated to accept it into our lives? What are we to do if someone else’s past clashes with our own?
I appreciate that the author included the pain that children experience regarding their adult’s/adults’ addiction. Domestic problems affect them more than we care to admit and it IS tough for schools to find a balance between "your kid" and "our student".
As always, there’s some great relationship advice in here:
‘Vulnerability isn’t a weakness.’
There’s a difference between keeping things private and being somebody’s dirty little secret.
I have no shame in admitting *in writing* that I actually teared up when I read the “…maybe someday…”.
Fave line:
‘You have some ’splainin’ to do, Lucy.’
What an awesome ex-relationship when you can panic-call to ask how to fix your sex mess-up!
May we all have exes that are safe spaces for sharing and being vulnerable. And a bag of Funyans when we’re feeling low…
February 29, 2024
I loved it.
I was expecting to love it cause the beginning in just amazing, but I didn't expect THIS.
The amount of trauma and really hard things that both MCs have to deal with, in past and present, is wow.
I love Chris. I really really love her. She's hurting so much about her past and not letting go that I just wanted to put her in a burrito blanket and cuddle while we eat ice cream. She has a golden heart and care so SO much about everyone. And obviously she's the best principal ever.
Ash and the kids. Ay. Ash looks so bright and so defeated at the same time, it's almost painful. You realize pretty soon why. Lost the love of your life is something that has to be breathtaking and broke your heart in an all new level, specially under the circumstances Ash lost Mari.
I love the kids. You see more about Avonlee than about Rhubie, but you just love them both for different reasons.
The path of healing about dealing with who you are now, with you past and your own demons, in this book is amazing and so well written.
And the secondary characters like Ash sister, Char, or Chris best friend Mel and Chris exwife Andry, are the perfect seasoning for this two. Love them.
I was expecting to love it cause the beginning in just amazing, but I didn't expect THIS.
The amount of trauma and really hard things that both MCs have to deal with, in past and present, is wow.
I love Chris. I really really love her. She's hurting so much about her past and not letting go that I just wanted to put her in a burrito blanket and cuddle while we eat ice cream. She has a golden heart and care so SO much about everyone. And obviously she's the best principal ever.
Ash and the kids. Ay. Ash looks so bright and so defeated at the same time, it's almost painful. You realize pretty soon why. Lost the love of your life is something that has to be breathtaking and broke your heart in an all new level, specially under the circumstances Ash lost Mari.
I love the kids. You see more about Avonlee than about Rhubie, but you just love them both for different reasons.
The path of healing about dealing with who you are now, with you past and your own demons, in this book is amazing and so well written.
And the secondary characters like Ash sister, Char, or Chris best friend Mel and Chris exwife Andry, are the perfect seasoning for this two. Love them.
April 12, 2024
3-3.5 stars. Maybe Someday was a bit of disappointment for me.
I've learnt to like Chris in two previous books (Love Me At My Worst and Inside These Halls) and she deserves great love after her struggles, efforts to make things right and supporting her loved ones. Ash is perfect for her but the plot felt a bit rushed and developments in feelings and motivations were left unexplained. The story was also a bit s*x heavy. The previous 'When The Past Finds You' books have been slower burn and more about emotional intimacy. Chris and Ash's story started and evolved from the physical to emotional.
The previous book in the series (Inside These Halls) was 13+ hours and Maybe Someday is only 10.5 hours. I don't necessarily like romance books to be 10+ hours but for story this heavy the extra pages would have been beneficial. Was the author rushing to get the book published? It felt that way because there were a few unnecessary repetitions in a few scenes, things that should have been checked in additional editing round.
Lori Prince and Quinn Riley are a great match for this and other books in the series. Great performance!
I've learnt to like Chris in two previous books (Love Me At My Worst and Inside These Halls) and she deserves great love after her struggles, efforts to make things right and supporting her loved ones. Ash is perfect for her but the plot felt a bit rushed and developments in feelings and motivations were left unexplained. The story was also a bit s*x heavy. The previous 'When The Past Finds You' books have been slower burn and more about emotional intimacy. Chris and Ash's story started and evolved from the physical to emotional.
The previous book in the series (Inside These Halls) was 13+ hours and Maybe Someday is only 10.5 hours. I don't necessarily like romance books to be 10+ hours but for story this heavy the extra pages would have been beneficial. Was the author rushing to get the book published? It felt that way because there were a few unnecessary repetitions in a few scenes, things that should have been checked in additional editing round.
Lori Prince and Quinn Riley are a great match for this and other books in the series. Great performance!
October 18, 2025
Great story, its potential is not fully realized but it is well written through most of the book.
First and foremost, it should be noted that the resolution is not complete. One of the conflicts in the book is the problem of a school principal dating a parent. This is not addressed in the final resolution and it was portrayed as something that may jeopardize one of the MC's career in a major way. It was a weird and annoying omission.
Second, I absolutely loved how the author treated addiction in this book. It was done with understanding and compassion and a very open heart.
