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My Reason to Die #7

by Yuju

“기억을 찾은 너는 사랑스럽지만 네게서 한 순간을 지울 수 있다면
그건 반드시 직전 생의 ‘마지막’이라 생각했다.”

불법 약물 조제 공장을 찾은 지오와 차결. 이번에야 말로 무한한 생을 끊을 마지막 기회일까, 아니면 또 다른 위기일까? 박우진의 공격을 피해 무사히 공장을 빠져나갈 타이밍을 엿보던 그 순간, 뒤늦게 쫓아온 문기성이 바닥에 떨어진 총을 쥐고 마는데….

Episodes 86-98

Genres: Manga, Manhwa, Romance, Graphic Novels, Slow Burn

366 pages, Paperback

Published December 25, 2023

Reviews

[Khanh Linh · Rating 5 out of 5]

I finished the whole webtoon in one sitting. It’s 1:00am and I‘m bawling my eyes out.

[Fabiola Arraiza · Rating 5 out of 5]

best webtoon ever.

[Noelia · Rating 4 out of 5]

bueno, me terminé todo el webtoon pero solo voy a poner el último tomo. es perfecto

[şengül · Rating 5 out of 5]

YAZAR ALLAH SENİ KAHRETMESİN MANYAK KADİN OFFFFFFFF valla tekrar döngüye girmisler zart zurt o kadar umrumda değil ki.... yazar su kadarcık 🤏🏻 acık kapı bırakmıs ama bu benim icin yeter benim kafamda evli mutlu cocuklular döngü bitmis musmutlu yasıyorlar. yazari birak karakterler gelse karsıma yoooo öyle değiliz deseler yok siz yanılıyorsunuz derim öyle bir kafada kurma🫶🏻 sadexe onlar değil BİZ hak ettik mutlu sonu. aşklarina bayıldım acıkcası okumaktan gercekten ama gercekten keyif aldığım bi seriydi. sadece romantik olarak değil genel olarak keyifliydi. tabii romantik olarak da ASIRI beğendim. sonda gyeolun acısını ben hissettim ağlamaktan helak oldum kahrolasi yazar neden bizi üzdün??????????? neyse keske fiziksel olarak da elimde olsa cünkü gercekten inanılmaz seviyorum tenkyu

[pamela · Rating 3 out of 5]

I honestly like the premise, but it could've been more executed well for me especially on the relationship between the leads. I can't see them feel deeply even with the past lives since the past lives weren't told in detail (which was realistic since you can't remember everything), but I guess I'm all for development not being fast paced despite the other factors. I'm not really sure how I want to say this. Also, I think it would've been better if the ending gave the readers a different kind of reincarnation or if it stayed as a dream. Anyway, I enjoyed reading it.

[Lina · Rating 4 out of 5]

My heart🥹

[Рашка · Rating 5 out of 5]

Volim kako strmoglavo uletim u ovakve projekte i onda si danima vidam rane, ahhh yes, hurt me more <3

[Aeri · Rating 5 out of 5]

"They kill me........and when I'm on the verge of dying, they revive me,"

That was the life they were destined to life , the life that they will live through together. He just had to go through one of his own without her , the exact same way she did before him. I'm sticking to that . I cried so much for it to end up in any other narrative.
Such a beautiful, heart-wrenching story that made my heart ache . I felt their pain and happiness in every step of the way .
Yuju is such a good author and illustrator. Thank you so much for not giving up on them💗

[Alexa · Rating 5 out of 5]

Lo terminé yo o me termino a mí? 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

LE PROMETÍA Q EN SU OTRA VIDA ELLA LO IBA A SALUDAR PRIMERO Y SI LO CUMPLEEEEEEE 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 Y APARTE EL VIVIÓ AÑOS SIN ELLA PTMMMMMMMMMMMMM

En mi mente queda q la última vez q él regresa en el tiempo, esa vida es en donde viven felices por siempre 😘

[Kyle · Rating 5 out of 5]

i never have been so fond with a manwha before. but this... has a special place in my heart.

[Soefae · Rating 5 out of 5]

Ugly crying in bed right now.

[amina · Rating 4 out of 5]

my overall review, not just of this volume!

I read this story a few years back solely relying on fan translations. The whole experience was a bit of a mess but that didn’t make it any less emotional. I decided to re-read with actual translation and it was so fun connecting things that I missed the first time!

Following contains spoilers ( yap sesh hehe )

OH MY DAYSSS DID THIS MAKE MY HEART RACEE. From the eerie narration till the very end I was on my TOES. The whole story concept was so unique to me I loved how much depth this had. There are a few things I’d like to talk about.
First being the reporter got on my nerves ugh.