Also, the references to back stories of side characters (which I assume were portrayed in a previous book) are carefully done, not overshadowing the MCs but still providing enough context and background.
Overall, this is a good book with a great story. I wish there was a bit more effort done toward the end, to resolve all the aspects of the conflict in a more satisfying manner. I felt the ending was quite underwhelming and it shouldn't have been. Even a short epilogue would have done the trick.
Rating: 3.5 stars
First and foremost, it should be noted that the resolution is not complete. One of the conflicts in the book is the problem of a school principal dating a parent. This is not addressed in the final resolution and it was portrayed as something that may jeopardize one of the MC's career in a major way. It was a weird and annoying omission.
Second, I absolutely loved how the author treated addiction in this book. It was done with understanding and compassion and a very open heart.
Also, the references to back stories of side characters (which I assume were portrayed in a previous book) are carefully done, not overshadowing the MCs but still providing enough context and background.
Overall, this is a good book with a great story. I wish there was a bit more effort done toward the end, to resolve all the aspects of the conflict in a more satisfying manner. I felt the ending was quite underwhelming and it shouldn't have been. Even a short epilogue would have done the trick.
Rating: 3.5 stars
November 22, 2023
This is the second book of the series I’ve read and in it we meet Chris, Andry from book 1’s ex wife. Chris has been sober for 2 years but still hasn’t forgiven herself for the mess she created when drunk. Chris goes on quite a journey in this book learning to love not only someone else, but herself too.
Ash has been a widow for 2 years and at first can’t resist the temptation of Chris. Until she recalls her from when she was at school. Ash has her demons and Chris is a massive trigger for the main one.
The book isn’t at all depressing even though it deals with difficult subjects. Alcohol destroys lives and it’s nice to read a book that doesn’t wash over this fact.
Both Ash and Chris are lost at the start but finally they begin to discover more about each other and in doing so themselves too . But can they find a path to a HEA? I found myself wishing for one more chapter at the end just to tie up the Rhubarb and Avonlee part. Great book still.
I received an advance review copy for free, and I am leaving this review voluntarily.
Ash has been a widow for 2 years and at first can’t resist the temptation of Chris. Until she recalls her from when she was at school. Ash has her demons and Chris is a massive trigger for the main one.
The book isn’t at all depressing even though it deals with difficult subjects. Alcohol destroys lives and it’s nice to read a book that doesn’t wash over this fact.
Both Ash and Chris are lost at the start but finally they begin to discover more about each other and in doing so themselves too . But can they find a path to a HEA? I found myself wishing for one more chapter at the end just to tie up the Rhubarb and Avonlee part. Great book still.
I received an advance review copy for free, and I am leaving this review voluntarily.
November 21, 2023
Adrian J Smith is my favorite author and this book showcases her brilliant writing and impressive character building skills. Principal Chris Murphy is a tough cookie to crack, she is fiercely protective to her loved ones, devoted to her job and friends, and she is a recovering alcoholic. She falls for her formal student Ash, who is also suffering from the insecurity and the consequences of alcoholism. Despite of the mountains of obstacles, the two eventually get together and find their much deserved happily ever after. There are age gap, small town setting and unwavering friendship, it also deals with serious real life issues such as addiction and grief, but the overall tone is hopeful and realistic. I always enjoy flawed characters, they are 3 dimensional and much more interesting and likable, and this book is a perfect example.
November 26, 2023
This is a hot age gap romance that is part of a group of books featuring teachers in a small school district but can be read alone. It does deal with alcoholism and death of a spouse because of the alcohol abuse so it may have some triggers. But as always, the way Adrian handles it is so beautiful and caring. I was so glad Chris got her own story. She has made a lot of mistakes but has a huge heart and just wants to protect those she cares about. Ash is a widow with 2 small kids just trying to make it one day at a time. When she meets Chris, their connection is instant and familiar at the same time, and it confuses them both. But the heat between them cannot be denied. Their story is hot, sweet, and caring. A definite must read that you do not want to miss. I received an advance review copy for free, and I am leaving this review voluntarily.
December 9, 2023
The description of this book bills itself as a romance with depth. I would agree with that. This is not a fluffy rom-com but a look at two damaged people struggling to love again. The thing that ties the two protagonists together is alcoholism. This book gives a good portrayal of the damage alcoholism does to families. Though the tragic events that tore two families apart took place before the start of this book, the disease is always at the forefront. This book is about how Ash tries to move on from tragedy and to see if she can ever love again. Chris, on the other hand, has to discover whether she deserves another chance at love after the mistakes of the past. I highly recommend this book for its strong characters, romance, and spicy love scenes.
October 15, 2024
3.5.
I liked Chris, but Ash kinda irked me. Once she realised who Chris was, the fact that she called her a bully because she gave constructive feedback on her writing, and by her own admission, drove her to be a better writer, just made her seem angsty and annoying.
The whole premise of how they knew each other once upon a time was also a bit ridiculous. Like maybe Chris has a decent excuse for not remembering Ash, but the idea that Ash wouldn't recognise the teacher she claims to have bullied her, when Chris was already an adult and therefore likely didn't look hugely different when they met again just seemed far-fetched.
However, despite all this, it's a well-written book and kept me engaged to the end and I did enjoy it.
I liked Chris, but Ash kinda irked me. Once she realised who Chris was, the fact that she called her a bully because she gave constructive feedback on her writing, and by her own admission, drove her to be a better writer, just made her seem angsty and annoying.
The whole premise of how they knew each other once upon a time was also a bit ridiculous. Like maybe Chris has a decent excuse for not remembering Ash, but the idea that Ash wouldn't recognise the teacher she claims to have bullied her, when Chris was already an adult and therefore likely didn't look hugely different when they met again just seemed far-fetched.
However, despite all this, it's a well-written book and kept me engaged to the end and I did enjoy it.
This entire review has been hidden because of spoilers.
November 22, 2023
A Well Deserved Happy Ending
Chris is a recently sober alcoholic who doesn't believe she deserves to be loved. Ash is a young widow and mother to 2 small children still dealing with the loss of their mother. They meet and both think something is there, but circumstances prevent either of them from taking things much further than a single night. Adrian skillfully tells this story of Chris's struggle with addiction and how it affects those around her.
Although not required, I recommend reading Love Me At My Worst for additional background information regarding Chris and her relationship with her ex-wife and daughter. She also appears in Inside These Halls.
Chris is a recently sober alcoholic who doesn't believe she deserves to be loved. Ash is a young widow and mother to 2 small children still dealing with the loss of their mother. They meet and both think something is there, but circumstances prevent either of them from taking things much further than a single night. Adrian skillfully tells this story of Chris's struggle with addiction and how it affects those around her.
Although not required, I recommend reading Love Me At My Worst for additional background information regarding Chris and her relationship with her ex-wife and daughter. She also appears in Inside These Halls.
November 22, 2023
Adrian's skill with writing tightly structured plots as well as deeply moving characters have exceeded my expectations in Maybe Someday! This book is phenomenal, and I'll be recommending it for a long time to come. I'm unsure if it was the intricately authentic storyline, or the way this author is with the written word, but the struggles Chris and Ash faced were deeply moving. I got choked up more than a few times. Do yourself a favour and read this book. You'll get a finer appreciation for it though if you also read Love Me At My Worst, and Inside These Walls because Chris stars as a secondary character in those.
November 21, 2023
Hard and heavy
Almost philosophical love story with themes of addiction, bullying and regret.
The events of this book appeared in my dreams and those dreams still linger.
It was, at times, almost painful to keep reading, to feel the torture these characters put themselves through. It is scary to put yourself out there, time and again, especially when you feel you’re bound to ruin everything.
The love scenes were almost unexpectedly hot and sweet. And plentiful.
Towards the end, the characters find their peace together and I would love to see how their life and love develop.
Almost philosophical love story with themes of addiction, bullying and regret.
The events of this book appeared in my dreams and those dreams still linger.
It was, at times, almost painful to keep reading, to feel the torture these characters put themselves through. It is scary to put yourself out there, time and again, especially when you feel you’re bound to ruin everything.
The love scenes were almost unexpectedly hot and sweet. And plentiful.
Towards the end, the characters find their peace together and I would love to see how their life and love develop.
November 17, 2023
Ash and Chris meet and hook up two years after Ash lost the love of her life and Chris started on a path of sobriety deciphering who she really is.
One thinks she'll never love again the way she loved her deceased wife, the other doesn't think she is deserving of it.
The synchronicity of events throughout the book is so well nested that, to me, it turned the storytelling into an ode to second chance on many levels: to love, to oneself, to the other, and to... the deceased one.
One thinks she'll never love again the way she loved her deceased wife, the other doesn't think she is deserving of it.
The synchronicity of events throughout the book is so well nested that, to me, it turned the storytelling into an ode to second chance on many levels: to love, to oneself, to the other, and to... the deceased one.
November 18, 2023
This is a wonderful follow on book from Inside These Halls although it can also be read as a stand alone. We get to find out about Chris is this book and what a truly remarkable person she is. As always Adrian J Smith has written a very deep and incitefull story that has you delving into some very difficult topics, all being dealt with both tastefully and respectfully. This books looks at issues from all perspectives without judgement. A very enjoyable and thought provoking read.
November 26, 2023
WONDERFUL SURPRISE
I never get emotional when I read a book, well that is no longer true. I found this book to be very emotional. Perhaps it is because I can relate to the situation. I’ve been in relationship with two recovering alcoholics, not at the same time, of course.
I had a lot of empathy for Chris. She was so down on herself it is easy to understand how hard it was to be around Ash, who was quite passive-aggressive at times.
A totally excellent read.
I never get emotional when I read a book, well that is no longer true. I found this book to be very emotional. Perhaps it is because I can relate to the situation. I’ve been in relationship with two recovering alcoholics, not at the same time, of course.
I had a lot of empathy for Chris. She was so down on herself it is easy to understand how hard it was to be around Ash, who was quite passive-aggressive at times.
A totally excellent read.
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