Second, I wanted to talk about Giseong ( the 2nd ML ). TBH I don’t even think he can be considered a second lead, he was just pure sadness. I just could not get my myself to hate him even after what happened in the last chapters. Which brings me to my other point being his and ujin’s relationship. It was so unexpected but wow did it make sense. I felt a bit of sadness when I saw ujin didn’t run off and got caught with giseong because I understood fully why giseong shot ji-o. they both had been through it and that loyalty ran deeep. There’s absolutely no excuse for ujin’s behaviour and at one point I did expect him to get a character development maybe but him staying the same just made it more realistic. some things are just too broken to be fixed. They both had such sad upbringings I just wished they would get peace instead of being villains.

And third, MY HEARTTT GYEOL. he suffered so so much I was aching for him and ji-o because she was just too good it annoyed me at times. The way they both had to suffer without eachother was heartbreaking. I still don’t really get why in every single lifetime they had to have a doomed ending it just didn’t make sense to me but I guess it was needed for the plot. It was a bittersweet ending but the title makes so much sense, “my reason to die,” because she quite literally was!! And she was only his reason to live which eventually made them have a happy ending — to which I believe they do. It makes sense, she saw him at the bus stop and even remembered him so I’m confident they both will have eachother and get through to a good life this time round.

[Lydia · Rating 4 out of 5]

I’m speechless 😭

[MAGGS · Rating 4 out of 5]

Así es, estoy llorando como loca.

[lyn · Rating 5 out of 5]

yes i cried .

[eylul ✮ · Rating 4 out of 5]

cok guzel bi manhwaydi ama sonuna assiri uzuldum resmen basladiklari yere donduler aglicam. bittersweet endinginize sicayim bazen sadece musmutlu bi son istersin

[Nicole · Rating 5 out of 5]

I can’t write reviews but I really enjoyed this series so I tried …

Started reading this webtoon the moment it came out, got INSTANTLY hooked which is really rare for me. After reading 14 episodes I knew it will be good so I stopped reading so I can binge it and spare myself suffering. At around episode 56 I miss read season finale with series finale but it was too late.

The amount of tears this webtoon squeezed out of me is EMBARRASSING. My feelings were all over the place. This story has everything angst, romance, action, drama, hidden plot and the art is so pretty and moody(?) just by looking at it you can feel the emotion. The story is really interesting it’s told from a different perspective than it usually is I was really surprised when I found the hidden plot ngl but it’s softly hinted. The peace of the story is not too fast nor too slow it’s just RIGHT. The ending in my opinion was really satisfying emotionally and plot wise so the cover of the 7 tome makes me incredibly happy. Yuju is an incredible storyteller can’t wait for their new series.

[Ryleigh (Valo-Valorette) · Rating 5 out of 5]

It has been over a month and I still get upset over the ending. This was such a good read.

[janira · Rating 5 out of 5]

I can’t believe it’s over… I never could’ve imagined this story going the way it went. Starts in a typical school setting and then it’s an absolute rollercoaster. The last 40 episodes had me glued to my phone and I was sobbing by the last episode lol

I wish we had physical copies in english 😭

[alice⋆˚࿔ · Rating 5 out of 5]

I hate this stupid book it’s evil and sad and I love it so much

[Sky · Rating 3 out of 5]

Review, 3⭐️ ~ may contain spoilers 🎬

🌶: Was so much i couldn't even handle it... if this didn't have much like this maybe will be worth more than 3 as i said in my other Review!

-plot: past lives plot was good it wasn't this bad.
Also i said he's so red flag for kissing her the first time they met and shit I still feel the same, but i understand more now. He dated her for such a long time and so many times, he loved her all his life. Didn't know her for a whole 17 years but then boom he lived for her years and years, willing to die.

Hes actions is so red flag but not the bad kind, he weird yah but she has no problem so i won't say anything lol.

I like how she said "i don't care, i choose you over friends" this was so red flag too lol but yeah none here is perfect.

Her friend really toke the wrong way. She never choose him while living and finally she lost her life because of him. Poor guy will die while thinking about their first and last kiss 😍
Will i read this again? NO
DID I FEEL ANYTHING? ALSO NO.

It's not this bad but in the end everyone has what he likes and hates, i felt there was so much messy shit here.

[Salma ( iam.reading.books ) · Rating 5 out of 5]

It’s been such a long time since I’ve read a webtoon that I truly enjoyed this much. I ended up giving all the books 5 stars because I read them in one go — I couldn’t even tell where one volume ended and the next began since I read it online in chapters. Realistically, it’s more of a 4 to 5-star rating, but I honestly loved it.

The story was fantastic — unique and unlike anything I’ve read before. I really loved the characters, the romance, the action, and especially the art. Everything came together beautifully. The dialogue and interactions between the characters were so engaging, and I found myself completely immersed in their world.

There was just one character whose story I wish had been handled differently; I feel like they could’ve given him a better arc instead of the direction they chose. But aside from that, I really enjoyed the main characters’ journeys, the friendships, and the way the story explored life’s complications.

The last few chapters were especially strong — emotional, exciting, and very satisfying. Overall, I really loved this webtoon and had such a great time reading it!

[Yuls ☆ · Rating 5 out of 5]

5/5 ☆

si algo me hace llorar definitivamente es un 5/5, y no miento cuando digo que el final me tenia llore y llore aunque no habia leido la historia en mucho tiempo 😿💌

que puedo decir? por un momento pense que todo lo que habian pasado iba a ser en vano luego de lo que hizo el nadaqueveriento de giseong y sufri, ver a gyeol vivir su vida sin jioh (aunque fueran unos cuantos paneles) fue doloroso. Aunque debi suponerlo por la portada tan PRECIOSA que tiene este tomo

cuando crei que todo iba a terminar mal... regresan a ese momento especifico y ella lo saluda primero 😭😭😭😭 cumpliendo su promesa, recordando todo y pudiendo asi los 2 ser felices en la vida que les queda y durante las muchas mas que viviran juntos (no se por cuanto tiempo seguiran regresando) pero para mi, con que sean felices despues de tanto sufrimiento y dolor es mas que maravilloso

los amo jioh y gyeol, son los mas bonitos y la razón de morir y de vivir de cada uno y eso es perfecto ❤️‍🩹

Psdt: si no regresan 10 veces a la vida por ti, ahi no es

[M · Rating 5 out of 5]

Lately, I’ve been binging a lot of webtoons and I prefer adding them to my challenge, because why did I spend hours reading this? To not add it here? Yeah no.

Anyway, I was bawling my eyes out.
I started this thinking I’d be something not so.. deep. But I can’t complain about it being deep too. I loved every single moment of this.😭
I wish we could see more of the next life they live and what would change when she says hi first. Except the part we saw about them being happy to be reunited, of course!

[Cassandra · Rating 4 out of 5]

The emotional damage of this series, I don't think the ending is a surprise (and I found the book only epilogue on the internet which gave a more concrete HEA). The trauma of this series... its a lot. This isn't really the type of story I generally like because it really is kind of a downer, your heart is so heavy when you finish this story. I just don't really get the ending of the full story and I do have some questions over all but none that bother me really.

You will be happy but its mostly sad. I like 3.75 overall for me.

[warner’s gf · Rating 5 out of 5]

las 5 ⭐️ son por la intensidad de mi BERREADO con los últimos dos capítulos…quiero llorar y hacerme bolita por los siguientes 10 años…. efectivamente mi .1% de estabilidad emocional y mental se esfumó con esto…mi nuevo imperio romano.

cha gyeol,te mereces todo lo bonito y toda la felicidad del mundo,haces que mi corazón duela por ti. lo eres todo,te amo 3 y lo mismo para ji-o 3 YO ME SACRIFICARÍA POR ELLOS 10000 VECES


(gente ustedes no entienden,yo si tengo sentimientos reales por gyeol,por él empecé a dibujar en digital y lo tengo dibujado de todas la maneras,es mi hombre,le pertenezco)

[Dolefully · Rating 5 out of 5]

Never did I expect a Webtoon to wreck me like this. This is technically just one “season”, but the author released the series in Korean across 7 different mangas. I really hope she releases them in English because I’m desperate to reread this series.

I expected a romance but got so much more. I laughed, squealed, and sobbed. There were twists beyond the romance that kept me at the edge of my seat. The eerie narration throughout kept me tense and reluctant to accept anything for what it was.

[Nia · Rating 5 out of 5]

I binge read this (web)series over the course of a year, solely because I couldn’t handle the emotional turmoil it left me in after each chapter. The main characters, especially the ml Gyeol (😍), go through so much it genuinely pains me. But the ending was definitely well deserved and had a good balance. A sad yet happy ending. I don’t know how I’m ever going to move on from this series…. 🥹🥹🥹

[Sagarika · Rating 5 out of 5]

This is the first time I've completed a webtoon and I'm totally divastated... I didn't expect to get so emotional towards the end... I think the way we get to see them able to restart life again is quite a good ending, and for the sake of my own heart I'm gonna assume that this time they get to live a happy life 😭

[Jovana · Rating 2 out of 5]

I liked the happy ending, but still my main problem with the series is that it became where dull after they introduced the reincarnation arc/aspect. I feel as if the author lost the plot mid series and just started spewing stuff to make it more interesting.